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[princessmisery666]

PM666Reads - Fic Recs - December 2022

This is my 4th attempt at posting this!! Sorry for the delay!!

Summary and warning’s as per written by the author (if available).

To the authors - thank you for putting in the work 💕no one gets enough recognition so thank you for taking the time to write and being brave enough to share it with us 💟

📖Steve Rogers

Steve's Greetings - Steve Rogers - @girl-next-door-writes

Driving Home for Christmas - @cockslutpadalecki - You’ve been avoiding spending any special occasion with your father ever since Steve became part of the family, but after many years of excuses, you find yourself back at home, and very much the subject of Steve’s affections.Warnings: stepcest, step-sibling relationship, explicit sexual content, female masturbation, hate masturbation :), semi-public sexual acts, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), 18+. MINORS DNI.

Chef's Kiss - @cockslutpadalecki - Warnings: non-con/dub-con, mean!Steve, explicit sexual content, non-con sexual contact, makeshift gag, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), 18+. MINORS DNI.

📖Mickey 'Fanboy' Garcia

The Nap Date - @writercole - You and Mickey have been missing each other for a week and arrange to have a special kind of inside date. Warnings: Fluff. Innuendo. Fluff.

It's A Date - @writercole - After the doppelganger debate, the squad goes out to The Hard Deck. Warnings: Fluff. That’s about it. Oh, and Penny is the best.

📖Robert 'Bob' Floyd

Bob x reader in the base library - @lorecraft

Decorating Cookies - @wildbornsiren - You and Bob spend an afternoon decorating cookies. Warnings: Use of terms of endearment. Fluff. 

Spit Roasting - @wildbornsiren - Hangman and Bob have a proposition. Warnings: Threesome, unprotected sex, vaginal fingering, vaginal sex, oral sex (male receiving) oral sex (female receiving), swallowing, creampie. 

📖Rhett Abbott

Ice Skating - @rhettabbotts

📖Dean Winchester

On The Outside - @justagirlinafandomworld - To get Dean to say yes to Michael, they sent him to the Endverse. And when that didn’t work, they turned to you. Warnings: Time travel, time jumps, ANGST. Language. Endverse!Dean.

Mess - @justagirlinafandomworld - You learn the side effects of sex pollen first hand. Bucky doesn’t know what to do. But Dean does. Warnings: 18+ ONLY. Language.Sex pollen. Oral Sex (Female Receiving). First time writing for: Established polyamory & DD/LG relationship.

Thoughts Of Her - @kittenofdoomage -  Dean Winchester fantasizing about reader. Warnings: daydreaming, pillow humping, accidental voyeurism

The Girlfriend Who Remade Christmas - @deanwinchesterswitch - Dean’s holiday spirit is nowhere to be found. Fed up with his Grinch-like behavior, Nicole is determined to open his heart again to the wonders of the world around them and help him find joy in the Christmas season. Warnings: FLUFF, a tiny bit of angst, implied smut, slight canon divergence

Auto Correct - @justagirlinafandomworld - You’re in a debate with Dean over text message. And auto correct happens. Warnings: Second hand embarrassment maybe. Otherwise, none.

If We Make It Through December - @minefield-of-a-ninja - Donna is horrified to learn that the boys have never had a proper Christmas, so she invites them to her house for the holiday. Warnings/tags: explicit (eventually), fluff (? Idk), angst (? light), domestic (can’t get much more domestic)

Snow Globe - @waywardnerd67 - Headed back from a hunt, Dean pulls over when it starts snowing. Warnings: Fluff

Breaking - @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior - Y/N and Dean play some pool; who's the winner? Warnings/Explicit 18+: Smut - this is just all smut. Very little plot to the porn here. Rough, intense sex, unprotected p in v, oral (f receiving) dirty talk, it's all Yvette's fault.

📖Jake 'Hangman' Seresin

The Best Benefits - @writercole - Jake found her. Now what’s he going to do? Warnings: Physical assault, confession of feelings, lying

All For You - @cockslutpadalecki - You’ll never be able to tell Jake just how broken you truly are without him. Just how much you still love him. And the constant cycle of pushing him away before begging for his touch at 2am will never end until you can. Warnings: heavy angst, smangst, lots of sexual tension, explicit sexual content, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), 18+. MINORS DNI.

Gather 'Round - @t-nd-rfoot - Jake is a fire man! Oh no, sorry, not that kind of fireman…

📖Sam Winchester

Cleaning House - @kittenofdoomage - waiting for the bunker’s washing machine to be done. Warnings: smut, fluff

Tattered series - @stusbunker - Warnings, etc: True mates, still in varying first person POVs, Bobby’s not putting up with their bullshit, angst, heat sex, multiple claims means the boys need to learn to share. Bodily fluids, anal play, anal sex, vaginal sex, knotting, fucking someone while your brother’s fucking them, so both awkward and maybe a little competitive? This is my first brother threeway, you’re welcome.

📖Jensen Ackles

Surrender - @b3autyfuldisast3r - Reader is a PA on the set of Big Sky and falls in love with Jensen - who is married. Will she give in to her feelings and destroy a relationship or hide them and risk destroying herself? Warnings: 🔞, Angst, SMUT, Language, Kissing, Hair pulling, Choking, Fingering, Oral (F receiving), Degradation, Unprotected sex (slap a rubber on that shit), Cream pie. DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE UNDER 18. This was LONG, whew!

Sweetness - @katymacsupernatural - Readers love of candy canes drives Jensen to distraction

[deanwinchesterswitch]

December Fic Recs

The final monthly fic recs for 2022!

I will be continuing these posts for 2023. ❤️

Enjoy!

Many of these blogs and fics are NSFW-18+. Please honor any requests from a blog regarding no minors. I am not responsible for the content you choose to consume; heed the warnings for each fic.

~Big Sky~

That Simple-Part 6 ~ @avanatural​. Author’s Summary: Beau goes to Y/N, a new friend of his, for some dating advice. Is the charming new sherriff gonna get the date that he’s hoping for?

~MCU~

I Don’t Want A Lot For Christmas ~ @girl-next-door-writes. Author's Summary: Steve Rogers has a crush on the newest member of the team and a Christmas miracle (of interfering Bucky Barnes) gives him an opportunity to get a little closer to her.

~RPF~

Coffee & Chaos-Masterlist ~ @wayward-dreamer. Author's Summary: Y/N starts working at Chaos Machine Productions, finding joy in the work and fitting in instantly. She knows she could really thrive in the company, as long as she doesn’t fall for her boss, the executive producer and founder, along the way. Little does she know he’s trying to suppress his feelings, for the sake of professionalism, too.

This Means War ~ @waywardnerd67. Author's Summary: Jensen has declared war on their Christmas lights.

Sweetness ~ @katymacsupernatural. Author's Summary: Readers love of candy canes drives Jensen to distraction

~Star Trek~

Feels Like Home ~ @justagirlinafandomworld. Author's Summary: None (Drabble; Jim Kirk x Reader)

~Supernatural~

Forgive me father, for I have sinned. ~ @deanwritings. Author's Summary: The reader has some not-so-pure thoughts when she sees Priest!Dean for the first time…

“Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas” ~ @foreverwayward. Author's Summary: a Christmas surprise from the reader starts off an evening of family, love, and fortune cookies.

Hunted ~ @covered-byroses. Author's Summary: You and Sam have tracked Michael’s whereabouts to a secluded forest. The hunt doesn’t exactly go as planned.

Imagine…An Early Christmas Surprise ~ @luci-in-trenchcoats. Author's Summary: None (Drabble; Dean x Reader)

Imagine Dean taking care of you when a stomach bug takes you down. ~ @muchamusedaboutnothing. Author's Summary: None (Dean x Reader)

The Longest Time ~ @princessmisery666. Author's Summary: For the longest time, Dean hasn’t allowed himself to dream of a future, but Wynter changes things.

The Lucky Shirt ~ @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone. Author's Summary: You were sure you had the right bag. But turns out, when you walked head first into a wall of perfection, you swapped laundry bags with him by mistake. Now, you’re stuck with only his clothes to wear and not much time to find him again before the presentation that could change your life.

On The Outside ~ @justagirlinafandomworld. Author's Summary: To get Dean to say yes to Michael, they sent him to the Endverse. And when that didn’t work, they turned to you.

Pranked ~ @riversong-sam. Author's Summary: None (Drabble; Dean x Reader)

Sinful Sunday ~ @kittenofdoomage

I Promise (Dean Winchester x female!reader)

Thoughts Of Her (Dean Winchester x female!reader)

So Much For My Happy Ending ~ @jawritter. Author's Summary: None (Drabble; Dean Winchester x Reader)

Surrounding Warmth ~ @katymacsupernatural. Author's Summary: None (Dean Winchester x Reader)

Tell me about… ~ @impala-dreamer

Michael!Dean using a collar and chain/leash

Riding Dean’s face

Sex with Dean and passing out

On AO3

~Big Sky~

Misdemeanor ~ @wayward-and-worn. Author's Summary: She’s gonna wind up in lockup for what she’s done.

~Supernatural~

New Year's Dean ~ @wayward-and-worn. Author's Summary: Sam is gone. Sacrificing himself for the greater good and is in the Cage. Dean deciding to try the normal life. Lisa does not exist here.

On Patreon

~RPF~

Rebekah Jordan (Impala-Dreamer)

The Devil On Stage ~ Author's Summary: Lonely during his solo panel, Jensen calls Y/N out to join him on stage. Having nothing much to say, she lets her mind wander a little too far while watching him regaled the audience with stories from the old days on set.

~Supernatural~

Rebekah Jordan (Impala-Dreamer)

Mine ~ Author's Summary: Dean gets a little rough with you, leaving lovely little marks behind so you remember who owns you...

thinkinghardhardlythinking

The Ghost of Christmas Past-Part 2-5 ~ Author’s Summary: The Holidays are supposed to be jolly and happy but for Y/N, the season only brings great sadness. Sam and Dean Winchester, her best friends and the ones who saved her from danger many years ago want to help her let go of the misery the festivities always seem to bring for her, though doing so will be anything but a simple task.

[waywardnerd67]

The Great Purge of 2018

I’ve been pretty silent since the news came out of Tumblr’s new guidelines. Where, I believe my blog will be fairly safe since I don’t post any NSFW gifs or pictures leaving my NSFW in words of my fics. That does not mean that I’m not greatly affected by this cleansing of adult content. 

I follow so many amazing writers and content creators on here who provide an amazing outlet for those of us who do not wish to go on porn sites but want high quality erotica to read or look at. For those people, who are genuinely creating amazing works of art I’m truly grateful for all you do and I will go whatever you go in order to support your works. 

I’m sad for those who are deeply affect by this because the porn bots have ruined something that is special for us all. Something that has been a refuge, a safe place and somewhere we have made lifelong connections with people all over the world. I feel frustrated, upset, sad, angry and to one simple question. Where do I go from here?

I am opened to suggestions from fellow writers as to where they may be posting their fics at. I think AO3 waiting list is obnoxious but if it’s worth the wait then I will definitely consider going there. I have also considered wordpress and paying for my own URL which is not completely out of the question. 

