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woozi Ā· 2 years
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yza yza r u watching any BeTS additional shows?
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draconic-desire Ā· 2 months
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Gosh i just loved your Sunday fic.. šŸ˜«
Im wondering what about a naive type darling? With so much isolation, it has made darling insecure. Darling thinks Sunday deserves a better woman and just ups and leaves Sunday when he isnt home. But ofc is soon found not long after šŸ˜‹
ohhhh so personally i imagine this happening after sunday uses the harmony one too many times on poor readerā€¦you never saw it coming, never would have thought sunday would hurt you despite being isolated for so long. any thoughts you had about escaping, even going outside to see friends, are obliterated. sunday becomes your whole world.
Yan!Sunday x Naive!Gn!Reader
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Youā€™ve been standing in front of Sundayā€™s door, fist raised and poised to knock, for twenty minutes now.
For what feels like the millionth time, you lower your hand, worrying your lip.
Heā€™s been in there all day. Sunday is a busy man, his schedule constantly filled with meetings and Family affairs, but never too occupied that he would ignore you for an entire day.
Your mind fears the worst; even those initial days of being drowned in the Harmony, before you realized Sunday was trying to help you adjust to your life with him, is preferable to this. Did you do something wrong? Who is he in there with? Is he ignoring you?
Has heā€¦grown tired of you?
The mere thought chills your heart and fills your veins with ice as you take a step back, inhaling sharply.
The wooden door before you is polished to a fault, bright enough that you can see your faint outline. It bitterly reminds you of how inferior you are compared to him, a mere speck of dust, a fleeting shadow on the wall.
You start to spiral. Surely Sunday, the most handsome and sought after man in Penacony, could have his pick of anyoneā€”so why would he settle on you? Why did he bring you here, trap you in this mansion, keep you by his side, if only to throw you away in the end?
Did he never love you?
Why does that thought hurt you so much?
Heart pounding and tears blurring your vision, you quickly turn and flee, your knock forgotten.
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It has long grown dark on the streets of the Golden Hour.
The normally bustling city is slumbering, the only light provided by the plethora of flashing billboards that never sleep. The few individuals you have passed are either drunks stumbling home or the stray Intellitron. Youā€™ve been walking aimlessly for hours, wiping away tears and fruitlessly searching for a way to escape to reality.
After all your time mulling in your sadness and insecurities, you have come to the conclusion that you should relieve Sunday of his care of you. Heā€™s much better off without you, or rather with a better individual than you. He should be dating royalty, a celebrity, an angel. The type of person who would have knocked on that door, would have strutted confidently into his office and sat directly into his lap toā€”
Another pair of footsteps echo behind you.
You almost donā€™t hear them at first, but you most definitely see the haloed shadow on the wall in front of you.
ā€œAnd where do you think youā€™re going, (Y/n)?ā€
You immediately freeze, your breathing becoming erratic and shallow. His voice sends little butterflies pounding against your chest, begging to fly to him.
ā€œDo you really think this pathetic attempt to escape would succeed?ā€ A hand wraps around your waist, spinning you around to meet golden eyes rimmed in violet. You expect them to be filled with anger, perhaps even loathing, but youā€™re shocked to discover they are brimming with nothing but thinly veiled panic.
His grip tightens when you donā€™t respond immediately. ā€œAnswer me, (Y/n).ā€ His voice cracks as he says your name again. ā€œWhere have you been?ā€
Words clog in your throat. ā€œIā€”I thoughtā€”you wereā€”you didnā€™t wantā€”ā€
ā€œIā€™ve been searching everywhere for you. You werenā€™t thinking. I believed we had moved beyond your futile attempts to leave, that you understood that you are mineā€”ā€
ā€œBut what if I donā€™t deserve to be yours!ā€
The two of you freeze in the wake of your outburst. His breath hitches as you lower your head and whisper softly, ā€œI thought you stopped loving me the same as I love you.ā€
For once, youā€™ve caught Sunday off guard. His beautiful gaze widens in shock as he truly takes in your formā€”shivering, tears rolling down your cheeks, nails digging into your palmsā€”and realizes his mistake.
You left because you thought he didnā€™t want you.
The mere idea baffles him. Standing before him is the most beautiful individual he has ever seen. Every fiber of his being screams for him to lock you in a birdcage and throw away the keyā€”you are a precious treasure, meant to sing only for him. He has created you to be the perfect devotee in his very image.
And all of his efforts have succeeded, because you said you loved him.
His anger and fear immediately melt into softness as he holds your face between both hands, his forehead lowered to press against yours. ā€œOh, darling, no. You cannot fathom the adoration I harbor for you, the multitude of praises I wish to preach each day in your name.ā€
His voice takes on a nearly holy reverence, but his eyes shine with an untamed desire. ā€œThere is nowhere you belong except for by my side. Finding you missing this evening nearly tore my heart out. You must never venture out again, do you understand, my precious dove?ā€
You sniff and lean into his touch, a smile parting the river of your tears. Yes, thatā€™s right. Thatā€™s what the Harmony said before, too: your purpose is to please Sunday, to serve Sunday, to live for Sunday.
Why would you ever doubt his love?
Why would you ever want to leave him? What a silly idea.
You think you feel a tiny pull at the back of your mind, a hook that wants to tether you to reality. But a quick slash of a knife severs the line, leaving you floating in a sea of multicolored bliss.
ā€œIā€™ll never doubt you again, Sunday. I love you.ā€
Sundayā€™s lips curl into a smirk as he lifts your chin and examines the rainbows dancing in your eyes. ā€œI love you, too, (Y/n).ā€
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hopelesslyromanticshark Ā· 4 months
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HII!! I'm quite new to making requests, but I was wondering if I could ask for some headcanons: Percy Jackson x Aphrodite!Reader (with a sunshine personality, if thatā€™s okay!). Please and thank you! šŸ’ž I hope it's not too much to ask for. Also, remember to stay hydrated and healthy! And, Take your time!šŸ’—
(Quick side note: I made this pink because
I thought it looked cuter!<3 oh and, Iā€™m not sure if you do this but if youā€™d like to pick like an emoji for me to use as a sign off. Then, that would be quite nice! Because I think Iā€™ll be requesting from you quite oftenšŸ’ž)
ā‹†ā­’Ėš.ā‹† percy jackson x daughter of aphrodite! reader hcs
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content: percy jackson x daughter of aphrodite! reader hcs warning: i don't think anything?? fluff ig watch out yall dangerous stuff might make you fall in love šŸ˜¬šŸ˜¬ author's note: hihi ! this is my first time doing headcannons as well as writing for percy. tbh, i was a little nervous because new things scare me and i don't want to disappoint but i hope you like it!! also i shall dub you...šŸŽ€ anon, bc of all the pink šŸ˜‹šŸ˜‹
okay, mr. loverboy and ms. lovergirl are in the house yall
i know he's head over heels for you the moment he sees you, leading around some new campers, excitedly clapping your hands as to get them excited too. It works, earning a few smiles
he was so distracted, annabeth managed to get the jump on him in the middle of their training, sending the son of poseidon sprawling on the hard dirt of the arena
"get your head in the game, jackson."
"it is!"
"no, i can literally see your eyes turning into hearts right now-"
"shut up!! she might hear you!!"
he spent days plotting, trying to figure out the best way to approach the bubbly daughter of aphrodite.
he didn't want to just come across as like all the other guys who only talked to them because of their beauty. from what percy's seen, you were one of the kindest and lovely people he's known.
one day he was laying on the dock, his foot passively swinging through the water and he muttered stupid pick-up lines or other introductions, all of them equally as terrible.
"mind if i join you?" a voice questioned before a shadow blocked his view of the sun, which he could vaguely make out to be the girl he'd just been lovesickenly talking about.
"y-yes, yeah, of course!" he sputtered out, jumping up and squeezing over, making space for her. she giggled at him, taking a seat with a sideways glance in his direction.
percy felt like he was evaporating
"i like the water, the seafoam especially. becauseā€¦well, you know," the girl mused, gesturing vaguely with her hand.
"yeah, that's how your mom was born, right?" percy questioned though he knew the answer, he just didn't want her to leave quite yet as he was desperately trying to remember one of the pick-up lines he'd been thinking about. but with the girl around, the only thing running through his head was her.
"born is a loose term, but yes. it's comfortingā€¦feels like home," she replied, turning her head to percy and offering him a dazzling smile that he'd pay all the money in the world to see again.
"i know how that feels, trust me," he murmured back before tilting his head at her, a smirk slowly growing on his lips, "where would you go right now if you could go anywhere?"
"easy. there's this target near chicago that always has my favorite lip gloss," the girl replied like it was the most normal answer.
"what?!" percy questioned through his laugh which then sent the pair down a rabbit hole of questions and rebuttals, neither of them noticing how much time had passed until the sun was nearly completely hidden from view, only the last few rays shooting out from behind the mountains.
"Oh, ha, look at how the time fly," the girl muttered, laughing as her eyes got caught on the dying sun
"must've been having fun then," percy replied with a blinding smile and she laughed, shaking her head at the boy.
there was a pause, the two just staring at each other.
then soft movements from the daughter of aphrodite, who gently cupped his face with one hand before pressing a lip gloss coated kiss to his cheek.
"i was definitely having fun. you're fun, jackson, we should hang out some time," she whispered near his ear before moving to stand up, leaving the boy as still as a statue. she walked away, with a few giggly glances over her shoulder.
once he was sure she was gone, percy shot up and cheered, pumping his fists and jumping about all over the dock until he caught his foot and fell in.
and yet, he couldn't seem to loose his smile, even coated in seaweed and muck from the lake.
she always had the effect on him, his bubbly lovergirl.
author's note cont. : anyways, i present ya'll with this. i'm trying to work through all my new requests rn, which is very exciting bc i've never had those before, but do not be afraid to request away still!! anyways, hope you enjoyed, anon!!
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alltoowelltom Ā· 5 months
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marry that girl
oscar piastri x reader
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oscarpiastrišŸ”¹ļø: There are welcomes and then there are Vegas welcomes! šŸ˜
user1: good luck this weekend! šŸ§”šŸ§”
user2: damn the jacket šŸ˜¦
user3: is Y/N coming to the race??
ā†³ user4: yes! there are pictures of her arriving on twitter
ā†³ user5: i think all the wags are coming it's vegas šŸ˜­
mclarenautošŸ”¹ļø: That's how it's done!
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yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: ready 4 u vegas
danielricciardošŸ”¹ļø: but is vegas ready for Y/N..
ā†³ yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: never šŸ„°
user1: Y/N IN THE PADDOCK
user2: her smileeeee
lilymhešŸ”¹ļø: Y/N come to williams everyone's ignoring me šŸ˜ž
ā†³ yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: WHAT
ā†³ yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: no one puts lily in a corner šŸ˜  omw
landonorris just posted a story:
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yourusername just posted to their story:
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maxverstappen1šŸ”¹ļø: wow-
user1: MAX WHY ARE YOU AT A CHAPEL
user2: PICK UP THE PHONE BABY
user3: WHO'S GETTING MARRIED?
user4: THIS ISN'T YOU
user5: Why is it so blurry?? How wasted are they all šŸ˜­
ā†³ user6: LMAO HAVE YOU SEEN EVERYONES STORIES
user7: i just KNOW kelly wouldn't get married in vegas...right??
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yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: weddng tings šŸ’
user1: Y/N?????
user2: DO YOU MEAN WEDDING?
yourbestie: Y/N Y/L/N
ā†³ yourbestie: ANSWER MY CALLS RN
ā†³ yourbestie: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
user3: vegas was in fact NOT ready for Y/N
oscarpiastrišŸ”¹ļø: šŸ˜˜šŸ¤©šŸ§”
ā†³ user4: even drunk to the point of getting married he won't leave that orange heart šŸ˜­
user5: girlies we've lost Y/N to a man I fear
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oscarpiastrišŸ”¹ļø: mr & mrs piastri..
maxverstappen1šŸ”¹ļø: great end to the weekend mate!!!
yukitsnodašŸ”¹ļø: @.pierregasly
ā†³ user1: LMAO WHAT
nicolepiastri: OSCAR JACK
ā†³ landonorrisšŸ”¹ļø: oooh mummy's found out
nicolepiastri: PICK UP YOUR PHONE
user2: AM I TRIPPING
yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: hubby šŸ˜‹šŸ˜‹
ā†³ nicolepiastri: Y/N, darling, please ask your husband (?) to ANSWER HIS MOTHER
ā†³ yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: šŸ˜¦šŸ«”
ā†³ user3: do we think she's still wasted šŸ’€
user4: THIS IS THE LEAST OSCAR THING OSCAR HAS EVER DONE
ā†³ user5: but if you really think about it, this is the most Y/N thing that Oscar and Y/N have ever done šŸ˜­
user6: IMAGINE ON THE F1 CHANNEL: 'Y/N PIASTRI, WIFE OF OSCAR PIASTRI'
ā†³ user7: šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø and oscarpiastrišŸ”¹ļø: A brief moment of silliness after the race in Vegas (aided by the insane number of shots purchased for the group by one @.maxverstappen) seems to have come into the public eye (by us). We have discussed our situation (sober) and come to the conclusion that this is the natural progression of our relationship, and despite the lack of planning, we are both looking forward to this new chapter in our relationship. šŸ‘°šŸ¤µ (Thx @.lilymhe for the wedding gift of this hideously tacky jacket from the gift shop - Y/N)
user1: STILL MIND BOGGLED THEY DID THIS
yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: ps. we are very sorry to our family and friends - we wish you had been there to celebrate with us, and will definitely be hosting a reception (open bar for you guys - NOTHING FOR US)
ā†³ nicolepiastri: as much as chris and I would have loved to be there, welcome to the family Y/N ā¤ļøā¤ļø
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francisca.cgomesšŸ”¹ļø: Congratulations Y/N and Oscar!!
lilymhešŸ”¹ļø: I'M STILL SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS
ā†³ yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: thank you for being my maid of honor lils!!
user2: so who will get drunk & married at oscar and y/n's reception?
