#which is fine i just feel sooo fucking awkward

[anotherpapercut]

I've been trying to go to as many local shows as possible lately and I can't get anyone to go with me 😩 one girl even told me she wanted someone to go to shows with and she doesn't even like respond anymore kabdaksb

[wewontbesleeping]

YAY my first swimsuit (I ordered 2!!) came and it fits AND it’s cute

[horrible-oracle]

just a rant cos im anxious af

extremely anxious rn abt a class ill have starting tmrw, which will be online, bc of the coming-out-and-stating-my-name issue.. usually for the firs time we either introduce ourselves or write down our names on a piece of paper so that the teacher/professor knows who's present and absent, and i can just write my deadname in brackets so that they know who i am on their official papers and the student data base on the website or whatever but obvs there won't be any writing down our names during an online class and most likely the teacher will call everyone's name from the list theyve got and i will have to be like yep that's me im present but also uh pls call me this name instead of what you've got there and it is soooooo awkward.... and ive had to do it 2 times b4 but i said the gender neutral version of my name (cos i was to scared!) so ofc they misgendered me and so i don't wanna do that nd say the long masc version of my name instead but like it's so fucking awkward and scary!!!!!!! theoretically i could email the teacher b4 the class but uhhh that's even more weird and awkward and like im almost 100 percent sure it would be ok, like ive had zero issue with any teachers abt my name/pronouns it's just that its extremely awkward and also kinda scary to come out like that esp saying the masc version of my name out loud when it's being checked whos present at the class

[txttletale]

imagine if you like bought a house and the realtor that sold you the house came by and did maintenance every couple months and it was a pretty good arrangement until one day they stopped doing maintenance and things started breaking them and you called them up and they were like 'surprise! we've decided what this house is really missing is a pool so we're going to build a whole new house for you that has a pool we are so excited about this pool' and you were like 'is this a deflection from your sexual harassment lawsuit you're involved in' and they were like 'the pool is going to be so cool!' and hung up and you didn't hear from them for years and then they called you up again and were like 'good news! we've built the new house, why don't you move in' and you were like 'oh, the one with the pool?' and they were like 'wellll yeah but we haven't actually installed the pool yet but when we do it's going to totally transform how you live in your house so you can see the value' and you were like 'i don't know i think i'll stay in this one' and they were like 'hmm yeah sorry actually you can't we're blowing the old house up with dynamite' and you were like 'what? why?' and they were like 'so that you're not split between your old house and the new one' and you were like 'um, fine' and you drove over to the new house and there was no pool or space for a pool and the realtor showed up to gave you the keys and you were like 'this house looks identical to the old one, i don't really understand why you did this' and they were like 'aha! you see, the old house had six rooms, this one has five!' and you were like 'that sounds worse, though' and they were like 'no you see with only five rooms it will be much easier to do maintenance on the house' and you were like 'but you haven't done that for months' and they were like 'yeah that was the old house which we've just blown up with explosives this is the new house' and you were like 'so how's that sexual harassment lawsuit going' and they leaped acrobnatically into their car like a trapeze artist and zoomed away and you went into the house and saw a coin slot on the bathroom door and called them and you could hear the background noise of a courtroom and they said 'yeah so you have to pay five dollars every time you use the bathroom now, it's our new monetization plan' and you were like 'well this is bullshit i feel like this house is just straight up worse' and they were like 'noo listen the pool is going to be so cool it's going to be so good we promise there'll be a diving board and a tiki bar and those water jets that give young people sexual awakenings' and you were like 'well okay' and they were like 'we've been building this pool for four years trust us it's going to be good' and then you didn't hear from them for a long long time except occasionally when they showed up to do maintenance and if you asked about the pool they just winked meaningfully and asked if you wanted to pay a $15/month fee for a bathroom pass giving you unlimited flushes and toilet paper. and this went on for a year until one day you got a voicemail 'dear resident. we're not going to build the pool lol' and you called them back like 'well what the fuck did you demolish my old house for' and they were like 'we actually gave up on the whole pool like two years ago but we did a whole announcement and it would have felt sooo awkward to walk it back' and you were like 'what the fuck have i been paying five dollars to use the toilet for over these last two years!' and they were like 'listen buddy if you don't like it you can buy the bathroom pass' and then they hung up on you . anyway that's what happened with overwatch 2

[chrissv4mp]

get him back! 💘

warnings: vulgar language, smut (p in v, missionary, unprotected sex, cunnilingus), jealous!chris, use of 'y/n', etc.

summary: in which chris was just a summer fling that you couldn't get enough of, and neither could he.

pairing: fem!reader × christopher sturniolo

a/n: literally jumped at the fact that i got to participate in @annamcdonalds67 's writing challenge! first ever comp i've been in🫶🏼 also there's a huge timeskip in this, sooo...

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SUMMER 2023 , day 30

"chris, you can't burp in public places. seriously." you sighed, continuing to walk alongside the boy in the mall.

"why not? it's not hurting anyone," he grumbled, swaying the bag in his freehand back and forth.

"because that's not polite, chris." you swore you were talking to a child sometimes.

chris rolled his eyes, who were you to tell him it wasn't polite?

"fuck, you argue with me about everything." you muttered, giving his hand a gentle squeeze.

chris hadn't heard, and even if he had, he wouldn't answer. his full attention was on some girl talking to her friends. his wandering eyes had always failed him.

her hair was dark, long, and her lips were so full he wished he could--

"chris," your voice pulled him out of his trance, his head quickly snapping toward you.

"yeah?" he smiled softly.

"i'm gonna go to the bathroom, then we can leave." chris nodded, his mind already going back to the girl from earlier.

as soon as you disappeared behind the doors, chris was making his way to the brunette and her friends.

"hey," chris smiled, eyes trained on the brunette.

"hi?" she smiled awkwardly, nudging her friends and making them leave.

"sorry, didn't wanna make your friends leave just now, i just saw you from across the store and... you're really pretty." he said, his smile fading to a smirk.

the girl laughed, "thank you, but seriously? not even gonna ask my name?"

"shit, sorry! what was your name?" he chuckled, eyes going down to her lips.

"chloe," she replied, crossing her arms over each other.

chris nodded, "pretty name for a pretty girl. i'm chris, nice to meet you."

"nice to meet you, as well. uh, sorry, weird question," chris hummed, urging her to continue.

"how tall are you?" chloe smiled sweetly, eyeing chris up and down.

"six-foot-two," chris lied, biting the inside of his cheek.

your hand on his shoulder was what caught his attention, "nice try, chris."

he turned around, his cheeks flushing of embarrassment as he stared down at you, "hey, y/n."

ignoring him, you looked over at chloe, giving her an awkward smile before pushing past chris.

"i'm sorry about him. and i assure you that he's not six-foot-two." you sighed, flashing her another quick smile before dragging chris out of the mall.

chris stayed silent as you scolded him in the car, was he serious?

"you are so embarrassing chris, and, god, you need to get yourself in check. flirting with another girl while dating me? seriously?" you scoffed, driving out of the parking lot.

you should've left him a long time ago, honestly, but he was so much fun and he had such weird friends.

and plus, he would take out you and your friends to parties every other night. they were always a good time, it felt as if they never ended.

"i'm sorry, ma," he muttered, placing his hand on your thigh and gently squeezing it.

"i can make it up to you tonight. me, nate, and a couple other friends are going out to a club," chris said quietly, a smile growing on his face.

you stayed silent. even if the invitation did sound nice, you were still pissed at chris.

"c'mon, don't be like that, ma. i know you want to." he muttered, his thumb running over your thigh softly.

fuck it, it was just one night without talking about your feelings. plus, you needed something fun to do, "fine."

chris smiled brightly, "y'know i learned some new dance moves."

rolling your eyes playfully, you nudged the boy, "shut up, chris."

SUMMER 2023 , day 42

"i mean, maybe if you stopped being such a bitch all the time more people would approach you?"

that's what chris had said just a few hours ago when you were at the party, dancing together.

now chris was trying to get you to talk to him as you sat at the edge of his bed, going through your instagram feed.

"i didn't mean it, baby, you know i didn't. please just talk to me, c'mon," he whined, his hand rubbing your shoulder gently.

you just sighed, tucking your phone in your pocket before looking away from him, "you can't just say shit like that, chris."

he nodded as his hand wrapped around your waist, pulling you into him, "i know, i just wasn't thinking, i'm sorry."

that's what he always said, and you always believed him. always.

"hey, i'll be right back, okay?" he said softly, kissing your cheek.

you nodded, watching as chris left his room and shut the door, leaving you alone.

chris was back in a matter of 15 minutes, barging into his room and making you jump from the sudden noise.

you were sat against the headboard, scrolling through tiktok as chris climbed onto the bed next to you.

"ma," he smiled, showering your entire face in kisses as he moved your phone to the side.

you laughed at his clinginess, feeling his hands go up to cup your face softly, "hi, baby."

