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A Duet (?)
#veriiart#14dwy#14 days with you#14dwy fanart#14dwy ren#14dwy oc#14dwy redacted#funfact Eun only sings when she is alone#well... if she thinks she is alone#her singing is not the best so she lets the guitar do the talking#anyway bunch of little easter eggs in the Ren drawing <3 enjoy!!
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When I criticize TV shows for re-framing not showing physical sapphic intimacy as some deep and meaningful message vs. the repackaged purity culture that it is- just know I am NEVER. EVER. speaking about Xena
#also- I’m going to argue that even tho people speak about xena like they didn’t have physical intimacy#they absolutely did#the producers have some points of view I DO actually think fall into this kinda :/ vibe#of repackaging purity culture#HOWEVER#the show itself doesn’t fall victim to this at all and it’s really simply#Xena explicitly uses sex as a weapon which means that physical intimacy alone loses any meaning#vs the emotional connection she has with Gabrielle which is manifested into actual physical power#(all the soulmate stuff)#and it makes the soft gentle ‘sneaking around the network’ kind of intimacy they have#directly juxtaposed to how xena interacts with men#and makes it SO significant and special#I just can’t I love them sm and the producers managed this SO well in the show itself#(and the actresses too)#xena warrior princess#xena#xwp
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)

wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?



new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.

obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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happy pride to Lucy Westenra do we think she knows how much she’s loved
#baby would have gotten everything she wanted if only she’d lived#do you think she’d be celebrating?#alone? with someone new? or in the arms of the woman she’s loved for well over a hundred years?#art by ekingston#lucy westenra#katie mcgrath#dracula fan art
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"Imagine what happens when a dictator gets access to a time window or a transduction drive. Our technology would tear the world apart."
Yeah, so maybe you... shouldn't have those either?
#doctor who#dw spoilers#I didn't like that ep very much and I still don't really get what Conrad's deal was#but he did have a point wrt UNIT being too opague. and also way too powerful#Kate sicced an alien on a guy live on camera#like yeah that guy sucked but that alien wasn't even on the payroll so she shouldn't get to do that#from what I'm reading in the dw tags I think people misunderstand the ep as being too hard on Think Tank/Conrad and not hard enough on UNIT#but 1) Think Tank is bad just for what they did to Ruby alone and 2) this does not make UNIT good#this is like Kablam all over again. no the ep did not defend The System (capitalism/military).#the ep showcased what's wrong with it by having a Villain attacking it so we get a glimpse at its insides#just bc the Doctor defeated only the minor villain but didn't dismantle the system doesn't mean the system isn't also bad#or well. way too easily abused
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saying this as respectfully as possible but. Do not put fandom content creators on a pedestal. We are also just fans contributing to a community just as you are. We have boundary on our own work and that’s it. What I say is not and should not be considered sth the whole fandom should listen to. I’m just a normal ass person ranting about things on my blog. If it does not have a fandom tag for others to engage in, do not make it out to be me trying to start fights or addressing the whole community. Because it’s not.
I’ve said it before and I will say it again, my art, my lore talk, is biased. I’ve never tried to hide that I view Marika a certain way and will always develop my theory following that base assumption.
Aside from translation stuffs and pointing out in-game items, everything else I say you can look at it, agree or disagree, and move on to form your own opinions. Just because I draw stuffs doesn’t mean you get to saddle me with responsibilities about managing fandom expectations. What the hell? I’m a fan artist, I’m the last person who you should look at for “leaderism” (?) WHAT?
I can and will be a hater in my own space, like I know sometimes other artists will just post their stuffs and not engage too heavily with fandom, and for a while I did try to do that here (because I’m already a dramatic ass on twitter), that’s just not me though.
You will get art and you will get my opinions as well.

