#which is SO weird

[mimidroolz]

Tried to keep his face proportions close to the show ^^

[cynicalrainbows]

Who is else is absolutely vibrating with anticipation for the Girls In Love sequel to be released?

[wawataka]

I FINALLY FOUND MY FUCKING COMFORT NOT-REALLY-A-BINDER GUYS LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOO

[jamessunderlandgf]

man. once i grasp how to use photoshop its over for u hoes (i want to make my friends things) cs i want to return the favor for those bday cake asks so bad i just have literally never done it outside of making my silly little oc headers

[fairyhaos]

he's so so beautiful pls this isn't fair

[starssystem]

The view from our fancy ass suite that my job is paying for lmaooo it's like a whole apartment!!

Y'all I've never had a job that paid me to go on trips I feel like a big kid ☺️

[arseniccattails]

sometimes easy to forget that minis are literally smaller than adult humans.

[zytes]

this manatee looks like it’s in a skyrim loading screen

[cowboylikedean]

I really am getting the life I deserve except the fact my mom is dead aren't I

[teethpaste]

my brain is broken fr

I’ve been texting one of my FWB while I’ve been gone and like nothing even flirty just catching up etc bc we are FRIENDS (ok besides one back and forth where we planned to play hooky from work + see long legs + have a little afternoon delight palette cleanser)

When I get back I know I have to spend time at my childhood home watching the family dog instead of going back to my apartment bc the rest of my family is staying in Ireland. I had mentioned I wanted to see him soon - and started thinking about how I’m gonna take monday off and go to the pool

Before I told him I was thinking to myself hmmm that could be so fun hanging with him! And I was thinking hmm you know what, I miss him, And then as soon as I invited him and he was excited to come and said yes, I felt anxious!

Like what is wrong with me that I want attention and for someone to like me/enjoy spending time with me and then as soon as they do I get the ick. I used to be so anxiously attached and now I feel like I did a 180 degree flip and I’m avoidant as hell. Or I’m just bad at doing FWBs. But I feel like something is wrong with me bc now when I sleep with people I don’t feel anything after, I don’t get a little crush. I think hey that was fun. I wonder if that will change again for me eventually. It’s also just weird bc I’ve never let him spend the night and he’s gonna crash at my childhood home???

Anyways, it will be fun getting to hang and swim etc but tell me why the below text exchange turned me off what the hell is wrong with me!!! I literally invited him!!

It sounds silly but like in my last long term relationship, my self confidence was SO LOW and I let him disrespect the absolute hell out of me for 3 years bc I truly thought it’s what I deserved. I did so much work in therapy to build it back. But I spent so much time being told by the person I was in love with that I was too needy, too anxious, expected too much, it has really warped how I interact with men. And even if I’ve lost a lot of weight and work out again after my OD, I still hate my body, and receiving a text about a man being excited to see me in a swimsuit (when he has literally seen me butt naked several times) makes me so anxious and turned off I HAAATE IT WTF

[nubs-mbee]

The people against bows becoming a trendy fashion accessory has annoyed me sooo much lately. Saw a tiktok that was like “if you get uncomfortable with us saying wearing bows infantilizes women and supports the patriarchy, it just means you’re uncomfortable with us pointing out you’ve been engaging in a harmful trend/behavior 😌” aaaaaAAAAAAH people online are allergic to nuance

[inkskinned]

this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.

good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.

sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.

so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.

one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.

[fritzmonorail]

Gambit not knowing where the fuck he came from or how he got in the void, because his movie literally doesn’t exist is one of the funniest gags in the movie for me.

[spielzeugkaiser]

Being on the nostalgia train this week really helped stretching my artistic legs again. So here, have some old things and some new! For now I'm done with this.

[bigfatbreak]

Birds of a Feather previous / next

[beybuniki]

they should go on a fishing trip pt.1