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aight, aside from the fact that 3 houses by Dave Malloy is now gonna Haunt My Waking Thoughts For The Week...
nah, that's it. The only pandemic play I can get behind. Proper amount of drunken revelry, fantastic amount of fairytale allegory, Yes She Does Smoke Weed, vindictive dragon spirits and knockoff tom nooks, cairns of amazon boxes, The Ending, The Set, The Parallels...
and the wolf. Gods help me, but I wanna kiss the wolf on his broken-toothed maw. dance with him. ask him for a metal straw. I'd be a furry for that wolf in his stupid knit sweater.
(And then, the harmonieeeeees my love, they're so perfect and ugly and pretty and the genre shifts and and and)
#I can go on#pleaasee ask me to go on#everybody with the ability to get tickets see this show#Signature does student tix for like 16 bucks seriously#regular tix I think are pretty cheap for theater too#During work breaks my roommates just gonna hear a faint “me and my weed and my currant wine...” humming out of my bed#cast album isn't even on spotify yet I cry#it's so good you guys#it's so so so good like you have to understand#I'm shaking you by the shoulders and staring deep into your eyes with the deranged glint of a starving madman#you want to see this show#you need to see this show#the world around me is breaking and crumbling and burning#and I'm gonna be stumbling through its ashes in a daze thinking about the Fucking Spider Above The Cairn#The pigs will be breaking my and mine's bodies over their knee on the fucking “free speech lawn”#and I'll be in the corner thinking about Mr. Malloy's Use Of Polyphony#100 out of 10 would recommend#it runs through June please support good art#when the world is depressing this is the stuff that makes us remember the light#go see it#Dave Malloy#3 Houses#Three Houses#pandemic fiction#theater#musicals#If I have to start this fandom by myself I Will#“three strangers with their pinkies entwined...”#<3
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Had a moment today that exemplifies how my family thinks but like, in a way that’s just very sad and makes me glad I don’t think that way.
Showed a relative the amazing painting that friend did for me, and her first response was “you’d be able to sell that for some good money!!!”
Like. No????
For months I’ve discussed this creative trade with this friend, we’ve talked about what the other wants, we’ve gotten excited about it and traded progress pics as we work on it for each other, gotten stoked over making plans to get to the post office and seeing the other finally get it, and it’s just been a very wholesome and very fun project. It took six weeks for us to complete these projects, and now I have something on display in my room that makes me very happy, that’s objectively beautiful, and that I know a friend put a lot of effort into making for me and was THRILLED when I adored it.
And my family’s immediate line of thinking is “make a few quid from it lol”.
I can’t imagine the headspace it must take to go through life like that.
#I mean same relative said something similar when I met Nikki Sixx#very long story short he was my idol growing up his music got me through a lot#got to meet him on MC’s ‘final tour’ in 2015#I was 18 I was so nervous but so thrilled#he was so insanely kind to my teenage self#listened intently when I explained how his music got me through a lot#and how I was setting out to become a writer even tho my fam disapproved#he encouraged me he gave me the pick he used to play that entire gig#he liked our pic together on IG and encouraged me and was INSANELY lovely on FB when I later posted a pic of my tattoo of his autograph#(and if u kno him u kno he gets prickly on social media to folk who deserve it so like)#just went completely above and beyond to encourage me and be so so SO kind#I excitedly tell this same relative about it all#I’m on cloud 9 bc my idol encouraged me to chase my dreams#this same relative got angry at me because I didn’t ask him for tickets to their final ever show in LA#like#this man just proved the saying of never meet your heroes entirely wrong#he repeatedly went out of his way to be kind to me#when all he really had to do was smile and pose for a photo and sign my shit#and she wanted me to then ask him to fly me out to a sold out gig for free#like he would have told me to fuck off and it would’ve ruined the entire thing#bc it’s just such a glaring display of ungratefulness and I’d never be weird enough to ask anyway#and she was LIVID with me insisting ‘you don’t get it you don’t ask!!!!!’#and this was ten years ago and this exchange today just showed me nothing has changed#like how can you just cheapen the value of things like this to make a few quid or to go to a free concert#I couldn’t live that way#and she consistently alienated people from her and can never work out why#it’s honestly just very sad
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fit for hozier concert:
massive fucking palestinian flag 🔥🔥🔥🔥