"i have a surprise." he said, the smile on his face growing as he grabbed his phone.

he held the phone in front of your face, and on the screen were 2 tickets to paris, france, the date on the ticket showing that the plane was leaving in just 4 days.

your mouth fell agape as you turned your head to look at chris, before he could even say anything, you jumped into his arms, hugging him tightly.

after a few minutes of silence in his embrace, you finally spoke, "i love you, chris."

the boy smiled, kissing your neck affectionately, "love you, too, y/n."

SPRING BREAK 2024 , night 3

your eyes were glued to your phone, attention on chris's new instagram story.

it was a picture of him, his tongue stuck out as the words "Happy Easter !" were next to him.

your lips curled into a small smile, but then it faded as the memory of your breakup crashed into your mind.

maybe he was an asshole at sometimes, but you really missed him. he was so sweet and such a gentleman at times.

every moment with him was never boring, he was funny, kind, hot, everything a girl would want in a guy.

you shut off your phone as another memory came into your mind, when chris had hit on your friend right in front of you.

and the worst part wasn't even that it was right in front of you; the worst part was that he'd done it multiple times.

"fucking asshole." you muttered, eyes going to the TV that was currently playing Waves.

your attention couldn't stay on the movie, though. it wasn't long until your eyes wandered below the TV to the entertainment center.

there was a photo of you and chris in paris, on the eiffel tower.

he was so sweet for taking you on that trip, but then again, he was a dick for the reason he bought the tickets.

god, you couldn't make up your mind.

do i love him? do i hate him? i guess it's up and down.

you couldn't even decide anymore. all you knew was that you wanted to get him back.

you wanted to make him jealous, like he always made you. and, fuck, you wanted to make him feel bad. really bad.

he would always blame you for shit you couldn't control.

and then at other times you wanted to get him back.

you wanted him again, missed him, even.

you felt sad every time you saw him having fun with other girls, felt like you were never good enough for him.

you just wanted him to reassure you that you were better than all those girls, that you were his girl.

sometimes you even found yourself on your bedroom floor, texting him little notes about how much you missed the way kisses and the way he grabbed your--

the way he made you laugh.

you'd pour your heart our every time, and the "little notes" would always end up as huge paragraphs.

you still remember the time you had almost hit send. during your relationship another girl had texted you that chris was cheating on you with her.

and of course, it had to have been one of your ex-friends.

she had explained that she went through his phone and saw your text messages with chris. he said you were the only girl.

but that just wasn't the truth. another one of his lies.

another memory was when you had actually sent him a paragraph. a paragraph about how bad he had hurt you.

chris, never being one to admit to something like that, said you were trippin'.

you remember how angry you were, how much you had fucking hated his guts. but then you remembered what you had told your friends that same day.

"maybe i could fix him."

SPRING BREAK , day 7

matt was hosting a party at him and his brothers' shared house, and he had invited you.

and, of course, you accepted the invitation. he was just chris's brother, and you would just avoid the younger triplet if he tried to come to you.

"y/n, oh my god, we missed you!" nick greeted, pulling you into a hug as you stepped into the house.

"i missed you, too, nick." you smiled, hugging him back before going off to find some other friends.

why couldn't chris be like his brothers? they were so sweet.

maybe you should've went for matt last summer.

a few hours into the party and a guy was all over you, grabbing at your waist and pulling you against his front.

you caught sight of chris as you danced against the guy. he was staring daggers at the man, his grip on his pepsi can tight enough to break it into pieces.

you smirked at the thought of making him jealous. but, fuck, you wanted to make him more than jealous.

maybe after the party you would key his car. that'd get him going.

or maybe you'd make him lunch tomorrow, make him happy.

you hadn't even met his mom during your relationship. what if you got in touch with her just to tell her her son sucks?

whatever, it didn't matter right now. all that mattered was that chris was jealous and was ready to attack the guy.

"let's go upstairs, yeah?" the guy whispered into your ear, hand going up to squeeze your boob.

just as he did, chris was out of his seat, pushing way past other people and stopping just in front of you.

you hadn't even had time to process the whole interaction between chris and the unknown guy before chris was dragging you down the hall to his room.

"chris, what the fuck are you--" your sentence was cut short as he pushed you against his locked door, his lips crashing onto yours hungrily.

your eyes widened in shock, but as soon as chris's hand rested on your waist, you relaxed, kissing him back just as rough.

his grip on your waist was tight, sure to leave marks in the shape of his hands.

good, that would remind any other guy who touched you that you belonged to chris. only chris.

his lips left your, trailing kisses down your jawline to your neck, sucking harshly on your tender skin just before his tongue lay flat on the same spot to soothe the ache.

"fuck." you whined, hands tangling in chris's hair.

chris didn't stay at your neck for long, pulling away entirely from your body to pull your shirt over you head and undo your bra.

his lips were quick to find your nipple, swirling around the bud slowly as his hand played with your other boob.

his eyes never left yours as he left marks on your chest, making sure they wouldn't fade in just a matter of hours.

"stupid fucking guy thinks he can touch on you like that," chris muttered as he grabbed your waist tightly again, roughly leading you to sit on his bed.

he got on his knees in front of you before pulling at the hem of your jeans.

you quickly got the hint and slipped them off, kicking them off your ankles before chris threw them somewhere around the floor.

"still such a good girl for me, yeah?" he said, amusement in his tone as he grabbed your thighs and pulled them open.

you nodded eagerly, "i'm your good girl, chris."

chris smiled, before hooking his finger in your panties and pulling them off of you roughly.

you swore you heard him rip the fabric, but that didn't matter, all that mattered right now was the ache between your thighs.

"still such a pretty girl." chris mused before running his tongue through your folds.

you gasped at the warmth of his tongue, attempting to squeeze your legs shut.

chris kept them open, his grip on your thighs tightening as he dipped his tongue into your entrance, eliciting a loud moan out of you.

"chris, fuck." you moaned, hands going back into the boys hair and tuggling lightly.

his lips wrapped around your clit, sucking harshly as he slipped his index finger into your wetness.

your grip in his hair tightened as your moans got louder, whining his name as his finger hit that sweet spot deep inside of you.

"oh my god, chris.." you groaned, eyes rolling back as they fluttered shut.

he added a second finger to your entrance, finding it harder to thrust both fingers into you.

"so tight." he groaned into your pussy, the vibrations of his voice making you let out a throaty moan.

"chris, chris, fuck, i'm gonna-" you cut yourself off with a moan as chris curled his fingers.

you came on his tongue and fingers, your chest heaving as you let go of his hair.

chris lapped at your wetness, cum coating his chin as he stood up in front of you.

he wasted no time in taking his shirt off, unbuckling his belt and kicking his jeans off his ankles, quickly pulling his boxers down before throwing them on the floor.

"you make me crazy, y'know that, ma?" he growled lowly, pushing you softly to lay on your back.

chris didn't even let you reply before he aligned his cock with your entrance and thrusted himself inside of you.

hiding his face in your neck, he began to roll his hips, groaning as he felt your walls clench around him tightly.

"fuck." he whined at the feeling of your nails digging into his back, sure to draw blood.

it wasn't long until you had adjusted to his size and chris had began to thrust into you faster, his tip hitting your cervix just right every time.

your moans echoed off the walls, and suddenly you were glad that the music outside of the door was loud.

the bed creaked as the headboard hit the wall, evidence of how hard chris was rocking against your body.

"chris, fuck, you're so big." you whimpered, gasping as you felt his hand on your lower belly.

he pushed down slightly, his eyes rolling to the back of his head as he felt a small bulge.

it didn't take long for the both of you to reach the edge, gasps and moans being the only thing heard in the room.

chris came seconds before you, filling you up just before you came on his cock, making him groan loudly.

"fuck, ma." he sighed, giving you a few seconds before he pulled out of you and plopped by your side on the bed.

you rolled on your side to face him, smiling slightly at the knowledge that he had already been staring at you.

he smiled back at you, his eyes struggling to stay open.

he laughed, "still making you feel bad?"

even if he was tired, he would never pass up the chance to make a snarky comment.

"shut up, you idiot." you laughed, punching him playfully.

