ok ok ok, listen, I have yet another vision. (tw; talk of rape, sexual trauma, dealing with said sexual trauma, alicent finally losing her god damn shit like she deserved to do since the very beginning)
somehow someway, Rhaenyra becomes queen, alicent is her (somewhat willing, really complex feelings, it's a mess) queen consort.
they're in some sort of situation where Rhaenyra is making advances onto Alicent, who is kinda quietly refusing, but otherwise letting it happen, because she's been forced to do that for YEARS, submitting to people of power, specifically Viserys, who's antes to use her and/or her body for their own pleasure.
it is only when Rhaenyra goes to face her directly or asks her a question along the lines of "do you like this" when she realizes she's practically been assaulting the woman.
when she asks why Alicent hadn't stopped her she just blows a fucking fuse.
"I did. I tried to, but you didn't stop."
"why fight you. all these years and you forget what happens when I fight you. I fought you to stay by my side when your father picked me to be his broodmare, when he raped me in our marital bed when I myself was still a child, yet all he wanted was heirs he would never love. or what about the time I begged you to have mercy on your brother, when luke took his eye and nearly killed him? or how about when I begged you to make peace? when haz fighting you ever gone in my favor?"
"why fight you off when you could easily have me and my children killed?"
"why fight when I took your father silently for years?"
let her lose her shit on Rhaenyra. regardless of whether or not they get a happy ending. I need her to tell Rhaenyra how she and her family have destroyed her for years.
thats it. that's the vision. it came to me while crying in the shower, with my angsty feminine rage playlist blasting. enjoy.
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I ran a half marathon but I haven't written or drawn anything worth posting in literal months but here's some concept art I did for a fic where Doc loses his mind
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I feel like its important to mention that my editor and I have found the 'woftl' sounds almost like 'waffle' and idk what to do with this news...
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