So, what will happen to my Tumblr blog? As of right now, nothing. I am holding off on announcing my new series until I figure out where I will be. I have ever single one of my fics and aesthetic boards saved on my computer so I can always repost them somewhere else. I will keep my blog up and running but to be honest, with Apple taking it off the app store I have noticed my Tumblr app running slower and having more glitches. That is obviously where I do more of my Tumblr surfing on. So, we will just have to see what will happen there. 

For now, the search begins for somewhere I can feel safe to post my writings without the fear of them being deleted. If any of you are leaving Tumblr and would love to keep in contact please feel free to add me on any of the social media listed below. Once I figure out where I will be posting my writing I will be announcing it on there. 

Twitter: waywardnerd67 Instagram: waywardnerd67 (this is SPN specific)                   nikkibecker86 (personal Instagram) Snapchat: waywardnerd67 (hardly use it but maybe if I had more friends I would)

This is not goodbye. I’ll still be around and my inbox is always opened. I just maybe a little silent with all the changes. I love you all. 

@staff From a blogger who hardly to nothing has anything flagged, I hope you come to your senses that there is a difference between quality art and faceless porn bots. Because, I do not appreciate you deleting people’s blogs who I consider family and love completely. Shame on you, for lumping all adult content in one mindless category. Time to learn the difference between consenting, beautiful works of art and blood sucking, scamming, virus ridden porn bots.

Nerdy Out!  

Tagging The Nerd Herd: @waywardbaby @carryonmywaywardcaptain @anotherwaywardsister @ladywinchester1967 @dwgrl1903 @akshi8278 @ericaprice2008 @mirandaaustin93 @spnbaby-67 @time-travel-bouqet @1967-essentialghoul @dean-winchesters-bacon @destielhoneybee @-lovepeacenhope- @destiel745 @carribear31 @srsllydunnodoncare @whimsicalrobots @thisismysecrethappyplace @starstruckzonkoperatorbat @adoptdontshoppets @mrswhozeewhatsis @bella-ca @drakelover78 @imascio08 @pisces-cutie @mannls @the-salty-asian @winchesterprincessbride @xostephanie @klanceiscannon14 @superromijn @witch-of-letters @screechingartisancashbailiff

[deanwanddamons]

3K Follower Challenge

Thank you to everyone who has got me to 3K followers. I am so overwhelmed by this! I have had so much love and support since I started; it’s unreal, and I have made some amazing friends along the way ❤️

So to celebrate this milestone, I have created the ‘Three’s a crowd’ challenge!

The idea behind it being that whatever story you create, there has to be an obstacle or ‘third wheel’ that upsets the natural course of things. Whether that be an angsty shooting, a fluffy adorable dog that could choose the worst time to let their owner know they want something, or a ghost that’s determined to keep your pairing apart. Are you ready to get creative?

All you need to do to enter is:

Choose one quote from the list below

&

Choose one troupe from the list below

Send the numbers of your choice to me in an ask, alongside whether you want to write canon or AU, and then I will give you the THIRD part of the challenge.

Yep, to make things more interesting, I’ll be giving you the third wheel! REMEMBER these have to act as a hindrance or a challenge your pairing have to get over within your story.

OR ALTERNATIVELY

If you can’t decide, and/or if you’re feeling daring, send me an ask with the words ‘Sian Special’ and I will provide you with all three; the troupe, the quote and the third wheel.

Sound fun?! I hope so!

All the rules are below the cut:

1. You must be following me to enter.

2. A signal boost would be marvellous.

3. Please send me an ask to let me know your choices and I will respond with the third part of the challenge. I’d rather an ask than a DM as it will be easier to keep track.

4. Your fic can be angsty, smutty, fluffy or all three it’s up to you

5. I would prefer all fics to be reader insert, but OC’s are also welcome.

6. There’s no minimum word count, but there’s a max of 5K.

7. If your fic is more than 500 words please use the keep reading tab.

8. I will accept any and all smut except age play, non con and toilet stuff, so PLEASE tag accordingly.

9. You can write for any SPN character(s) (or actors/actresses) but I would prefer Dean or Sam/Jensen or Jared as the main protagonist. You can, of course, include any of the other characters in the story.

10. Any pairings are welcome.

11. You can include any bingos or other challenges.

Just a few final bits and bobs:

Please tag your work with the hashtag #deanwanddamons3Kfollowerschallenge and tag me in the author’s notes.

There’s no real deadline, but if you want to be included in the masterlist then I’ll be creating this on 1st September 2022, so please post before then.

If I haven’t reblogged your fic within 48 hours please message me. I am very chatty, so if you want to message me at anytime please do 😀

I reserve the right to not reblog any fic I read that I find offensive, does not abide by the rules I have set out here, or does not have adequate warnings.

My ask box and DM’s are always open so if you have any questions, please feel free to contact me.

LETS GET ON WITH THE QUOTES & TROUPES!

Quotes:

1. You mind doing a little bit of thinking with your upstairs brain, Dean? - @treat-winchesterswith-kindness​, @downanddirtydean​, @jawritter​

2. You’re changing the world, and I want to be a part of it. - @waywardnerd67

3. Rebel a little bit… in a healthy, non-satanic way.

4. Maybe we should know what we’re walking into before we actually walk into it. - @kickingitwithkirk​, @t-k-win​

5. We going to fight or make out, ’cause I’m getting some real mixed signals here. - @princessmisery666​

6. I’m not looking at you like anything. Though I gotta say, you do look like crap. - @smellingofpoetry

7. The universe is trying to tell us something we both should already know. We're stronger together than apart. - @deangirl93​, @blue-lion1​

8. I mean, accidents just don’t happen accidentally - @rizlowwritessortof​, @fightthefairies-1221​

9. We're far from perfect, but we are good - @myloversgone​

10. You're joking, right?! - @chocolateheart​

11. You don't remember me? - @winchest09​

12. All right, look, I know how you feel. - @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior

13. You don’t have to be ruled by fate. You can choose freedom.

14. If we make it out of here alive, we are so breaking up. - @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone​, @sakuwriteshere​

15. This is never the life I wanted for you - @little-diable

16. What’s done is done. All that matters now, all that’s ever mattered, is that we’re together. So shut up, and drink your beer. - @girl-next-door-writes​, @westerneyedwinchester​

17. If you know evil’s out there, how can you not believe good’s out there too? - @myinconnelly1​

18. You know who starts a sentence with ‘truth is’? Liars. - @440mxs-wife​

19. Are you sure you’re ready for this? - @waynes-multiverse​

20. Wait. There’s no such thing as unicorns??

Troupes:

1. Friends to Lovers - @downanddirtydean​, @myloversgone​

2. Secret Dating - @kickingitwithkirk​, @deangirl93​

3. Woke Up Married - @fightthefairies-1221​

4. Fake Dating - @chocolateheart​, @sakuwriteshere​

5. Opposites Attract - @rizlowwritessortof​, @blue-lion1​

6. Friends with benefits - @princessmisery666​

7. Mutual Pining - @girl-next-door-writes​

8. Sharing a secret - @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone​

9. Enemies to Lovers - @little-diable

10. One night stand

11. Working a case - @waynes-multiverse​

12. Only one bed - @treat-winchesterswith-kindness​

13. Embarrassing first meet - @smellingofpoetry

14. Meet Cute

15. Childhood Friend - @waywardnerd67, @winchest09​, @westerneyedwinchester​

16. Soulmates

17. Coffee Shop - @440mxs-wife​

18. Love at first sight - @myinconnelly1​

19. Unrequited Love - @jawritter​

20. First Kiss - @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior, @t-k-win​

Tagging some mutuals and those that may be interested  - @stusbunker / @justagirlinafandomworld / @440mxs-wife / @deanwinchesterswitch / @waywardbaby / @winchest09 / @little-diable / @snowlovespie / @chocolateheart / @jawritter / @downanddirtydean / @charred-angelwings / @xlynnbbyx / @treat-winchesterswith-kindness / @b3autyfuldisast3r / @waynes-multiverse / @msmarvelouswinchester / @katelyn-renee / @janicho88 / @thinkinghardhardlythinkingogblog / @deangirl93 / @akshi8278 / @cockslut-padalecki / @soaringeag1e / @watermelonlipstick / @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone / @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior / @ejlovespie / @avanatural / @libre1rose8 / @smol-and-grumpy / @smellingofpoetry / @waywardnerd67 / @avanatural / @princessmisery666 / @talesmaniac89 / @pink-sparkly-witch / @awkward-and-indecisive / @trektraveler / @wickedinspirations / @myloversgone

[fanfic-n-tabulous]

I just wanted you to know you are a saving grace to me. You are not simply just a writer, you have changed and impacted my life and brought me happiness when I struggled to find it on my own. Writers like yourself are heros when I need to be saved. You have no idea what that means to me and how much I appreciate and love you for it!

You have created a place where I can go when things are crazy in my life...when I have spent the day managing the ups and downs of having a 4 year old with autism. Or after spending a day having to cope with the hurt and pain that I feel for my 13 year old son who has autism as well and started being bullied on the bus and at school. Kids being so cruel to him that he has tried to kill himself 5 times and has zero self esteem now. You save me on days where my fibro hurts and my depression sucks more than I could explain...kinda like today. I read your work because you help me escape on those days and you're my saving grace in so many ways.

Yesterday was my birthday and it hurt because it went mostly forgotten by the ones I hold dear. Not a text from my brother or a call from my sister. I don't ask or want to be celebrated, just remembered on that special day. And when you feel unimportant to the ones who are most important to you...it stings. So I wanted to turn that pain around. Let the people who have made a difference in my life know how much they mean to me and how much I appreciate them. Wonderful, creative and kind blessings like you are to me. You are so very important to so many! Thank you for sharing your hard work with the world so others can enjoy it. Thank you for your dedication to your craft and creating such wonderful works of art. Yes I know it's just fanfic but boy does it give me what I need when I need it. Helps keep me going and something to look forward to at the end of an exhausting day. Thank you for all you do for me and many others! You are fanfic-n-tabulous and I love and appreciate you!!♡♡

BTW my screen name used to be mrsstevenbuchananstark...I guess I picked a bad day to change my screen name huh! Lol 🙃 This list is in no particular order and I cringe cause I'm sure I overlooked some and that drives me crazy.

@imagineredwood @poor-unfortunate-soul-85 @downanddirtydean @band--psycho @obsessedasusual @broiderie @attentionplease @amaryllisfoxglove @writer-of-mayhem @sourwolf-sterek32 @luci-in-trenchcoats @samcro-before-hoes @impala-dreamer @chibsytelford @wilhelmjfink @wheresthekillswitch @supernatural-fangirl1967 @waywardnerd67 @supernatural-jackles @bringmesomepie56 @idreamofplaid @manawhaat @crossbowking @k-evans-writes @twdsunshine @ladyreapermc @twdixonimagines @imaginedreamwrite @im-not-looking-for-forgiveness

[spnfanficpond]

August 2021 Angel Fish Awards

(Angel Fish design by @slytherkins!!)

Welcome to this month's Angel Fish Awards!

