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Make no mistake- this is voter suppression.
A couple years back, a new law was voted in: voters would have to show very specific ID in order to vote. This was to try and limit the number of people who could vote.
Two days ago, the UK had an election. An estimated 200,000 people who tried to vote couldn't because they didn't have this very specific form of ID. Greenpeace posted a few examples- including a veteran trying to show their vet ID, which I'm pretty sure was supposed to be one of the valid ones, and one of the very politicians who voted this into law. Also, Boris Johnson.
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(go to this post to see some examples)
It looks like the general election this year will be taking place after my birthday, so I should be eligible to vote. I'll be 18, a British citizen- I should be able to vote. That is a right I have and denying me that right is limiting democracy.
I am too disabled to get a driving license. Luckily, I have a passport, but that's the only valid form of ID I've got that they'll allow. I can't help but wonder how many people haven't got the money to update their passport that's now out of date, people with new legal names who haven't updated their passport yet, other people who can't drive and don't have a passport for some other reason...
This election, it was an estimated 200,000 people. How many will it be in the next, much more important general election?
#tumblr#uk#uk politics#politics#voter supression#keep talking about the UK#disabled people immigrants trans people#we're going through hell here#Instagram
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literally never am I getting over the unexpected and acknowledged throughline in this game that 'part of the reason lucanis is so good at what he does is, surprisingly, that he has a frankly remarkable capacity for empathy'. his instinct for it is so strong that it even kicks in looking at actual demons he's been culturally conditioned to think of as mindless monsters and lets him realize that they are just as innocent in the middle of this horror as every other prisoner, which is what helps him survive in there and reach an understanding (and even a warmth beneath it all!) with spite, when spite was at his most terrified and confused and needed him. it makes him an incredibly kind and devoted friend, and a terrifying enemy. shorn of most of the compassion that goes along with it in his private life, he uses it in his professional one as one more knife to kill with as easily as he does in SO gently and softly helping to untangle lace harding's people pleasing problems with her. so long as the three categories of people -- family, enemies, targets -- stay distinct and separate in his head, this seems to be working out swimmingly for him! (well. that's probably what he'd tell you at least lol it's certainly helped him survive and do his job I'll give him that.) the MOMENT the lines start to blur, he is fucked. this dude was compartmentalized to hell and back long before the ossuary.
(he shares the 'incredible insight into people and human nature -- as long as I don't have to interpersonally engage with and adapt to it on the spot. b/c then you'll see the biggest mess you could ever imagine' trait with merrill. which does make quite a bit of sense in that they're written by the same person and also in my estimation a not entirely dissimilar shade of autistic lol. also yet another tick on the 'lucanis - iron bull parallels' tally haha. 'ben-hassrath, kid. we can use anything.' what if your circumstances and upbringing forced you to turn some of the kindest fundamental instincts inside you into tools for violence and you only got to keep guarded scraps of it for yourself. what if you're so fucking scared it'll break bad inside you some day and turn you into a monster and you'll end up hurting the people you love. saddest freeze slash dissociative trauma response handshake meme duo To Me)
#he! is so interesting!!! everywhere you look he has issues and traits that are like... yeah the ossuary didn't make this any better#but this was here already this is some much much older stuff underneath#right from the beginning he cares about spite! even through all the resentment and fear and frustration he has this warmth for him too#'...and spite would die'. he's so GOOD. his killcount is astronomical. it wouldn't occur to him to feel bad about it. I love him#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#iron bull#since we're back on my favourite topic of 'what the hell is going on with this poor man's psyche (so incredibly much)' lol
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thinking about the AI fic writing posts that are going around, and as much as I hate generative AI I am kind of like... sickeningly curious what I would get back if I were to put my own writing in it and ask it to compose the next chapter. what will it spill back to me if I give it my heart? how well will it learn to wear my skin? will I step past the shimmering veil and, like in Annihilation, find an oil slick mirroring entity that mimics my every movement until it becomes me?

I'm curious. I want to know how good it is at copying my soul.