ā†³ landonorrisšŸ”¹ļø: @.alexalbon take notes
ā†³ alexalbonšŸ”¹ļø: šŸ˜³šŸ˜³
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landonorrisšŸ”¹ļø: taking third wheeling to a new level (jk, happy for you two)
user1: LANDO I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE
carlossainzšŸ”¹ļø: I can be the fourth šŸ›ž
user2: HER SITTING BETWEEN HIS LEGS
lilymhešŸ”¹ļø: @.yourusername @.oscarpiastri DOUBLE DATES!!
ā†³ yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: we already go on double dates with you and alex but love the enthusiasm babe!!
ā†³ landonorrisšŸ”¹ļø: can I come šŸ§ā€ā™‚ļø
user3: lando being the perpetually single friend in the group šŸ˜­
user4: now that I've come to terms with it CONGRATULATIONS GUYS
mclarenšŸ”¹ļø: šŸ§”šŸ§”
oscarpiastrišŸ”¹ļø: thanks man ā˜ŗļø
ā†³ landonorrisšŸ”¹ļø: I know I said I was happy for you (I am) but please stop "honeymooning" in the room next to mine ifykyk
ā†³ oscarpiastrišŸ”¹ļø: ask mclaren to book our rooms on separate floors I just got married.
ā†³ user5: OSCAR šŸ˜¦
ā†³ yourusernamešŸ”¹ļø: @.oscarpiastri real honeymoon over winter break?
ā†³ oscarpiastrišŸ”¹ļø: deal šŸ¤
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s1ater Ā· 1 year
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better than him.
pairings. matt sturniolo x fem!reader
about. matt is envious of chris for something that was his before chrisā€™.
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warnings. foul language probably
ricky is typingā€¦ i finally caved and decided to write for my best boy. for my usual viewers, i apologize šŸ˜‹.
"you deserve better than him... you know that right?"
his voice haunts you.
you let his words sink in while the silence soaks the both of you and your eyes stay closely trained on the cracks in the sidewalk and what you could make out of it.
it's midnight, close to it and there you were, once again left on the front lawn of chrisā€™ house with no chris.
ā€œhe even knows it.ā€
mattā€™s words strike your heart cold and you hate how itā€™s him telling you this. you were sure everyone knew it, but everyone always had the curtesy to not say anything, because in the end it didnā€™t matter. as much as chris was a bad boyfriend at times, he always made up for it. most times.
this however, was not the time.
ā€œwant to come inside?ā€
ā€œno, itā€™s fine,ā€ you finally moved, facing him. ā€œiā€™m just going to go home. i need sleep.ā€
ā€œokay,ā€ he nods his head, pulling his eyes from yours as he seemed more timid now that you were actually looking at him. ā€œneed a ride?ā€
ā€œi drove.ā€
ā€œoh,ā€ he sounds sad, ā€œright.ā€
he coughs, it is so awkward, for no reason, and matt knows itā€™s because of him. he should have just left you out here by yourself like always and just let you go on your own time, like always, but watching you made his heart ache.
ā€œyou sure you donā€™t want to come inside, y/n/n?ā€ he narrowed his vision on you, trying to make it seem like he didnā€™t really care, but failing. ā€œjust for water or..?ā€
thereā€™s a longing in his voice, like he needed it more than you did.
your eyes hit the sidewalk again, wincing, causing a crinkle in your eye as you think. there was no harm. absolutely no harm, and yet you hesitated, clutching the back of your neck and digging your nails into your skin in desperation for relief of the stress. stress of answering.
ā€œyeah, why not matty,ā€ you gave in, dropping your hand from your neck and taking the first step toward the home easily, like this was the way you would have headed even if you hadnā€™t said yes. like this is where you wanted to go and to be all along.
he nodded, trying to hide his smile before walking into his own home, not waiting for you.
he knew youā€™d come.
matt had known you since forever. way before chris, way before nick, way before anyone. and he took pride in that.
he was the reason chris knew you. he forever regretted that day where he introduced you to his triplet, posing you on a stool for the taking. he placed you like a treat on chrisā€™ nose and he ate you up like a dog as fast as he could, with no care.
ā€œiā€™m surprised your parents keep letting you out of your house this late.ā€
you sighed, following him into the home, placing your keys on the kitchen counter and slowly mentally undoing yourself, ā€œme too.ā€
ā€œthey know he treats you like this?ā€
oh, you hate that question.
youā€™re not sure how to answer it, even as you both know very well what the answer is.
ā€œletā€™s not do this, matt,ā€ you bit the inside of your cheek.
the two of you have slowed, youā€™re posed in the doorway of the living room while heā€™s in the midst of sitting down, but stops himself, looking at you, really looking at you.
matt liked you, a lot.
ā€œokay,ā€ he nodded, slowly. ā€œiā€™m sorry.ā€
like a lot, a lot.
ā€œitā€™s alright.ā€
to the point he can barely look you in the face. especially now, after all that has happened.
ā€œi just didnā€™t come in to talk about him. i came in for you.ā€
he swallows.
fuck.
really, really, really liked you.
ā€œokay,ā€ he finally sits down. ā€œiā€™d offer my room, but nick would wake up to the sound of us sitting down and heā€™d be down my throat immediately.ā€
ā€œno, itā€™s fine,ā€ you smiled softly, keeping your position leaned against the framing. ā€œiā€™m not picky.ā€
ā€œyeah, youā€™ve always said that,ā€ he scoffed, ā€œyet youā€™re the pickiest person iā€™ve met.ā€
ā€œnot true,ā€ you say fast, wanting to trudge across the five feet between you just to lightly hit him. ā€œyou were always the who couldnā€™t make up their mind on things.ā€
ā€œpicky and indecisive are two different things, y/n/n-ā€œ
ā€œand yet, both equally a headache to deal with.ā€
both your heads jerked to see nick in all his midnight glory emerging from around the corner. if it wasnā€™t his tone of voice to clue you onto his annoyance, his evening attire was enough to let you know he did not want to be up at this hour.
ā€œhey, y/n,ā€ he passes you, lightly patting your arm as you stare at his feet and the slippers that covered them.
you hold back your laugh, ā€œhey, nicky.ā€
ā€œleft in the dust, again?ā€
ā€œoh, you know so well.ā€
ā€œwouldnā€™t be the first time someoneā€™s told me that,ā€ he shuffles around behind you, filling a glass with water. ā€œyou two are loud as fuck. please shut the fuck up or likeā€¦ go talk in the guest bedroom.ā€
ā€œnick, we just got here,ā€ matt leans on his knees, ā€œyouā€™re being a baby.ā€
nick is quick to dip his head to the side, an offended look on his face that heā€™d hope matt would challenge, ā€œexcuse me?ā€
you bite down your smile fast, looking to matt who doesnā€™t bother hiding his, ā€œokay,ā€ he stands, ā€œokay, okay,ā€ he raises his hands in defeat, but the smile on his face keeps pushing up on his cheeks. ā€œweā€™ll just go in the guest bedroom.ā€
ā€œyeah. you will,ā€ nick shakes his head, taking a sip of his water.
the high attitude makes you want to laugh, but you donā€™t press it. nick was one of the moodiest people you had ever met, and as funny as it was, he was also ruthless and didnā€™t care for hurting someoneā€™s feelings.
you push off the wall, walking toward the guest bedroom that was right down the hall with matt behind you till nick calls out again.
ā€œmatt, can i talk to you?ā€
you both stop, glancing at the boy who no longer seems to be in his heightened attitude.
ā€œyeah?ā€
he looks concerned.
ā€œoutside?ā€
you suddenly feel the attention on you, even as neither of them were looking at you. but the tension of nicks stare on matt was undeniably because of you. you could tell.
mattā€™s eyes meet with yours, as if asking if it were okay, and you nod slowly, then watching them slowly go.
ā€œwhatā€™re you doing, man?ā€ the front door had just barely shut and nick was already airing it out. ā€œcā€™mon matt, you canā€™t do this.ā€
ā€œdo what?ā€
ā€œmatt,ā€ nick gives him the hardest stare he had ever seen, but it wasnā€™t harsh. the stare was instead knowing, and almost sympathetic. ā€œwhat do you think chris would do.ā€
ā€œchris isnā€™t here.ā€
ā€œyeah, i know. he never fucking is half the time, but come on matt. itā€™s not right.ā€
ā€œwhat am i supposed to do?ā€ matt feels a sudden burst of frustration as his arm extends out in expression. ā€œy/nā€™s my best friend. she was mine before she was chrisā€™. you think he thought about what was right before he kissed her, before he asked her out?ā€
nick stares at him in silence. the remorse leaks from his eyes and matt can barely stand the look, but he canā€™t force himself to look away.
ā€œchris doesnā€™t care, so why should i?ā€
ā€œbecause youā€™re better than him.ā€
the words hurt even as they should be taken as a compliment. matt shouldā€™ve known better. matt was kind, and genuine, and he could never act on his bad intentions even if he wanted to because he knew better.
ā€œyo, whatā€™re you two fuckers doing?ā€
matt and nick break their held stare upon the loud call out from chris who was suddenly trekking across the front lawn. nick looked to him, while matt kept his eyes planted on the cement of their front porch.
ā€œis y/n here? her carā€™s parked across the street,ā€ chris places his hands on both their shoulders, his usual cocky perma smile planted on his lips.
ā€œyeah, sheā€™s inside,ā€ nick nodded toward the door.
he nods, but his smile becomes pressed into a half frown, looking between them both.
ā€œwhatā€™s wrong with you two?ā€ he narrows his eyes on the both of them, catching onto the awkward silence still holding over them and mattā€™s lack in attempt to look at him. ā€œyou both good?ā€
ā€œyeah, weā€™re fine. itā€™s just been a long night,ā€ nick leans away from the hold chris has on him, rubbing his eyes as if proving his exhaustion. ā€œgo talk to y/n.ā€
he doesnā€™t believe it.
ā€œmatt?ā€
ā€œyeah.ā€
ā€œyou okay, matty?ā€
ā€œiā€™m great, chris,ā€ he inhales through his nose sharply, finally looking up to him as if reassuring him. ā€œy/nā€™s in the guest room.ā€
mattā€™s voice is strictly monotoned, ridding any reassurance he was trying to put out. a strange look crosses chrisā€™ face at the short and dry answer and heā€™s beyond confused now. he studies his brothers face, to which matt can barely look right back anymore.
ā€œokayā€¦ā€ he glances at nick, ā€œiā€™ll talk to you two later. unless you want to bring this party inside?ā€
ā€œweā€™ll catch you in a minute.ā€
he goes.
ā€œnice one.ā€
ā€œyeah, fuck you.ā€
nick letā€™s it slide off his shoulder, only looking at him with sympathy, ā€œmatt, whatā€™re you gonna do?ā€
ā€œi donā€™t know,ā€ he sighs, scratching the back of his head. ā€œsame thing iā€™ve always done. be the better person and get over it.ā€
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l3viat8an Ā· 1 year
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Since you asked šŸ¤­šŸ¤­
Everyone talks about how Simeon has a corruption kink but I canā€™t stop thinking about Simeon that keeps MC away from sinning and rewards them in the most sinful way possible, like no you canā€™t switch your plate with Satan because he had more of what you wanted, but can you suck him off with a vibrator on high on ur clit? Absolutely šŸ˜‹.
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Nsfw content MDNI
I could hear the gates to heaven closing as I wrote this lmao
It becomes somewhat of a routine. On days when Simeon deemed you had ā€˜almost sinnedā€™ or ā€˜sinnedā€™ youā€™d end up here. On your knees in front of him~
A small vibrator sits on its lowest setting, snug against your clit as one of Simeonā€™s hands sits tangled in your hair as he guides your movements.
Never harsh. Just a reminder that heā€™s in charge, occasionally tugging so your eyes meet his and he can see the desire. The sinā€¦.burning in themā€¦.
He leans down, to whisper sweet praise or absolutely filth into your ear (depending on his mood~) and he uses the toy inside of you to bring you closer and closer to the edgeā€¦.letting you almost tip over the edge before tuning it down againā€¦
ā€œAre you enjoying this, MC? Do you like the way I cleanse you? The way I keep you pure and perfect?" Because in his eyes you always are, so, so sweetā€¦so perfect. As an angel itā€™s his job to keep you that way~
You pull off of his cock to answer, almost sobbing ā€œY-yes Simeon!! I d-do..ā€
oh the things you do to him, he feels as if he could cum just looking at you. Tears in your eyes, a stray ļæ¼strand of your drool mixed with his pre-cum running down your chinā€¦..
Finally, he turns the toy up all the way up, smiling sweetly at you as you tremble and shake with pleasure, he pulls away, leaving you whimpering and begging for more.
