Hi, I dont know if you remember that there was an anon who was making a playlist for mim? well its me again, I wouldnt say that I finished the playlist (since I want add more songs until the fic is finished), but I'm very excited to share so i leave you the link and walk away, i hope u like it bye 😸
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/16616yZ4wYvUwCcmwFno4p?si=OBs3OFdUTD6ccKyBMVx5SQ
OH MY GOD !!!!! AAAAAAAAA !!!!!
this is a small detail but im so obsessed with the photo u used for the cover !! omg !! it's stained glass magnolias !!!
thank you so so much this is literally one of the nicest things in the whole world <3333
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letting you know, i physically teared up about the idea of the tangled cast just growing old together. in love, happy- just together with friends, family, and lovers.
crying about it now thinkning about it. i hope a curse of happiness befalls you bitch, hugs and smootches. fuck.
YOU GET ME. THIS IS LITERALLY HOW I FEEL ABT THEM EVERY DAY. i hope joy and contentment literally courses through your veins and i hope you explode because you are just so happy about these fuckers. they all play board games together every friday night and have silly little code words so they always know when someone needs space or a little extra tlc. they understand everything abt each other. i can not imagine a universe where they are separated in any way. some of their lives are literal tragedies but no matter WHAT they have each other and they feel safe and comforted just through that alone. i need to squeeze them like little stress balls. they are the only found family to ever exist actually.
btw i AM posting this just so i can remember to doodle some things for it later. be prepared for that.
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smth that ive thought abt n that i dont think ive ever seen touched upon is how similar bea n lilith should be in terms of life experience. like we know canonically that bea never drank. probs never went to a party, or rave or anything like that. didnt have partners most likely, probs never had her first kiss before ava n stuff. theres a lot of first times that beatrice probably experiences cuz of ava in s2, a lot of just. normal regular first times, things teenagers or young adults do, maybe college students, whatever. the most freedom she had was when she was younger, when she "was stepping out of line" as she said, probs doing child things n being dumb, ofc.
lilith is probably the same, except even worse. because i think she was taught to be the warrior nun as soon as possible. bea was actively repressing herself; lilith doesnt even acknowledge theres anything to repress. shes just the future warrior nun, not a mere 12 year old. shes a sister warrior, not just your average 16 year old. as long as her parents were there to watch, she is nothing but a legacy. and i do think lilith had her rebellious phase, ofc. but i dont think it was while she was living with her parents, or even when she was a minor. she knew to make all those obedient, nice years count and as soon as she left for good, she declared she was a new girl, n she would now do things she wanted to do. except... she cant.
she still has to train to be a warrior nun. sure she read books, non religion books. but the guilt of not upholding her end of the bargain of being born in her family as the next in line warrior nun would soon overcome her, n she would drop it. "i'll read it in the future" "i'll try that when im older n independent" its smth all teens, especially teen girls think. when im older, i'll be free. but lilith is not allowed that at all. she knows she likes things... but can she even allow herself the time to enjoy them?? can she watch movies in peace? can she go out, maybe make friends, go on cafe dates, go to the cinema, go shopping? without thinking abt her destiny? can she??? is she allowed peace???
lilith wanted to be free, cuz she thought it was only her parents holding her down. little did she know, while her parents built her cage, she was painting it finished. with how she was raised, lilith was never thought to feel *her* emotions as lilith, but only as warrior nun. n even if her parents ever allowed her peace, she wouldnt have taken it. shes going to be the warrior nun. she has to be. what else is she, but that?
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honestly mary strikes me as the type of person who wouldn’t want to have kids at all because she knows just how dangerous and fucked up the world is and she’d be terrified to bring a child into that world. which makes me think....the angels must’ve intervened there too, lulling her into wanting kids so they could get their perfect vessels, which is just so messed up and cruel. but then, once dean’s born and in her arms she does love him fiercely and is incredibly protective of him and i think that’s why she continues to hunt in secret. because she wants to protect her kids and she wants to at least try to make the world safer for them. but she’ll never, ever raise them to be hunters and she’ll never, ever force that life onto them like it was forced onto her.
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y’all I am drunk as fuck but i am fed the fuck up. i am like hopelessly into this guy in our friend group bc he is so kind and wonderful and attractive and unfortunately he has decided that i am the one person to trust abt his love life and so i must apparently sit through him explaining his struggles with another girl while i am SUFFERING
like he is just so sweet and kind and YES it is a crush and yes i am putting him on a pedestal but he is nothing but kind and sweet to me and it definitely seems like he is flirting with me sometimes but i definitely cannot tell and he does talk abt this girl that he is very into OFTEN (she is for sure not me) and it’s driving me crazy i am so heart broken
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