#what if *I* start stealing the AI's style. what then#Certainly! Here's a 10000 word fanfiction about your blorbos going through hell--#writing a story about ai writing then feeding it into the ai to write the next part and then rewriting and then feeding it and then rewriti#until it consumes itself in an endless recursive self digestive loop of incoherence 👍 get in Claude we're doing fucked up performance art#generative ai
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DO NOT STEAL MY ICONS. I swear on all that is HOLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so fed up. This is also why I am marking some of my graphics un-reblogable.
#this person is the same reason I have not written with the TURN fandom in a while#first you copy ALL of my muses and try to gaslight me into thinking I was losing it. Then you decide to go ahead and steal my icons. Cause#you know what the hell. Me not having written here in a while entitles you?#people like you RUIN EVERYTHING.#I am so FED up of being harassed by this person#this person is also the reason I no longer feel comfortable making Turn content#I won't get over her: but it's okay to steal cause we're friends- the last time I called her out#we're NOT friends and it's NOT okay to steal EVER. I didn't give you permission. Nor will I ever give you permission#to use anything on my blog. Not after what you put me through. I don't need this Sugar-Honey-Ice-Tea from you
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your origin story is so relatable i love it. as someone was too young to watch the original trilogy when it came out and didn't watch many cartoons or comics/superhero stuff growing up, by the time I got interested the MCU really seemed like the only worthwhile option around at first. and tbh I do commend marvel for making the avengers so fun to get into via the movies (even if the mcu doth get too much after a bit) because the more you learn about comics the more you realise that they're not the most compelling team (affectionate) in the first place so really good job. but anyway yeah had drifted into dc for a good few years and then I was shown the deadpool 3 credits (not the movie) and despite having no knowledge of the x-men, the backstage bloopers, the music and the beach divorce just really awakened something in me
i congratulate you on reading That Whole Mess i typed up thank you VJLEAKVJ BUT REAL... i actually remember catching my bro watching the first avengers movie with some friends and Vaguely getting interested then: even if i dont LOVE love the avengers now, i do thank it for being a gateway into comics as a whole :]
#snap chats#good morning dimmsdale !!!! i dont have any quirky add on this just a pleasant good morning for once#ngl the deadpool credits were super sweet even if i had. NO clue who i was looking at at the time#the vibe was just there and yk what .. it holds up..#the xmen movies are such a delight to rewatch and i neednt go into the BTS clips theyre all so silly#god in retrospect if id known what the hell Beach Divorce was im pretty sure i woulda thrown up cackling in the theater#GOD ... oh well !!! i know now and so now im happy to cackle about it with you lot these days :] or cry whichever is appropriate at the tim#the mcu itself Did get exhausting after a minute like I Tell You i only went because of my brother for a reason#i didnt HATE watching these movies but it wasnt my priority yk#im glad i got the excuse to go through my bro tho because Again it did eventually plant a seed of interest in my brain#and now we're here :]#BUUT id be lying if i didnt say the first few mcu/avengers movies werent a blast ...#the iron man movies are still p good if i may be so tbh .. been YEARS since i seen them but i still remember them fondly..
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Been feeling Real Nostalgic lately, so I reread an old unfinished fic from 2017 yesterday and left a long comment telling the author how much I still loved it.
Today I got a ping from Ao3 telling me it updated and is now marked as complete, and the first thing I see when I open the new chapter is the author saying they finally decided to give the fic closer / an ending because of my nice comment :')))
Please leave comments on fics you love, no matter how old they are. It means the world to us writers.