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tags: @mattsneezing @55sturn @niicksposts @mayhem-72 @chrissturnswife @sturn-wrld @freshloveee @h3arts4harry @films4sturni @lanixsturniolo @voidghsts @thebottledwatersupplier @strniohoeee @strnilolo @heartsforchrisandmatt @sturn3g1rl @mstxrniolo @iluvmattyb @ryli3sworld @stingerayyy2

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[tastesousweet]

⭒ the girl with the tattoo (iv) - pt 1 pt 2 p3

matt sturniolo x fem!oc / reader

summary : maybe the only way matt and y/n can stand being around each other is to fuck each other

warnings : weed, alcohol/drinking, smut (slightly rough but not very?? pretty filthy tho), profanity

mickey speaks : rlly hate how the smut turned out but maybe its jus me being a perfectionist + i changed a lot of shit ab UCLA (mostly grad dates) to fit into my narrative okay, i knowwww. only sorta proofread bc ive been busy, enjoy <3

THIS IS PART FOUR GO READ THE FIRST THREE PARTS DUHH

"FUCK!"

the turn of spring to summer in LA is typically the most eventful time of year. more parties are thrown than ever before in celebration of the season change, the boom of tourism begins, and of course school years are ending.

you celebrated your college graduation from UCLA only a week ago, with a large dinner at your favorite seafood restaurant and your friends all excitedly in attendance. matt was also there but you let it be known you invited him only so you wouldn’t feel bad (though he claims he wouldn’t have cared if you did or not).

you also shared an excruciating breakfast that same morning with your parents (both suffocating you with their traditional views that reminded you exactly why you moved hours away from them to attend school). you were cautious to wear items of clothing that would hide your tattoo and kept any conversations on the topic of your schooling rather than outside interests (not that they even care to ask) out of fear you may expose your routine of going out to party most weekends.

your brother was also at breakfast and you could tell he was trying his hardest to keep a positive attitude for you. you immediately noticed his wet face when you gave him a full hug after your ceremony, which made you cry, mostly out of missing him and love.

"it's not that bad!" andrea looks at you in the mirror as she continues to give herself soft curls.

“how the fuck did i manage to make this one downturned and this one up,” you reply in frustration while you point to either wing of eyeliner on your grimaced face.

andrea giggles and aims the stick of the curling iron at makeup remover lying in the sink, “just get a q-tip and fix it, cariño.” (“honey”)

you move around her to grab a q-tip from a small jar in the medicine cabinet before following her instructions, getting extra close to the mirror.

remi barges in the bathroom dressed in a mini skirt and a detailed patterned top, “hi nick!” she exclaims to her phone screen, placing it down on the counter while untwisting her lipgloss.

you can see nick’s awkward face as he sits in the car (making his camera jump at any dip or bump in the road), “sooo…this better be erin’s bathroom ceiling im staring at.”

“and if i say it’s not?” remi giggles to herself before rubbing her lips together to spread the gloss further.

“i’d say what the fuck are you guys still doing at home?! y/n’s our mutual friend that even got us into this bitch and i’m not just walking into some sorority house acting like i know any of these fucking people.”

“and we didn’t go to college!” chris exclaims to add to the point.

“yeah, we didn’t go to fuckin’ college!” nicks adds before his face falters, “the fuck does that have to do with it?”

chris’ voice is low as he explains himself, “you know…like, obviously we aren’t gonna know shit about some delta kappa omega?”

nick comedically pauses and the three of you watch the screen to see him staring at chris with no facial expression, “…okay chris. anyway, get your asses over here ASAP. we need you.”

“okay, we don’t need them. you’re being dramatic just chill out,” matt huffs from the driver’s seat.

“hey, we’re leaving soon i promise, nick.” andrea assures and remi picks her phone off of the counter to show the girl.

"thanks, but we'll be fine. erin told me where to find her, let's not get ridiculous." matt continues dismissing the conversation he finds so unnecessary.

you hold yourself back from saying anything but you can’t help but wonder just how close erin has got to matt. and how she managed to hold any conversations without pissing him off (no way a little lap dance dismissed matt’s entire personality). she hasn’t been too explicit about anything happening between them, only cluing you all in through her frequent mentions of him.

chris’ loud voice beams, “yeah, you ladies take your time! nick gimme the phone-” chris’ smiley face takes up remi’s screen now that the phone has shifted, “you know, who the fuck are we to tell any of you to rush?!” he sees andrea in view (with a form fitting dress and warm toned makeup) and can’t help the rush of words that decide to spill from his mouth, “andreayoulookfineasshitbytheway- and i just think, uh,” he giggles at his poor recovery and at andrea shaking her head and biting the side of her mouth (her very andrea way of blushing). “um, yeah, fuck, what was i sayin’?” he turns to matt.

nick laughs from the backseat at chris’ comment (he thinks it’s generally embarrassing opposed to andrea who finds herself embarrassingly flattered by him).

“nothing important, say your goodbyes now, we just pulled up.” matt gives his short advice and takes the phone. “see you, bye,” he hangs up and chris punches his arm immediately.

“dudeee!” chris groans. matt doesn’t give any reaction besides handing nick his phone back without looking at him.

“we’ll see them in less than an hour, get your shit.” matt tilts his head out the door as he opens it and exits the car.

“he’s so annoying.” chris huffs and turns to nick as he unbuckles his seatbelt.

“i don’t know him, he’s your fuckin’ brother.” nick shrugs and acts clueless. chris laughs into his seat and nick knows making chris laugh makes him feel way better than just shitting on matt would’ve.

matt opens his door again, “get your gigglin’ asses out here!”

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matt's suprised he's lasted this long at this party without a fucking drink.

he's seen just about every partygoer trope there is - drunk guys and "you need to sober up" girlfriends, overly excited drunks far too impressed by each new song that plays, the loner type who strictly speak within their circle even when wasted, et cetera - and has managed to lose everyone he knows in this crowd, leaving him alone with DD responsibilities in a sorority house bouncing with excitement in honor of their “graduating senior sisters.”

speaking of, he’s only spoken to erin once all night. he did see you with your friends briefly, early in the night before you were swooped away with nick to be introduced to some guy he just met.

so like all times matt is bitchless and bored, he decides to smoke. he reaches in his jacket pocket for the joint he rolled before the party, in case of emergency.

but just as he raises the lighter towards his mouth he's interrupted by an airy, high pitched voice, “um, excuse me!” matt looks over, “yeah, you. sorry, you can't have drugs in the house.” the blonde frowns.

“it’s weed…” matt clarifies, taking the joint from between his lips.

“uh huh! and that is prohibited, outside please,” she guides her hand, drink in tow, towards a sliding door behind her.

he's not gonna nitpick with some chick about the umbrella term of 'drugs' or debate whether the alcohol she's drinking lies under it, so he just nods his head “cool,” and removes himself from his spot against the wall to walk around her and out of the door.

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you slump against a nearby couch as you recover from a hour of dancing alongside your best friends. remi sits next to you and leans her head on your shoulder as you both look around at the room full of people (a shade of deep fuchsia covers the room from multiple LED lights around the large house).

when you feel your own blinks become slower you shrug your shoulder and look at remi's profile, "we should probably get up rem, or else we'll fall asleep. this couch is way too comfy." you sigh.

"mmm... yeah. kinda want another drink but," she turns to look behind you both, "the kitchen's all the way over there..."

"now i know you two aren't tapping out of my party already?!"

you both look over to see erin dressed in a small glittered party dress, making her shine as she walks closer. "erin, where the fuck have you been?!" you excitedly rise from the couch and give her a hug.

"it's actually so fucking hard to host a graduation party, especially with my sorority sisters- they've had me doing all these traditions and shit, i haven't had time to talk to like anyone!" she explains to both you and remi.

"well, at least you look good, bitch!" remi adds and holds erins hand to make her twirl in her dress.

"thank you," she blushes and looks down then back to you two, "have either of you seen the triplets?"

"i think nick's off with some dude and chris is 'teaching' drea how to play beer pong..." you trail off and look to remi, "have you seen matt at all...?"

"not recently, i don't think so?" she looks over to erin.

"oh okay, that's fine. just wanna make sure they're having funnn." she draws her words out as she plays with the ends of her hair and smiles. you and remi can both tell she something bothers her more than she's leading on.

"e, come with us to grab drinks," you hold both remi and erin's hands and guide them with you to the kitchen.

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matt hadn't realized how hard he was staring at you dancing until chris came up to him with wild eyes and a loud laugh, making him snap away from whatever trance he was in.

"you okay, matt? your brain's not buzzkillin' right?"

matt straightens himself to no longer lean on the wall, "no."

"you sure?"

"yes?"

"maybe you should say fuck DD and have a drink or two, might give you somethin' to smileee aboutttt!" chris laughs.

"don't be stupid, chris. 'm not driving drunk."

"obviously we'd get an uber, matt." he emphasizes with a 'duh' attitude. "i get funnier when drunk, not stupid."

"right," matt offers a light laugh.

he throws a hand over matt's shoulder as they both face the crowd of dancing people, "god damn andrea's fucking hot- swear she's been feelin' me all night," chris hypes himself up then brings his red solo cup towards his mouth.

matt's eyes shift from you to andrea, who's limbs move just as freely and smile is just as wide. "that's good, that's good," matt nods. "she's nice."

"she's everything, bro." chris shakes his head in awe, "but, uh, do you have any cash on you?" matt turns his head, eyes showing his annoyance. "i'll pay you back, you know that matt. just like $20 to get me in the poker game outside."