#asking ppl to [celebrate different takes] is... WHAT?#different takes as in well I think she likes apples and you think she likes grapes. yeah that’s some fun discussion to be have#but different takes as in the fundamental of a character’s drive and personality??? NO#let’s put that down very clear here#I can still read fics where Marika is cold and calculate and manipulative as long as I can see there’re layers to it and the author#set it up in a way that I can see they got her backstory and build those layers based on that#and then there are ppl who literally only portray her as omg evil girlboss 101 let’s blame everything on this cardboard character#then I click back.#and there r ppl who might not vibe with how i portray her and they can ignore me. THAT'S OK TOO. we r in our own space.#it’s as simple as that!#ever since the dlc is out i literally could see the amount of ppl blocking me go up and im just “ok” because i do go around muting ppl too.#that's normal fandom space managing experience. pls do that#lore discussion is for ppl to engage in so u say ur piece i say mine and we can continue or not depending on situation#but FANWORK? leave each other alone or be a hater in ur own space ok?#personal#also where are these ppl who have been defending Marika at... because if u exclude me#and some others i can count on one hand. where are these ppl?#ppl saying headass stuffs about the HS aren't even Marika fans or engage too much in fandom to begin with#meanwhile u can't even find one youtube lore essay that says anything good about her#ppl are even trying to give Messmer's mother position to GEQ for no goddamn reason#like where is this overwhelming support for Marika at cuz as the active Marika stan around im not seeing it
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Scenes from The Baby Wars Part One: The First One
[Hibrides never wanted to be a mother (though the concept of childbearing has always occurred to her as 'inevitable and necessary'), underwent very severe post-partum depression, never really bonded with the infant, and was extremely uncomfortable with nursing her (they had a wet nurse who covered most of it).
Brakul ended up being the Designated Housewife throughout Erubi's infancy and was effectively the only member of the household providing parental care, was Extremely bitter with Hibrides for not really wanting anything to do with her daughter (among other things), and was raised in a context where fathers allowing their infants to comfort nurse on them is a standard practice (which is not widely conceptualized as a Thing men can do in the Wardi cultural sphere and comes off as bizarre to the rest of his household).
These combined factors lead to tense standoffs where he looms behind Hibrides trying to guilt her into Feeding The GodDamn Baby while looking, from her perspective, like he's trying his absolute hardest to breastfeed.]
#(Not treating men comfort nursing as a joke here btw I think it's fucking absurd that people get freaked out about it#Completely normal thing to do. Not weird or gross.)#Hibrides bonded with both of her children more when they got older and started walking and talking and being unavoidable but#she's never felt like a mother ''''should'''' and feels a heavy background layer of Gnawing Guilt about it#She was very close with her own mother (who had a pretty good marriage) so a lot of the advice she got was like#that these things take time and patience and a lot of pain but Someday she'll settle in and be happy with her husband and kids and etc#And now she's like 'well I no longer feel like I'm going to fucking hurl with terror when I notice my features in my daughter's faces.#And my husband and I sometimes go on hunting trips alone where we verbally abuse each other in ways that Almost come#full circle into being friendly banter. Is this it. Is this how it's supposed to be. Have I Fucking Made it.'
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uhh oh!!! unexpected hospital stay 🤪
last night i fell flat on my stomach tripping over absolutely nothing, so i went in to get checked. everything looks fine aside from a scraped hand and knee but they kept me for overnight monitoring just in case. this, of course, happened while jose is out of town, so ngl chat it was a rough time!!! baby spent the entire night gettin funky, blissfully unaware of her mom's moment of lonely mortal terror.
I've never had the nuts to ask but idk how much this stay will cost and I'll be officially without an income in two weeks. anything you could throw my way would be so appreciated. 💛
#m2a#pregnancy#I've even felt shy about people online asking about my registry i am NOT good at asking ANYTHING#the bulk of insecurity with parenthood has been the impending loss of income#I've worked since i was 15 years old and I'm like!! aaaa!! loss of powerrr!!! 😆#even tho it's the best decision on a personal and financial level#now I'm sitting in a hospital bed thinking well everything is fine did i really need to get scared and come in#freaking alone? no less??#yeah dark night for mod but baby don't care#i was almost panicking in public right after i fell waiting for her to move but fucking bless her she didn't make me wait long#nothing can stop her boogie
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did you remember to leave space for all your phantom limbs?
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☀︎。 ⋆。 ゚ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚★⋆。˚ ┊ ┊ ⋆ ┊ ★⋆ ┊ ◦ kirbytober 2024 #03 ★⋆ miracle // phantom // magic