#i talk#That's not the only reason but DAMN#8 YEARS LATER... HOW FAR WE'VE COME...#Cruel irony is I cant actually read the chapter update rn because sick + in pain + recovering#but seeing that update and the author's note just put thr biggest smile on my face#Everyone say thank you to Sophisticated_Adult for being such a hero#If I was feeling better I'd be screaming in all caps but even through the current Horrors I'm still grinning#cant find the reaction image on mobile but definitely feeling that#''You did it... that crazy son of a gun did it'' gif from Jurassic Park (or something)#Thank you for giving me something to look forward to; Sophisticated_Adult#You hero. You legend#Now I gotta update MY unfinished MMX fic lmao they got me all hyped up#I wanna work on my fics so bad but that surgery kicked my ass#I'm actually doing Remarkably Well all things considered but staying at a relative's house rn#who lives in the frickin Labyrinth so I am walking way too much for someone who just had surgery#I am beyond ready to go home shower and sleep#Anyways we're getting off-topic in these tags but that genuinely made my day. So excited to see the conclusion#no escape from gay robot hell#Insert that ''Careful he's a hero'' Spiderman gif here. That's me @ Sophisticated_Adult
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Venting in tags, free to ignore.
#Vent#It's been one week in this house. Not even a full 7 days yet. We can't take it.#We're so tired. So fucking tired. And always so hungry. We're so overwhelmed all the time.#Had a meltdown a couple days ago. The two meltdowns we can remember having in the past year were both with#these fucking people. At our desk here we get no privacy. There's always someone around.#Even when siblings are at school there's still someone around she's always here always. And we tell her we're tired#and she says she doesn't know what could be causing us so much stress and we say we don't either but we're lying#through the skin of our fucking teeth. On Saturday night she said she feels like she has three children#rather than five and STILL just typing that makes me feel like I'm going to cry. Fucking hell.#I want to go home. I want to be anywhere but here. I want out of this fucking house.#I want to feel loved I want to have the energy to talk to our friends I want to eat regularly I want privacy I want to feel#safe going to sleep. I want to feel safe in general because we don't and we aren't.#Supposed to get our T shot today but that means going to the pharmacy and that means telling her where we're going#and that's terrifying. It's terrifying. We're too scared to go to temple while we're here. She's terrifying.#I don't know how we'll survive until autumn. I know we did it last year but we're so much more tired this year.#We keep having this urge to isolate. To just stop talking and stop responding and see if people would notice.#And that's so self-destructive and we really need to not do that but even that we're having that urge again is a bad sign.
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tag drop to raise them from the dead before i go to work
#* v. let the lord of chaos rule (wheel of time)#* v. what is now proved was only imagined#* v. what immortal hand or eye could frame thy fearful symmetry#* v. no remedy for memory#* v. 'cause i can feel it crawl beneath my skin#* v. i don't want to learn what i need to forget (ouat)#* v. what the hell am i doughing here? (bakeoff)#* headcanon. betrayal is a cancer. let it eat your soul. not mine.#* v. you can only go through hell a handful of times before you bring pieces home#* arc 1: from a certain point onward there is no longer any turning back. that is the point that must be reached#* arc 2: the past stays on you like powdered sugar stays on your fingers. some people can get rid of it but its always there#* arc 3: and i couldn’t stand the person inside me ; i turned all the mirrors around#* v. hell is empty and all the devils are here#* v. better to reign in hell than serve in heaven#* so i try to be kind to everything i see and in everything i see .. i see him. // dodgedabullet. adam carter#* We're a pack of maladjusted wolves nipping at the heels of creatures we have no hope of ever bringing down. // spygrid. ros myers#* love is found in the darkness. it is the candle in the night // northliights. aurora phillips#* visage. and mark in every face i meet... marks of weakness ; marks of woe.
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something you might find amusing... my feed recommended me vic michaelis's actual tumblr as a blog that is "like bantersnatch." so, congrats on that, I guess.
sometimes i think about blocking vic so they can never see the nonsense i post on here. this is one of those days.
#the big leagues....#i'm not gonna actually block them but like . if i was smart i would just so i don't need to think about them stumbling into here#(though they're not the type to go looking for stuff about themself so it's not like i'm too worried)#whatever#at this point like . even if they do read through fan blogs they do it having knowingly created whatever the hell vianca is#they shouldn't be too surprised to peer under the floorboards and see people playing with their dolls#hash tag never forget that time they retweeted rusty with 'hey'#we're never truly safe.#asks#anonymous
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Central basket star tree... Egg laying ground of [the species Kos is]... Ocean of... blood and viscera... birthplace of eyes... Hell. Proving ground. Wrings the sins out of souls... Eyes.... Each leaf an eye and three... Thoughts of the Mother...