#they're gonna have to wrestle it off me#and ive got a pin and shit too#im like the guy with endless hankies up his sleeves but its just palestinian flags on various items i have assorted#anyway im so fucking exited#my friend booked us tickets for my birthday i love her so much#this was a while ago when i was a super big hozier fan#im not anymore bc of how weak his stance on palestine has been#(how tf do you write butchered tongue and then not be relentlessly pro palestine??)#but i cant be like yo im not going to the show you spent ages saving up for. so#we're both going but we're bringing placards and flags and shit 💪💪#palestine#free palestine#israel#gaza#hozier
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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad
#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries#it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc#ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop#like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions#cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt#you know how it goes#vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own#students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country#until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem#this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL#our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny#vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa#i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med#expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc#anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history#i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc#theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly#being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her#lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao#years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth#cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess#but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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Because op doesn't allow rb I'm going to have to make my own post to add my comments in the tags
#funny thing just happened#i was on a call with my friends and one of them said:#bc we're all on vacation we need to see each other and go out#i was like: wait. we are??? since when? why did no one tell me?#i do not think any one of them is in vacation BUT we do have this weekend free#even our friend who's a state away. too bad he is a state away lol#but the rest of us decided to go to a Japanese festival that apparently will have sake tasting 👀#limited entry so we bought ticket for this sunday#👌#that is all#zey rants
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ive been in this place for so long that i get special treatment from basically everyone😗✌🏼
#on the one hand its cool bc i get a free pass for some stuff#on the other. it reminds me of how long ive been here and it depresses me😭#rn the special privilege is being able to send pdfs i need printed instead of having to use a pen drive#when i asked the woman literally told me ' bc youre you yes you can send it'#like hiiiiii thank u so much#im also on speaking terms w all the security guards most of the cooks and some of the cleaning ladies like😭😭😭😭😭#oh i also got a (1€) discount another day when i went to buy a lunch ticket#bc they knew me so they like. debated if they should give me the 'insider' price or the outsider price#bc the ticket wasnt for me it was for a friend but i had to pick it up. in the end i got the insider price bc i went to get the ticket#instead of my friend. anyways😭 how do u want me to leave when im treated like this here..... its gonna be so hard for me when i leave LMAO#(which will hopefully be next yr)#z xarre
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#mine#wndr#originally had tickets for yesterday and when we showed up yesterday they weren’t open yet….#I didn’t get the email#and I bought them a while ago so I was like .#but they let us in and gave us free tokens and we talked to them for a bit and watched people setting up the decorations#was actually pretty cool and they said we can come back tomorrow instead of waiting until next wk even though it was sold out#obviously their favorites#they’re all so fucking nice in there though it’s crazy the girl even gave us extra time in one of the rooms#wasnt even a fully wasted trip yesterday tho we walked around the commons and got portraits drawn and bonded with the guy lol#anyways the place is cool#one of them got my motion sickness a lil bit but I still loved it#I’m in a Taco Bell coma goodbye
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#i'm going to say something that's very wrong on so many levels but i need you guys to stay with me okay remember i'm sometimes cool#...... alright here it goes#i think i'm becoming a timothee chalamet fan simply because he's regulus black's fancast#before you say anything. I KNOW!!!!!!!!! i'm not proud of any of it but#i was talking to my friends abt how apparently timothee was considered for saltburn and they were like ''yeah i don't think he'd be able to#and i got so defensive so quickly and said ''he can do anything. what do you mean.''#and it was shocking because i think i'd only seen him in little women and i don't spend much time thinking about him other than his snl ski#with boygenius!! and sometimes he shows up on my fyp but i never cared#but then it clicked..... he's regulus black#like in my head he IS regulus i think abt regulus and it's timothee they're the same person#so when people are mean to him theyre mean to regulus#and the current fandom understanding of regulus is so!!!!!!! we love complex characters we love non canon compliance we love stubborn shits#and now i'm rereading crimsom rivers because i love pain apparently#and i went to see wonka bc i have free tickets and i love musicals and the whole time i was like#🥰 that's blorbo from my fanfics#SICK IN THE HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#wonka is the least regulus character too but I KNOW someone must have done edits using that movie#i'm sorry i had to get this out of my system (louis reference) SOMEWHERE