#starstruck dee#bandana waddle dee#my art#my comics#kirbytober#rare un-bowed starstruck moment!! only sometimes when sleeping; mostly with company who do a similar ritual. so she participates#you would not believe the number of incredibly important monologues that occur while starstruck is snoozing!!#truly she can sleep through anything (if you can get her to fall asleep). not an easy feat#though bandee always manages it! when she can't sleep but she's trying (often) she comes to his room. she just sleeps better not alone.#i wonder if someone from last year's kirbytober will recognise this location design!! i tried to keep it consistent!#anyway! hello lore comics it's been a while! this one wasn't planned actually. was not next in my schedule for her#but this prompt worked so well for it!! so here it is. hope you enjoy!! <3#do i need to... i mean it's obvious this is lore but i guess i should tag it:#🎀🔍#my dream is that one day i will drop something So Pretentious or Confusing or Cheeky that folks will full-legal-name me in comedy rage#“STARFLUNG!WADDLE!DEE!” etc. i think i've said this before actually. i'm getting deja vu... but i do always think it's peak comedy!#gravitational collapse#morpho#morpho knight
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does anyone else relate to dis btw. I keep thinking about it since someone posted it around the same time I was having this realization about myself
#talkys#i was thinking about it especially when i still thought id be moving out bc i worried missing my family but when#i was in college in another city i didnt miss any of them at all#i went over a year ish without convo with my best friend because well i assumed she was too#busy to chat and i otherwise can handle being alone#i havent seen my other close friend in maybe half a year and sure when they come down we have fun but i also#forget abt them until they message me (bc they dont respond to messages LMAO they decide when we talk)#i made another close friend recently and they went on a 2 week trip and during week 1 i was like i rly wish#i could message em right neow! but then by week too i kinda Forgot until they returned#and were an active presence again#out of sight out of mind if i dont already regularly talk to you daily (which is only 1 person rn)#*week 2#like if ur someone i talk to daily i get excited to talk and send messages but otherwise i forget#i guess its also the vibes. i do wonder what one close friend is up to but not the one i know wont give me a response etc
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sangihun yuri my sangihun yuri.....
lyrics of the song on the last two pics↑
#sketches sketches sketches#students and adults because i love them in allll of their entire life span#the sketches are mostly with students because I don't know how to draw middle age woman for shit#anyway middle age happy yuri <3#comphet sangwoo and latent bisexual gihun is so dear to me#they're so gentle gentle with each other ☹️☹️#also i don't think there was something romantic in their youth BUT something very close.... not intentional or conscious tho#they just did things and acted like that. unspoken affection#i love love love the first queer crush situation#it will sit in them for soo many years#especially in sangwoo#i think gihun (as unserious nonchalant and chaotic type of person) would have forgotten about their closeness sooner#not because she's bisexual but it also played a role.#she could distract herself with a boyfriends at least#sangwoo was alone all her life I think#like she COULD try to date men but she always knew she didn't really like them#(still as comphet)#ugh#well#squid game#sangihun#seong gi hun#cho sang woo#gi hun#sang woo#674#218 x 456#squid game fanart#also thank you guys for your big feedback on my last sangihun yuri post i didn't think you would love them sm <3#these pics are really messy and sketchy ones but i really wanted to share😞😞
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i was thinkin about how some of my ocs share traits with my new faves and then i just wanted to draw them all meeting 😂 so heres Jackie and Geli if they dropped into fortnite!!
#fortnite#my ocs#jackie#evangeline#meowdas#nyanja#jackie is buff & tattoed with cunty eyes and dark hair but her personality is more like nyanja i think tbh#meanwhile geli has ancient inescapable griefs from her fraught magical past like meowdas 😂#geli to meowdas 'ah- immortal? not by choice? thought u were cursed to live alone forever? yea i get that' (pats arm) LMAO#i think jackie and nyanja would get along well but i think geli would freak him out 😂#she is very deadpan but she likes jokes and fun its just... not very apparent lol#lol anyway this was fun!! im glad i just got silly and did it
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Bad End: The Fall
Summary: It's my Hound!MC Alon's birthday, so I made some sketches of them and Mhin based on the scene from Transformers One! For context, the idea is that Vere has gotten himself free and went on a rampage in the Senobium, slaughtering students and clerics alike, and destroying the labs and archives, along with all hope of finding cures for Mhin and Alon's respective curses. In the midst of the massacre, Vere finally made Mhin lose control of the monster within them and they have transformed into a crow monster hybrid. There is a brutal and bloody fight between them but Mhin has finally defeated Vere and is about to kill him, when Alon, their partner, stops them.