Every month all of you fantastic writers work your asses off to post some truly incredible stories. Our Angel Fish Awards are the way for all of us, as a community of writers and readers, to lift each other up and give praise to those who have captured our attention and deserve a few kind words.

The monthly Angel Fish Awards are peer-nominated, meaning ANYONE (you don’t have to be a member) CAN NOMINATE ANY POND MEMBER’S FIC. Everyone in this community deserves to be showered with love and feedback, and we hope that this fun, thoughtful award will do just that.

Be sure to read through this whole post as people who were nominated more than once only had one tag activated for tumblr tagging purposes!

WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, HERE ARE THIS MONTH’S ANGEL FISH AWARDS!

Nominated by @mrswhozeewhatsis

Ghosts by @crispychrissy

Just when I think the finale can't hurt me, anymore, Chrissy goes and writes this and I'm back in my feels and sniffling again!!! *throws away yet another bundle of snotty tissues*

~*~*~

Nominated by @thegirlwhorunswithwinchesters

Shared Grief (series) by @princessmisery666

I've said it before and I'll say it again; Stacey really outdid herself with this one. Along with @fangirlxwritesx67 she created something so vulnerable and beautiful that, at the same time, will get you hot and bothered, AND on the edge of your seat. What's not to like? This series deserves so much love

~*~*~

Nominated by @katbratsupernaturalwhore

Some Superheroes Wear Blankets by @thegirlwhorunswithwinchesters

This is so relatable and sweet, it deserves some recognition!

Demons and Doubts by @winchest09

Sweet, fluffy, hot and sexy. This fic has it all and is wonderfully written :)

~*~*~

Nominated by @negans-lucille-tblr

Aversion Therapy by @writethelifeyouwant

Not for the faint hearted, but I couldn't NOT nominate this one because it stayed in my head for weeks afterwards. So so hot 🥵

Dude, I Got A Girlfriend by @avanatural

This was so bittersweet! Dean was adorable, and the whole idea was just really cute. I was really pleased to see this writer joining the pond so I could nominate this fic!

My Turn by @sofreddie

I'm just going to leave this one here for my fellow Danneel lovers 👀🥵

~*~*~

Nominated by @waywardnerd67

A Lucky Charm by @waywardbaby

Zeta knocked it out of the park with this one. My heart was heavy with sorrow as the reader dealt with her heart breaking. Then she hit us with the fluffy ending that had me grinning from ear to ear.

The Bet (series) by @supernatural-jackles

There have only been a handful of series I’ve binged through and this was one of them. Jen has done a fantastic job at pulling at my heart strings. From family drama, intense life threaten events to my two favorite cute couple pet names: handsome/pretty girl. Not to mention some 🔥 HOT 🔥 love scenes. Definitely one of my favorite fics ever.

~*~*~

Nominated by @fictionalabyss

Little Mouse (series) by @iflostreturntosteverogers

It is the beginning of what is shaping up to be a fantastic series that I am so excited for.  Sadly, Carrie is currently not writing, so the series is unfinished at the moment, but it is my sincere hope that one day she'll grace us with it's magnificence once more, because what I read as the Beta was really really REALLY fucking good.

~*~*~

Nominated by @myinconnelly1

Royal Hearts (series) by @sofreddie

No words.... just incoherent sounds.  I really just could describe this more.  All three parts are great!

~*~*~

Nominated by @deanwinchesterswitch

Blind Love (series) by @jawritter

This four part series is full of heartache and tenderness. Dean's characterization is spot on. He's injured and scared, but does his best to adapt. The reader is so tender and sweet. Love it!

Now and Then (series) by @thinkinghardhardlythinking

Saira's mastery of the written word is stunning. The emotional impact of this story is breathtaking. Heartbreak, despair, desire, raw honesty, longing and love. I can never seem to find the proper words to describe how poignant and moving this series is. So I am simply going to say... read it!

Yeah, I Have A Great Dean (series) by @littlegreenplasticsoldier

This three part series is hilarious and sweet. The reader is kindhearted and compassionate as she helps take care of cursed Dean while also trying to deal with her feelings toward him. A fun read.

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE AWESOME WORK AND GREAT FEEDBACK!

These are not actual awards! This system is set up so everyone in the Pond has a chance to share the love and promote a fic/author that has grabbed your attention. The more people that participate, and the more everyone remembers to submit their own fics after posting, the better this will be :D

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN, KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK, AND AS ALWAYS, HAPPY WRITING!

[carryonmywaywardcaptain]

Mr. Pretty Face

CarryOnCap’s Masterlist Dean Winchester Masterlist

Summary: When you and Sam return to the motel after a drunken night out, the boys learn how you really feel about Dean.

Warnings: themes of alcohol, drunken karaoke, and just goofy random nonsense. Mentions of sexual feels, pining; implied Dean x reader. Fluff

A/N: I don’t know where this came from. lol. A random gif-inspired piece.  I would hope you recognize the song lyrics and references, so credit to Queen and Styx for those. Also slightly influenced by random moments from the tv shows New Girl and Mom haha.

“Alright, just a little bit further. Hey, be careful! Watch the—“

Sam huffed in frustration as you tripped over your own feet and stumbled into the doorframe, despite him supporting you with a firm arm wrapped around your waist.

“Owwww. Sam, I hit a wall...with my arm!” You drawled. “Why would they put a wall here? That’s a fun word— waaallll. A walllllll....”

You kept your tongue pressed to the roof of your mouth and dragged out the “L,” giggling at the sound it made.

“Yeah, Y/N. Real funny word,” Sam sighed, glancing down at you with mild concern.

“Sammy, it’s Deeeeeaaaannnn!” you gasped. “Dean is here!”

You heard Dean chuckle as Sam helped you collapse on the bed closest to the door.

“I see you two had a fun night out.”

You rolled to your stomach upon hearing his voice, propping your elbows on the mattress and resting your head on your hands. Your feet were hanging off the bed, so you slowly alternated kicking each leg up and down.

“You’re pretty,” you observed.

“Thanks, sweetheart,” Dean grinned. “I was gonna ask how drunk she is, but I guess that answers my question.”

“She, uh, decided to give karaoke a shot...” Sam carded his fingers through his hair, tucking his locks behind his ears and shaking his head. “Everyone loved it so much, they bought her drinks the rest of the night.”

You beamed and began humming. Letting your hands fall from beneath your chin, you bobbed your head as you wiggled your fingers in the air in front of you.

“Need something?” Dean quirked an eyebrow.

“ScaraMOUCH, ScaraMOUCH, will you do the FanDANGO?” You rolled to your back and pointed finger guns at the ceiling with each syllable you sang. “THUNDER BOLTS AND LIGHTNING, VERY, VERY FRIGHTENING MEEEE--”

Sam pinched the bridge of his nose before scooping you into his arms to slide you up the bed during your “Galileos.” You sank into the pillows, rolling your head side to side as you continued singing and conducting your invisible orchestra.

“She did Bohemian Rhapsody.”

“That explains the air piano solo,” Dean remarked.

The boys stood on either side of the bed and helped you out of your boots, socks, and flannel while you squirmed and finished the rest of your performance between fits of giggles. Sam lifted you once more so Dean pulled back the covers and tuck you in. He worked his way up your legs to your torso, tucking the fabric beneath you to make it at least a little more difficult for you to roll out of bed. When he was within your reach, you stretched a hand out and gently poked the tip of his nose.

“Boop.”

“I’m glad you had fun tonight. Wish I would’ve thought to record all of this to show you in the morning.”

“You’re so hip, Dean. Hip--that’s a fun word too. Hip, hip, hippp. ‘Pics or it didn’t haaappeeen.’“

Dean glanced over at Sam and they burst into laughter again at your behavior.

“Yeah,” Sam nodded. “Welcome to my world. All night.”

“Ah, relax, Sammy. Think of how many times she’s had to take care of us--drunk or not. We don’t get the whole...cute, laughing, carefree thing very often.”

“Ewwwww, pantsssss,” you groaned, kicking away the covers.

Dean crossed the room wordlessly and began digging through your bag.

“Sam! Pssst, Sammyyyy,” you whispered loudly. “Don’t freak out...but I think your brother just said I’m cute.”

“Oh yeah?”

“Shhhhhh! He’s gonna hear you! Quick! Close your eyes so he can’t hear me.”

You covered your eyes with your hands and peeked at Sam between your fingers. He shook his head, pressing his lips in a hard line to conceal his smile. 

“I don’t think that’s how that... Actually, you know--nevermind. Sorry, Y/N. I’ll try to be more quiet.”

“’S’okay. Wanna know a secret?”

“Uh, well, I--”

“Secret, secret-- I’ve gotta sssecret,” you slurred as you sang again. “I wanna have the sex with your brothaaa.”

Across the room, Dean had still been smiling at your drunken rants. His amused expression became one of surprise as he creased his forehead and his eyebrows leaped toward his hairline. He drew in a deep breath, but otherwise stood motionless and gaping at your admission.

“That’s, uh...that’s nice, Y/N.” Sam swallowed uncomfortably and placed a bottle of aspirin on the nightstand beside you. “Maybe that’s something you should talk to him about.”

“I wanna have SEX with Deaaannn!”

“Okay--you, know what? On that note, I’m taking a shower and heading to bed. Dean, switch me beds and just...yeah. I’m officially passing her off to you.”

Sam scurried to the shared bathroom and quickly closed the door behind him. Your eyelids were growing heavy, but you grinned and waved when you slipped out of your drunken haze long enough to spot Dean again. He smiled at you gently and returned to your side with some clothes in hand.

“Alright. C’mon, Freddie Mercury. Let’s get you ready for bed,” he murmured as he began undoing your jeans with nimble fingers.

“Bowchicka wow wow.” You winked at him, kicking off your jeans ungracefully and giggling when they remained tangled at your ankles. “Look! No paaaantsss.”

“I see that.”

“Does that mean sexy times, says me, plus you?”

“Not tonight, sweetheart.” 

He helped you slip on your favorite pair of pajama shorts, then swapped out your tank top with one of his old t-shirts. When you “booed” and pouted your bottom lip out, he leaned forward to kiss your forehead.

“Get some sleep, Y/N. Believe me...we’re gonna revisit this conversation tomorrow when I know it’s you talking and not all the booze. Deal?”

“Dealio Dean-io.”

Dean walked toward the door, making sure Sam had locked it properly before he turned off the lights. Leaving the lamp on the bedside table on for his brother, he crawled into bed beside you. He settled comfortably into the mattress and stretched an arm out, pulling you toward him so you could nestle into his chest.

“G’night, Y/N.”

“Night, Mr. Pretty Face,” you mumbled.

His chest rumbled beneath your ear as he chuckled quietly to himself. The feeling of his hand rubbing soothing circles on your back and his soft humming were the last things you remembered as you finally drifted off to sleep.

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[mishkatelwarriorgoddess]

I’d Come for You

Pairing: F!Reader X Bucky (Fury mentioned)

Word Count: 409

Warnings: FLUFF!!!, Soft Bucky (yes, I deem this a warning),

Summary: You’re waiting for Bucky and the team to return from a mission and you’re getting worried.

A/N: Just something for Valentine’s Day! (And I heard the song earlier in the day, so sue me....) Enjoy y’all.