"chris-"

"please, matt," he begs.

matt lets a heavy sigh out through his nose as he rustles in his pocket for his wallet. "you're my favorite now," chris kisses matt's hand quickly before he's heading off with a crumpled twenty in hand.

matt's eyes follow him until he's fully gone, then he's turning to look for you again. only this time it's not a challenge at all, you're already on your way.

you pull at the bottom of your little black dress (which rode up some due to your eccentric dancing) as you approach. "hi, matttt," you sing. it's known to most of your friends that when you're drunk your emotions are ten times stronger, and right now you're feeling extra carefree.

matt can tell you've definitely had a few drinks, so he tries to keep the conversation civil. "hey," he cracks a smile.

"are you not having fun?" you ask. you've wondered ever since you recognized him across the room.

"sure, i'm having fun." he shrugs, keeping eye contact with you.

you notice his all black outfit and blue jean jacket, "we kinda match," you look down at yourself then towards him, "i had a jean jacket too...it's um, in a closet somewhere i think."

"then you must have great style," matt jokes.

"oh i think that was clear before i happened to match you," you joke making use of your hands while speaking.

"mhm, sure..."

"so, do you wanna dance with us?" you smile in question.

"absolutely not," matt laughs and brings a fist to his mouth.

your smile drops, "right, you watch us dance but laugh at the thought of participating...?" you move your eyes to each side, "'cause that makes sense, matthew."

"no, it's not like that. you go have fun, i'm just not one to make myself look stupid for fun." he shrugs.

"so we...look stupid?" you squint your eyes in amusement knowing matt is trying to be such a hard ass for no reason.

"you said it," he laughs.

now you're a bit annoyed. "so you go back to being a loser all alone right here in this corner, and i'll go back to this stupid party and enjoy myself."

"alright," he rolls his eyes, "go ahead and be dramatic about it."

"will do," you sigh and begin to walk over to your friends, presenting matt with the gift of your middle finger directed towards him behind your back.

and matt thinks he just might take chris' advice on having a drink or two.

౨ৎ

you hate that matt is still on your mind.

and it irritates the fuck out of you that you're now giddy seeing him for a third time tonight. but to give yourself the benefit of the doubt, you've gotten to the point where you're so buzzed you've become horny.

you came outside on the hunt for remi, who told you she was looking for erin, and ended up finding all three triplets at a makeshift poker table full of rowdy men.

and as some wise person must have said: when horny, find someone to fuck.

"y/n!! whatcha doin'?" nick notices you and gives you a wide grin offering you a chair near the table.

"hey, nick. 'm sorry i can't really stay i just, um, need to borrow matt."

matt. who isn't paying much attention to anything around him now that the four shots he took settled. with his phone in one hand and a beer resting in his other, he's bound to be startled when you come behind him and whisper in his ear, "heyyy, sorry to bother but can we talk?"

he blinks and looks behind him, "y/n?!"

"come," you motion with your fingers and begin to walk away as he rubs his fingers over his eyes and starts to stand up.

"yeah?" he asks getting closer to you.

you wordlessly bring him back into the heated house and navigate until you find a mostly empty hallway (all while he keeps annoying you by repeatedly asking what you want).

his back falls against the wall, "way to confuse the fuck outta me. what's good?" the hand you were once holding dives into his front pocket out of habit and the other continues to hold his beer.

"i just need you to take me home."

"y/n, i'm no longer driving myself home, let alone you," he shakes his head.

"right, i figured, smartass."

"glad those comprehension skills still work. grab your phone and order an uber, 'm sure you dont need my help."

"matt. i want you to come home with me." you sigh in defeat.

"oh shit." matt dead pans. "ohhh shit." his eyes widen before a a laugh breaks through his closed mouth, "sunshine...you're tryna' fuck?" he looks up at you from his spot against the wall.

you scramble a lie to make yourself look less pathetic, "you're a last resort trust me," you roll your eyes. this was way better in your drunken mind than reality.

"still made the list though!" matt jokes, "wow. who knew you were so romantic? bringing me all the way over here just to tell me you wanna fuck. and at your place? how sweet," he can't help but poke fun.

"fuck you," you say under your breath.

"well only because you asked so kindly!" he goes to wrap his arms around you before you push him back against the wall.

"are you done?"

"i guess." he shrugs.

"so will you or not," you try to keep your confidence and not allow matt's comments to embarrass you. "it's fine if not, just-"

"yeah," matt's smirk slowly grows. "meet me out front, i'll have to go lie to my brothers but i can be quick."

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"why am i shocked you're actually here?" you ask as you shut the car door and look over to matt, phone screen reflected on his face.

the car begins to speed out of the neighborhood as he turns off his phone and shoves it in his jacket pocket, "let's be serious for one second," he reaches over and pulls at the end of your dress, "you wear this and look like that and you think i'd say no? i'd be crazy. i mean, yeah, your fuckin' mouth can irritate me to pieces but-"

"actually just shut up, matt" you remove your head from leaning against the window and move across the middle seat to kiss him. you pull apart fairly quickly though, "how are you less mean yet extra annoying when drunk? i shoulda went with my last last resort." you shake your head.

matt grumbles before leaning to kiss you again.

౨ৎ

after a car ride full of teasing and rushed kisses, you both made it to your apartment complex.

you fumble with your purse as you search for your house keys, distracted by matt’s lips moving over your neck. you pinch your eyes shut in frustration, “mattt, give me a second,” you nudge your shoulder into him to get him off of you.

“let me see it,” he grumbles grabbing your purse and finding your keys with ease, moving his arms around you and unlocking the door.

“you make it look so easy,” you breathe and open the door with your body pressed against it.

matt lets go of you and follows you inside.

you lean a hand on the wall next to the door to quickly remove your heeled shoes and matt watches you with dopey eyes and glossy, excessively bitten lips before deciding to take his shoes off as well.

you walk closer to him once he’s done, your dress riding up your legs and barely covering your ass at this point. you look up to him and softly ask, “do you need anything to drink?”

he brings his right hand up to hold your face and moves close to your lips, “you know i don’t want a fucking drink.”

“you don’t?" your pout is genuine even though you're teasing him. he knows you're sweet enough to really get him a drink if he desired. he draws his thumb across your slumped lip before you speak again, "well…what do you want, matt?” you move your hands to the waist of his jeans, tracing the outer seam.

he pinches his eyes shut and moves his head to lean on your shoulder, he’s not gonna be the one to say he wants to fuck you. you want to fuck him, that's why he's here. so he’s definitely not begging you to touch him.

“hmm…?” you hum as your hands go to either side of his face, bringing him back to look at you. he looks into your eyes as he drops his hand from your jaw. you notice the pink splotches that still linger on his face, recovering from the heat of the party atmosphere and now the heat of this moment.

matt looks down at your lips, “you know what i want, and you want it too.” his hands travel down and push the front of your mini dress up as he feels over your underwear.

you mouth hangs open and you move your hips against him softly. begging him with your actions rather than your words. and those tend to speak the loudest.

"so what do you want, y/n?" he asks quietly without breaking eye contact.

"matt-" you breathe, wanting him to do anything more than a juvenile rub over your underwear.

he licks and sucks your neck as your hands capture his hair. “where do you want me?” he sounds out of breath when he asks so close to your ear. he finally moves his fingers past the waistband of your panties to nudge your clit as he taunts, “hmm…? you want me right here?”

you whine, “we can’t right here."

"why not?" he breathes against you, annoyed.

"i can't have you fuck me in the foyer i share with my best friend,” you just know andrea would be pissed if either of your body’s fluids made it onto the freshly vacuumed carpet.

he retracts his hand, “then why are we just standing around? show me to your room,” his voice is rough.

“why don’t you try to guess which is my room is mine?” you smile with your faces far too close together.

“why don’t you be a good host and give me a tour?” he retorts.

“that’s not fun,” you push.

he growls and lifts you up, walking past the living room and into a hallway that splits in two (all while you incessantly kiss his jaw and upper neck). he huffs at his ridiculous situation and reaches for the first door he sees. a toilet sits at the end of the room and a cluttered counter to the left.