Youā€™d even started reaching for his cock again but Simeon grabs your hands, pulling you up and bring you closer to him, ā€œPatience, little lamb. We have all night to wash away your sins..ā€
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sanest-bsd-delegate Ā· 9 months
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General Headcanons with DOA Boys
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Headcanon: General headcanons of stuff I think they will do Pairing: Fyodor x reader, Nikolai x reader and Sigma x reader Genre: Fluff, lowkey crack A/N: Thank you dc person for that one fyodor headcanon. ā†’Masterlist
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Nikolai
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He probably likes to eat mud for fun and force everyone to eat it
You both secretly sneekout of the hideout and visit beaches at night, having deep conversation which would end up with him filling your shorts with sand
he likes to place insects and rats in your closet stating it is a harmless prank. Not even Sigma is excused from his pranks
Nikolai irrespective of being a prankster would gift you with ice-creams and bakery goods [to lactose intolerant ppl, he gives u popsicles]
that was until he decided to prank you once day and put hair in your food
Never fell into his 'get in hole' game. You got stuck in it for 40 days without food and water. No kidding.
The mysterious hole is filled with nothing but junk.šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ very questionable junk
You both love to prank others though.
"Let's plant the bomb under Sigma's bathtub" "Extra points make it filled with pink glitter"
Sigma was covered in pink glitter for thirteen days.
But! Personally Nikolai would be one of the best cuddlers in the manga/anime
The first time he wore normal clothes instead of his usual multi layered buisness clothing, you were in tears. How could someone pull such simple clothes so fashionably?
You like to braid his hair. Even if you suck at it, he would wear your braiding loud and proud.
"Ahh quiztime! Who braided my hair?" "Sir this is-" "Wrong answer," boom "it's my love YN who braided it, you are no fun"
And that's how the city's McDonald's got blowed up.
overall he is a good insane boyfriend, so 10/10 cause I love him šŸ˜‹
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Fyodor
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This man
I swear he is fine asf but would probably learn all the instruments you like so he can play it to you when you are kidnapped by Dazai most prob.
he is a Lil more insane then Nikolai so he would probably boom North Korea cause he was bored. [NK people i am jk-]
"what did you have for breakfast" "I don't know" "wrong answer" And the next moment you know, South of Yokohama got blowed up
He is the most broken richest man you ever met.
he can't buy clothes for himself or even upgrade the doa office but will gift you a wholeass country as a Birthday return gift.
you force him to wear dresses and paint his nails, šŸ˜­ but my man is so down bad that he is sub in this relationship.
"Sir we have bombed the tunne-" "Good verywell" "šŸ§šŸ•Æļø" šŸ˜­ nah cause they are hella scared when he wears makeup.
He would probably take you to fireworks only for you to realise he is bombing the area again.
"fyodor, we talked about this" "No" and he proceeds to boom everything
he isn't much of a hugger and probably tries to runaway when you try to even touch him, but mf would suffocate you in his sleep with his hug
He probably had tried giving those evil laughs, but the moment he did that, he choked on air.
Me and a person on my server were having a convo and they said "He probably bites his nails to much and they are really short"
he owns a pet rat but denys it
honestly, he is a 10 but he is a terrorist who likes to bomb everything up. But he is your boyfriend and he is hot.
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Sigma
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-Are you the man of the relationship or he is?
he is more of a 'please don't kill anyone sweetheart' rather then supporting your actions and being a 'lets commit arson dear YN'
Mf is rich asf. He would deny it ofcourse and then proceed to shower you with silk clothes, Gucci , prada comfyā€¦..such a sugar daddy
šŸ˜­šŸ˜­hear me out, he is a ball full of sunshine and anxiety but he wouldnt hesitate to kill anyone who does wrong to you or his casino.
-"Sigma am I your first priority?" "Yes-?" "Is the casino your first priority?" "Yes-?" "Me or the casino?" "Yes"
He probably cries everytime you ignore him.
HE REMEMBERS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.
once Nikolai kidnapped you for fun and man did Nikolai end up being half bald.
Sigma wants you to stay away from fyodor, because the last thing he knows is that he want to give fyodor a bombing partner.
Atp he doesnt want you to interact any of the DOA members, because little did he know, you will grow more insane with them.
I like to imagine you knowing Dazai and mentioning it to Sigma on occasions, and oh boy Sigma wanted to kill the man when he first met not because you talked a lot about him, but he would probably be the reason why you pull questionable strunt
10/10 Mama Sigma
He also doesnt allow you to run away freely in his casino, for all he knows is that you will cheat and win all the games.
He is so restrictive
You both probably or possibly may have this convo:
"BUT FYODOR GIFTED HIS S/O A WHOLE ASS COUNTRY, WHY CANT I GET THAT PLUSHIE??" "You cant cheat everytime to get the plushies" "BUT-" "Fyodor is a terrorist, we are not like them" "LEAST HE GIFTED HIS S/O-"
Your arguments probably never make sense to others, but its for you and Sigma to know.
Also he gave up on scolding you every time you try to eat casino coins.
He is such a 'I am trying to keep my S/O mentally sane' boyfriend, even if he needs to go to therapy. 8/10 bf material
Guys get a Sigma. Sigmas never disappoint.
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A/N: Btw the discord server if you wanna join is here.
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wonyopout Ā· 4 months
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(cw: semi-public sex, threesome, manipulation oops, g!p yujin, g!p rei)
dukongz being scheming little pervs to try (and succeed!) to get in your pants.
youā€™ve been a manager for ive for just a little over a year and itā€™s all been smooth sailing. when you applied for the job you werenā€™t a huge fan of ive and honestly your only motivation at the time was that it paid fairly well. it was of course a lot of work making sure things were in order and the girls got to there schedules on time, but honestly a lot of the time it was really fun! it also helped that as time went on you got closer to the members. it wasnā€™t uncommon for them to invite you out either individually or with another member or two, always citing their want to ā€œshow how much they appreciated youā€ or just to spend a little extra time with their ā€œfavoriteā€ manager. while you felt grateful for how much affection the girls showed you day after day, it was important to you to keep your relationships with them professional! this was a principle of yours and you didnā€™t wanna break it no matter how temptingā€¦ itā€™d be a lie if you said you didnā€™t get off, at least a little bit, on how much attention they showed you and while youā€™d love to relish in that and blur the lines, if just for a day, you really wanted to keep your job. for the most part you would come up with flimsy excuses as to why you couldnā€™t stick around, it was obvious the older members especially took a liking to you but for what reason you werenā€™t so sure aboutā€¦ it was always rei and yujin who gave you the most trouble, rarely taking no for an answer. you end up getting cornered by the two after countless rejections on your part. youā€™re used to them being little shits and giving you a hard time but the look on their faces this time around wasā€¦ different..
ā€œdonā€™t you think youā€™re being a little unfair y/n? i mean if you really cared then youā€™d let us do what we please right? itā€™d suck if what ended up getting you fired was the fact that you refused to meet our needsā€¦ā€
you donā€™t really understand at first what yujin means, you always make sure the girls are taken care of. her not giving you a second to question her as she grabs your hand and places it on her clothed dick šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« oh. so thatā€™s the game theyā€™ve been playing at. you could hear rei giggling behind you before you felt her arm snake around your waist, pulling you flush against her as she started grinding against your ass. her leaving feather light kisses along your neck,
ā€œyujin unnieā€™s right you know, weā€™re always so nice to you and all you do is cast us asideā€
youā€™d feel guilty if it werenā€™t for the fact that you could hear the smirk in her voice. gasping when reis free hand suddenly cups your clothed cunt, your self restraint immediately melting away as she pets at your clit making you whine. them whisking you off to a deserted bathroom or some dark corner somewhere so that they can fuck you silly šŸ˜‹ the second the 3 of you cram into the stall reis forcing you into a kiss while yujins groping you šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« to think you were so big on keeping things professional just moments ago and now youā€™re dropping to your knees to fish rei and yujinies cocks out of their pants hehe. taking reis cock in your mouth without a second thought, letā€™s put a loud moan at how wet and warm your mouth is šŸ„“ grabbing a fistful of your hair as she roughly fucks your mouth while you pump yujins length in your hand. yujin telling you how pretty you look getting your throat fucked, obviously getting off to watching you being used as each thrust into your hand gets sloppier. right when you think yujins gonna blow her load sheā€™s pulling away from you only to grab you by your hips, rei still steadily fucking your mouth, and get you up on your feet. the position is awkward but you stop caring once you feel yujin yank your bottoms down and press her dick along your cunt, bumping your clit with her cockhead in the process šŸ„“ of course she gives you no warning when she bottoms out in one thrust, the force of it causing you to take reiā€™s dick even deeper into your throat, gagging you šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« the sound of skin slapping skin and all 3 of your whines bounce off the walls as they both pound away at your holes, chasing after their own release. your mind getting hazy at the feeling of being full at both ends, your pussy clenching around yujinā€™s length as you swallow around reiā€™s. yujin drilling her dick into you even harder then before, hearing her whine out ā€œfuckfuckfuckā€, painting your tight cunts walls white with rope after rope of warm cum šŸ„“šŸ„“ rei following close behind, forcing her cock as far as it can go as she empties down your throat with a groan. pulls back just far enough to let you get a proper taste of her seed, letting the head lay against your tongue as she finishes šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«
didnā€™t know how to finish this šŸ§
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bvsatq Ā· 1 year
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making you a necklace Ėšā—žā™”
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pairing: neteyam sully x fem!naā€™vi! reader, stable relationship
genre: fluff Ā | warning: smooching, use of y/n (?) | wc: 1,290
comments: this was meant to be a short blurb while i get my brain to think of any ideas but it turned into a little more than a blurbĀ šŸ˜‹
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neteyam always walked around with beautiful jewelry adorning his body. being busy with preparing for his future oloā€™eyktan position, he didn't have time for much. within the clan, you were known for making the most beautiful jewelry. many people wanted you to make them tops, ceremonial jewelry, and just jewelry overall.Ā 
neteyam was one lucky man. not only were you talented you were also an amazing hunter, warrior, and healer. what a woman.Ā 
he never really asked you to make him jewelry but you enjoyed it and since he didn't really have the time for it you took that chance to spoil your mate with jewelry. he loved every single piece you made him, always adding something that represented things very dear to neteyam or just adding beads and little rocks that reminded you of him.Ā 
out of everything you made him, his most favorite pieces would be matching ones with you. when he asked you to braid his hair heā€™d always request to add the same beads your hair had. this gave him an odd sense of comfort.Ā 
today you were out with some hunters doing what you did best, hunting. it was an all day hunt which neteyam hated. his father and mother had someĀ ā€œbusinessā€ to do so they were out, giving neteyam a free day. he whined all morning about how you shouldn't go, why were you leaving him, and that he was going to die all alone.
Ā ā€œwhat a babyā€ you thought to yourself. it did suck that you were assigned this hunt the very same day neteyam had a free day, but what could you do about it. you gave him some kisses and reassured him youā€™d be safe then bid him goodbye and left. he sat on the ground like a baby and slumped down.Ā ā€œi could go hunting too!ā€ he said out loud, eyes growing wide having thought an amazing idea. he stood up but quickly sat down again remembering his father's words.Ā 
ā€œme and your mother are off, look out for your siblings. you have worked hard son, do not go out and do more work.ā€ he quickly nodded trying to get to his beautiful mate back home as soon as possible. jake wasn't dumb. he knew his son, sure he knew neteyam knew he needed this break but he also knew if neteyam saw work to be done heā€™d do it. not without dragging you with him too. he sighed,Ā ā€œneteyam, it is an order, stay home and restā€ he nodded again. he bid his mother and father goodbye and sped walked over to yours and his shared hut.
neteyam went back to slumping.Ā ā€œUGHā€ he sighed dramatically and layed down, closing his eyes, picturing you.Ā his father had eyes everywhere so heā€™d know if he went and did not rest. he sat back up and stood up.Ā ā€œhmmā€ he hummed, walking around the hut looking for something to do.
that's when he spotted your newest piece. it was a beautiful beaded top with the colors of the forest. like before, his eyes went wide with an amazing idea he thought of, heā€™ll make you a necklace! he smiled to himself and started collecting all the stuff. he wanted it to be special.Ā 
he hadn't made jewelry in a while so it took him some time to get the rhythm of it. he chose beautiful color beads he thought matched you along with some little rocks and feathers. he was determined to make the necklace three layers so it took him all day. he was very concentrated during this whole thing, his tongue poking out every now and then. he was finishing off the last layer when he hears you come in.
ā€œneteyam?ā€ you asked out loud. you got no answer so you sat your things down and began to walk deeper into your guysā€™ hut.Ā ā€œnete?.. there you are!ā€ you smiled as his back came into view, he looked so beautiful just sitting there, eywa you were so in love.Ā ā€œhey yawneā€ you smiled at the nickname as he turned around, standing up.Ā ā€œhow did it go?,ā€ he leaned into your body, wrapping his arms around you, nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck. ā€œit went well, no one was hurt and we got plentyā€Ā ā€œthat's good,ā€ he inhaled and smiled against your skin, planting a small kiss there.
ā€œso teyam, what were you up to all day?ā€Ā ā€œi made you somethingā€ your eyes lit up as he lifted his head and sat down, dragging you down with him.Ā ā€œit isnā€™t the best but i made it with much love for my loveā€ he sweetly smiled at you. your heart squeezed with adoration towards your mate.Ā ā€œokay look close your eyes.ā€ you did as you were told. you hear something jingle as he stands up and goes to pick something up. he sits back down right in front of you.Ā 
ā€œokay, open them.ā€ in front of was a beautiful three layer necklace.Ā ā€œoh my eywa! neteyam this is beautiful, what do you mean it isn't the best? this is amazing!ā€ he smiled, a small blush appearing on his cheeks. you smiled so wide you could've sworn your cheeks were growing sore.Ā ā€œwell iā€™m not as good as you yawneā€Ā ā€œnot as good as me? neteyam this is so beautiful you might as well steal my job!ā€ his cheeks heat up even more, smiling so wide his cheeks also probably going sore.Ā ā€œhere, put it on meā€ he grabs your waist and turns you around himself, pushing your hair to the side, clipping the necklace around your neck.Ā 
you look down to admire all the small details closer. sure, they were all your beads, rocks, and feathers but he made the necklace and threaded everything so uniquely you were starstruck.Ā 
he was looking at you smiling wide and looking down to admire his work. he thought about how lucky he is to have you. he thanked eywa for you. you are his everything, sometimes the only thing that keeps him from going insane with all of his training and duties. his clan is so lucky to have you as a future tsahik.