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#also really hope louis’ team has something up their sleeves to get fan excitement up for the release week because boy is this weak and they#really should do better to ramp it up#post tiktoks with tiny snippets of the songs and having the fans guess what song it is for example#or something to boost fan engagement because ive been through many impending album releases in this fandom and this is not it#the excitement is quite mild#they did a big push for bigger than me and a lot of it seemed to me to be for promo rather than for the single#there was scarcely anything new for out of my system in the sense that the questions are still the same as they were for btm#they are circulating the same old and it’s not interesting for many people to watch and then they manage to sneak in babygate always and in#quite ridiculous senses like him listening the album first and stuff and while i still think there’s a reason for this (and i’ve spoken#about what i think may be happening with that and with the reasons for it before so i’ll not repeat myself)#but it just alienates more and more people and with the promo being repetitive there’s nothing much to outweight it for many people#and unfortunately since louis himself is saying he does not care for charts the fans are not very motivated to stream and do listening#parties as they used to be when getting to number 1 was encouraged and by the boys and desirable#plus imho they messed up the tour announcement and sale which shouldve come after the album comes out because people will know what they’re#buying tickets for#but anyway i wonder whether there’s something up still with sabotage of louis and radios not playing him and stuff#because despite the emphasis on him being free and in control there are so many old patterns recurring that it’s incongruent#im really excited for the album and the music and the direction louis is going to take artistically and creatively#but some things about his promo still seem very off#especially knowing what an astute businessman he is and just how deep an understanding he has#of his fanbase as well as the GP and marketing#also i really do think it’s purposeful they’re building on chicago and danielle associations and ramping up babygate and that E is out#for good
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jenny holzer inflammatory essays <3 i stood on the stairs and read every single one (there aren’t as many as it looks. each one is on here on about two columns, i think. still a long time to stand there) and i was in the way and people had to walk around me but i was like psssh this is an art gallery if they’re gonna display art here then i’m gonna look at it here. and then afterward i went up and stood by the barrier above the stairs and actually i could read the text reasonably well. so. maybe i did not in fact have to stand in everybody’s way. but whatever
#had fun at the gallery but it was also so so exhausting & also it was a nightmare getting home & now i’ve been home for close to 3 hours but#i’m still soooo tired#but i’ve showered!!#but like i only made it through one collection exhibit & one artist exhibit. or whatever they’re called#there are like. 4 of the first one and 2 of the second one. i think#that’s not even counting all the paid exhibits. here i was thinking i’d get through the free stuff & then see if i could get tickets to some#thing else if i had time & felt like it#i spent two hours in that one section.#and like it was nice i got to see everything in there but oh my god#and there’s TWO tate museums in london. i didn’t know this until this morning!#i was thinking oh maybe i get through the tate modern today & i hit the tate britain tomorrow. a nice weekend of art#no. literally no#god i need to be travelling i haven’t left london at ALL i’m running out of time! but also i want to do this!#i’ve been thinking i’ll do a single day in oxford at least#but if i can’t do the tate modern in a day how can i do a whole city in a day…#and i want to go to SCOTLAND. when will i go to scotland!!!#but i have 6 days of vacation i still need to use at some point. so maybe that’s what i’ll do with them#i also have one day scheduled only because i’m going somewhere the night before & don’t want to work the next day#so maybe i go back to the gallery that day….#post tag
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today i played piano for the first time in over a year !!