“What are you doing?”
“It’s over. He lost.”
“So did we! We lost everything because of him — I have to do this!”
“No, you don’t. Look at him, he's down. He's no longer a threat.”
“He needs to die! Can’t you see that?”
“This won’t cure either of us! Don't do this, Mhin. Don’t be the monster he says you are.”
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“…You need to move out of my way. Before I move you myself.”
“Mhin—”
“MOVE!”
“Stop—!”
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“No…”

“No, no, no, you idiot! Why did you do that? Why?”

Your blood is on my hands now.

You’ve made it my fault.

You’ve made me into the monster…
All to save him.

“Partner…no…”
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“I'm done saving you.”
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#happy birthday to alon!#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarvedgame#transformers one#red spring studio#touchstarved oc#touchstarved mhin#mhin#mhin x oc#mhin x mc#alon the hound#alon the stray hound#myart#my art#myoc#my oc#remember when we meet in the demo and mhin saves us from dying and also offers their hand to help us stand?#I thought it would be fun if that was reversed#and the transformers one scene worked surprisingly well for that!#alon was not necessarily in the right. I just felt like it would be in character for them to stop mhin from killing vere#alon would not hate vere. not even on mhin's route. they would see him as a victim of the senobium.#by now the two outsiders have learned the truth about the senobium's cruelty. so mhin knows. even if they haven't accepted it.#and alon wouldn't think killing vere would help mhin especially not in the long run.#they see mhin as a person who ultimately wants to do good. every death weighs on them.#and the monster comment was definitely not the right thing to say to mhin in that moment. she was just really trying to get through to them#of course mhin would view the act of defending vere to be a betrayal. in their eyes vere is beyond redemption. and yet...#alon would stand in the path of their blade. she would force her blood to stain their hands to save him.#their so-called “partner” would turn them into a monster — the one thing they are most terrified of becoming...#to save the one that destroyed their hopes of ever becoming anything else...they can't forgive them for that.
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This is the plot to GK 37 to me btw

#like not reallyyyy#bc I think he fired Steph bc he was no longer desperately lonely and the ‘cons’ to working with her (ie reminds me of my dead son) were#suddenly a lot more obvious#but from Steph’s pov she has no fucking clue what could have brought this on#she’s entirely out of the loop when it comes to BW: murderer/fugitive#she just gets ghosted and then fired and told it’s because she’s just never going to be good enough#which must feel like such BS - he came to her#she points that out. but still she has no way of knowing if it is the truth or not#anyway it was random and cruel and pointless and ESPECIALLY those things from Steph’s limited POV#to her it very well might’ve been bc he was bored#anyway sorry I feel like I’m always rehashing like 5 Steph talking points but whatevs#stephanie brown#bruce wayne#it’s worse because it’s tender. it’s worse because they bonded and were friendly and Steph looked up to him. it’s worse because they’re both#lonely and alone and they felt less alone working together.
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Scoria and Sakura are best friends! It's so cute when I see the things they do together, and it makes me so beyond happy that they both came to live with me so that they could share their lives with each other. They absolutely insist on it, and does so much good for the other.

I can't imagine how else they could have found happiness if things hadn't worked out exactly as they did. Scoria has basically been Sakura's "emotional support snake" while she worked through things from her past I'll never fully know that caused her a lot of issues with panic and fear. Sakura knows this too, and looks out for her sister, the only one she truly trusts and feels completely safe with.