ā€œi'm never getting over this, this is so beautiful, thank you! thank you!ā€ you smiled up at him, tackling him to the ground hugging him. he chuckled as you left kisses all over his face.Ā 
ā€œthat's not fair! how are you gonna kiss me everywhere but my lips!,ā€ he pouted. he grabbed you by the waist and sat down, sitting you down on his lap. you grabbed both sides of his face and gave him a fat kiss on the lips.Ā ā€œthere you goā€Ā ā€œmmmh much better, thank you yawneā€ he pressed his forehead against yours and smiled stealing another kiss.Ā ā€œhey!ā€Ā ā€œwhat? canā€™t i kiss my mate now?ā€ you chuckled and gave him another kiss.Ā 
ā€œcome on it's very late and we have things to do tomorrow.ā€ it was true, you guys had a lot to do. thankfully it made up for not spending much time together today because all of your guysā€™ tasks were together.Ā ā€œbut i want to hear about your day y/nā€Ā ā€œyes well let's go over there and cuddle in our hammock then we talk about our dayā€ you stood up, him following you, holding your hand.Ā 
when cuddling he saw you look down and fidget with your new necklace smiling softly at it. saying you loved your new necklace was an understatement. youā€™d never take it off now. always having the beautiful gift your mate gave you around your neck. he was so proud of it, loving seeing you walk around head high with his making wrapped around your neck.Ā 
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imsosillygoofylol Ā· 2 months
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TRIGGERED
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pairing: matt sturniolo x poc!reader
synopsis: y/n helps a murder suspect not knowing what she got herself into.
warnings: death, mental illness, smoking, tattoos, i THINK thatā€™s it.
envy yaps: lol i wrote something like this before a WHILE back but this one will be better trust šŸ˜‹ anyways letā€™s pray and hope i actually finish this šŸ™šŸ¾
ā€œand weā€™re done!ā€ you say finally excited to almost be leaving. you just finished working on my last customer of the night. ā€œyou can walk up to the mirror to see for yourself.ā€ you mumble while cleaning up.
ā€œ ā€˜s beautiful thank you so much!ā€ she smiles eagerly as she examines her freshly done butterfly tattoo on her rib.
ā€œyeah youā€™re welcome, you already know the tattoo after care i donā€™t have to go over it do i?ā€ you asked already knowing her answer. layla was a regular youā€™ve done like 4 of her tats already.
ā€œnah i know how to take care of my shit thank you very much.ā€ she declared while carefully rolling down her shirt.
you giggle and give her a smile while you finish cleaning up. ā€œhere ma, thank you so much again you always get me right.ā€ she passes you a couple bills with a big smile on plastered on her face. ā€œahh i love them iā€™ve been thinking about getting butterflies for a while now you ate downā€ she screamed while looking at herself in the mirror again.
you take the money and put it in your backpack as you let out another giggle. ā€œyouā€™re welcomeā€. you love your job, aside from the good pay you literally just get to draw cute things on people and theyā€™re happy.
ā€œalright my uber outside bye y/n thanks againā€ she leaves, the room now silent once again.
you finished cleaning up and you get up to lock the door as youā€™re now closed before you continue to prep things for tomorrow.
you finally had time to check your phone and you see the time.
11:56 PM
you see all the missed texts and calls from your mom. she always wants you to call her at the end of the day knowing thereā€™s not much to talk about anyway. your days usually blend into each other, all you do is go to school and work. not that you donā€™t have a life aside from those two things, it just takes up most of your time.
you break away from your phone as you hear a knock on the door. you make my way to the front. ā€œweā€™re closedā€ you mumble. startling the boy a little. you examine the boy he was wearing a plain black shirt, white shorts, and birkenstockā€™s. you knew who he was.
nick sturniolo
not that you knew each other, you knew of him. youā€™ve seen him around campus and his familyā€™s like stupid rich. heā€™s a triplet however only two of them actually attend college. you donā€™t know anything about the other one, you have seen him at a party once though thatā€™s about it.
his blonde hair layes just right above his eyes. he looks like heā€™d been crying all night. that or heā€™s just really high. he looks sickly though really pale but somehow he still looked really pretty.
ā€œcan i help you?ā€ you finally spoke out as you unlock and open the door. this is weird why is he here so late at night you think to yourself.
ā€œare you still open?ā€ he asks his voice so soft yet deep.
what a stupid question to ask, the door was locked and the open sign was off. weā€™re visibly closed!
ā€œsorry weā€™re closed. you can schedule an appointment for tomorrow though.ā€ you say trying to sound as nice as possible.
ā€œplease iā€™ll pay twice as much, i really need this please.ā€ he begs.
you start to feel bad, really wanting to go home but cant bring myself to say no. he looks like heā€™s about to break down into tears you canā€™t just leave him like this.
ā€œuh okay come in.ā€ you say moving out the way to let him in and lead him to the room. ā€œum what would you like to get done?ā€ you asked dryly.
ā€œhave you seen the movie edward scissorhands before?ā€ he asked bringing his phone up to your face to show you what he wants.
ā€œyeah a couple times, where do you want it?ā€ you ask while unpacking the supplies needed.
ā€œright here on my calf.ā€ he points to the side of his calf. he had another tattoo closer to his ankle of two pokĆ©mon characters.
you slowly start tracing the design. whatā€™s so important about this tattoo anyway that he had to come at 12 am. youā€™ve watched the movie a couple times, yeah itā€™s good but is it worth a tattoo or coming this late for one. you mentally curse myself for not being able to say no.
ā€œyou from here?ā€ he asked looking down at you.
ā€œnah im from new york city, i just go to school here.ā€ you say keeping your focus on the tattoo.
ā€œhm how long? iā€™ve never seen you around here.ā€ he stated.
ā€œabout two years now, i donā€™t really go out much or talk to many people from here.ā€ you continue working. the room was silent for the rest of the night, only thing audible was the faint music playing on the tv.
ā€œk im done!ā€ you smile down at your work. ā€œis it okay if i take a couple pictures?ā€
ā€œyeah itā€™s fine looks amazing by the way. thank you so much.ā€ he examines the scissor hands tattoo as you take a couple pictures from different angles. ā€œhow much do i owe you?ā€
ā€œone fifty.ā€ you state turning around to clean up. he turns in your direction passing four one hundred bills to you. ā€œoh no i canā€™t take this, itā€™s only one fifty.ā€
ā€œno honestly take it, i came when you were closing please ill feel even worse if you donā€™t!ā€ you nod your head and put the money in your backpack. ā€œi really canā€™t thank you enough it looks amazing, do you have a business card? iā€™d love to come back sometime i love your work.ā€ he starts to ramble and you let out a laugh.
ā€œyeah theyā€™re here in the front, you can take one as you walk out. youā€™re welcome itā€™s really no biggie.ā€ it was though you have a morning class tomorrow and itā€™s nearly 3 am. you try to stay positive and not let your attitude slip out.
ā€œhey i didnā€™t get your name.ā€ he mentions
ā€œoh itā€™s y/n.ā€
ā€œnick.ā€
ā€œoh i know trust me.ā€ you think to yourself while you smile at him.
you explain the tattoo after care even though nobody ever listens. he finally leaves which means you can finally leave. you love your work and all but itā€™s so draining. you close up the shop and finally get in my car, the drive to your apartment isnā€™t far only 8 minutes but tonight it feels like an eternity.
you like driving though it calms you down, helps you think. you make it to your parking spot and really process what the fuck just happened. not that itā€™s outta this world cause growing up in new york youā€™ve seen and experienced some crazy shit but that was weird. you had so many questions but you didnā€™t want to make him uncomfortable so you decided it was best to mind your business.
you finally make it to your apartment, happy to shower and get in bed but even happier to see your cat luna after a long ass day. you unlock your door set your things down on your counter.
ā€œluna mama where are you?ā€ you call out waiting for her to pop out from somewhere. ā€œluna baby where are you?ā€ she comes from underneath the couch, you bend down to pick her up and smother her with kisses. saying i miss you and i love you. you feel bad she hasnā€™t been getting the attention she deserves lately, you barely see her due to school and work. all of a sudden everyone wants a tattoo.
you finally shower enjoying the hot water run down your body calming you. not a single negative thought in your mind. you start to think if should you smoke after or fall asleep.
you get out the shower and check the time.
3:48 am
ā€œfuck i gotta be up at 9.ā€ you sigh, you need to stop taking appointments past 10 pm and leave it to the other artist. youā€™re always the last one to leave the shop.
ā€į­¢Ķą½“ ā€
you groan hearing you alarm going off wising you could stay in bed forever. knowing itā€™s not possible and missing class is not an option especially not when your paper is due next week. you get up and get ready, putting water and food in lunas bowl before leaving and driving to campus.
you donā€™t live far from campus only a twelve minute drive. you hate being late though just the thought of everyone staring at you and observing your every move while trying to get situated makes you so uncomfortable. it feels like youā€™re interrupting an important conversation or meeting so you choose to be early or well on time.
you make it to class with five minutes to spare, sitting there just scrolling through your phone waiting for your professor to start the lesson. there was nothing special about todays lesson, taking notes and finishing up the paper.
ten minutes before class was over the professor started to talk about a situation that happened earlier this morning.
ā€œas some of you may know there was a tragic incident that happened at around four thirty am this morning.ā€ he paused for a second trying to gather all his thoughts, trying to use the right words before continuing. ā€œthe sturniolo family was brutally murdered, some knew nicolas sturniolo. he was a great student and a great friend to all. may he rest in peace.ā€
as he finished your face dropped, there was many whispers heard through out the class. this is all too confusing, you had just seen him.
your thoughts were cut off by the professor speaking again. ā€œplease appreciate all the people around you while theyā€™re here, you never know what can happen. his brother is suffering from a great loss please respect his privacy.ā€
his brother? which brother?
people continued to whisper ā€œi heard his brother went crazy and murdered them all.ā€ said a random girl. ā€œi heard it was nicks stalker, he was infatuated with him and when nick rejected him he couldnā€™t stand it.ā€ another said. this is all so stupid. why do people jump to conclusions and spread rumors without knowing what really happened.
you started to feel overwhelmed you had to go home. before you left through the door, the professor said one last thing. ā€œalso the police will come by tomorrow and question some of you, please be sure to be early tomorrow morning. thank you all and please be safeā€
with that you went home, you canā€™t come back to your afternoon classes it was all too much. did he know something was gonna happen? is that why he looked sad? you assumed it might of been a boy or something. not something this big.
you arrive at your house, trying to gather all your thoughts. not that youā€™re sad, you didnā€™t even know the boy but you canā€™t help but feel sorry for him, his family.
you tried to sleep, sleeping was like your therapy. or well not therapy just a way of not dealing with your emotions for the time being. sleeping was hard though, every time you closed your eyes you would see him.
you decide the beach was a good option. sometimes when you felt lonely or depressed you would go to the beach, smoke, and draw. it was calming, made you feel like you were the only person left in the world. usually you enjoyed your own company, you found peace in being alone. one of your traits your mom despised. she wanted you to go out more, explore, experience, have fun. not be locked away in the house when youā€™re not in school or at work.
you lie and tell her you do other things but she doesnā€™t believe you. she says she knows you more than you know yourself but she doesnā€™t understand you.
Y/N
hey mom iā€™m going to the beach iā€™ll call you when i get home.
sorry i havenā€™t called or texted much iā€™ve been super busy.
love you :)
you spent your afternoon at the beach, watching the sunset, hitting your blunt every now and then, sketching random flowers on your book. you could go on and on about flowers if you could, even nature.
you finally check the time when itā€™s fully dark deciding its a bit dangerous to be out so late considering what just happened around the area.
8:27 pm
you decide to pick up some pizza and call it a day. trying to mentally prepare yourself for tomorrow. you really want to call of work tomorrow feeling like there too much going on around you. it was overwhelming, you think youā€™re overreacting none of this really affects you in anyway so why do you have this suffocating feeling? you feel like youā€™re literally drowning.
ā€œluna you have it so easy mama, iā€™d love to be a house cat not a single worry in the world.ā€ you sigh while rubbing her tummy as she purs.
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Wanna Prove It? (Christian Pulisic x Fem!Reader)
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A/N: a short one cuz i need to get it out of my system lol. he really is gonna be a great dad one day to our children cuz christian and babies = šŸ« šŸ˜šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—! btw no it's not dad!pulisic (y'all gotta wait until christmas šŸ˜‹). anyway hope you guys enjoy and iā€™d love to hear your thoughts thru ask/reply/reblog šŸ’— apologies for any errors! feedbacks are highly appreciated šŸ¤ (ps: if you want to be added in my taglist just lmk!)
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Christian and I are having a chill night in, and we spend most of the night laying on our couch with TV on. He gets up into the kitchen to get us some ice cream while I scroll through my Instagram feed on my phone ā€“ until I stumble across a video posted by USMNT of Matt Turner and Tim Ream answering a couple of "dad" questions. Just in time, Christian walks back into the living room holding a pint of ice cream and two spoons in his hands.