             They’d been gone longer than they were supposed to be. You paced back and forth in the small apartment that they had in the compound together. You KNEW that things had to be okay because 1) there was no communication from anyone on the team, and 2) Fury hadn’t shown up at your doorstep.

           The first could be due to a myriad of different reasons, least of which was the rest of the team trying to figure out how to tell you. The second…well, let’s just say that one didn’t go over well with anyone when Director Fury showed up on premises.

           So pacing it was, and pacing it would be. At least until the Quinjet was in range for you to be able to get a com link established. Until then, you waited.

           You didn’t know how long it had been, but you woke up to music. A small smile formed across your face when you realized what song it was.

By now you know that I'd come for you No one but you, yes, I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you

           ‘Bucky’ was the only thing you thought as you jumped up off the sofa, to be met by a pair of sapphire eyes and strong arms.

           “Hey, hey, Doll. Where’s the fire?” he chuckled as he brought you in for a hug.

           “Oh God!!! You’re okay?!?!” you breathed into his chest.

           “You know I always come back for my girl, like the song says…” and his baritone voice took over the song, softly in your ear.

I finally know just what it means to let someone in, To see the side of me that no one does, or ever will So if you're ever lost and find yourself all alone, I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now, this I vow

           You just held on to him, tears silently falling down in thanks to whatever gods that there may be that he was home with you again, and safe.

           “Oh, by the way,” Bucky says as he tilts your head up to look into your eyes, “Happy Valentine’s Day Doll.”

           “But I didn’t get you anything Bucky.”

           “Doll, you’ve got my back and were here at home for me. Those are the best presents I could ask for.”

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[saltandburn-ilovesamwinchester]

Never Have I Ever

Pairing: SamxReaderxDean

Warnings: 18+ smut, fluff

“Family Game Night is officially a go,” Dean shouted from the top of the staircase before his boots hit the bottom step with the pizzas in one hand and a case of beer in the other.

You stood from your seat at the table in the bunker’s library ready to hightail out of there when Dean called your name, forcing you to freeze. Turning to Sam you gave him a scared look. “Do I have to,” you begged knowing Sammy would usually choose your side. “Can’t you just call Castiel for game night?”

Before Sam could shrug his shoulders, Dean cut in, “Unfortunately, Cas has to stay tuned in to angel radio all week. Something about watching heaven’s gates,” he pursed his lips then smiled at you. “But that’s okay. I mean there is so much we still don’t know about each other... we could play a little game of Never Have I Ever..”

“Really,” you cringed at the thought of sharing you deep, dark secrets to your new roommates you had only had for a year. You didn’t want to scar them, or wanting them to think you were some kind of freak. Thinking over all the possible ways to get out of ‘Family Game Night’ you decide there wasn’t anything too scarring you could come up with. Until an hour later...

“Okay,” you and Sam laughed at Dean’s huge confession before taking a sip of beer you had left.

The color in Dean’s cheeks faded into a light pink when the laughter died down. “Last turn, Y/N,” Dean’s smile reached his eyes when you opened your last bottle. You looked between him and Sam before thinking hard. “Oh, come on. There has to be one small, gory detail about you that you keep hidden,” Dean ushered, making Sam turn to you as well.

“Well,” you huffed and fiddled with your hands before looking between the two brothers across from you. “Never have I ever.. had a real orgasm.” You peeked through your lashes to find both men staring in awe. “I think this is the part where y’all drink now,” you blushed and looked anywhere but their faces.

Dean held out his hands, “Like, never? Didn’t you just have a date with.. What’s his name from the bar?” He looked at you with eyes of wonder and crossed his arms.

“I mean yea, but, I’ve just never could reach that point,” you laughed and looked back at your hands again. Sam never said anything towards you, he simply nodded and wished you and Dean a good night before heading off to bed. “Was he acting weird just now,” you questioned the older Winchester and he shrugged his shoulders before turning his gaze on you again.

“Y/N,” Dean reached for your hand when you got up to leave. “If you ever, I don’t know, find yourself desperate enough, you could always come to me,” he smirked before looking dead serious at you.

You felt your cheeks burn with a crimson color, thinking about Dean getting you off. Your hand squeezed his and you kissed the inside of his palm. “Thank you, Dean. I appreciate that, really, but you don’t have to do that for me.” You watched his body lean forward towards your touch and it made your thighs close together. “Good night, Dean,” you said and patted his arm before heading towards your own room.

The next night you were wandering down the bunker halls when Dean’s voice was calling for you, “Y/N, can we see you in your room.”

You ran down the hallway, half scared when you walked in the room finding lit candles on your small vanity and on your nightstand by the bed. Dean was standing by the door when you glanced back towards your bed, not seeing Sam sitting against the headboard you jumped seeing him shirtless with a small blanket over his lap. He was so bare compared to the layers of clothes Dean had on.

“What’s going on, Dean,” you asked pulling your thoughts of Sam being completely naked under that blanket.

Dean walked to your place by the bed and took your hands in his. “Y/N, me and Sammy have shared the same idea of wanting to be the ones who help you.. ya know? What we talked about last night,” he questioned, a scared smile on his face. “But that’s if you want to.”

“Oh,” you breathed out and felt a hand on your hip. Glancing over your shoulder you found Sam kissing your cheek. You looked down to find him in nothing but his boxers and you felt your cheeks flush. “Okay,” you smiled at Dean and reached up to kiss his lips for the first time. You wanted to remember this, you thought when his tongue slipped into your mouth, tasting him.

Sam’s hands worked to unbutton your jeans and he pushed them to your feet, along with your damp panties. His longs fingers danced along your skin while Dean was pulling your shirt above your head, your bra following. “Sam’s going to be against the headboard and you’re going to lean back against him,” Dean instructed while he massaged your breasts in each hand. “Well go ahead,” he winked at you and nodded towards the bed.

You watched Sam crawl to the similar position he was in when you walked in the room, his back against the headboard and his legs sprawled out in front of him, waiting for you to sit there. “Hi,” you whispered when your back was against his warm chest and his hands were around your chest. You leaned your head back so you could kiss him for the first time. His lips were hot and smooth against yours.

“Hi,” he whispered back and kissed the top of your head. “Dean are you joining or not,” he laughed and looked at his brother who was watching the two of you.

Dean smirked before he crawled to you, the bed dipping under his weight. His large hands firmly gripped your thighs, sending chills throughout your body. “Tell me if you want us to stop,” he looked into your eyes before kissing the top of your forehead.

Your eyes followed Dean’s, watching him kiss a horizontal line under your belly before licking a long and slow kiss through your wet pussy. You felt your jaw drop, and your eyes closed before laying your head back on Sam’s shoulder. “Oh, Dean,” you whined looking down to find his smile growing.

“You like that, honey,” Sam asked, nibbling on your ear before kissing your rosy cheek. His teeth grazed over your neck before he dragged them down to your shoulder before sinking in. Sam pulled a loud moan from you before his hand came down to set a simple motion over your clit that was being rubbed through his index and middle finger, while his other hand pulled on your left nipple. “I think she likes it,” he said looking over your shoulder at Dean.

Your skin felt like it was roasting on a hot fire when Dean’s tongue dove into your wet heat making you buck your hips up. “S.. sorry,” you winced and tried to hide the worry in your voice. Dean wrapped his arms around your legs to hold you still, only to grin and continue his licking and sucking.

“Look into his eyes, Y/N,” Sam ordered. You found Dean’s eyes with a twinkle in them. “Does he look like he’s scared of you hurting him,” he huffed in your ear and pulled his wet fingers from you, running them up your body, making you sticky and turning you on more than ever. With the smile you could feel growing on Sam’s face, you reached down to run your hands through the top of Dean’s hair with the other played with Sam’s from behind you.

Your fingers tips found the back of Dean’s head and the two of you moaned when his nose bumped your clit. With a few short licks and a faster pace Sam was setting between your glistening lips, your legs began to shake for the first time. “Sam, Dean,” you whimpered, feeling like something coiled snapped inside you and you were coming hard.

Dean’s face stayed between your thighs, licking at everything you had to offer. “Sweet as honey,” you heard Sam growl in your ear after sucking his fingers clean.

Everything around you seemed cloudy and Dean’s voice pulled you back to him. “I think this sweet girl needs her rest,” Dean said as he crawled up to you and kissing you for a long minute. You moaned against his lips, tasting yourself for the first time. The two of you pulled away for short and quick breaths, “Yea, let’s get you under these blankets,” he laughed as you started to feel how sleepy you were becoming.

Sam scooted to the far side of the bed, leaving room for you and Dean. You turned to kiss Sam good night with him running his fingers through your hair and you fell happily asleep with Dean’s arms wrapped around your hips.

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[idreamofplaid]

Through the Fire

Square Filled: firefighter!Sam

Characters: Sam x Reader; Dean; Ellen; Bobby briefly; John and Mary mentioned

Rating: Teen

Summary: The reader knows Sam’s job is dangerous. One day she has to face the reality of that.

Word Count: 1297

Created for @spnaubingo

You knew what you were getting into when you married Sam. This could happen, happen any day. He could get hurt; he could get hurt badly. You had pushed that thought from your mind refusing to live in fear and miss all the wonderful moments you could share together.

When the fire chief called, you knew. It was in his voice before he even said anything. It was a house fire. The roof had caved in, and a beam had fallen on Sam. He’d suffered 2nd degree burns, and you needed to get to the hospital.

You felt hollow inside as you dialed Dean and asked him to meet you there. “Y/N, are you okay to drive? I’ll come get you. I can be there in ten minutes.”

Everything inside you was shaking, but your hand holding the phone was still remarkably steady like it didn’t know the foundation of your world had been shaken. “Just meet me there, Dean. I need to get to him.” Sam’s parents had gone to Florida for their wedding anniversary. They wouldn’t be able to get back to Lawrence before tomorrow, so you would call them later when you knew more.

Dean was waiting for you by the emergency room doors: He opened his arms and hugged you tight for a few seconds. You welcomed the brief opportunity to lean on someone before facing whatever it was that lay ahead of you. You reluctantly let go of Dean knowing you couldn’t put this off any longer. “How is he, Dean?”

He’d left his hands on your shoulders when you pulled back from the hug, and he looked directly in your eyes. “I don’t know, Sweetheart. They wouldn’t talk to me. They’ve been waiting for you; you’re his next of kin.” Dean said that last part as softly as he could because that couldn’t mean anything good.

He led you back to the admissions desk, and you heard him tell the nurse there, “My brother’s wife is here now.”

In a few minutes, an older bearded man walked up to you and introduced himself as Dr. Singer. The look on his face was serious and filled with empathy. “Mrs. Winchester, your husband has suffered severe burns, and he is in extreme pain due to his injuries. It is my recommendation that he be put into a medically induced coma while his burns heal.”

The words were getting all jumbled in your head. Suffered. Pain. Coma. “You...you want to put him in a coma?”

“It’s a standard procedure in this type of situation, Mrs. Winchester. When someone has been burned as badly as your husband, the pain is often too much to bear. The dressings on his wounds will need to be changed frequently, and that is particularly painful.” You didn’t respond. All you could think about was Sam being in pain. “Mrs. Winchester, I need your permission to do that. Your husband is incoherent at the moment,”

The shaky feeling inside you intensified. “Can I see him?”

