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dirtytransmasc · 9 months
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ok ok ok, listen, I have yet another vision. (tw; talk of rape, sexual trauma, dealing with said sexual trauma, alicent finally losing her god damn shit like she deserved to do since the very beginning)
somehow someway, Rhaenyra becomes queen, alicent is her (somewhat willing, really complex feelings, it's a mess) queen consort.
they're in some sort of situation where Rhaenyra is making advances onto Alicent, who is kinda quietly refusing, but otherwise letting it happen, because she's been forced to do that for YEARS, submitting to people of power, specifically Viserys, who's antes to use her and/or her body for their own pleasure.
it is only when Rhaenyra goes to face her directly or asks her a question along the lines of "do you like this" when she realizes she's practically been assaulting the woman.
when she asks why Alicent hadn't stopped her she just blows a fucking fuse.
"I did. I tried to, but you didn't stop."
"why fight you. all these years and you forget what happens when I fight you. I fought you to stay by my side when your father picked me to be his broodmare, when he raped me in our marital bed when I myself was still a child, yet all he wanted was heirs he would never love. or what about the time I begged you to have mercy on your brother, when luke took his eye and nearly killed him? or how about when I begged you to make peace? when haz fighting you ever gone in my favor?"
"why fight you off when you could easily have me and my children killed?"
"why fight when I took your father silently for years?"
let her lose her shit on Rhaenyra. regardless of whether or not they get a happy ending. I need her to tell Rhaenyra how she and her family have destroyed her for years.
thats it. that's the vision. it came to me while crying in the shower, with my angsty feminine rage playlist blasting. enjoy.
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pixlerelish · 6 months
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Who wore it better?
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theromaboo · 26 days
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I'm currently trying to prove that Britannicus was not allergic to horses, or at least that there is no evidence that suggests he was and I'm having some issues (AHHHHHHHHHH)
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marvel-starwarsfangirl · 10 months
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In light of ao3 being down, I decided to get back into playing one of my favorite games to get my Ghira content
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skeecatt22 · 2 months
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I ran a half marathon but I haven't written or drawn anything worth posting in literal months but here's some concept art I did for a fic where Doc loses his mind
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sensuallypeppered · 10 months
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Ugh I barely had any sort of handle on how Twitter posting worked. And now I gotta relearn tumblr??? GOsh really pushin my brain to its limits
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too-much-sunshine · 1 year
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I feel like its important to mention that my editor and I have found the 'woftl' sounds almost like 'waffle' and idk what to do with this news...
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choco-aj · 10 months
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WHY CAN’T I BE A PRETTY FAIRY LIVING MY PRETTY FAIRY LIFE, IT’S NOT FAIR 🙁🙁🙁
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butchfalin · 5 months
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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barkeroodle · 26 days
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… I just needed an excuse to draw cursed cat Alastor before it dies out
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obsob · 3 months
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i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy
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skellydun · 9 months
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why is it when people ask me what i want as a gift i immediately become someone who enjoys nothing at all and has never wanted anything a day in their life.
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officialspec · 3 months
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can i say something. for years i thought the joke of the song short skirt/long jacket by cake was that he wanted a woman who was hung like a horse. like i thought when he says jacket it was a last-second fakeout because he very obviously meant to say cock. and the rest of the things in the song were just her personality and interests. which were secondary to her awesome penis
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astearisms · 7 months
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catalysts, protectors
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emberglowfox · 7 months
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Keeper -- a short comic about an angel meeting a robotic lighthouse keeper that doesn't know the world has already ended. Made in about 18 hours for a 24-hour 24-page* black and white comic challenge (that I arrived late to, ha.)
*the actual submission does not include the cover, which was created after the fact for this post.
This was a really great learning experience as someone who's... never really made a completed comic. I ended up really attached to the story by the end of the project (possibly due to all-nighter deliriousness lol) and ultimately am very proud of what I made.There are some things I'd still like to change, particularly text placement, but in keeping with the spirit of the challenge I've elected to leave it as is.
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possessable · 10 months
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Hello i'm a normal person here's some stuff i drew to illustrate different traits different "person getting controlled" tropes can have
edit: obligatory possession shorthand code link because people seem to be using this like the possession code but just. without the code part
edit: DO NOT BE HORNY ON MY POST 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
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