wrist = hurt
heart = happy <3
#pers#i am soooo happy that it seems like i haven’t forgotten all of it!!#i mean my skills are veerryyyy basic but i’m so relieved i somewhat retained them#it’s so funny actually - uni summer break started only two weeks ago which means i only have work until midday#and then i’m free the rest of the day#and now that i suddenly have free time i manage to write 25k words and make music again#who would have GUESSED that being stressed out eats up your energy??#and when you’re not you can suddenly create again ???#wild stuff#anyway - song of choice today was taylor swifts the 1#in honour of my bestie being a legend and getting us tickets for the eras tour :(((
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hhhhh why are symphony tickets so expensive >.<
#I would desperately love to see an actual performance of The Messiah this year#and—what luck!—there’s one in my town!!#exCEPT the tickets are $40 apiece. and I simply cannot justify that kind of money for that specific purchase when I am saving for college.#besides—even if I *did* decide I could just not get coffee for like the rest of the holidays and buy the ticket#I’d never be able to convince anyone else in my family to also spend that much and go with me#even tho my sister told me in earnest the other day that she’d really love to go to a performance someday#and my mom has mentioned on and off for years that she went to one once and would totally go again bc of how cool it was#also it’s doubly frustrating to me bc right smack in the middle of the orchestra’s website homepage there’s a big message#about how the orchestra can only continue to perform for the city if people continue to take an interest#and how they’re funded mostly thru ticket sales and really need people to buy tickets to keep them going#and I UNDERSTAND I’m not demanding that you give us these things for free!! art should be paid for!! I agree!!#but I simply cannot pay that *much*#it’s very disheartening bc I /want/ to support the arts I /want/ to experience beauty for myself but I CANNOT#entirely due to my efforts to be reasonable and think carefully about the future and avoid going into debt for the sake of my education#which is why I’m living at home working 45 hr weeks in retail all thru the holidays a year after I had planned to be at college#sorry I am not trying to bellyache and complain 😅🙃 simply sad and disappointed bc I was very much hoping to get to go see The Messiah#performed live in the our great big huge beautiful old Catholic Church downtown 🙃#mobile#gurt says stuff
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"Omg, can't belive they made sad cancer movie but for gay people" <- cried like a little bitch
#Spoiler Alert: the hero dies#I'm tired of the way cancer is used as a plot device a lot of the time#like the way it's romanticised or treated as an easy way to evoke emotion from the audience#so when I heard this was a cancer film i was thinking it was going to be like. the fault in our stars but gay#but NO#it was actually... pretty damn good?#my mum and I scored free tickets to a preview screening through a pride charity#idk If it's out in cinemas in other countries yet?#anyway wow what a way to cap off my first day of tafe#ham rambles
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Wooo finally got all the currently available (alts not included 8U) 十二天将 zodiac girls (/ o v o)/ 9/12. 3 more to be released for them to be complete and points Andira (monkey) is there twice because I have her summer alt 8U)b
#had to spark some and used a pick ticket but they’re here!#poses sparks are a free banner character/summon pick with 300 draws#A pick ticket you can get if you trade in 150 gold moons#You get gold moons when you get duplicates of ssr character weapons#You can also trade in points from raids for one gold moon once a month#Am 1/3 of the way to my 3rd pick ticket! And I still have my second ovo#Hard to pick there are so many characters 8’U
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Idunno if you take art requests, but if so- csn you draw Mayday && Zuke doin' something cute together? :D
I'm sorry, but I don't do requests except during follower milestones, and we're about 70 followers away from the next one~
#i was gonna put an old sketch here as a consolation#but i actually don't draw them together that often >m<#i did sketch them in the upa style together#but that's one of the sketches i wanted to finish first before posting so i can't share that one yet#on the topic of requests though#i've considered just axeing that celebration entirely#only one person made a request last time UmU#so i figured you guys just really don't care about it#and plenty of people saw/interacted with that post#but only a single person asked for anything#...y'all know it's okay to ask for a request if you've already gotten one in the past right?#it's not a single use ticket (well it's single use during the event but you get a new ticket for every new event so-to-speak)#i hate to be so melodramatic about it#but it hurt my ego a bit~#if i can't get y'all to want my art when it's free#then i have no hope of selling it either...
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