The doctor nodded. “But you should prepare yourself before you go in.”

You tried to brace yourself for what you would see, but the sound of Sam’s screams was something you would remember forever. The only intelligible word he said was your name. You couldn’t touch him. They had strapped him down so he wouldn’t flail around and hurt himself more.

The nurse in the room with you had likely been in these situations before and could read your expression. She said to you gently, “He’s disoriented. He probably wouldn’t know it’s you touching him.” She smiled as she adjusted Sam’s IV. “But it’s clear how much he loves you and wants you with him. He’s been saying your name since he got here.” Tears filled your eyes.

You looked at her with pleading eyes. “Please, stop this. I can’t stand to see him like this.”

“Would you like me to let the doctor know you’ve agreed to the coma?”

The first tear made it’s way down your cheek, and you wiped it away. “Yes. Tell him yes.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You stayed by Sam’s side all the time except when Dean insisted you go home to shower, eat, and get some sleep. At those times, he took over for you watching his little brother. There was only one reason you didn’t give Dean more of an argument. You were carrying Sam’s baby, a baby you hadn’t had a chance to tell him about.

The nurse who had been so kind to you the first night they brought Sam in had become somewhat of a friend. You had learned her name was Ellen, and she had watched you sitting silently by Sam’s side, brushing his hair off his face and holding his hand. Looking at him lying in the bed it was hard to believe anything was wrong. Sam’s burns were on his chest and torso. But when Ellen or one of the other nurses changed his dressing, you could feel your heart get heavier.

Once you’d had to leave the room when a wave of Morning Sickness hit you. When you returned, Ellen gave you a knowing look. “Does he know?”

You shook your head and looked away at the monitor measuring Sam’s heart rate. The beep was comforting and the most frightening sound you’d ever heard. If it stopped, your world stopped with it. Ellen stopped to touch your arm on the way out of the room. “Just because his eyes are closed, it doesn’t mean he can’t hear you. Talk to him.”

After she left, you sat down in the chair beside Sam’s bed. You took his hand in yours. It was still so big, still felt strong. “Sam, it’s me. Y/N. I’m here, Honey. I’m with you just like I promised when I married you. I told you I’d stay by you through everything. And that night, when we were alone, I told you again. I miss you, Sam. I miss your beautiful eyes and the way you look at me.” You carefully lifted his hand and kissed the back of it. “I have something important to tell you. We’re going to have a baby. You’re gonna be a daddy, Sam.” You took a deep breath. “So you just keep getting better. Keep getting better and come back to us.”

Two days later Sam opened his eyes. You had been reading the second Game of Thrones book to him. He loved the show and had read the first book. Ellen assured you that just hearing your voice was good for him. You were reading about the latest evil thing the Lannisters had done when you heard Sam’s voice weak and hoarse. “Y/N.” You dropped the book and called for help.

Sam improved quickly after that. He no longer needed oxygen to breathe and had started to eat some solid food. You were feeding him jello that night when he put his hand on your wrist before you could gather another bite on the spoon. “Y/N, I’m sorry. I promised you I’d be careful. I never wanted to put you through this.”

You put down the cup and spoon. “Sam, I’m sure you were careful. You have kept every promise you ever made to me. Some things just happen, and you can’t do anything to prevent it.” You lay your hand tenderly on the side of his face and kissed him softly. You pulled back only slightly. Your face still inches from his. “Do you remember the promise you made to me when you said you’d give me the family that I wanted? It’s happening, Sam. We’re going to have a baby.” His eyes filled with amazement and for the first time in two weeks, you saw your husband smile.

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[ladywinchester1967]

Dirty

Links: AO3 & WattPad

Square Filled: Dirty Talk

Ship: Dean Winchester x Female Character

Rating: E for Explicit

Tags: Dirty talk (um, duh), SLIGHT “Sir” kink, mentions of tentacle porn, dom/sub dynamics.....this is porn. Damn near no plot. Let’s just get that right. 

Created for @spnkinkbingo

“Dean?” She asked

“Hm?” Dean asked, not looking up from his laptop.

“I need your undivided attention for this one.” She told him. He shut his laptop, his eyebrows furrowed together with concern. He couldn’t help but notice how nice she looked; she wore a black dress with black heels and her hair looked slightly mussed.

“Something wrong?” He asked “anyone I need to kill?”

She laughed and said “No, I don’t think so.”

“Why does your hair look all crazy then?” He asked.

She sighed and sat down, taking her shoes off.

“Just got back from a date.” She told him.

He smiled and wiggled his eyebrows up and down in spite of the pang of jealousy in his chest.

“Very nice.” He said and she laughed, shaking her head.

“No, not very nice.” She told him

“Why? What happened?” Dean asked.

“I mean he was nice, he opened the door, pulled out my chair, he paid even though I insisted on going Dutch.” She explained. The pang of jealousy grew more intense as she talked but he swallowed it down as she went on “So, one thing leads to another and we’re back at his place then, ya know, we’re about to do the deed.” The jealousy grew into anger as he imagined some douche bag with his paws all over her. Dean wanted to be the one taking her out, opening doors for her and pulling her chair out. “Then he asks me what I’m into and then I told him and he,” she bit her lip “I don’t know he shut down or got weirded out, so I ended up leaving.”

“What the hell?” Dean asked “what freaked him out that badly? Did you say tentacle porn or something?”

She laughed and said

“No, that’s you and there’s nothing wrong with tentacle porn.”

“Damn right.” He said with a smirk.

“I’m about to ask you a personal question and I need you not to judge me.” She said

Dean got up and walked over to her and said

“You know about me and tentacle porn okay? I’m the last one to judge anyone. You can tell me anything, what was it?”

She bit her lip

“What do you think about dirty talk?” She asked him.

He thought for a second before answering

“I like it,” he said “but I won’t do it if the other person isn’t into it. Why?”

“I just,” she thought, choosing her words carefully “I don’t know if it’s me or what.”

“How could it be you?” Dean asked

“Well,” She said “don’t laugh at me, but when I’m in bed, sometimes I get in a mood where I want a guy to talk dirty. I mean really dirty and some guys are so freaked by that.”

He’d be lying if he said her words didn’t shoot straight to his cock.

“Well how dirty are we talking?” Dean asked, swallowing. His cock started to swell at the thought of talking dirty to her.

She smiled weakly at him, her cheeks were tomato red.

“I mean, it isn’t weird for me, but maybe for other people it is?” She asked

“Come on Kiki,” he said, calling her by her nickname “out with it.”

She took a deep breath, scrunched her face up and let it spill

“I didn’t think being asked to be called “filthy slut” was too bad.” She quickly said. When he didn’t say anything, she cracked her eyes open and saw his eyebrows were up in his hair.

“Really?” He asked and she nodded

“Is it?” She asked, her heart pounding.

He shook his head and asked

“Why kind of guys are you going out with?”

“Guys I meet online.” She said

“And they can’t handle dirty talk?” He asked, a note of amusement in his voice.

“What?” She asked “He didn’t want to degrade me like that and another guy said he just didn’t do that.”

He chuckled and crossed the room and extended his hand to her. She took it and he tugged her into a standing position. He was drawn to his full height and rock hard, he shifted, his hand going up into her hair.

“You want dirty?” He asked and she nodded “say the word and you’ll get it.” She bit her lip, and nodded and he yanked on her hair, making her look at him “Answer me, slut.”

Her mouth formed an “O” shape and she quickly gathered herself as wetness pooled in her underwear.

“Yes,” she finally said “yes, I want dirty.”

He smashed his mouth into hers backing her up into a bookshelf. He nipped at her lips and pinned her hands above her head. He pushed her feet apart with his boot, slotting his thigh right between her legs.

“I’m about to show you what a real man can do.” He said, his eyes burning into hers “If it’s too much, say red. Got it?”

“Yes,” she said breathlessly “Yes, I got it.”

“That’s what I thought.” He said, kissing her again. He possessed her mouth with his, licking her lips and sucking on her tongue before he said “Earn it, only filthy sluts get my cock.”

“Fuck.” She said as he released her wrists,

Slid his hands up her dress and ripped her panties off with one hand. He discarded the ruined lace and cotton before kissing her again.

“You want dirty talk?” He asked

“Yes,” she moaned “Fuck me Dean, like the whore I am.”

His jaw tensed, if he was going to do this, he was going to do it right. No other man was going to touch her ever again if he had his way, which he was good at getting.

“You’re not just any whore,” he snarled as he kissed her again “you’re MY whore.”

His words shot straight to her core, the words she’d always wanted to hear come out of his mouth. Belonging to Dean Winchester, the man she crushed on for longer than acceptable?

“Yes,” she breathed.

“Say it,” He commanded, rutting his leg against her bare sex “say you’re mine.”

“Fuck!” She cried, grinding back against his thigh, the denim creating the most delicious friction between them “I’m yours, fuck, I’m yours Dean!”

She rolled her hips into his thigh, her arousal leaving streaks on his jeans as she rode him, the fire between her legs rolling up her body, consuming her.

“Oh fuck me,” she begged “fuck me Dean please!”

“Tell me,” He said, strung out “Tell me what you want. Talk.”

“Fuck, I want you!” She yelled “I want that cock inside me.”

“What else?” He asked as he watched her ride his thigh “Tell me pretty girl, what do you want?”

“Fuck me!” She begged “Bend me over this table and fuck me like the little whore I am!”

“Oh fuck,” he said with a grin, watching her hips move faster “there you go, mh, fucking ride me.”

“I wanna-AH!-Dean please!” She begged as she rode him harder “I wanna come!! Please Dee!”

His nickname spurred him on as he clutched her face in his hands, his eyes seared into hers.

“Come,” He told her, his voice wrecked “you come for me right now.”

“Oh fuck, oh Dee!” She screamed and let go, gushing all over his thigh, her forehead slumped into his shoulder as she breathed hard. He basked in the feeling of her arousal soaking his jeans, the fact that she was slumped against him, breathing hard. He tugged her up by her hair, her cheeks were pink and her chest was heaving, she looked spent, her eyes were lust blown and she was shaking but there was still a fire lit in her eyes.

“Nowhere close to finished with you,” He said as she spun her around, slamming her chest on to one of the library tables “You soaked my pants, now soak my cock.”

“Yes sir, please!” She moaned as he snapped her hands behind her back, holding on to her hands as he unbuckled his belt.

“What was that?” He asked as his belt jingled.

“Yes sir,” she moaned “unless?”

“Sir is perfect, filthy slut” He told her as he seared a kiss on her lips. He bent her over the table again and pushed her skirt up. He pushed inside her from behind, not giving her time to adjust as he snapped his hips into her backside. He stretched her, further than she’d ever been.

“Gonna ruin you,” He gritted as his his flesh smacked hers “you’re gonna be mine, you hear me?”

“I want to!” She snarled back at him “I want to be yours, please Dean! Make me yours!”

He pushed her face into the wood as he mercilessly fucked her, her walls fluttering around him, his lap being soaked by her arousal.

“Say it,” he commanded “louder!”