ā€œBabe, have you seen the video USMNT just posted on Instagram?ā€
ā€œWhat video?ā€ He replies.
I show the post to him briefly as he sits back and puts the ice cream and spoons on the table in front of us.
ā€œOh itā€™s Matt and Tim! I thought it was another VW video I did!ā€ He laughs. ā€œ I havenā€™t seen it. Let me have a look.ā€
ā€œWatch it until the end, I think youā€™re going to love it.ā€ I suggest as I hand my phone and grab the ice cream.
He watches the short clip and makes some little comments during. He isnā€™t aware at the moment but from my point of view, excitement is written clearly on his face. Thereā€™s no denying he genuinely loves his national teammates (or as he usually calls them: buddies) ā€“ he does have some wonderful bonds with most of them.
ā€œYeah, I can see Joe and Brenden being terrific dads.ā€ He agrees with one of Mattā€™s answers on the video.
ā€œWh- Aww, stop it.ā€ Christian slightly blushes when Matt stated Christian would be a great dad and Tim agreed with it. ā€œTheyā€™re so nice for saying that.ā€
ā€œI do love their kids. Theyā€™re adorable and sweet!ā€ He excitedly adds. ā€œAlso, who doesnā€™t love to hold babies!?ā€
ā€œPeople who donā€™t like babies, I suppose.ā€ I spontaneously answer him with a mouth full of ice cream ā€“ even though he doesnā€™t ask for one.
ā€œWell, I think they are missing out on one of the best things in the world.ā€ He comments back and it makes me chuckle.
I want to get more reaction from him so I ask him, ā€œDo you think theyā€™re right? That youā€™re going to be a great dad?ā€
ā€œUhā€¦ā€ He pauses. ā€œDo you?ā€
ā€œHey, I asked you first!ā€ I jokingly point my finger at him. ā€œDonā€™t turn it back at me.ā€
ā€œI mean, I hope I willā€¦ā€ He shyly hesitates. ā€œBut I donā€™t know. I donā€™t want to sound so cocky...ā€
ā€œI know you will.ā€ I wink at him.
His face suddenly turns pinkish red but his eyes lighten up so quickly.
ā€œY/Nā€¦ā€
ā€œSay what you want Chris, but you know Iā€™m right.ā€ IĀ try to convince him.
ā€œMaybeā€¦ā€ Though he sounds unsure, he still agrees with me. ā€œYou know, Iā€™m glad you think that way.ā€
With a spoon still in my mouth, I give him a little smile and nod my head. ā€œMmhm, youā€™re most welcome.ā€
The conversation ends there and we go back to finishing our pint of ice cream - or so I thought.
ā€œYou wanna prove it?ā€ He breaks the brief silence.
ā€œHuh.ā€ I think I know what heā€™s implying but Iā€™m not quite sure. ā€œProve what?ā€
ā€œWe can make a baby right now and prove Iā€™m capable of being a great dad.ā€ He smirks as he gently grabs my shoulder, pulls me closer then whispers in my ear, ā€œWe donā€™t need to wonder no moreā€¦ā€
Yup. That is exactly what I thought when he said ā€œprove itā€. Now itā€™s my face that turns so red and I nearly choke on my ice cream when he whispered so seductively. Oh, he surely knows how to get me good ā€“ what a cheeky man my boyfriend is!
ā€œChristian Mate Pulisic!ā€ I playfully gasp. ā€œYou canā€™t be serious!ā€
ā€œDo I look like Iā€™m kidding?ā€ He laughs seeing me so visibly flushed. ā€œI am just offering something you and I both want, sweetheart.ā€
ā€œWhy are you so sure I want it?ā€
ā€œWell, I mean, you literally talked about always wanting to have babies on our first date, didnā€™t you?ā€ He states. ā€œYou canā€™t deny it. I remember every word you said, Y/N.ā€
ā€œAnd I remember I specifically said one day when Iā€™m finally ready, Chris!ā€ I clarify his statement before he continues. ā€œI am totally not there yet.ā€
ā€œOkay, but you do want babies right? So my offer still stands.ā€ He moves his eyebrows up and down while giving me a cheeky grin.
ā€œOhā€¦ā€ I cover my face and shake my head. ā€œOf course but not now, babe! Besides, if I get pregnant today, itā€™ll be likeā€¦ A teen pregnancy!ā€
ā€œYouā€™re in your 20s, Y/N!ā€ He cackles at my remark.
ā€œStill! I feel like Iā€™m way too young to have a baby. Iā€™m still one myself!ā€ I jokingly whine.
ā€œMy God, Y/N, you are a baby.ā€ He says sarcastically. ā€œIā€™m just messing with you, my love.ā€
ā€œI know, Chris, Iā€™m not dumb.ā€
ā€œDonā€™t worry, no need to rush, yeah? We can definitely wait.ā€ He kisses my forehead. ā€œā€˜Cause youā€™re the only baby mama I want.ā€
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can i request a azriel x reader, sheā€™s a day court general and she meets him during a meeting about the hybernwar. she flirts with him shamelessly. infront of everyone and she doesnā€™t care one bit. she wants azriel and sheā€™ll have himšŸ‘€ he gets flustered and blushes when theyā€™re alone and only smirks or have a small smile when theyā€™re in public. in the end he gives in and finds out sheā€™s nervous because she didnā€™t think he would actually like her backšŸ˜‹
I'm not going to lie, I wasn't 100% sure where I was going to go with it, but I had a lot of fun writing it and seeing where it went.
General Games Azriel x Female Reader
Warnings: MDNI, Smut & Fluff
You had noticed Azriel at the first meeting between the high lords regarding hybern. You had heard countless rumors about him, but seeing him in person was something else. You knew you wanted him before he even said a word, and when he did speak, well, you knew you had to have him. His shadows intrigued you as they seemed to anticipate and follow his every move. After Tamlin and his emissaries left, refreshments were served along with drinks. You approached Azriel and introduced yourself as you held out your hand. He shook your hand and introduced himself, "I've heard good things about you and am looking forward to working with you." He said. "I'm familiar with your work as well as the rest of your courts. I had heard rumors about you and must say you're quite impressive in person." You see a small smirk, and his cheeks turn a hint of pink.
"You shouldn't believe everything you hear." He tells you. "Well, either way, I look forward to coordinating with you. Would you care for a drink?" You ask, grabbing 2 from the tray of a passing servant. "Your confidence is as legendary in person as the rumors indicate." He says with a smirk as he takes the glass. "What can I say, I've always gone after what I wanted, and you don't get far without confidence." You tell him as you boldly move closer to him. His smirk grows as he notices his friends observing the interaction. "That's one way of looking at it." He responds as his shadows swirl around him. "Do I make you nervous?" You ask as he keeps scanning the room. "No, why do you think that?" He asks.
"The subtle things you do, shifting your weight, occasionally looking away, the change of your breathing from time to time." You answer, "or maybe you find me boring and are waiting for someone to come save you." His eyes dart to yours, "you're very observant, but wrong on both counts. I look away to keep an eye on my high lord and lady to make sure there aren't any threats. The weight shifting is from the wings and training. Most don't notice because it's subtle enough, and the breathing is because I want you." Your mind explodes at his last comment. He smirks as if he can see it, "Does that make you nervous?" He says, leaning in close to you, "I think it does. Your breath just hitched, and you're already wet for me."
"Should I be nervous?" You practically whisper in his ear. "Very, you've never been with anyone like me, and you can't deny it." Before you can second guess yourself, you kiss him, catching him off guard. His hands instinctively wrap around your waist before his brain catches up with his actions and breaks the kiss, looking flustered. You smirk, proud of yourself, that you managed to catch him off guard and cause him to be flustered. "You'll be paying for that later." He whispers before giving a quick nod to Cassian and escoring you out. "Where is your room?" He asks. You direct him to your room, which seems smaller with him in it. "Last chance to back out." He says as he holds your hips. Your voice shakes as you say, "Never." His grin turns wolfish as his lips press against yours in a bruising kiss.
You feel the back of your dress being undone, but his hands are still on your hips, his shadows, you think to yourself. You feel him chuckle as he realizes you figured it out. You feel the warmth of his shadows brush along your shoulders as they remove your dress straps, letting it fall to the floor. He pulls you to the bed and lays you down, "Relax, I've got you." He says, sensing your heart racing. "Just breathe, I'll take good care of you and your little pussy." He says while ripping your lace lingerie off. His shadows wrap around your ankles, spreading your legs as he kisses down your body to your melting core. "You're so wet for me already, such a good girl." You blush at his praise and let out a small moan. He teasingly kisses and nips your inner thighs coming ever so close where you want him the most before moving away. "Azriel, please. I want you so bad." You whimper. "How bad do you want me princess?" He asks as he gently blows on your exposed center making you whimper and squirm.
"Very badly, please." He give a sinister smirk, "What do you want? He asks. "Do you want my fingers?" He asks while running his fingers along your pussy, "or maybe my tongue?" He says while teasing your clit with the tip of his tongue, or do you need to be full of my cock?" He asks as he teases you with the tip. "Holy mother above, I want it all Azriel, please." You moan as his fingers slip inside you while his tongue teases your clit. His fingers quickly finding your sweet spot making you moan louder, "Azriel! If you keep that up I'm going to cum!" You manage to say between moans. He was right, you'd never been with someone like him. His fingers expertly working in unison with his tongue as he brought you closer to orgasm.
"Good girl, cum for me, let me taste you." He says as he pushes you over the edge. Continuing to drink your cum before standing up and moving between your legs. You feel him slide inside you, stretching you as you take the first few inches. He sees you wince and stops to let you adjust. "You're doing such a good job, just relax." He says as his shadows tease your nipples while he leans forward and kisses you. Once he feels you relax around him he slides further in. "That's it, you're taking me so well, princess." He praises. He thrusts deep inside you as he kisses you harder. You return his kiss, deepening it as you start grinding against him.
He effortlessly flips you so your on top, his hands holding your hips as you grind against him. You start riding his cock, bracing yourself against his chest. "That's it, use my cock for your pleasure." He moans as you pick up your pace. His hands gripping your waist as he starts thrusting up into you. Your head thrown back in pleasure as you practically scream his name as he takes you at a bruising pace. His cock hitting your sweet spot with each thrust. You grip his arms tight, while whimpering as he takes you. "I'm gonna cum!" You moan before he feels your pussy spasming around his cock forcing him to cum. You shake with aftershocks as you collapse on top of him. He wraps his arms around you and your bury your face in his chest.
He gently strokes your hair as he feels warm droplets on his chest. He gently lifts your chin so you look at him, his face instantly showing concern at your tears. "Are you hurt? Was I too rough with you?" He asks, his voice laced with worry. "You bury your face in his chest again. "I don't know why I'm crying." You admit feeling stupid. "It was just really intense." He wraps his wings around you before pulling the blanket over you. He cradles your head against his chest, "You're experiencing a drop. It's nothing to be embarrassed about, princess." He says as your breathing slowly evens out. He rubs soothing circles along your back. "Why do you call me princess?" You ask softly. "Because you're my princess." He says like it's the most obvious thing in the world. Once again, he smirks as he can tell your mind is blown. You can't help but smile like an idiot at the thought. "Get some rest, princess." He says softly, feeling you relax against him.
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King of my heart | ms47 | part 02
Pairing: hamilton!reader (she/her) x mick schumacher
Warnings: curse words, twitter environment, mention of food, not proofread etc etc. Minors DNI!
summary: Y/n and Mick interactions are now being noticed by everyone and some people are ready to share all the details with the internet.
a/n: none of the pictures used are mine, they are all from Pinterest and other apps. everything else is made up by me and I do not give permission for it to be published on a different platform. I would appreciate it if those things could be taken into consideration šŸ’›
part. 01 | series masterlist | part 03
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theofficialyn We worked day and night to create the confiest and safest boots without losing its fashion sense. I am really proud to announce that we are launching one more colletion šŸ¤Ž I am still testing all the possibilities and designs to deliver only the best, but soon enought these babies and the rest of our collection will be at the stores ready to create good memories along with you guys šŸ¤ ynthebrand is really grateful for all the love! Check our website and account for more infos.
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sunshineyn OMG THESE ARE FANTASTIC, YN, YOU KEEP OUTDOING YOURSELF!!!!
lewishamilton I keep waiting for you to design man shoes, would most def wear them all the time
disneyf1mick I see a certain golden retriever pilot lurking around the likes šŸ‘„
user00 I just find really funny how sheā€™s outed as Lewis sister and suddently theres a new collection being launchedā€¦
ā¤· carloscars omg yall like to theorize everything, get a grip!
ā¤· ynpoptart sheā€™s been talking about this launch for months now, the date was already set, the Lewis incident have nothing to do with it. Thatā€™s why she did not want people to know he is her brother, because there are some shitty people like you that will try to dimish her hard work. Honestly, I feel sorry for your fan base, must be a toxic environment.
ynfantastic what about the heels she was wearing last pic? šŸ˜«
ā¤· sunshine198 I think sheā€™s launching it next, or maybe it was just a test?
ā¤· theofficialyn they are on this collection, love! will launch it soon šŸ¤
ā¤· ynfantastic OMG SHE ACTUALLY ANSWERED, HEY QUEEN ILYSM
user10 would never use them, they look kinda ugly and unsafe as well.
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mickschumacher Good that everyone got the ā€œcrossed armsā€ memo @mercedesamgf1
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schumachereign He looks waaaay too handsome ugh
ā¤· f1racing2 toto, mick or the other guy?
ā¤· schumachereign honestly, all of them lol
theofficialyn the energy is immaculate
ā¤· ynnyc mother???? what are you doing here?