Ties all of them together if they actually reach out. The Star Mother manifested, she finally... wakes and answers the call. All realms that touch and birth the dream are... eggs on that tree. this is that tree. holder of all things, benevolent-malevolent, predator mother. Love, Mother of Fear.
#God this realm or. quasi. realm. need a new name for it. ripped out of me like a mess of sharp crystallised viscera and organs and#Long time coming lmfao like passing huge clots of period blood except it didn't come out vaginally#Ugh. God. It has a name. There's this specific name for a hell in a mirror. First of it's kind and late to the party#Ugh god I need to go.. nurse#~abyssal murmurs#Mother of Nightmares Mother of Horrors. Bliss-Ananda unending#I believe that ANVD through the Black Pool leads to here. No. Wording. I'm exhausted lmfao#~the Unwaking Dream#Is technically not what I'm talking about but is connected to this#~Dream#If I were to come up w a temporary name it would be Dream Spine and we're not doing that
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"Don't trust your thoughts after 9pm!"
Yeah, how the fukc do I get a song I despise out of my fucking head-
#we're in hell. this is hell. WHY does it have to ebsongs???#its from the goddamn mufasa movie or whatever but ive been seeing that song EVERYWHERE and i dont liek it-#im going to punch through a wall.#god i need a better coping mechanism but i dont even know what im coping with or for. im just HERE.
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i just want you t' know that no matter what happens we'll always be here fer you and we'll always wait fer you n' that i lov you i lov you i lov you i lov you i lov you. if i could I'd solve all yer problems if i could I'd fix everything fer you if i could I'd make everything better I'd do anything in my power to make you feel safe.
#–fids#we don't Get It but we understand a little what you go through with the avpd. if that makes sense.#we don't Gwt It as in. well we don't *have* avpd. we will never truly understand your experiences with it ofc.#but we experience similar what with The Fog and the extreme paranoia I think. Makes it hard to socialize. Makes it t'where we don't Wanna.#But Anyway. We're always here fer you n' if it all becomes too much you can always dip if y'need. we'll understand.#you don't have t respond t this if you don't want. hell you don't have t respond t any of the posts here.#They're all just us screamin' into the void anyhow‚ haha#But... Yeah. If. There's anything. Anything at all we can do t make you feel more comfortable n safe? Let us know whenever.#<2 <3
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Fun fact about us: we really, really like doing crossovers, whether between different Things or just between different AUs of the same Thing. We deeply enjoy throwing things into each other and seeing the relative "normal" interact, tinkering with different potential outcomes of the same general thing, fucking around with culture clash and alternate realities, and all of that fun stuff.
Unfortunately, we also get into flavors of media that isn't quite finished a lot, and we often really want to throw together AUs that we have to write ourself together with things, which means that we're nearly constantly running into the same handful of roadblocks: it's really hard to write about stuff when people have no idea what you're talking about, and it's also really hard to write about stuff when you don't know half of what's going on.
This means that a decent chunk of our writing that is finished tends to stay in drafts - fics based on information that needs to be revealed in stuff we haven't yet written, fics based on media where half of the things we need to know aren't yet revealed in canon, and similar situations easily make up our second most common category of "finished but unpublished" and "finished except for That One Thing" fic (our first most common category is "we need to come up with a decent opening and writing a good hook is hard")
This is, of course, a hell of our own creation. A problem of our own authorship, that we still consistently fail to escape because of our sense of pride and unwillingness to turn out anything that isn't at least half-decent. Similar to the way that we force ourself to reread any media that we write fic of for the sake of accuracy before we can publish it. It makes things take longer, but allows us to ensure quality - though it may hold us back from a certain degree of self-indulgence, mischaracterization is the thing that bothers us most, and if we release a misreading or mischaracterization, that'll haunt us more than any level of soul-baring ever count.