“I wanna be yours!” She screamed as he smacked her ass.

“Louder!” He yelled.

“FUCK! I wanna be yours Dean!” She screamed “Ruin my pussy with your fat cock!”

He snapped his hips at a breakneck speed as he finished inside her with a groan, emptying into her womb with a groan. When they both stilled, he kissed he back of her neck.

“Still wanna be mine?” He asked, a note of hesitation in his voice.

“I do,” she said with a smile as she looked back at him “still want me?”

“I do.” He said as they lazily kissed

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

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[mrswhozeewhatsis]

2019 Jason Manns FanFic FanArt Project

This project is finished!

See the completed book online HERE.

Jason was sweet about the book, as always, and was sad that this will be the last one. I think he’s finally gotten into the idea, but he understands that we can’t keep doing these forever. No matter what, though, I’m proud of what we’ve done! We rock!

Rules for the project, and links to the original posts with the stories and art are below the cut!

As I’ve done for Louden Swain in the past, so shall I do for Jason Manns! But only with your help!

Jason Manns has been an adjacent part of our show for over a decade, now. His music has been featured on the show, and he’s close friends with many of the cast, as well as a frequent collaborator with them, which has brought us so many projects with our favorites! In order to thank him for everything he does for us, I want us to do for him what we’ve done for Louden Swain.

If you’re new to this type of thing, check out previous Louden Swain projects:

2016 - Masterpost - Finished book

2017 - Masterpost - Finished book

2018 - Masterpost - Finished book

This is just like the Louden Swain Projects of the past, so if you’re familiar with them, this will be old hat for you.

This will NOT include any of his covers albums! This is for his original music, only!

I’m looking for BOTH writers and artists for this! For the Louden Swain projects, we’ve had art/aesthetics/edits for every story and I’d love to do the same with this. Whether you’re drawing or making aesthetics or doing something else, WE WANT YOU. All art and stories will be put together, printed, put in a snazzy binder, and presented to Jason in DC!

Everything you need to know is below the cut!

Here’s the schedule:

6/22/19 5:00PM EDT - I will post the rules and regs and open the projects up so you guys can start claiming songs. Only one song request at a time (though you can list a backup song or two if your first request is already taken). Once you have finished and posted your first request, then you may make a second request. (Note: Due to a mistake on my part last year, the fic for She Waits has already been written, so this song is not available this year.)

9/2/19 Midnight EDT - Deadline for writers. This gives writers 10 weeks, plus the US Labor Day holiday.

9/29/19 Midnight EDT - Deadline for artists. This give artists 4 extra weeks after the writing is done.

This schedule then gives me about three weeks to put everything together and prep for the con.

Here are the rules (below the cut):

Deadlines are final. NO LATE ENTRIES! If you find you need more time, let me know and we can try to work something out. I’m not going to make a deadline to sign up, but if you sign up the week before the end, you will only have a week to complete your part. If you want to do two, you must finish your first before you will be allowed to reserve a second song.

Artists: - You will be expected to work with writers so the art reflects the story. Whether you pick a song you like and get together with the writer, or pick a writer you like and get together on a song, it doesn’t matter to me. - If you’d like me to pair you with a writer, let me know, and I will match you up with someone. Most times, I have more writers than artists. If you are willing to work for multiple writers, I would be most grateful!!! In the past, I’ve had a pool of artists, and I tried to divvy up assignments as fairly as possible so no one artist gets all the work. -  SEND ME AN ASK or an IM or whatever and let me know what you want to do. Whether you’re working with a writer on one, or willing to be part of a pool that works on multiple, just let me know! - When you’re making your art, keep in mind that it will be pasted into a Word document, printed on letter-sized paper, and put into a sheet protector in a binder. You might want to print out what you make to see how it looks on the page. (You can check out the finished projects above for reference.) - You can post your art in your own post and tag me and #2019 Jason Manns FanFic FanArt Project or submit it to me through my blog or send it to me via carrier pigeon (please don’t send it via carrier pigeon, they poop a lot and I have cats) or drop me a line and I’ll give you an email address to send it to. - I would love some original cover art! If you are an artist and are interested in doing something, send me a message and we can talk concepts!!

Writers: - Can be any pairing or ship, reader-insert or OC, or even no pairing, whatever floats your boat. Please no RPF. - Please no smut. Anything else is up for grabs. Or maybe just a headcanon kind of thing. - Pick a song and SEND ME AN ASK with the song you have picked to sign up. I will update a masterpost on my blog with the songs taken. Songs will be assigned on a first come, first serve basis. - You can’t write for the same song you wrote about in previous projects. This is to ensure variety in the stories from project to project. - Tag me in your fic, plus use the tag #2019 Jason Manns FanFic FanArt Project. You can also submit your fic to me through my blog, or send me a message and we can discuss the pigeon and email options. (Really prefer no pigeons.) - You must use a Keep Reading feature if your fic is posted to Tumblr and over 500 words. - Your fic can either be a story based on the song or just have it somehow highlight the song. Since Jason will get to read these, I’d rather the fics be more relevant than just a song playing on the radio in the background, but do what you can. - Your fic can also be a part of another challenge, BUT make your fic relevant to the song you choose, please! (Basically, please do more for this challenge than having a Jason Manns song playing in the background.) - If I haven’t liked or reblogged your post within a couple days, let me know I missed it!  - I will give your work a basic grammar/spelling proofreading before adding it to the project. If you would like, I can beta read your story for you before you post it, too. Just let me know!

Everyone: - If you would like to include a short summary of why you like the song you picked, especially if the song has some special meaning to you, I will add that to your submission in the final project. If you look at the previous projects (links are at the top of this post), you can see the kind of thing I’m talking about at the top of some of the stories. Please keep these brief, though.

And now, for something completely different: If you are interested in doing something completely different than a Supernatural-related story or art/edit, talk to me about it, and I’ll figure out a way to include it. Letters to the band or stories that are not SPN-related can be printed out and presented separately, and a list of links to posted audio or video submissions can be added.

I’m so excited to see what everyone does!! As songs are claimed, this list will be updated!

Song List:

Album - Jason Manns Vision  Another Number Perfect Spot Journey I Remember Your Song The Same Reminders All I Ask Without You - @andromytta (fic)  @brothersinsync​ (art)

Album - Soul Soul Never Let You Go Hold On Me Real World Rooftop Rendevous - @wingedcatninja (fic and art)  Vagabond Blues You Take My Blues Away - @winchestergirl-13 (fic)  (art) He’ll Walk Away Breathe In Two Pictures

Album - Move Move Down Never Let You Leave Me (Again) Weary Man  Let Loose Need My Muse To Dance Put the Past Behind - @robbenedictandco (fic)  @espada-iv​ (art) The One Who Lifts Me Up - @winchestergirl-13 (fic)  (art) Let It Go

Single - When Did I Stop Believing 

Cover art by @alaskanartist​ 

Tagging past participants and other possibly interested people:  @a-winchester-fairtytale @adriellej @alangel1895 @andromytta @anotherwinchesterfangirl @archangel-with-a-shotgun @archangelsanonymous @atc74 @brothersinsync @castiels-forbidden-angel @crashdevlin @curliesallovertheplace @deansleather @dont-hate-relate-pls @ellen-reincarnated1967 @enchantedstarfleet @take-my-crookedwheel @growningupgeek @hideyourdemoneyes @i-cant-believe-its-not-satan @i-dont-understand-that-url @icecream-and-gadreel @iwantthedean @jelly-beans-and-gstrings @jpadjackles-mishamark @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid @lifeonsarz @littlegreenplasticsoldier @loudenswainfangirl @manawhaat @mandilion76 @multi-fan-dom-madness @mysupernaturalfics @narrettwist @notnaturalanahi @oriona75 @padamooseandgrasshopper @pastelspn @personal-boogeyman @purgatoan @robbenedictandco @roxy-davenport @samanddeanwinchester67 @sams-little-toy @samsexualdeancurious @saritaa-chan @scorpiongirl1 @sinceriouslyamellpadalecki @smmywinchester45 @stunt-idjit-number-two @thing-you-do-with-that-thing @toastiel @tricia-16 @trollhunter94 @waywardnerd67 @wideawakeandwriting @winchestergirl-13 @writingfromkitchenator @ilostmyshoe-79 @wingedcatninja @desiraelovesdestiel @impala-dreamer

[deanwinchesterswitch]

Monthly Fic Recs ~ June

It's been a busy month for me, but I took some time to read whenever I could. The list includes everything from comfort to filthy smut.

I have been trying to branch out a little bit, so while most of the fics below are from the Supernatural fandom, there are still plenty of other options to choose from.

Alright, so let's get to it. Here's what I read in June.

Enjoy!

Many of these blogs and fics are NSFW-18+. Please honor any requests from a blog regarding no minors. I am not responsible for the content you choose to consume; heed the warnings for each fic.

All fics are from the SPN fandom unless otherwise noted.

~Drabbles~

Imagine... Promising Dean You Won't Let Go ~ @luci-in-trenchcoats (Dean x Reader)

Tease ~ @waywardnerd67. Author's Summary: While out working a case, Dean receives a special text from his girlfriend.

Who, What, Where? ask game ~ @stusbunker

Dirty Talk (Dean x Reader)

Tell Me About... ~ @impala-dreamer

Not Normal (Jensen Ackles x Reader)

Hurt/Comfort Drabbles ~ @trexrambling

“hey, hey, hey, it's okay… it's okay. you're okay.“ prompt (Dean x Reader)

~Ficlets~

What He Doesn't Say ~ @justagirlinafandomworld. Author's Summary: When Dean learns that you’re sick, he drives all night to get to you.

~One-shots~

It's Just A Spark ~ @waynes-multiverse. Author's Summary: When Dean gets into the usual trouble, he doesn’t necessarily expect to meet someone unusual. Y/N’s an enigma he can’t seem to shine a light on, leaving him to wonder if there’s such a thing as meeting someone twice.

No Title ~ @littlegreenplasticsoldier. Author's Summary: None (Dean x MOC!Reader)

Don't Mess With Witches ~ @eevvvaa. Author's Summary: On a witch hunt, Dean is willing to be bait. What could go wrong?

Just You and Me ~ @impala-dreamer. Author's Summary: Y/N finds it hard to see herself the way Dean does and sometimes, her nerves get the better of her

Be Okay ~ @wearywinchester. Author's Summary: When a hunt doesn’t go to plan, you’re there to pick up the pieces.

A New World Record ~ @impala-dreamer. Author's Summary: Drunken ideas aren’t always the best, but with Dean, you know there’ll never be a shortage of fun…

The Art of Creating Sex Hair Sexy Hair ~ @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior. Author's Summary: This isn’t the first time Y/N’s done Jensen’s hair for a shoot, but there’s something about this shoot that’s making things pretty rough for her.

Who's Blushing Now? ~ @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior. Author's Summary: Six months after getting together the first time, can Y/N and Jensen define what they are to each other?

It's All For You ~ @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior. Author's Summary: After a hunt gone wrong, all Y/N wants is to make Dean feel better. Will he let her?