ā¤· charlessainz2 god forbid but I already pictured her and mick dating, where are my fic writes at āœšŸ¾āœšŸ¾āœšŸ¾
georgerussell63 you guys rock! šŸ–¤
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theofficialyn Going through a list of vegan places šŸ’ššŸ˜‹
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ā¤· theofficialyn HAHAHAHA I HATE YOU!
ā¤· f1fantastic your honor, they're in love.
ā¤· potteryn they have their inside jokes already. It's their world, weā€™re just living in it
fan2 You look stunning šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
lewishamilton The only reason I forgive you for not going with me is because youā€™re bringing it home as well šŸ¤Ø
ā¤· theofficialyn Youā€™re the one who told me you did not wanna come!!!
ā¤· abcdyn I wonder who she could be going with šŸ˜—
charles_leclerc I am counting on a bag of vegan donuts at my desk again this weekend to give me luckā€¦just saying šŸš¶šŸ»
ā¤· pierregasly heā€™s actually begging, yn
ynautumn how does it feel to be this pretty?
estebanocon šŸ˜šŸ˜
ā¤· charleslechair OMG WHAT IS THAT?? *nicki minaj voices*
ā¤· norrisfav I thought Pierre was into this steal-your-girl thing not you, Esteban
ynandf1 the whole grid loves her and it shows
swiftieyln Im so happy seeing yn after she was outed as lewis sister, she looks less afraid to be herself, and sheā€™s been feeding us sm I can only say thank you to the holy trinity
sainzsaint charles, pierre and esteban are here too, now y'all gonna say they're dating her as well?
ā¤· estiebestie98 yes.
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hii!
requesting an aonung x reader šŸ¤­ iā€™m sorry if itā€™s too detailed i just want to make sure what iā€™m saying isnā€™t confusing! could it be like major fluff and really sweet? i know aonung is the most loving behind the armor he wears
so we all know aonungā€™s an asshole. for some reason i imagine heā€™s actually a biggg softie but he sees showing his affection as embarrassing because he himself is self conscious, thinks you deserve better and has his walls up.
heā€™s pretty much always mean to you in hopes that youā€™ll give up your efforts to be with him and find a mate who actually deserves you.
reader is bothering aoā€™nung one morning, asking him to hang out with her, basically a date. he denies the first attempt so she changes the activity they would be doing and keeps offering more things to do hoping heā€™ll say yes to at least one of them. sheā€™s visibly excited and hopeful that he will agree.
aonung was previously already frustrated for other reasons and he ended up taking it out on you, yelling and speaking to you hurtfully but he doesnā€™t actually mean it. (unknown to you). you stand there shocked and for a second his eyes soften as he realized he was reallyyy harsh with this one and may have taken it too far. before he can even say anything her lip trembles and her eyes instantly well with tears, she truly looks heartbroken and takes a step back from him.
at this point in time he realizes heā€™s really fucked up with this one and itā€™s almost like a switch flips, heā€™s able to bring his walls down and sincerely apologize and actually express his love for you/tells you how beautiful you are. he curses himself for hurting you to this point, mans is basically on his knees begging for forgiveness because his intention was never to make you cry(if you actually make him beg on his knees i would have zero complaints šŸ˜‹). itā€™s a side youā€™ve never seen before and you didnā€™t even think he had it in him!
I hope this makes sense iā€™m sorry if it doesnā€™t šŸ˜­ i have the idea but i love your writing and know you can bring it to life!!
Thank you for your request! It wasn't too much detail at all, I liked the clear idea you had!
Hope you enjoy what I turned it into šŸ˜Š
~ AO'NUNG X FEM! METKAYINA! READER ~
Date?
summary: The two of you have known each other forever. As you talk him into a date, he tries to get some space in between you two, but ends up hurting you with his words. Words he never meant.
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With hopping steps you pathed over to Ao'nungs marui. In one hand you held a few shells and small beads, which you tried not to crush. A happy smile enhanced the positive aura you created around yourself.
"Ao', are you there?" you asked before entering the marui. 'Shit', he thought as he heard your voice, 'the last thing I need now.'
He didn't answer. Instead, he just sighed, mentally preparing himself for the ray of sunlight you were.
"Ao'?"
One of your hands pushed the curtains away and and you entered, still wearing your happy smile.
"I'm busy."
From the sound of his voice you could tell that he was not in a good mood, you could probably even tell why.
He sat in his rather dark home, fixing his fishing net without even looking up to greet you.
You came closer to him, resting a hand on his shoulder.
Ao'nung still just sat there in silence, as if you weren't even there.
"Why did your father and you fight this time, hm?" By now your voice was a bit more calm, not as excited as before.
He still didn't physically react but only continued patching up the holes in his net.
"You know me too well..."
"Of course I do, you're the most important person in my life."
Your answer reminded him of why he didn't look up to you;
It hurt.
You were the sweetest soul he had ever met. You deserved the entire planet and every star in the sky. All he desired was for you to always keep that beautiful smile. But mostly, he wanted you to find a worthy mate.
In his eyes, he was anything but that. He would be olo'eyktan one day, that was true, but he had always been certain that he was not enough and he would never be.
Every time he treated someone in a bad way or laughed at someone, every time he misbehaved and refused to obey his parents he had a hard time sleeping the following night, knowing that the right mate for you would never do that.
He was not the right one.
And yet you had waited for him all your life.
"The usual. It's always the same..." he mumbled, tying the loose ends of his net with a bit more force now before tossing it into a corner and covering his face with both hands.
"I'm sorry to hear that." The hand you had on his shoulder gently caressed his skin a few times before he pulled away from your touch.
"Maybe this will cheer you up. Look, I found these, I thought we could sit down together and make bracelets for each other?"
You opened your other hand and showed him the shells, but he didn't even look.
"i said I'm busy. I don't have time for such childish things."
His words felt like a needle stinging your chest, but you tried to stayed as positive as possible.
"Oh, uh, okay... Well, we haven't been out swimming lately, would you like to accompany me? We could swim to the old cave, we haven't been there for a long time."
His hands sank down from his face and he supported his elbows on his knees.
"I'm sure Tsireya and Roxto would like to go with you."
'This is our spot...' you thought, feeling his bad mood draining your positive energy slowly but surely.
"That's not the same, Ao', I want to go with you!"
Instead of answering, he only took a deep breath.
You crouched down in front of him, resting both of yout hands on his thighs.
"What about tonight, would you like to eat with me? I'll prepare your favourite food and afterwards we can go look at the stars and-"
"Why can't you just accept a no?! I don't have time for you, and mostly I don't want to spend my time with you! Stop clinging to me like I'm your mate cause I'll never be!"
Your heart shattered at his words. It felt like it sprung into thousands of pieces.
It was nothing new that he avoided you, he had been doing that lately, but what he just said ripped your insides apart.
Ao'nung watched you standing there, frozen in place. It took a good while until your body reacted. Tears pricked in the corners of your eyes, blurring your vision before they rolled down your cheeks.
As you sniffled and started to sob you blinked a few times, averted your watery eyes from him and faced the ground.
Everything you hab ever wanted vanished before your eyes. In pain, you balled your fists, crushing the shells you had collected in your hand. They crumbled onto the ground like your dreams of a life with Ao'nung as your mate. He had made it clear, he didn't want to be with you.
Ao'nung felt his own heart break at your reaction. Instant regret overwhelmed him as he watched you dying inside.
"Fuck, I-" he hated himself for making you so miserable.
"I didn't mean to-"Ā  He got up at reach out to you with softened eyes. If only he could turn back time.
You flinched at his touch and immediately withdrew, taking a step back. Again he tried to reach out to you but you only shook your head in disbelief. There was no way he just said that you.
All your life you had turned down the strongest and bravest warriors, the smartest and most good-looking clan members, no matter how hard they would try to make them yours. You loved Ao'nung and that had been for as long as you could think.
The chief's son looked up to you with such soft eyes, he looked so vulnerable and easy to crush and you did.
"I've been waiting all my life just for you. No matter how much you messed up I stayed by your side... But I guess I'm not good enough for the future clan leader."
Your voice was merely a whisper but these words burned themselves into his heart. Ao'nungs own eyes started to water and he held your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours to keep you from running away.
Your empty expression didn't even change as he did the unthinkable and knelt down in front of you, holding your hand and pressing it to his cheekĀ  as if his life depended on it.
"No, you're wrong! I am the one who isn't good enough! You deserve more than me. You deserve everything this planet has to offer. You're the most beautiful and wonderful soul on Pandora, you're the most sacred thing to me, not even Eywa can compare to that."
You looked down at him, still completely disappointed and hurt by how he had adressed your date ideas earlier.
His lips trembled in panic. He couldn't lose you, that was not an option.
Ao'nung looked pathetically miserable all huddled up at your feet while clinging onto your hand for his life.
"L-let's go collect some shells, make some pretty bracelets for each other and go to our spot, yes? Just you and me, and then, let's get something to eat and watch the stars after the eclipse. Just the two of us, okay? Please, (Y/N)... let us spend the entire day together, we can to whatever you want."
You sobbed at his words, slowly agreeing with a soft nod. Until you did, Ao'nung held his breath in angst, hoping you would accept.
As you did, he got up and his hands fell around your neck instantly.
"Say, Ao'nung..?"
He pressed you against himself, holding your head against the crook of his neck as carefully as he could.
"What is it?" he asked, by now sobbing himself lightly.
"Do you really mean that? Do you think you're not good enough?"
You could feel his shaky breath around your ear as he spoke again.
"You're perfect. You deserve a perfect mate."
"I've made my choice a long time ago." Both your arms sneaked around his waist as you pressed yourself against him, inhaling his scent deeply.
"Are you sure about-"
"Ao'. I don't want anyone else."
He sighed at your words, wondering what you could possibly like about him so much.
"I just want you to live a happy, perfect life. You mean so much to me, I couldn't stand to see you unhappy."
At his words, a smile slowly made its way back to your face. Withdrawing a bit from the hug, you faced him, looking right into his puffy red eyes.
"Then stay with me, forever. That's all I need to be happy."
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Hello! It's me againn and guess what šŸ˜ˆšŸ˜ˆ Yes! I got another idea for Tom Riddle and m!reader šŸ˜‹šŸ˜‹
Ekhem- so basically Tom was assigned to tutor this boy who was known for his lack of effort in class, he would sleep nor just ditched out the classes. So, as a nice Headboy he was, Tom decided to accept the task to tutor the boy and behold! The boy just sleeping the whole time Tom explain smth to him. So yeah Tom's mad n reader was like "Huh why r u mad? I don't even need tutor in the 1st place..." So Tom's gotten more mad šŸ˜” and reader would like šŸ§ā€ā™‚ļø
AHAHAHA n then as an apology, reader shows up to Tom after the exam ended n gave him his exam papers and oh boy this mf got O (Outstanding) for all the subjects, turns out the reader is able to do the school works from the beginning but he just won't do it bc he's a lazy ass bitch. Then Tom's reaction would be "šŸ§ā€ā™‚ļø...Yeah, i need those genes for my kids šŸ˜"
THIS IS SO MESSY LMAO im sorry here's sum oranges for ur wonderful writing šŸŠšŸŠšŸŠ
Tutoring - T. R. x male!Reader
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A/N: Thank you so much!! I love seeing you in my ask box! I hope this is what you were wanting šŸ’› Sorry about the ending lol. I couldnā€™t for the life of me figure out how to end it well.
I think I tagged everything, but let me know if I missed something! Fic is unedited with no use of Y/N
Anyway, have some hearts for sending me so many amazing requests! šŸ’›šŸ’›šŸ’›šŸ’›
CW: Tom being fed up; anger; laziness; yelling; Tom gets fairly upset in this; somewhat mean words towards the reader; making up; brief compliment towards Tom; Abraxas and Tom are friends in this; Tom gets a little bit obsessed with reader; Tomā€™s evil plans
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It was a little known fact that Tom loved tutoring. For more selfish reasons than heā€™d care to admit, but he loved it all the same.
It was the rush of power he felt when a teacher came to him on behalf of yet another student. It was the pride when a student finally understood the material.
It was even the knowledge that Tom was smarter than most of the students at Hogwarts.
And yet, for all his love of tutoring, he was seriously debating quitting.
Why?
The answer was simple. You.
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Tom had agreed to tutor you as a favor to Professor Slughorn. It wasnā€™t even for extra credit; a rare occasion of Tom being nice.
The professor was clearly fed up with you, and Tom was more than willing to take on a challenge.
And oh, what a challenge you were.
You were late to your first tutoring session, completely missed the second one, and slept through the third one.
Youā€™d apologized, of course; but by the fourth tutoring session, it was clear you just didnā€™t have the motivation to study.
And it infuriated Tom.
Heā€™d never failed as a tutor before, and he certainly wasnā€™t going to fail now.
When your eyes start to droop for the third time in ten minutes during your next study session, Tomā€™s patience runs out.
ā€œWere you attending a party last night?ā€ he demands, hands clenched. ā€œWhat in Merlinā€™s name could have made you so tired?ā€
You startle, blearily lifting your head and rubbing at your eyes. ā€œYou think Iā€™m cool enough to attend a party?ā€
It sounds like a genuine question, one Tom refuses to answer.