“bathroom,” you mutter with a giggle.

matt responds with a snipped tone, “mhm yeah i’ve seen one before.”

his grip on your waist grows harsher as he opens and closes a multitude of doors with you commentating over.

he finally makes it to your room with you mocking him in a cheer of celebration as you climb off of him and turn on the dim light near your bedside.

matt would normally take in the room around him but his headspace is far too sexually frustrated to give a shit about how you decorate your room.

he opts to stand near the door and eye you from afar, wanting nothing more than to pounce on you.

you notice this (as well as the fact that matt hasn’t listened to a word you’ve said about minding the mess of clothes piled in the corner from your struggle to pick an outfit earlier) and slowly walk back towards him. the soft yellow light blurs behind you and highlights the edges of your figure in a mouthwateringly pretty way that makes matt antsy.

when you’re close enough matt somehow pulls you closer. his nose nudges against yours messily before capturing your mouth in a heated kiss. your hands feel for the end of his shirt and move underneath it to touch his warm lower stomach. you can feel how his body expands and curls as he breathes through your unwavering kiss.

despite wanting to keep the tension high, you break apart from matt to tease a bit, “can i touch you?” his face is scrunched absentmindedly from his desire and his lower lip finds its place tucked behind his front teeth when he rushes a nod to you in encouragement.

you push him away from you softly, “take your jacket off.” you move to your bed and after the sound of a jacket hitting the floor, you find him right on your feet, chasing your kiss and heat.

he leans over you and immediately finds your lips once more. now that he’s on top of you he finds himself wanting to get you to say how bad you want him.

his hands meet your thighs and move your dress as they run up to your rib cage before moving back down to squeeze your thighs.

matt’s surprised when you’re the one to involve your tongue in the mix, making the kiss sloppy yet intimate. your hand then crawls into his hair to keep him close.

but he doesn’t let you hold him for long, taking your hand from his hair and laying it against the bed, raising himself above you. “what do you want sweetheart?” he lowers his other hand towards your stomach, grazing your tattooed hip gently before feeling your underwear.

“you,” you respond in defeat and desperation.

“oh? and you want me to…?”

“matt. touch me,” you take your free hand and guide his own under the waistband of your underwear.

“but i thought you wanted to touch me? now you’re just bein’ selfish.” he keeps his hand close to your pussy, running his index finger across your lips kindly.

you look at him with droopy eyes, “please."

so matt lets you be selfish. he selfishly wants to taste you after all. he lowers himself to your face and captures your bottom lip once more, sucking then biting down slightly before moving his face further down your body slowly. your dress maintains its rippled shape in a bunch right where your tits lie.

he makes his way to your tattooed lower hip, still a little impressed with his execution of the cartoon (as it's not his typical style) and showing this with a kiss, then a light lick (making you shudder the tiniest bit). as he furthers, he finds the space on the bed is not enough, opting for the plush, carpeted floor.

matt sits on the back of his calves to watch how your body reacts when he pulls your panties down, only he misses the satisfied smile curling onto your face when you move your head to the the side.

he shifts your pliable legs to give him a better view of your heat's entirety, spreading your folds gently as he gathers spit in his mouth and spills it onto your clit. his eyes flicker from your face (choking on a moan) to the bead of saliva mixing with your natural slick that has him on edge. “that feel good?” he asks and moves his fingers up and down your pussy slowly, bumping your clit but not lingering long enough.

“yes...so good, matt,” you encourage in a broken whimper.

he hums, placing his mouth over your clit and sucking hard. you moan out lowly and you can't help but close your legs around matt's head. he normally would lay them flat again and tease you but he finds the pressure and dizziness turns him on so much more. his hands rest at your hips, moving up and down and your legs cradle his head as he works his mouth and tongue on you.

"mm fuck," you reach above your head to grip the soft colored comforter in your manicured hands. matt never falters, his licks only become needier when he adds two of his fingers to curl inside of you.

he continues his restless actions until the moment right before you have registered you were about to cum. then, he's immediately removing himself and standing up, wiping his face with one hand as the other hurries to unbuckle his chunky black belt.

you grumble and fix yourself to sit up and look at him, now discarding the belt into his own growing pile of clothes on your floor. he begins to unbutton his pants when he hears you whine and pull at his ego to get him to come back. “how fucking typical. should’ve known i'd barely get one orgasm, let alone two out if this.”

matt immediately stops unzipping his jeans and comes closer to stand above you, his face clearly annoyed. he gives your pussy a light slap, making you whimper. “keep talking shit, brat.” he grits through his teeth and slaps it again making a filthily wet sound that has you moaning.

he doesn't stop at that; he begins to harshly rub your clit back and forth without mercy, keeping eye contact as his face hovers your own, before moving his fingers inside of you while his thumb continues to work your clit. continuous loud moans crowd your room before you eventually meet your high with rolled eyes and shaking legs.

matt quickly pulls his fingers out and wipes them against your thigh leaving it sticky and shiny like golden honey. finally able to unzip and remove his jeans and boxers, allowing his needy cock to be free from the tightness. you move to the edge of your bed when you hear the small clap against his stomach, eager to find matt as ready for you as you are for him.

he watches from above as you admire his length while your fingers ghost over his sensitive dick. you then bring your mouth closer, dribbling spit over his tip and wrapping a fist around him. you look up into his hooded eyes for approval then take him in your mouth and jerk the rest of him with your hand.

he groans and bites his pink and undoubtedly swollen bottom lip as you suck and hollow your cheeks around him, even taking him all the way at some points. and though this feels fucking amazing, he wants nothing more than to be inside of you right now.

he holds the base of your neck then squeezes lightly to get you to pull away, spit erotically traveling with your lips. “can i fuck you now?” his voice is perfectly hushed yet demanding in tone.

you nod and matt wipes your lips, “good, take that dress off.” he removes his own shirt and reaches for a spare condom he’d put in his pocket before leaving the house (for no particular reason). he turns back to you, with your breasts now on display for him, ripping the package with his teeth.

you motion for him to give it to you and he complies. somehow even when you’re literally putting a condom over his dick, you’re a sweetheart about it: kissing it once he’s fully covered and turning yourself over onto all fours without him having to ask. because you understand yourself and have the confidence to choose the position you’d like to be fucked in. and matt would be lying if he said that isn't so fucking attractive.

he smirks as he adjusts himself on the bed, feeling out every inch of your full ass before moving his hands to squeeze your waist. you lay your head against the plush comforter, arching yourself further in anticipation. “matt,” you blubber out a whine.

he takes the base of his cock and guides it through your folds, “mhm…i know.” he sees your face twist in amusement, “oh, you like that, huh?”

you lick your lips and nod your head before matt finally pushes himself fully inside of you. his hips start in slow, rhythmic patterns before becoming uncontrolled and incomplete- and the same goes for your moans.

matt's almost hypnotized by the way your ass moves in reaction to his thrusts (slowing himself down just to watch in detail and only speeding up when you start to get really antsy over it).

as you both get sloppier and chase your highs, matt decides to flip you over and tuck your legs into your chest for a different angle. there's something especially needy in the way he rubs at your clit and makes a mess of your tits with his mouth that drives you insane with pleasure.

"my- shit!" you moan harshly under matt.

"hold it," he huffs.

"can't," you whimper, "just-"

"shhh," matt captures your lips as he quickens his pace, feeling his own climax approaching. after a few moments you're breaking the kiss to roll your head away, exposing your neck as you uncontrollably cum around matt.

"fuck," he moans, stilling his movements to maximize his release.

he takes a moment to breathe before removing himself from you, immediately fucking his fingers into you while rubbing your weak clit (just to be annoying) until you push him away and tell him to fuck off.

he lets out a chuckle as he removes the condom and discards it appropriately. when he comes back over to you you're on your side with your own arm wrapped around your waist in comfort.

matt sits next to you, "that good for you?"

you just nod and bite back a smile.

matt hums in pride, running a hand over your exposed ass before leaning down to kiss and suck a dark hickey into the skin.

"c'mere," you tug his hand.

he complies and you turn to open your legs for him once more, grinding a bit once the two of you begin to kiss again.

you reach between the two of you, taking matt's half-hard dick in your hand and stroking. as you pick up your pace he whines and begins to thrust into your hand in need.

until you hear your front door open. to which you push matt off of you and on to the floor, hearing him groan as you snap at him to get in your closet.

you crawl under your comforter while matt hurries to gather his things from your floor and get into your closet.

you hear andrea stumble a little making her way through the house and you catch your breath just as she knocks on your door and cracks it to check if you're sleeping.

"y/n, you awake?" she slurs a whisper.

"yes. hi drea, how'd you get home?"

she opens the door a little further but continues to lean on the door frame, "how did you get home? was lookin' all over like 'where's my girl?' everyone was usless though," she sighs.

"sorry, i took an uber," you giggle, "i got sleepy, i guess."

"mhm...you and me both." she yawns expectedly.

"you should get some sleep, we can talk in the morning, okay?" you smile from your bed.

andrea nods, "'kay, love you." she leaves with a sleepy smile.

"love you," you reply as she shuts the door again.

you let out a relieved breath, glad she hadn't suggested a sleepover like you'd both normally do when drunk.

matt walks out of your closet, almost fully clothed, buckling his belt again, "gave me fucking rug burn, thanks."

you move a hand over your face, "sorry- i just don't need anyone seeing you here."

"'s fine," he shrugs and takes a seat on your bed, "how long is it gonna take her to sleep so i can leave?"

"less than five minutes," you pick at one of your acrylic nails, seeing matt place his jacket on your bed makes you almost laugh to yourself, "shit, i left my jacket at erin's."

matt grins to himself and adds, "shit, i left my car at erin's," with a shake of his head.

you both laugh softly before it fizzles.

matt's back is towards you as he opens his phone to order another uber home. and now the silence brings you back into reality and suddenly you're feeling sick to your stomach about erin.

it takes you a little but you eventually mumble towards his back, "matt you didn’t fuck erin, right?"