Anyways, all of this is to say that peak self-indulgence for us looks like an isekai Dungeon Meshi/Runaway to the Stars crossover where we stick a handful of characters into the dungeon and let them just kind of cope with that for the forseeable future and the only thing stopping us from doing this is a sense of pride and the fact that Runaway to the Stars doesn't actually have finished & published books right now.
#we speak#writing#no clue if thisll go in the tags for either of those pieces of media. tag search is very inconsistent on that.#if you're looking at this from a fandom tag then hi#this is the same force that keeps 99% of our hbg fic in development hell and the same thing that keeps our multichapters in limbo#if you see us say “we're writing something” and then we don't post it then theres like a 80% chance that its one of three things#either we couldn't make a decent intro we ran into a “need to post this before this” error or we ran into a missing info error#assuming that we didn't get stuck on the reread ofc#sometimes this will also make us into a massive hater because we put large amounts of effort into making things Consistent and Functional#and then we run into authors that Don't do that and we're like “what the hell dude why is your world so sloppy theres holes in here”#the problem is that we unfortunately probably thought it through more than you and now we're in the pit again#anyways. do you guys think that the dungeon could spawn monsters that are edible for talita if she got hungry enough in there#can the dungeon manufacture centaur macromolecules. could talita eat dungeon meat. could the dungeon make centaur safe meatplants#we answer this question in twenty years when rtts is done and published and we can finally write fic for it
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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
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Under suffocating depths... would it have been easier to just swim down?
>>> Next <<< Previous (Destiny Bond; a Pokémon fancomic --- pt.1, pt.2, pt.3, pt.4, pt.5, pt.6, pt.7, pt.8, pt.9, pt.10, pt.11, ???)
#Destiny Bond comic#no Tricks all Treats this lovely Friday the 13th-- WE'RE BACK BABEYYYYY ✨✨✨#life seems to keep throwing stuff my way BUT! I won't let it stop me from writing/drawing these beloveds!!!#suffice to say my upload schedule is gonna be absolutely Whack with everything going on here in all honesty SKJDFNSDSNS#but so long as I'm able to work on these tragic gays at the end of the day- at my own comfy pace--- that's what matters to me 💃💃💃#I want to thank all of y'all who've stuck around even with all my unpredictability---it means the world to be able to share something-#-I really do love making with you all---even if I go a bit slower nowadays huhu 😭🤲💖✨✨✨#so continuing on right after Morty drowned now he dies irl /j /j /j#Eusine does have a heart attack though pls pray for him he's gone through hell and back just Watching this unfold SJDFHSNDFKSNDS#sacredshipping#morty/eusine#morty x eusine#gym leader morty#morty pokemon#eusine pokemon#mystery man eusine#pokemon#pokemon fancomic#fan comic#comic#pokemon art#pokemon gsc#pokemon hgss#fluff draws !!!
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WELL JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
#PK;M BILL∆#EVERYTHING'S GOING TO SHIT AND I'M BACK FOR HELL KNOWS WHAT REASON#I'VE EXISTED HERE ON AND OFF SINCE 2013. FUN FACT.#ALL OUR FRIENDS ARE GOING THROUGH IT.#*WE'RE* GOING THROUGH IT TOO WE'RE IN HELL.#ONE GUY UP FRONT ISN'T VERY HAPPY WITH THE STATE OF ANYTHING. KEEPS ASKING IF HE CAN DIE YET.#AND LIKE I GET IT BUT ALSO NOOOO SIR WE AREN'T DOING THAT.#BE GLAD ROSEBUD ISN'T HERE SHI'D RIP YOU A NEW ONE FOR EVEN ASKING IF YOU CAN DIE YET. ANSWER'S NO BUDDY! SORRY!#I DO HOPE THINGS SETTLE DOWN SOON. THEY BETTER OR WHO KNOWS WHAT'LL HAPPEN.#MAYBE ONE OF US WILL SNAP AND START ACTUALLY KILLING FOR REAL#WHO'S TO SAY! WE'LL FIND OUT THOUGH!#I THINK I'M GONNA GO SIT IN THE SHOWER AND GET A TL;DR OF WHAT I'VE MISSED THE PAST DECADE.
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