ā€œWhat. Kept. You. Up?ā€
ā€œMy roommates.ā€ You yawn and settle back into your seat. ā€œThey were having fun or something. Beinā€™ loud. Kept me up most of the night.ā€
Tomā€™s fists unclench. He takes a deep breath. ā€œAnd do they do this every night?ā€
ā€œWellā€¦ sort ofā€¦?ā€ You fiddle with your quill. ā€œNot every night, butā€¦ā€
Tom pinches the bridge of his nose. ā€œTalk to your Head of House about it. Theyā€™ll deal with your noisy roommates.ā€
ā€œAlright.ā€ You give him a small smile. Tom doesnā€™t return it.
ā€œNow, for your potions essayā€¦ā€
You slump in your seat.
But Tom counts it as a win when it takes you a few minutes longer than usual before your head starts drooping again.
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Youā€™re falling asleep yet again, and Tom has had it with you.
He slams the potions guide down on the table, startling you awake.
ā€œMerlin, what theā€”ā€œ
ā€œWhatā€”ā€œ Tom seethes, ā€œā€”is wrong with you?ā€
You blink, clearly taken aback. ā€œUhhhā€¦ā€
ā€œI have done my absolute best to ensure you donā€™t fail your exams next week, and you have done nothing but laze about and sleep!ā€
ā€œLook, Riddle, just chill out.ā€ You hold up your hands placatingly, giving him a weak smile. ā€œI donā€™t get why youā€™re so upset. Professor Slughorn said you wanted to tutor me.ā€
ā€œWell, not anymore! I am through with you!ā€ Tom stands, fists clenched. ā€œYou have driven me to my witā€™s end! If youā€™re not going to bother even trying to focus, Iā€™m not going to bother trying to help you!ā€
ā€œHeyā€”ā€œ
ā€œI quit!ā€ Tom snaps.
You stare at him, stunned. Then you cross your arms. ā€œWell, fine! Merlin knows I never needed a tutor in the first place!ā€
Tom glares at you and angrily gathers his things.
It doesnā€™t feel good to quit. But heā€™s never felt so helpless before. You just simply seem to refuse to learn.
As he stalks away, though, thereā€™s an odd pull at his heart. Maybe it was something about the unhappiness in your eyes. Or the way your fingers trembled as they gripped your quill.
Whatever it was, Tom squashes the feeling like a bug. Heā€™s done with you. Not even a favor from Slughorn could tempt him to take you on again.
Of that, he is certain.
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Tomā€™s sitting with Abraxas in the main hall, celebrating his exam scores. All Outstandings and Exceeds Expectations, even for Divination and Herbology.
Heā€™s particularly proud of his O in Potions, proof that he knows the material well.
Heā€™s just about to bite into a pumpkin pastry when thereā€™s a soft cough behind him.
He turns, raising an eyebrow. Itā€™s you, looking quite sheepish.
ā€œHey, Riddle.ā€
Tom purses his lips together thinly and crosses his arms. ā€œHello.ā€
You shuffle your feet and rub the back of your neck. ā€œI know you were really mad at me,ā€ you mumble, ā€œBut I wanted to explain myself a bitā€¦ā€
ā€œThen explain.ā€
You take a deep breath and pull a piece of paper from your pocket. Itā€™s your report card for the exams.
Tom takes it, expecting to see some sort of dismal grade requiring his assistance.
But instead, what greets him is the best set of scores heā€™s ever seen. All Outstandings, in every class.
Tom stares at the report card, utterly baffled. ā€œWhat?ā€
You rub the back of your neck again, not meeting his gaze. ā€œI told you, I didnā€™t need a tutor. I can do the work. I just donā€™t like it.ā€
Tom slowly looks up from the report card. ā€œYouā€¦ just donā€™t like itā€¦?ā€
You shrug. ā€œSchoolworkā€™s boring. Iā€™d rather do something else instead.ā€
Tomā€™s brain is a whirl. You were capable of doing the coursework already. More so, you knew everything well enough to get Outstandings in every class, something even he failed to do.
Tom hands you back your report card. ā€œI owe you an apology then.ā€
ā€œNah,ā€ you laugh softly and shuffle your feet. ā€œDonā€™t worry about it. ā€˜Sides, youā€™re kinda cute all angry ā€˜nā€™ stuff.ā€
Tom blinks. You shrug and give him an awkward smile. ā€œSee you around, Riddle.ā€
ā€œRightā€¦ā€ He watches as you walk away.
Then he turns quickly to Abraxas. ā€œMalfoy, he had all Outstandings.ā€
Abraxas glances at him once, then does a double take. ā€œOh, no. I know that look. What are you planning?ā€
Tom grins. ā€œSurely you see it? A brain that smart, when paired with my cunning? Weā€™d be unstoppable.ā€
Abraxas glances at where youā€™d been standing. ā€œTom, I donā€™t know about thisā€¦ā€
But Tomā€™s mind is already at work. You already thought he was cute onceā€¦ With the right sort of manipulation, perhaps he could get you to think it again.
Perhaps he could get you to fall in love with him.
ā€œJust think about it, Malfoy. Our children would be geniuses!ā€
Abraxas just sighs. He shakes his head, but Tom ignores him. His plan is forming in his mind; his perfect plan to get you to fall in love with him.
With only a little bit of persuasion, heā€™ll get you to fall in love with him. And then youā€™ll be his lover forever. The other half to his genius.
And then all his plans will be perfected.
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ā™„ļø Ranking Richonne
#2: I'm Still With You (S5E16)
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My favorite pre-canon Richonne scene. šŸ˜ This moment is something special and monumental for many reasons. Plus it features my favorite thing Michonne has ever said to Rick in TWD. To me, the connection, vulnerability, and steam in this scene are nearly equal to some of Richonne's passionate exchanges during their post-canon era. I love that this moment makes it loud and clear that these two have a very powerful effect on each other. And most importantly, I adore this scene for cementing that Rick and Michonne are with each other always. šŸ„¹ What a gift...
A lot of relationships can appear strong during happy times when both individuals are on the same page. However, it's during those challenging periods, when two hold different outlooks and have a multitude of things weighing on them, that the true strength of a relationship really becomes evident.
So part of what puts this scene so high on my list is that it is one of the clearest depictions of why Richonne's relationship is so deep and durable. Because even at this time when circumstances could have easily caused a major divide between them, Michonne and Rick instead choose each other and prove this is a relationship that they sincerely value in the good times and the hard times too.
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But, before we get into the #2 scene, we have to talk about some scenes that proceed it in the s5 finale. šŸ¤—
As Iā€™ve said in a previous post, I think this scene where Rick wakes up to find Michonne watching over him and they finally talk about his headspace is extremely revealing of how he views her. Rick telling Michonne, "Well you wanted this place," just really hammered home that in many ways sheā€™s in the wife category to him. Rick was trying to secure this place for team family, but especially for Michonne in a way that he wasn't able to do for Lori.Ā 
The scene opens with Rick asleep after Michonne quite literally knocked some sense into him the prior ep, and it's funny that when he stirs awake, he laughs almost amused as he recalls the wild stuff that happened leading up to this point.
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Then Michonne asks, "Whatā€™s so funny?" and you see a surprised little look on Rick's face as he asks, "You were here the whole time?" And I like that thereā€™s not an ounce of frustration towards her after knocking him out. He gets it.
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I love that Michonne is the one in here with him. Even knowing Rick has been wildin' out sheā€™s still protective of him. Cuz she can knock him out but that doesnā€™t mean sheā€™s gonna let anyone else come for him. Itā€™s like a visual representation of the sentiment sheā€™ll later express in my golden #2 scene.
Michonne even says she was there with Rick all night, which is such an indicator of her love for him. And then because she knows his laugh meant something, she reiterates "Whatā€™s so funny?," and I love that Rick is willing to be vulnerable about his headspace with her when he admits to her that mentally heā€™s still stuck in the train car from Terminus.
Michonne gives him the rundown of what he missed, and itā€™s clear she was thoroughly holding down the fort and keeping the peace while he was out of it.Ā 
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Then I appreciate that Michonne closes some of the distance between them when she pulls her chair closer and asks, "Rick, what are you doing?"
Itā€™s clear sheā€™s concerned about him, and I like that she asks this way. Itā€™s not accusatory like, 'What were you thinking?' or derogatory like, 'Whatā€™s wrong with you?' She wants to know what heā€™s doing cuz clearly she can tell Rick thinks heā€™s doing what he has to even though he really doesnā€™t have to. And if heā€™d be honest with her, she could help him see that.
Like in this scene, Michonne really could have told Rick...
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And she'd be right lol. šŸ˜‹ However, when she asks this, Rick doesnā€™t have an answer so then Michonne for the first time addresses the Pete and Jessie situation.
She says, "You could have told me what was happening." And thereā€™s a deeper reason Rick didnā€™t tell her, beyond what heā€™ll claim here when he just says "it moved fast." He kept people closest to him like Carl, Michonne, and Glenn out of the loop about the Anderson situation because in many ways his off behavior in that situationĀ was not rooted in clarity but rather in the unresolved wound of losing Lori without closure and the severe PTSD that everything about ASZ triggered within him.
He says it moved fast ā€œand then Noah.ā€ The way Rick says that part feels like he knows how hard Noahā€™s loss was on Michonne. We saw her grieving Noah a bit in a prior ep too. Which would make sense, especially because Noah, as a kid who didnā€™t make it, could stir up a lot of pain over losing Andre for her.Ā šŸ˜¢
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Rick says he couldnā€™t tell her about the gun and, while it could seem like he says it like he couldnā€™t trust her with that info, he knows what he really means which is what heā€™ll reveal later - that he couldnā€™t tell her cuz she had the power to talk him out of it.
Michonne sarcastically says, "nah you couldnā€™t," cuz she knows Rick knows good and well he can tell her anything.Ā 
It becomes clear that Rick meant he couldnā€™t tell her because of her influence on him when he says, ā€œWell you wanted this place.ā€ Again, Iā€™ll always love the significance and delivery of this line. And heā€™s not saying this accusatory. He knows finding a home meant something to her, and it meant something to him that Michonne got what she wanted.
It really feels like during this whole arc, Rick didnā€™t want to tamper with Michonne's experience in ASZ by roping her into his underhanded plans with Daryl and Carol because they were plans that suggested the place could fall or not work out, and he knows Michonne wanted to believe in this place.
Along with knowing Michonne could talk him out of this approach, I've always felt like part of why Rick kept her out of the plans - plans that normally he would want her fully involved in - was because of his desire toĀ  "give her this place" without the burden of expecting things to go wrong.
Think about pretty much all of Rick and Michonne's scenes in ASZ leading up to this point, especially the scene where he looks right at Michonne as he "signs the papers" and agrees to be a constable with her the day after she expresses to him that she would want a job. Each of their ASZ scenes suggested that even as Rick was spiraling on his own mental journey, everything in him still wanted Michonne to have this place, even if it meant carrying the burden of intense uncertainty on his own.
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Fortunately, in this ep, Rick learns that he is no longer with a partner who expects him to carry any burdening issues alone ever. šŸ™ŒšŸ½
So then Michonne adamantly tells him they had to stop being out there, and she's right as always. Then Rick says, "Well weā€™re here," and I love Michonneā€™s response to this. She notes what Rick said earlier about still being mentally stuck in that train car when she compassionately says, ā€œWell you just said you werenā€™t.ā€
And really itā€™s true, the poor guy has not been all there in ASZ hence some of his more volatile behavior. And Rick looks like he knows Michonne has a point when he stares at her in this moment.
Then when Carol, Abe, and Glenn walk in (which feels like they are walking in on the Richonne bubble) Rick is caught in the middle with Michonne on one end asking about the gun, and Carol on the other wanting him to lie.
And you can just tell that man does not want to lie to Michonne anymore. But he goes along with Carolā€™s story even tho Michonne ainā€™t buying it, looking at Rick and Carol like...Ā 
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Later, Carol talks with Rick alone and is in his ear about continuing their trust-no-one approach. And the first thing Rick asks is why she didnā€™t want to tell Michonne, Glenn, and Abe about the gun. You know those magnets within him are ready to stop with the games that are causing distance with Michonne and come clean to her once and for all.Ā 
Carol seems to suggest that Michonne knocking Rick out might make her untrustworthy of being let in on their plans, but I adore that Rick so quickly and confidently defends Michonne, saying both that he deserved what Michonne did and that, "Sheā€™s with us."
He knows and trusts his woman, y'all. And I love that even after Michonne knocked him out and Carol's trying to cast doubts about her, Rick's still like...
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In this whole ASZ situation Carol and Michonne reflect two different ways to approach ASZ. And in this scene with Rick and Carol, itā€™s clear that Rick has already been swayed more to Michonneā€™s side, especially as he tells Carol, "I donā€™t want to lie anymore."
This moment lets you know that without even directly talking him out of it, Michonne has again influenced Rick to no longer want to scheme and plot under the table. I know Rick hated feeling even remotely distant from Michonne, and heā€™s ready to fix that and stop lying to her asap.
Also, now you know I donā€™t really care to revisit any of those scenes, but all Iā€™ll say about the scene with Jessie in this ep is itā€™s an interesting choice to have Rick only seen through the window when they talk. It again shows that in this situation heā€™s not all there, as Rick's not even seen present in the same shot as her, just a reflection of who he is.
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But then, in this next scene, this Top 2 classic, not only is Rick directly in the shot with the woman heā€™s meant for, but the two get all up close and personal too...
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Ok so on to my favorite pre-canon scene and top 2 moment. šŸ¤©
I love that after such a compellingly wild journey with Rickā€™s character arc in season 5, his turning point back to some sense of sanity in the finale is in this moment with Michonne. Sheā€™s the person in his life most capable of helping him start seeing things clearer.