"no," his voice sounds distracted and like he wouldn't care even if he did.

you focus on a loose thread in your comforter that you pick at, "...kay. not that it matters 'cause this was only for tonight. but i know i would probably die from guilt knowing i fucked with you after she did."

he turns to see you genuinely out of it and seeming to shelter yourself under your blanket. he leans towards you and rubs your arm softly before whispering, "don't make it a big fucking deal, nothing's different." his stare actually makes you feel far worse but you nod as if you agree anyway.

he stands up and puts his jacket on, “you sleep well okay, sunny?”

"shut the fuck up, you don't care about how i sleep," you whisper.

he breathes a laugh and reaches for your door.

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[hoejosatoru]

Got Game?

Ranking of Tokyo Revengers men based on how much game they have. Basically does your fave has rizz or nah.

20. Kisaki

Kisaki is dead fucking last I’m sorry. I really can’t picture him being flirty at all. He kinda has bitchless vibes, which is maybe why he is so trifling. 

19. Hakkai

Bro is just too shy. He really struggles to talk to girls, especially the ones he is attracted to. The only reason he is not dead last is because I think it could unintentionally work in his favor in some cases. Like some people may find it cute, but he is not really doing it purposefully, so it doesn’t really count as having game.

18. Takemitchy 

He is just a tad awkward. I think he would try to approach girls to impress his friends but then when he’s actually there in front of you he doesn’t know what to say. I think he could work his way into someone’s heart over time, but does not have a lot fo success trying to pick up someone he just met

17. Shinichiro

Pains me to put him so low but he has canonically been rejected like 20 times sooo. He definitely gets better over time. I think his problem would be he’s not good with his openers (I could see him doing corny pick up lines half ironically), so some people don’t even give him a chance. But if they do, he can be pretty endearing and end up getting numbers. But does strike out quite a bit. 

16. Kazutora

Kinda shy and similar to Hakkai in that talking to people he finds attractive would make him super nervous. However, Tora is a sneaky, smart dude. I think he would be aware that his (let’s be honest femboy lmao) look can really work in his favor. If he finds someone who is into that, he does pretty well, but if not he doesn't alway get them

15. Taiju

He’s low just because he comes off super intimidating. People will avoid him or get nervous around him in a bar or wherever, so he isn’t always able to strike up convo. I feel like he is not self aware enough to know if he toned it down a little he’d have better luck. Definitely gets a decent amount of pussy, though, because the size kink girlies love him.

14. Sanzu

He also loses points for being intimidating. Not for his size, but he just has an unnerving aura about him at time. He is fearless, though, and will walk up to anyone he thinks is hot and is not deterred until he finds someone who is into him. His confidence definitely is what helps him get laid.

13. Koko

He flirts by being mean, which sometimes works really well and sometimes it does not at all. He’s like 50/50 on success rate.

12. Takeomi

Another guy who is like 50/50 on success. I think he likes to play into the older guy thing, which, when he finds the right person, works super well for him. However he is definitely been called a creep on occasion lol. 

11. Izana

Definitely another one who can intimidate people off the bat. He is a lot smoother with his words and can easily talk your walls down if you were nervous about him at first.

10. Mikey

He’s such a flirt oml. He will flirt with people just for fun and the attention. Does pretty well though like if he intends to hook up with someone he almost always can. Only turned down on occasion and it’s usually because they see him flirting with everyone

9. Chifuyu

Chifu is really good at charming people. Also very fun with he is flirting, but is better at directing it than Mikey. He’s the guy you don’t expect much from when he approaches you but by the end of the conversation you’re asking him for his number.

8. Kakucho

He is the shyest guy this far up because I do think he’s nervous around people he’s attracted to. However, he’s so sweet and genuine that it works in his favor almost all the time (plus being fine as hell doesn’t hurt). He’s good at making a joke at how nervous he is, which breaks the tension for both of you.

7. Baji

He also flirts by being a little mean but he is better at it than Koko. He knows how to work up to it and make it like fun banter. He’s very bold and can come on too strong for some, but for the most part he is getting laid as much as he wants.

6. Rindou

He’s really laidback with flirting. I feel like he is the type to buy someone a drink from across the bar and like get you to approach him. Not because he’s shy but because he likes the power trip. Sometimes it doesn’t work but when it does, he almost always goes home with that person that night.

5. Mitsuya

He’s so fucking smooth but in a subtle, natural way. He’s super genuine and is the best at making whoever he’s flirting with feel comfortable. He is a great conversationalist, so there are never any awkward silences. He’s the type of flirt that you don’t even realize he’s flirting with you. Not because he’s bad at it but because he’s so good.

4. Hanma

Hanma has cornered the market on crazy bitches. He knows his brand and the type of people who go for that and can sniff ‘em out anywhere. Because of that he has a super good success rate. He can come on a little strong at times and sometimes has crazy vibes (because look at him), but again he goes for people how are into that so it usually doesn’t hinder him.

3. Draken

Draken is such a good flirt oml. Similar to Mitsuya in that he doesn’t come on strong and it feels like that’s just his natural personality. He is not shy at ALL like if he thinks someone is hot he’ll find a way to approach them. But also makes it seem super nonchalant??? He definitely likes to use teasing a little bit. Not a softie at all (at least not right off the bat). He can come off a little gruff, which on occasion works against him. HOWEVER, most times if he’s chatting up someone he’s into he knows how to work it in his favor.

2. Wakasa

Just look at him. That should tell you why he is number 2. But fr he is super confident and sooo good at the approach. He also likes to play a little hard to get, but knows how to execute it perfectly. Has never struck out once. It’s a gift.

1.Ran

Again, just fucking look at him bro. Could charm the skin off a snake. It’s so easy for him. He’s interesting because I think he could easily come off as sleazy or laying it on too thick but somehow never does?? He’s so good at getting even the most sus people to put their guard down. Will have you blushing and giggling and handing over your number before you even know its happening.

[sweetgirlaryya]

• Thank you Mom — Gojo x Reader • (friends to lovers)

• Summary: Your best friend of 4 years finds out through your mom that you always had a crush on him but never said anything. What will he do? Will he stop talking to you? Will he pay you no mind? or Will confront you with the same feelings?.... • Read to find out 🤭

Also this is just a regular high school au and feel free to give advice and criticism at the bottom.

And sorry for any grammar mistakes along the way

• After school you and your best friend Satoru are walking back to your house sharing your airpods listening to your favorite song (song of your choice) you arrive at your house, and as soon as you take one step walking up the stairs you trip....over nothing.

And when you do Satoru's on your right laughing his ass off at you. "BAHAHAHAHA" Satoru stops laughing at you and acts like he's wiping a tear. "I needed that laugh" he says, helping you up and letting you dust yourself off.

"Fuck you i'm glad you had a great laugh" you huff taking your keys out and opening the door, letting yourself in and trying to close the door on him.

"Hey what was that for y/n" Satoru says and you roll your eyes "Cause you deserved it" you say walking away knowing he'll close and lock the door for you. Putting your's and his bags down.

"Awwww want me to make it up to you love~?" he says winking and laughing a little while following you to the kitchen and sitting on the bar stool. You walk behind the counter looking in your kitchen for a snack.

"No and i'm not your love Toru" you say while doing air quotes (you call him Toru for short) knowing deep down that you wanted to be his everything for a while now, but never admitting it not wanting to risk your friendship and things becoming awkward between you too.

As soon as he's about to say something your mom walks in the house coming from getting her nails done.

 "Oh, hey y/n and Satoru" she says, while sitting her purse down on the couch nearby. " You guys hungry?" she asks, "Yes ma'am" Toru says to your mom while you tell her that you'll be back after a very much needed shower while heading upstairs.

" Sooo Satoru, how was you and y/n day at school today?" she asks." Well Ms. (your mom's last name) my day was good, but I saw y/n talking to this guy who I don’t really know, which is fine but, he was kind of all up on her.”

He tells your mom with a sigh while shaking his head a lil (MY BOY STRESSIN).”Continue” your mom says while cutting up some bell peppers with a lil smirk on her face (she plottin real bad lol)

“But I don’t like the dude because I don’t get why he had to be all up on her like he need to back off if she wanted him to be on her she would have initiated it.” He responds with a huff and crosses his arms. 

Your mom laughed a lil while putting the ingredients into the pot.”What if y/n did initiate it then.” She lifts an eyebrow when she turns to face Satoru.”Well…” Satoru starts but stops.

Your mom pats his arm a lil “I don’t think you should worry because y/n can’t stop talking about a certain someone when you're not here.” she says. “What?!” “Who?!” Satoru asks.

Meanwhile this is what your doing :

You're getting out of the shower in your wonderful comfortable pajamas or whatever you sleep in and you get a text from the guy who was all up on you at school today.