~Series~

Had a Bad Day/Hole in my Soul-Chapter 2 ~ @wayward-and-worn. Author's Summary: Maybe it wasn’t just once.

Best Laid Plans-Chapter 10 ~ @thinkinghardhardlythinking. Author's Summary: Wedding planner rom-com fic but Jensen is our leading man. Y/N is a wedding planner, hired to plan the wedding of the mean girl bully that made her life hell back at school. But who’s that guy over there, in the Impala from that show she likes?

~The Boys~

Indivisible ~ @thoughtslikeaminefield. Author's Summary: Where did Ben go after Legend’s and before visiting Countess’ sanctuary?

Imagine Being Soldier Boy's Girl ~ @winchest09. Author's Summary: None (Drabble) Soldier Boy x Reader

~MCU~

Remnants of a Life ~ @bi-disaster-yn. Author's Summary: Bucky has the chance to get some of his possessions from his life in the 40s back but he needs his wife there to face it with him.

~Top Gun~

Under The Radar-Part 1: Leave 'em Hanging ~ @princessmisery666. Author's Summary: Jake “Hangman” Seresin never loses. That is until he sets his sights on the one target that might bring him to his knees.

Under The Radar-Part 2: The Fall ~ @princessmisery666. Author's Summary: Jake has proven he’s an asshole; you shouldn’t be surprised when he proves it again at graduation. But at least graduating means you’ll be free of him, or does it?

~DC~

Home Is Where The Heart Is ~ @princessmisery666. Author's Summary: When Superman died, Martha lost her son and her home. A friendly neighbor, Sage, took her in and cared for her when she got sick. Clark makes a difficult decision to return home to the Kent farm after breaking up with Lois. Can Sage convince him it was the right decision? Can he show her that running from her past isn’t her only option?

~Miscellaneous~

Not Just Another Face In The Crowd ~ @impala-dreamer. Author's Summary: Things get a little steamy backstage after you catch his eye during the convention… (Any Male Celeb x Fem!Reader)

[maddiepants]

Hard to Love

Summary - Dean reflects on his attitude toward the woman he loves

Pairings - Dean x reader

Word count - 1,034

Warnings - Angst maybe, Dean is a bit of an ass

A/N - This was written for @wonderfulworldofwinchester #dancinginto1500 Lyric writing challenge. My song was Hard to Love by Lee Brice. This was actually really difficult for me to write. I had a hard time making the story flow so feedback would be greatly appreciated.

I am insensitive, I have a tendency,

To pay more attention to the things that I need

Sometimes I drink to much, sometimes I test your trust,

Sometimes I don't know why you're staying with me

I like to watch her as she goes about her daily routine ya know.  Watch her move about and do those common things, like cooking or laundry. Or in this case paying for gas. Mundane things that aren't connected to hunting or monsters.

Things that don't make me upset or pissed off. Things that won't make me yell or punch the wall when she does something stupid. Like risk her life to try and save mine.

¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤

“What the fuck was that y/n!” I hollered as I slammed the door behind me.  

“Um.. let's see that was me saving your ass Winchester!” Y/N hollered back.  

“Saving MY life?” I asked incredulously “First of all sweetheart, you didn't do anything besides get in the way and make yourself a target for that ghoul” the words dripped with heated venom as they came off my tongue. “If I hadn't of been there to save that sweet ass, you'd be dead right now Y/N.”

I regretted the words immediately. I could see the moment the words hit her. I watched her Y/C/E eyes dull as the fight left her. But I couldn't take it back now. I had to follow through. Make her see that my life isn't as important as hers.

“Maybe next time you should stay behind and research so you won't get hurt.” I spoke just over a whisper as I refused to make eye contact. “ I'm going to the bar” I said as I turned around and stomped out.

I'm hard to love, hard to love,

Oh I don't make it easy,

I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood

I'm hard to love, hard to love,

You say that you need me,

I don't deserve it but I love that you love me good

When I came home early the next morning, I found her lying in bed in one of my flannels, her face puffy from crying no doubt and her phone clutched tightly in her hand. She had called me 6 times, and sent 18 text messages. All of which I ignored choosing to focus on the blonde waitress and the whiskey she kept in my glass.

I had lost my temper, said a ton of shit I didn't mean to the girl I loved, went out and got drunk to settle MY needs and yet here she was crying herself to sleep worrying about me after I treated her so badly.

I am a short fuse, I am a wrecking ball

Crashing into your heart like I do

You're like a Sunday morning full of grace and full of Jesus

And I wish that I could be more like you

I'm hard to love, hard to love,

Oh I don't make it easy,

I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood,

I'm hard to love, hard to love,

You say that you need me,

I don't deserve it but I love that you love me good

I decided to take a quick cold shower in hopes to sober up and remove the stench of whiskey from my body.

I made my way back to the bedroom and tried to carefully get under the covers. As soon as my head hit the pillow her sleepy red rimmed eyes opened and met mine. She should have been furious after everything I said and did. She should have yelled and thrown stuff, she had every right.

But instead she placed her hand on my cheek and leaned forward for a kiss. Just a press of lips on lips but it spoke volumes of how much she missed me and how much she cared.

Love me good

Girl you've given me a million second chances

And I don't ever wanna take you for granted,

I'm just a man,

I'm just a man

“I'm glad you're home” she whispered once the kiss ended. “I was worried about you”

She pulled back just the slightest bit but I wasn't having it. My arm wrapped around her waist and I pulled her body toward me so we were touching from chest to toe.

“I'm sorry about earlier” I started

“Don't. It's ok. I know you were just upset” she said but her voice cracked a little betraying her as she pressed her forehead to mine.  

“That doesn't give me the right..” I tried again but stopped as the words just didn't come.

Hard to love, hard to love,

Oh I don't make it easy,

And I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood

I'm hard to love, hard to love

And you say that you need me,

I don't deserve it but I love that you love me

We stayed like that for I don't know how long, as I traced her features with my eyes and lips.

“I don't deserve your love” I whispered as I caressed her soft cheek with my hand.

She smiled. “You're right, you probably don't. But I'm here, and i'm not going anywhere. I'll always be here to love you good Winchester”.

Hard to love, hard to love,

Oh I don't make it easy,

And I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood

I'm hard to love, hard to love

And you say that you need me,

I don't deserve it but I love that you

love me good

love me good

¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤

“Why don't ya take a picture it'll last longer Winchester” she joked as she made her way back to Baby.

I smirked as I replied “I think I took enough pictures of that sweet ass last night back at the motel”

“Oh ha ha” she sassed “Just get in the fucking car before I delete all those pictures of my sweet ass” she said sliding into the front seat.

“Oh don't do that” I gasped in mock horror as I got in and shut the door, bringing the engine to life.

Yeah, she definitely loves me good.

Thank you for reading! ♡♡

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[spnfanficpond]

September Angel Fish Awards

(New Angel Fish design by @slytherkins!!)

WELCOME TO THIS MONTH’S ANGEL FISH AWARDS

Every month all of you fantastic writers work your asses off to post some truly incredible stories. Our Angel Fish Awards are the way for all of us, as a community of writers and readers, to lift each other up and give praise to those who have captured our attention and deserve a few kind words.

The monthly Angel Fish Awards are peer-nominated, meaning ANYONE IN THE POND CAN NOMINATE ANY POND MEMBER’S FIC. Everyone in this community deserves to be showered with love and feedback, and we hope that this fun, thoughtful award will do just that. 

Be sure to read through this whole post as people who were nominated more than once only had one tag activated for tumblr tagging purposes!

WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, HERE ARE SEPTEMBER’S ANGEL FISH AWARDS!

Nominated by @impalaimagining

From Far Away by @plaid-lover-bay25

This fic is all kinds of sweet. We all know Jensen is perfect and will probably never need glasses to see, no matter what time does to his eyes, but HOO the thought of that man looking over the brim of his glasses when he looks up from his book to meet your eyes? Even if it’s through a screen? Count me ALL the way in.

Silver Lining  by @luci-in-trenchcoats

All I want for the rest of my life is to be right in the moment that exists within this fic. It’s so warm and cozy, even if it does get a bit overheated at times with all that shared body heat. I will gladly accept a few uncomfortably sweaty moments if it means having the two of them just like this.

Pit Stop by @stusbunker

This made me feel so many things. Honestly, it’s thrilling to think about hiding in plain sight like this. 10/10 would recommend public sex with Dean, even if it does mean the occasional scrape from the tree bark.

Nominated by @emilyshurley

Beautiful Ghosts by  @herstarburststories 

Okay picture this, me holding my cup of tea in the morning, crying my eyes out as I’m reading this. Because that’s exactly what happened. 

( Ahh… the angst in this one. This fic left me in tears. Can’t wait to read more parts.) ((submitted twice))

Calm after the storm by @thegirlwhorunswithwinchesters

An adorable Dean fluff. There is something so comforting about how Dean interacts with the reader.

How not to kill someone by @myinconnelly1

A short but chaotic fic and is totally worth the read.

What a wonderful world by @wingedcatninja

The imagery is so great, you can almost feel everything  Sam must be feeling.

A little trip by @mariekoukie6661

Though I have never been inside an Ikea I had a constant smile on my face reading this. And now my face hurts…

Nominated by @waywardnerd67

Mr Pretty Face by @carryonmywaywardcaptain

I want to nominate @carryonmywaywardcaptain Mr. Pretty Face. This was the most adorable fic in the world. Jordan aka Cap is getting her groove back and the world should be graced by her talents! Plus she’s just an awesome person.

Nominated by @sorenmarie87

No More Living A Lie by @fictionalabyss

I know it’s an older fic but the idea of Cas and reader being in a fake relationship (I’d say more but it gives away the story) is fantastic.  

The Real Deal by @firefly-in-darkness

I’m no stranger to reading smut but holy crap!  After a hunt, all you wanna do is sleep but your friend sends you something… and you can’t help yourself.  I don’t know what else to say besides that you should check it out.  

Flesh - January Jingle by @myinconnelly1

I still need to listen to the song this fic is based off of but damn.  This one is great~~ Definitely leaves you wanting more.  

Nominated by @mariekoukie6661

Know How It Feels by @supernatural-jackles

I love that one because then the boys would understand what cramps feel like for real!

Some Kind of Sadness by @supernatural-jackles

I love this one because Jen just writes all the emotion so well!!

That’s Alpha or Sir To You, Baby Girl by @sorenmarie87

Dawn worked so hard on this one!! It’s so good!! I just love the fluff and the domestic!!

What’s The Little Guys Name by @sorenmarie87

The Weechester, the little banter between everyone! My heart!! I love this so much!

Nominated by @fictionalabyss

The Way You Lie by @cockslut-padalecki 

 this one hit the nail on the head. How you can know with ever fiber of your being that you need to leave, run, but you find yourself right back there.

Wanna Help A Girl Out? by @sorenmarie87

“Now, will you be a good girl and get on your knees for me?  I believe you owe me something…” that last line had me demanding, nay screaming, for more.

Bikini Inspector  by sorenmarie87 

because sometimes it’s just fun to mess with a guy.

Pineapple and Pizza  by @cloverhighfive 

STILL SCREAMING ABOUT THAT CLIFFHANGER lol. Seriously, though. I don’t dive too deep into ships usually, but I LOVED this little series.