It reminds me of Rickā€™s other mental spiral arc in s3 and how his turning point was also Michonne-related as nearly giving her up sparked him to return to democracy. No matter how off the deep end Rick can go, something about Michonne can always bring him back. šŸ’Æ
So the scene opens with Michonne approaching the room and softly saying, "Rick, you ready?" which I like especially because in 5.11 she had asked Rick that very thing right outside the gates of ASZ before they ever entered the community.
And in some ways, Rick wasnā€™t fully ready to let go of the fight and embrace this place back then, which has led to their current predicament. But even then, she still checks in on him now and wants to know where heā€™s really at with this.
(also the opening shot low-key feels like she's the angel arriving on his shoulder to guide him back to the light, if you ask me.)
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This moment of her checking on him also sorta feels like it parallels that scene in The Distance when Michonne approaches Rick outside the barn while he works on a car. There's some similar positioning with him lower and her standing above, but the interesting difference is in 5.11 Rick and Michonne were discussing the potential for other people/communities to pose a threat, and here in 5.16 they have to deal with how Rick is now deemed the threat to the community.
Then I love that all Michonne has to say is just those three words - "Rick, you ready?" - and Rick is ready to completely spill everything. Like details and all with no hesitation. šŸ˜‹
Rick lays it all out saying how he, Carol, and Daryl worked out the plan to keep guns together, and he lets Michonne know exactly what they took from the armory and exactly what they still have.
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Rick says, ā€œWe lied to you cuz I wasnā€™t sure how youā€™d take it - what youā€™d do.ā€ which has always been quite interesting to me because like he knows Michonne wouldnā€™t just straight up turn on him or fight him but I think just the mere thought that what sheā€™d do is pull away from him or be disappointed was enough for Rick to feel he couldnā€™t risk telling her.
And I like how, as he says this, he holds his hand out to give her the gun as this symbol that not only is he confessing, but heā€™s ready to ā€œturn himself inā€ in a sense and let her have the gun and have intel on the plan completely, rather than hide anything from her.
I feel like this moment really hammers home that Rick views Michonne as his partner. They'd been operating like partners and co-leaders so much before arriving in Alexandria, so Rick knows that Michonne is someone in the group who would have and should have been let in on these types of plans, which is why not telling her felt like a lie that weighed on him.
I like that when Michonne hears Rick say this, she puts the windbreaker down, knowing they need to have a moment and talk this out so she can let him know exactly where she stands.
She asks if he thinks sheā€™d try to stop him, and Rick, always finding time to be a little teasing with her, says, "Well you did hit me over the head." You know he's teasing too cuz he literally just defended her doing this when he spoke with Carol earlier lol.
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And I appreciate that Michonne wants it to be crystal clear she did that to help him and not for the others. "That was for you." Of course, itā€™s for him, and doing what she thought was best to help him.Ā 
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Even before hearing her say this, you know Rick believes that she did this with his best interests in mind.
And then I adore that he gets extra vulnerable for this next part, with this being his turn to close the distance between them.
Rick stands up and gets super close to her - cuz magnets - and he finally tells Michonne that he didn't tell her about the guns because ā€œI was afraid youā€™d talk me out of itā€¦you couldā€™ve.ā€Ā 
Y'all, I love this. šŸ˜Š That "you could've" is going to hit my heart every time.
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Iā€™ve mentioned other pre-canon moments on this list where Rick has told on himself in terms of what he feels for Michonne. But none more than in this moment right here does Rick outright expose that Michonne has a very special and substantial influence on him.
Itā€™s a big deal one; for her to have this power, two; for Rick to know Michonne has this power, and three; for him to then straight up tell her she has this power.
This is extremely significant, especially because Rick was seemingly at his most dazed during this 5B arc and said himself he was in the middle of losing his mind...and yet even in that disoriented state, he still had enough wherewithal to be aware that Michonne could get him to change course if she so much as talked to him about the situation.
Like homeboy was struggling to know right from left at this time, but one thing he did know was that Michonne had the power to heavily influence his choices and actions.
Rick Grimes wonā€™t just let anybody talk him in or out of things, and yet Michonne effortlessly can do both as we saw throughout s5 and beyond. He also trusts her to know the immense influence she has without manipulating it. And honestly, he picked a good person to give this power to because Michonne is always right. šŸ‘‘šŸ˜Œ Like fr...
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I love that Rick finally came right out with it and told her this because he seemed to deep down know it was the case all along. Michonne means a whole lot to him, he fully respects her wisdom and ideas, and something in him always wants to give her what she wants, and in some capacity, he knows this about himself even here pre-canon.
As this is the season 5 finale, this is when they tie up a lot of arcs and storylines, and itā€™s fitting after a season where Michonne so fully stepped up as Rick's co-partner and both led alongside him and led him - the season ends with Rick actively knowing that just Michonneā€™s words, hell even a mere look, could influence his decisions on crucial matters. Even after losing it a bit in Alexandria, he still knows he'd trust Michonneā€™s gut even over his own.Ā šŸ‘ŒšŸ½
And for him to say, "I was afraid..." I love the vulnerability. This is the Rick Grimes who has often had to come across as fearless to those they encounter, but here he can be honest and human and let her know that the influence she has over him is strong enough to even make him afraid.
Deep down something in Rick knew that Michonne has his whole heart and that heā€™ll ultimately be swayed to do what she says. Also, the visual of the two together is just so pleasing and the chemistry is always šŸ”„šŸ”„.
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And then cuz you know these equals stay taking turns sending my heart soaring - itā€™s Michonneā€™s turn to have me jumping for joy when she responds to him.Ā (That's part of what makes this a top 2 moment because Rick and Michonne both have a line that just leaves me endlessly beaming šŸ¤—)
First, Michonne so gently tells Rick they donā€™t need the guns here, and she doesnā€™t need her sword. It makes me think of the really sweet and sociable honorable mention moment they had in 5A when Rick asks her about her sword, and she says she doesnā€™t miss her sword but rather misses people they love like Hershel. Both these moments show she's always had such a solid perspective. šŸ‘‘
Also yā€™all, as Michonne is talking to Rick in this s5 finale moment, again I have to point out the way Rick is looking at her...Whipped with a capital W. He looks so entranced that he again has to have one of those signature not-so-slick look-up moves he does whenever he knows heā€™s about to get lost in her lol.Ā 
I mentioned in a previous post that the story knew it wanted Rick and Michonne's journey to be that of an epic love story, hence why so many of their pre-canon scenes feel like they could fit perfectly into a romance. And you know who also naturally knew this - the Andrew Lincoln.
Because honey, the way his eyes always told the story that Rick was in love with Michonne šŸ‘šŸ½šŸ‘šŸ½. Especially in this season 5 finale scene, all you have to do is look at Rick's eyes to know...
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When Andy played our beloved sheriff during this pre-canon era, he basically said I don't really care what other storylines y'all got going on for Rick cuz whenever Rick is in front of Michonne he's going to look at her like she's the one for him really and truly. And I appreciate him for it. šŸ˜Œ
All those special stares between both Rick and Michonne throughout their journey really do add a wonderful touch to this love story. šŸ‘ŒšŸ½šŸ„°
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So then Michonne says, ā€œI think you can find a way,ā€ showing her steadfast belief in him. And then I love that she then emphasizes, ā€œWe can find a way.ā€ It's refreshingly letting him know that, in navigating all this, he doesnā€™t have to do it alone. She will be by his side and they're a package deal. šŸ˜Š
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And then, as you know, what makes this scene such a classic is when Michonne flat out expresses the sentiment that they are forever a package deal when she so sincerely says, ā€œAnd if we donā€™tā€¦Iā€™m still with you.ā€ BEAUTIFUL.Ā šŸ˜­
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Oh I adore it with everything in me. Sheā€™s communicated to Rick that sheā€™s still with him in so many different ways throughout the series, but I love that here she gets to look right at him with so much love in her eyes and let him know directly that sheā€™s still with him no matter what. Good, bad, or ugly, she will forever be team Rick Grimes.Ā šŸ‘ŒšŸ½
And itā€™s huge for her to say this and for Rick to hear this. Finding a home base has been Michonne's big goal this season and Rick's been aiming to provide that home - but now in the finale, this is Michonneā€™s chance to tell Rick she found home long ago because home actually isnā€™t a place - itā€™s him. And he no longer has to worry about losing her.Ā 
Also with the uncertainty of their world, how deep is it that they found a nice cushy community, a gold mine in that world, and Michonne is saying I still choose you even over the invaluable safety of having this home. As Iā€™ve said before, this is the season where Rick and Michonne both show through words and actions that they will follow each other anywhere.
Itā€™s so moving for Rick, someone who knows disloyalty well from his previous pre-apocalypse relationships (Lori & Shane), now has this woman to say Iā€™m on your side always. And it's big for Michonne to know that the bond she formed with Rick is one she'll be committed to no matter what. Just a precious sentiment and my favorite thing sheā€™s ever said to Rick so far.Ā šŸ„°
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And the way Michonne is looking at him. šŸ˜ Sheā€™s in love with him, canā€™t tell me any different. So I, of course, gotta give major props to the Danai Gurira too because she also helped sculpt this story in the direction of a love story with the way Michonne would always look and talk to Rick.
Then Rick seems to just be taking her in completely as she says this lovely loyal line. Rick's look here feels like yet another moment that suggests he marvels over how he got so lucky to have someone like her be with him like this.
As Rick and Michonne let a silent moment linger between them, it really felt like RJā€™s parents were finally about to kiss in this scene. Cuz these two were practically having this conversation...
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Instead, Michonne notes how "something is going to happen," cuz sheā€™s not naive or overly idealistic, and then she wisely states, "just donā€™t make something happen." And in this moment weā€™re seeing in real time the way Michonne just expressing herself can impact Rick and motivate him to change course.
I'm sure a lot of characters would have assumed Rick was unreachable in his season 5 era, but Michonne can always so effortlessly reach him and get him to try a new approach.
After she beautifully and prudently expresses this, Rick looks at her mesmerized (the usual), and then hands her the gun again, so eager to offer it as this peace offering that says he is with her too and willing to try to go about this her way rather than fight this his way.Ā 
It's a big deal for him to do this and I absolutely love the visual of this whole wordless moment.
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I mentioned how in Clear, Michonne hands Rick a bullet as a sort of peace offering to show sheā€™s on his side. And here Rick offers the same with the gun, but I love that instead of taking the gun, the shot draws emphasis on the twoā€™s hands (seriously, Richonne stays giving the most Outstanding Performance by a Pair of Hands šŸ‘šŸ½) as she softly places a hand over his and signals both that he doesnā€™t have to give her the gun and that she trusts him to make the right choice with it.
Again, Michonne is the soundest character in TWD, bar none, so in this moment, she knows itā€™s not necessarily unwise to have the gun, sheā€™s not against the idea of precautions, but she also knows hostility is simply not needed here. And I love the arresting way they can always disarm each other, even without taking a gun.Ā 
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And the moment just feels genuinely intimate and romantic which I love. Any time they touch itā€™s sparks. āœØ Michonne's first initiating touch with Rick was outside ASZ in 5.11 and now she does it again in the finale as touching his hand almost reflects her once again hoping that heā€™s really ready this time to make this place work.
But even if he's not...she's still with him. šŸ„¹
Rick and Michonne then share this palpable passionate look before she heads out, sounding like a wife as she tells him, "Donā€™t be too long."
And that eye contact tho. šŸ”„ Richonne's eye contact at the end of this scene alone deserves its own shoutout. šŸ‘šŸ½
Yā€™all, let me tell you what we just watched in this scene were some soulmates. Not just besties, or family, or partners - no, this was an exchange between soulmates. Thatā€™s their person, their true love, the one they trust unwaveringly - and somewhere in them during this scene, their hearts know it too. Their minds might need to do some catching up, but their hearts know if you ask me.
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At the end of this scene, Rick stands alone in the room and holds the gun, moving his hand almost as if it's Michonne's touch that's most lingering with him. It may sound straight out of a romance film to say that, but that really is an element of what this subtle moment is giving.
Seeing that tiny moment of Rick's reaction to the gun in his hand after Michonne's tender touch just confirmed to me that one of the great perks about this ship is we never have to embellish the spark between Richonne because there really are just that many little romantic details to notice and cherish within these scenes.
Rickā€™s lingering reaction as she leaves also makes it feel like the gun weighs more than it does as it now symbolizes a weighted decision ā€œto use or not to use.ā€ But he knows deep down because the woman he loves has spoken and touched him literally and figuratively, he wants to make his next move one that she could be proud of.Ā Ā 
And after a scene as romantically coded as this one, I too don't care what other storyline was supposed to be happening during this time...because Richonne was on the fast track to canon. 1000%.
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Like truly after this moment there is no convincing me that Rick was healthily falling for anyone else. The chemistry, attraction, respect, love, and desire are far too evident in this scene between Rick and Michonne to suggest anything other than that canon Richonne is just around the corner.Ā šŸ”„ And I love that Danai also noted this as a scene that really made it clear Rick and Michonne's bond was bound to blossom into more.
In season 5, who Rick was authentically in love with was crystal clear and who Michonne was authentically in love with was crystal clear. And fortunately, the following season, Rick and Michonne finally took the leap and made it crystal clear to themselves and the world that the two were in love with each other. šŸ™ŒšŸ¾
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This "I'm still with you" scene was an especially blatant sign that Rick and Michonne had developed an unbreakable love. And this moment is deserving of my #2 spot for how much meaning it carries.
The scene powerfully shows that what Rick and Michonne have between them is and has always been so incredibly deep, influential, reverential, beautiful, steamy, and special - and that no matter what they face or where they go, Rick and Michonne will always and forever be with each other. šŸ„°
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