He sent you a text inviting you to a party tomorrow night (It's Thursday right now y’all we not partying on no school night).You tell him that you’ll be there since you have nothing planned anyway.

You think about asking Satoru to go with you not wanting to be alone since you don't know who's all going to be there at the party.

You check the time and head out to go eat dinner with your mom and Satoru when you hear Satoru shout. “What happened?!” you yell out to them.

“Nothing” Your mom yells back while she looks back at Satoru raising her eyebrow at him. Satoru smiles and rubs the back of his neck, mouthing a sorry, he then takes a breath and peaks down the hall to make sure you're still in your room.

He looks at your mom and she continues.“She talks about a certain someone white hair and piercing blue eyes,who is also tall and just a tad bit cocky.”She tells him with a smirk as she nods her head to him.

Satoru blushes and realize what she’s hinting at. ”Are you for real?” He asks your mom and she nods while making your and Satoru’s plate.

Satoru just smiles a little bit.You come out of your room and sit down beside Satoru and you notice his cheeks are a little flush.You ask him about it but he says it's nothing so you let it go not wanting to pry.After dinner he goes home.

You wash the dishes and head back into your room.But before you close the door your mom calls out to you. “Yes mom?” you respond. “Goodnight and tell me everything that happens tomorrow.” she says with a smirk.

Not knowing what she’s talking about, you're about to ask her but she shuts her door before you ask.

You wanted to go in there and ask her what she was talking about but you decided to let it go since it’s already late.

•Next Day•

You wake up and take a nice shower and get dressed (whatever you want to wear) once you enter the kitchen, you see that your mom made you some breakfast before she left.

You finish your breakfast, grab your house keys and head outside to meet Toru.Once you step outside you see your best friend. “Hey darlin~” Toru greets you.

You smile and roll your eyes and decide to flirt back, “Hi Toru~” you say while wrapping your arms around his neck and smiling up at him.Satoru freezes up a bit and blushes.You do nothing but a laugh a little and pull him to start walking.

•At School•

You and Satoru walk into the building.As you guys are walking the guy you were with came up to you.

“Hey y/n mamas” with wink (what the hell did i just type smh☠️) “What the hell you just call her” Toru ask. “She’s my girl” Aaron responds with a smirk.

Satoru just looks at him like he’s a crackhead. “Hey Aaron” you respond, trying not to make a wtf face at him. 

“Are you still coming to the party tonight?” Aaron asks you. “Yea and Toru is coming with me too.” You respond.

Aaron just looks Satoru up and down but just looks back at you. “Yea well don’t let him ruin our fun.” he says.

Satoru just looks and says “Well sorry but she’s not yours and she’s going to be with me tonight sitting nice and pretty on my lap ain’t that right love~?” Toru asks you and smirks.

You could only look shocked and nod your head while playing along with him. Satoru pushes past Aaron dragging you along to class. “You alright y/n?” he ask.

You look up at him in his eyes and see he is actually concerned. “Yes I am, thank you for asking” You respond .He just sighs and smiles.

You punch him in the arm lightly and ask him “What was that about me sitting pretty on your lap at the party?” you side eye him.

“Well what was that about me coming to this party tonight without me knowing I was coming?” He raises an eyebrow at you.

“No comment” You say and walk away to class. Watching you leave he just shakes his head a lil and walks to his own class.

•After School•

You both are walking to your house since it’s routine but instead he’s just dropping you off. When you reach your house he tells you he’ll pick you up. He tells you to text him when you're ready to go.

•In your room•

You're standing in your room with your closet door open not knowing what you should wear. You think about just not going until you hear a knock on your door. And before you can answer your mom comes in.

“Maaaaa” “Yes?” she answers you. “What do you wear to a party?” You felt hesitant to ask her but you did it anyway. “Ummmm it depends what mood you're in.” “You need some help ?” “Kind of” You tell her.

“Just wear what you feel is comfortable but nice for the party and also use protection” She says with a smirk walking out of your room. “Mom be for real!” You yell. “ I’m always real, I ain’t raising no kids” she responds. You just put on an outfit of your choice and then text Toru that you're ready.

As you make your way to the front of the house you hear a knock on the door.You open the door and see Satoru looking like a gorgeous greek sculpture. Especially since he had a muscular body but not bulky.

When Satoru sees you open the door he can’t help but think you are the most beautiful girl he has ever seen (which is true cause we are a badass bitch) and smiles knowing you're going to be by his side tonight with how good you look.

“Hey y/n!” He says “What no more love or darlin '~?” you ask. He just laughs “Now you miss the little names I call you huh” he winks at you “Come on so we can make it to this party.” You say.

As you and Satoru are walking up to the house you can hear the music from outside the door.When you walk in you take in the scene around. People drinking, Playing cup pong, Couples making out, People smoking, Some dancing, you even see 2 couples make their way upstairs to a room to do god knows what.

“Alright I’m going to go get us some drinks.” Toru tells you. “Okay just find me on the dance floor” you respond. You guys split and go your separate ways. As you make your way to the dance floor your favorite song comes on. You're dancing doing your thing when you feel someone behind you grinding on your ass.

You turn around and see Aaron. “Oh, Hey Aaron” you greet him. “ Hey mamas~~.” He replies with a smirk while grabbing your hips. While he is trying to basically grind his cock on your ass. You're trying to pull away. “Aaron let me go” You tell him but he doesn’t listen. “Awww~ what's wrong sugar cookie stop playing.” He tells you. But this bad bitch is not having it.

•Meanwhile with the main man himself •

I go and get me and y/n some drinks. As I’m pouring our drinks I hear yelling going on. At first I paid no mind but then I realized that was y/n yelling. So I drop the drinks and rush to the dance floor. I push and shove to get to her. When I reach her I see….

•Back with y/n •

Aaron tries to move his hand towards your cunt (which is dry as a desert thanks to him). You shove your elbow back into his stomach and watch him hunch over. When he does you kick him in the balls and watch him fall to his knees. You yell at him that he is perv and needs to get a life instead of always trying to get his dick wet.

Satoru runs up to you asking if your okay and turns to see Aaron on his knees.Satoru takes Aaron by the collar of his shirt and “If you ever lay a hand on my lady again it’s gon be me and you” He says while smirking and then punches him in his shit.

Satoru picks you up bridal style and walks out the door with you in his arms. You can tell something is wrong with the way his face is frowned up. “Toru, what's wrong?” you ask him.

“ I’ll tell you when we get to your house.” He says. You don’t say anything and let him carry you feeling how his grip tights on you like he's scared you’ll disappear any moment.

When he reaches your house he puts you down. You unlock the door and welcome him in. You both head to your room. When you get there you give him some of his clothes that he leaves here to change into while you go to the bathroom to change.

When y’all have settled in your bed you're waiting for him to say something. When he sighs.

“y/n l/n” he says

“Not my government name”

He looks at you with a little smile and shakes his head

“ I’m in love you” He says

You look at him shocked not knowing what to say. But then you kiss him and it’s not like fireworks or butterflies in your stomach. But it’s like this warmth that spreads through you and it wraps around you like a warm blanket when you're in the cold. Or the warmth hot chocolate brings on a snowy day.

You break the kiss and look at him in his eyes.

“ I'm in love with you too.”

You both smile and get up under the blankets and you ask him.

“Toru”

“Mmm” He responds

“What made you confess?”

He looks at you and pulls you close and says.

“Your mom”

You look at him and laugh. You both say goodnight to each other and as you look a Satoru you can help but think.

“Thank you, Mom.”

my master list

[blacklight-creature]

☆IF IT ALL BURNS DOWN☆

Chapter 2

Description:Swiss shows Phantom around the ministry and Dew doesn't like him

Tw: yelling, Swiss is really sad at the start, Dew is pretty much Jax from tadc

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Swiss was sitting on his bed listening to his record player and just thinking, thinking about Aether more specifically. Thousands of thoughts plagued his brain as he recalled fond memories the Ghoul had with Aether, he saw him nearly as a parental figure although really all did.

The memory of Papa telling the pack of how one of their own was sent back to the carnage of Hell. Only a few days later was this followed bu Sunshine choosing to move to another ministry. He didn't know if he should be angry or distraught at the moment but he really just felt so empty.

"Knock knock"

A voice was heard from behind Swiss' door.

"Come in" Swiss said in the happiest voice he could muster.

With that the door opened revealing a very nervous Copia, "Hello! Swiss umm... I have a little favour I need from you sooo as you know we are summoning 2 new Ghouls...."

Copia's words seemed far away as Swiss realised something so simple he had completely forgotten about.

If you send a Ghoul back you have to replace them.

"Sooo it would be lovely if you would give the new Ghoul a tour?"

"Um y-yeah Papa I can do that sure yep" Swiss stumbled over his words not knowing how to react.