The moment they wake up they both want each other to snuggle and play with. Scoria loves to be affectionate with both me and her sister who seems to have not had this earlier in her life- but Scoria is showing her how nice it is not only directly but demonstrating with me and Sakura also trying, copying what she has seen her sister do.

Sometimes when one goes to check on the other they'll join in on... I'm not even sure what they were doing. But they had a good time while taking a mandated union break from digging tunnels for the isopods.

So happy I get to share in the adventures of these two best friends! It makes me so happy to see them living their best lives together, and being beyond content snuggled together with their found family.
#cute#pets#snakes#friends#animals#I think Sakura tried copying Scoria and didn't quite get the full memo#So she went down the front bark and Scoria went down the back which leads into diggy dirt#And Sakura was like#“I followed friend into bark but where is friend???”#Meanwhile Scoria was probably oblivious her little sister was trying to find her & she may was well have her front half going into a portal#Eventually they found each other fully#And were very clear they prefer their home far more than this enclosure they helped build tunnels for#I'm glad to know they like their home#While I do want to make it more aesthetically pleasing#the current focus was filling it with things they enjoy#Specifically things they have a lot of fun playing with or on#I want their home to be the place they feel safe but also enjoy being in#not a prison#a bedroom#I think they like their enclosure but they sometimes don't want to go in it because they also really enjoy spending time with me#Scoria really does#but also communicates effectively when she is sleepy from playing and needs to rest#as much as they love each other when they go to sleep for the night they sleep alone#even with the option to stay near each other#I think this is nature rather than something I taught them by separating them into their own enclosures after play time#which makes me wonder if humans classified them as solitary just because they don't want room mates#like plenty of people i know choose to live alone but that doesn't mean they are introverts/solitary#I wonder if wild hoggies sleep alone (not counting brumation) and their social lives outside their den was completely ignored#Like I bet they live in a neighborhood or kingdom or whatever you want to call it#The fact they can communicate“I'm friendly let's be nice to each other”indicates a species that regularly comes into contact with each other
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viktor prev 🤖
#i forgot 2 flip the canvas back but his mole is on the correct side i prommy .. first time ive ever kept it accurate lol#im chipping away at ths sooo slowly …#unimaginable number of drafts and im just opting 4 the most simplistic one instead#umm fav viktor moments . his im from the undercity remark & slapping jayces hand away. lets gooooooooo#or that scene of him mel and jayce at the table where hes fiddling w jinxs bomb i like tht whole exchange#when he transforms into the machine herald#when he transforms in2 the machine herald (2)#ans when he transforms into the machine herald😁 THE FACE SPLIT IS JUST SOOO FRWAKING COOL#wht else . guys can i be honest can i be brave and honest w u all. hated the sky plot . hated#the scene of him crying over her i was like scratching my neck n pulling at my collar like u guys seein this … 🧍#the story never developed sky enough to make her death impactful#she only exists in the context of viktor and how she can further his story or personify his emotions ykwim . boringg#i think the timeline is such a big issue 4 arcane writing in general bc#they try to pass off their quasifriendship as something genuine bc theyre partners or have known each other for years#supposedly but they dont show it let alone say it . like i cant tell u the amt of times i saw something after watching that was like#oh this timeskip was a year or seven years or idk and aside from the obvious timeskip we see w charas aging up in s1#or the montage once cait takes power its just not . discussed . rmbr after the arcane anomaly ambessa was like theyve been missing for 6#months or something and if you didnt hear that one throwaway comment u would just be like wht is going on#all that to say they want you to believe they have a strong foundation 2 make her death and later reunion meaningful but they dont give you#anything to actually Feel it#so . MY TWO CENTS !!!!!!!!!!!ok#sorry im blowing up the tags in ths random post that never asked for this 💔#lg doodles#arcane#viktor#well ok bc im going on and on i will say . i thought singed was pretty interesting in the show but never rly cared for him#until i played him in aram n im like oh so ths guy is awesome actually#HAHHAAH#dude and b4 they got rid of the hectech chests i pulled his arcane skin . bsooo much fun#i also played jinx for the first time and now i understand why ppl like her gameplay so much . soo smooth w it like she feels soo polished
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