All The Good Girls Go To Hell. (Prologue - chapter 9)  by @cockslut-padalecki 

This fucking series. Holy shit. The smut = perfection and the jealousy and need are on fucking point. Hell yes. this is a must read. a filthy, dirty, must read.

Nominated by @ellewritesfix05​

Don't Test Your Luck  by @downanddirtydean

All the smutty goodness that you could possibly need. The attention to detail, the way it flows seamlessly, the heart-stopping fluff. It’s a total hit and literally one of my favorite fics I’ve ever read! I adore everything Lydia writes and this is simply a must-read.

Homework Help  by @downanddirtydean

Lydia is an amazing writer and talented creator. College-me had a heart attack reading this! It’s so delicious and naughty! 100/10 would recommend!

Life For Rent Chapter 27 by @winchest09

The entirety of Life For Rent is absolutely amazing. Tabby is extremely talented and creative, but this particular chapter is just so wonderfully written, I think it deserves a spotlight. The whole time, you can see yourself in the moment. The way she captures and conveys emotion is nothing short of genius.

Nominated by @mrswhozeewhatsis

His Property by @negans-lucille-tblr

I’m nominating this whole dang series, plus both of the sequels!! Yeah, it’s smutty, but it also gets into the psychological issues, especially in the third series, Her Property. There is some possibly triggering content in the first series, which is discussed throughout the second and third, so if that could be a problem, then you might want to skip it. If you’re not easily triggered, though, this is a great story. And the smut is primo, too!!

The Last Visit by @laxe-from-outer-space 

Well, crap, guys. This one just hurts. Talk about taking my heart out back and beating the crap out of it. If you’ve got the tissues handy, definitely give this one a read!

Nominated by @manawhaat

About Bar Fights and Moobs by @cajunquandary

This is a perfect example of the ridiculousness that seems to follow the Winchesters everywhere. This is totally believable and gave me a good laugh.

Keep Me Company by @butiaintgonnaloveem

I’ll never get over how spot on this is for Ketch. It not only shows us a side we don’t get enough of on the show, but it also just shows a whole other side of him that feels so incredibly real and part of his layered persona. 

Calm by @winchesterswoonathon

This is a seriously lovely series about John and all those feelings he has the power to evoke in the people around him. It’s everything I love about him all mashed into a fucking delightful story. 

You Ever by @luci-in-trenchcoats

One of the things I love about Dean is his willingness to be there and help others when they’re having a hard time. He’s the ultimate comfort buddy and this fic is a prime example of his loyalty and sincerity. It’s a little sad but it’s sweet and comforting even in the angst. 

Nominated by @myinconnelly1

The Baby In The Impala by @a-fallen-angel-with-a-shotgun

 DADDY!DEAN!!!! to the max. This was so sweet, I can't even word properly!

One Room Left by @luci-in-trenchcoats

The amount of fluff present in the fic overwhelmed me

Imagine Getting A Sunburn by luci-in-trenchcoats​

Some cute fluff right here and nothing else needs said, read it

Dirty Little Secret by @hardcoresupernatural

 This had the trinity! Hot as fuck, adorable as all get out, and funny as shit. Read it!

Love Me Or Leave Me by @princessmisery666​

 This hurt so much and i wanted to cry. It had that feeling of being real.

Daddy’s A Superhero by @msmarvelouswinchester

Being a parent is hard and hearing a child of any age say they hate you is so hurtful. This was written so well.

Loving You by @emilyshurley​

I will never have enough good things to say about @emilyshurley but this fic was so hurtful and i'm still mad at her.

Finding Dean Masturbating In Your Room by @carryonmywaywardwriters​

 Very dirty and very hot!

Because Of Mistletoe by @idreamofplaid​

Happy half christmas drabble!

Halfway by @holylulusworld​

Dude i was crying so hard.  I just can't even talk about it.

The Frog Prince - or How To Kiss the Impala by holylulusworld

SO CUTE!!!! Absolutely adorable and i love protective!dean

Enough Both Of You by @fictionalabyss​

HOLY FUCKING SHIT this was so dirty and wrong and i love it!

Fatherless Son by fictionalabyss

I really like this series it was exactly what i think of for step!dad Dean!! chef's kiss 

You’re Home Early by fictionalabyss

This was just fun.  They both knew it was bad but they both loved it!

Risky by fictionalabyss

Alright look, if you ever post anything like this again, i want to be tagged.  I will make the fucking time for this every goddamn day!  So wrong, i love it

Finally by @there-must-be-a-lock​

super well written.  it felt so real to the characters and it was incredibly hot

A Huntress In The King of Hell’s Court by @crashdevlin​

I love when time travel is incorporated well in a fic, and this is exactly what i'm talking about!

Fan Mail by @waywardnerd67​

I can't not deal with my emotions on this fic.  It is so fluffy and i'm here for all of it 

One Night Changes Everything by @a-winchester-fairytale​

This ride was so hard i couldn't even comment on ever part.  I just had to rush through the whole thing so i could find out what would happen. 

Mated In The Darkness by @mummybear​

There are not enough words in the world to explain why i loved this fic so much!

Caught In The Act by mummybear

It's smut people.  Its dirty and fucking amazing smut!

Thank you all for the awesome work and great feedback!

These are not actual awards! This system is set up so everyone in the pond has a chance to share the love and promote a fic/author that has grabbed your attention. The more people that participate, and the more everyone remembers to submit their own fics after posting, the better this will be :D

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN, KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK, AND AS ALWAYS, HAPPY WRITING!

[carryonmywaywardcaptain]

Everything’s a Seger Song

CarryOnCap’s Masterlist

Summary: On a night out at the bar, you try to convince Dean to do karaoke. He ends up putting on a performance you never would have imagined.

Warnings: FLUFF (Karaoke, but without the drunken shenanigans. Sorry, friends!); wingman Sammy :)

A/N: Apparently I have an obsession with drunk Winchester shenanigans and karaoke? Stay tuned because I’m seriously considering making a masterlist for such fics. lol 

“No.”

“Yes.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

“Y/N, I’m not gonna freaking--”

“Please, Dean?” you cut him off and pressed your hands together, begging him to give karaoke a shot. “I promise it’s so much more fun than it looks. And you’re the one who wanted a night out with me and Sammy--karaoke in front of a bunch of drunk strangers is a non-negotiable right of passage.”

Dean cocked an eyebrow and shook his head as he looked at Sam.

“She’s got a point,” he agreed, pushing himself up from his stool. “Be right back. Anybody need another?”

You and Dean each raised a hand, turning your attention back to one another as Sam disappeared into the crowd.

“I don’t sing,” Dean said, tipping his head back to finish off the rest of his beer.

“You don’t have to be good,” you tried again. “It’s just for fun! And the fact that it’s in front of strangers means you’ll never see any of them again.”

“Well, I’m not drunk enough for that.”

“I can fix that,” you grinned.

"Still not happening, sweetheart.”

Sam was back at the table in no time at all, wordlessly taking a seat as he looked between the two of you. 

“Dude, what the hell?” Dean waved his arms and motioned at the empty space in front of his brother.

“What?” Sam asked.

“I thought you were going to get more drinks.”

“Oh, right. Plans changed,” he smirked, taking a drink as he peeked at you over his bottle.

“What the hell does that mean?” Dean asked.

Sam ignored him, turning his attention to the stage when the audience began applauding an older gentleman who had just finished a very off-key performance of Fly Me to the Moon. The three of you joined in on the applause, even though you’d tuned him out before he even made it through the first chorus. 

Another man appeared onstage and glanced at his a clipboard before addressing the bar. “Alright, looks like next up we have a, uh...Dean Winchester doing Bob Seger’s ‘Living Inside My Heart.’“

The crowd cheered and Dean’s face went pale as Sam doubled over laughing. Dean grimaced, slouching in his seat while adamantly refusing to go up to the mic.

“Dean Winchester? You still out there somewhere?” The man called again.

“He’s over here!” Sam yelled, standing and pointing at Dean. 

When he made no attempts to move, the crowd began chanting “Get up there” and you couldn’t help but join in.

“Sammy, I’m gonna kill you,” he groaned, finally rising from his seat.

“Hey, man--you said everything’s a Seger song to you. Now here’s a real test for that. I think you’ll thank me for the song choice later.”

Dean shook his head, keeping his eyes on the floor as he slowly trudged toward the stage. He climbed the steps, staring out at the crowd with a timid, forced smile. In all the time you’d known him, you’d never seen Dean so nervous.

Wrapping one hand around the stand, he carefully adjusted microphone so that it was level with his mouth. The sound of a piano and a periodic drumbeat filled the speakers. After several seconds, he took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and began to sing.

When the sun came up this morning

And she smiled her smile for me

I felt it for the first time

Something deep inside of me

Unable to help your gaping reaction, you whipped your head toward Sam with wide eyes. Instead of the same shocked expression you wore, his wide grin told you that he was well aware of his brother’s talent. 

Of all the times you and the boys had cranked the volume and sung along in the car, you’d never had any idea that Dean could sing like this. His voice was deep, rich, and bluesy-- captivating everyone in the room with his heartfelt rendition.

So you can take your midnight ramblin' boys

And you can keep your winding roads

She's livin' inside my heart now

Livin' inside

As he surveyed the crowd, you could visibly see him growing more comfortable with each lyric he belted out. 

A table of people who appeared to be college-age raised their glasses, swaying back and forth and bobbing their heads with the beat. They had clearly had a lot to drink, but that didn’t change how deeply his performance was affecting them. How the entire audience seemed to revere every note.

When his green eyes met yours, something in his gaze made it impossible for you to look away.

Oh there's an easiness about her

There's a softness in her way

But she gets me through the hard times

We get closer everyday

I know I'll never be alone now boys

Cause even if I'm far away

She's livin' inside my heart now

Livin' inside

Yeah

The words stirred butterflies in your stomach. 

You and Dean had always flirted with one another, having some unspoken bond that was much deeper than friendship. Both of you knew it, but neither had acted on it for fear of how things might change between you. 

But there was something undeniably intimate about the way he was looking at you as he sang. Something that made you feel like each lyric served as a sincere admission from him. 

And I don't know what I did to deserve her

But I'll tell you this my friend

I'm never gonna lose her

Never gonna lose her

Cause every night...

You felt the crowd’s eyes on you as they began to pick up on the exchange between you and Dean, but you didn’t care. Swallowing the lump in your throat, you choked back the emotions swelling inside of you.

As his song drew to a close and he delivered the last few lines, everyone in the bar rose to their feet to give him a standing ovation. You and Sam cheered the loudest, earning a bright smile from him that was vastly different from the apprehensive expression he wore when he began.

“So...you signed Dean up?” you asked Sam slowly.

“Yep.”

“And you knew he could sing...like that?”

“Sure did.”

You pursed your lips and stole a glance at Dean, who had walked off the stage and was slowly making his way through the bar. You watched as he shook hands and thanked each person who approached him before you turned to Sam with one last question.

“And the song?”

“That was on purpose too.” He grinned at you and winked before nodding toward his brother. “Now go get that Travelin’ Man.”

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