"Ah good my Ghoul!" Copia responded gesturing for Swiss to follow him down to the summoning room which Swiss obliged. When they got there Swiss was greeted with the sight of a small quintessence Ghoul. He had Purple skin with dark blue and orange accents, one eye glowed golden orange and the other was milky nearly iridescent in nature. This eye was surrounded with burn scars that seem to have bleached his skin and part of his dark blue hair. He had a long fluffy tail and strange frills on the sides of his head.

He wasn't anything like Aether.

Despite this Swiss made the decision to not show his disappointment, smiling brightly at the Ghoul.

The Ghoul squeaked at him in response.

Rude.

Soon Copia dashed out of the room complaining something about Seestor though Swiss honestly wasn't paying much attention to the awkward man's ramblings.

"So, hey I'm Swiss um I'm sure Copia has already told you why your here so I'm not going to explain it again" Swiss stated as he bounced uncomfortably on his heels.

"So be a lamb darlin', won't you follow me" Swiss giggled.

The quintessence Ghoul who was now standing infront of him simply stared at him.

Swiss stared back.

"It's a Hamilton reference" Swiss mumbled sadly as he began to walk down the hall towards the practice room. The smaller Ghoul trailing behind him.

The 2 Ghouls walked to the practice room in incredibly awkward silence.

They both stop infront of the practice room.

"Okay so the ministry is pretty big so I'm only going to show you the rooms you will be using, that fine with you....ehh what the fuck is your name again" Swiss looks at the Ghoul behind him in new found confusion.

"Phantom, i-its Phantom"

"PHANTOM OF THE OPERA" Swiss practically screamed as he opens the door to the practice room.

Phantom's ears pin back at the volume at which the multi Ghoul screamed.

They both walked into the practice room and were greeted with a very annoyed Dew who first looked at Swiss before directing his anger at Phantom.

"Whi the fuck is that" Dew hissed as he put his guitar down and stomped towards the pair, tail lashing.

"Okay Dew this is Phantom our new quintes-"

"New?!"

"Yes Dew our new quintessence, Phantom this is Dew our fire Ghoul" Swiss quickly spoke.

All Dew gave in response was a growl before he stormed out of the room.

"So sorry about that! Dew can be like that sometimes" Swiss tried to comfort the already skittish Ghoul.

Phantom's tail wrapped around his leg in attempt to soothe himself.

Swiss feelings even more awkward then before only looking to get back to his as quickly as possible trying to think of an easy way out of the situation.

"Hey! I can clearly see your upset so how about I bring you to your room for the night yeah?" Swiss says with his familiar smile.

Phantom only nods in response.

The pair walk past the Ghoul common room where a few Ghouls are occupying the space and down to the Ghoul wing.

Swiss then realises Phantom will have to take Aethers room and so he points him to Aether's door before he could even say a word to the quint, the door is slammed shut.

Seeing nothing more to do Swiss walks back to his own room and collapse onto his bed, Heather's still playing on his record player.

[diosama27]

Engaged

Warning: Minors do not interact

Asta pov

As I call yn's mom, I walk through the road leading to her house.

"Oh! What is it Asta san? I'm sorry to tell you that I'm at work and you can't speak to yn if you call me, try calling her" she said enthusiastically assuring full support for our relationship, "No, mam I just wanted to have a talk with yn, so I was heading home, if y'all are not home then I guess I should go back" I said embarrassed because I wanted to speak to yn and make things clear.

We are engaged and it was because I initiated it, I actually met her in a library few months ago she was soo beautiful that I was not able to concentrate on anything, I simply couldn't take my eyes off her and then I kinda met her few more times it was some unnatural coincidence and I wasn't able to forget her and move on.

Everytime I try to move on knowing I am not good enough for her I would literally see her in front of me, I wasn't able to explain the feelings what I felt when I saw her, it was painfully pleasurable cause I knew she was too good to be mine but after some point I knew she was the one for me.

So yeah now we are engaged and she's my fiancee even if I'm happy about this I  don't think she's fine with it. I think she wants some time to consider this relationship, I'm ready to wait for her for however long it takes, her "yes" is more important to me.

"Well you can just swing by and wait for her she would be back soon today" yn's mom said with a beautiful smile similar to yn and handed me the keys when I met her.

I was a little nervous to stay in their house like even if I'm their family yn needs some time to adjust to these drastic changes in her life I never thought she would even consider this marriage but as it's come to this I think that we should just give it a try.

As I open the door I hear soft moans from inside the house, I couldn't process how I could hear moans from a house which was locked and opened just now, was there someone in the house? Is it a burglar? Are they armed? Wait what about the moans then?

It was from yn's room as I went close to the room I could hear the moans clearly. It was yn she was moaning. She was totally covered with her blanket facing towards the door she was feeling herself. I could see her hands move under the blanket.

She was biting onto the hem of her shirt with her eyes squeezed shut holding her phone in her left hand while doing the deed with her right hand.

She moaned onto her shirt. I barely controlled my urge to barge in on her and fuck her soo bad that she won't walk for days.

But I stood up against this humongous urge of mine to mess her up and fuck her senseless and I couldn't believe myself for it. She slowly opened her eyes they met with mine, this silence was one of the most awkward moment in my life I just stood there watching my fiancee masturbate while having a hard on, oh shit could my life get any worse.

I was soo embarrassed when our eyes meet but she was just so hot that I couldn't take my eyes of off her after seeing me she got up so fast trying to cover her now exposed big bosoms under her sports bra and her cute pudgy tummy with her shirt. She threw her pillow as it hit right in my face making me loose my balance and fall. I'm a strong man but the site which I witnessed made my legs weak, the woman is just sooo hot. I get up from the floor as I see her plumpy self walking towards me yelling at me. It all fell on deaf ears as I was unable to get her picture of my mind, she's just beautiful, just marvelous " lord this girl will drive me crazy".

Yn pov

Today I got off work early and since I had a hell of a week I just wanted a personal me time to relieve the work stress and to get back in track again for the next week of hell. So as I open the door I get inside and lock the door with my keys cos my mom has the other one so even if I fall asleep she could get in.

I get comfortable in my bed and start feeling myself, all the back pain, the headaches, the muscle cramps, I could feel them all and yet I still had the energy to do what I am doing. It was such a heavenly feeling when the waves of pleasure hit me it was such a blissful moment. Only for it to be ruined when my eyes came in contact with the person that I least expect to see me pleasuring myself.

He just stood there in front of the door mouth agaped watching me with those lust filled unholy sinful eyes while his pants tightened around his crotch leaving me more wet than I am now, this whole situation made me embarrassed but my anger took over and I knocked him out with my pillow.

"Why are you here? How did you even get in? Don't you have the basic manners to knock the door before you come in? Uh??" I questioned but his smug smile grew bigger as he came close to me. I was stuttering at this point.

"I thought you were not interested in this babe but now I know what you want and don't worry this will be our little secret sweetheart" he said as he winked at me and went downstairs when he saw the door open to reveal my mom with groceries in her hand, he leaves me there stunned as he goes and helps my mom with his muscular build and puppy act.

When he leaves he greets my mom and hugs me saying "I'm sure I could do better than that darling. You will be over the moon and be begging for more"

You couldn't believe he said that with your mom in here but you were too abashed to face your mom and ran upstairs with her telling you to be careful on the stairs as you flopped yourself on to the bed. Those words just repeated in your head.

"Asshole" you mumbled to yourself as steam released through your ears

[copias-girl]

Do you have any tips/tricks on how you write copia?? Cause I genuinely love it and would like to know the process behind it

Omg thank you so much! It’s a huge compliment when people say they like the way I write him!! ♥︎ so without further ado:

HOW TO WRITE COPIA TUTORIAL LETS GOOOOO 👏🏻 adding a cut because this got long!

Ok so first of all, I do have a bit of an advantage because I’m Italian. I’m from Canada but my Mom was born in Italy, I’m fluent in Italian, and I still talk with my relatives in the old country. So basically I know what an Italian accent sounds like, because all my life I’ve heard all my family speaking with one! Hell, even I had one when I was little! HOWEVER, that doesn’t mean you can’t write Copia if you don’t have that experience

I watch a lot of Ghost concert footage and I’ve watched the Chapters sooo many times, so when I started writing Copia it came really naturally to me. Like writing him is literally second nature at this point 💀 So I would highly suggest watching footage of Copia because that way you can easily picture the way he sounds, his cadence when speaking, his accent, and his mannerisms. And once you know him well you can imagine how he’d react in certain scenarios.

And when you’re writing, ALWAYS always picture the dialogue being said in your head! That way, it’ll sound natural and much more realistic.

Also there are little subtle things you can do to make his speech more true to source for Copia. Italians are known for saying ‘eh’ in between words, just like how other people say ‘um’. So for Copia, I always use ‘eh’ and ‘ehm’, never ‘uh’ and ‘um.’

‘Ah’ is also good, because when he forgets Sister Imperator in the wheelchair, he says ‘Ah, shit.’ And of course, ‘oh’ is also fine to use. Also! When he does that signature little chuckle in the Chapters or on stage, the little ‘heh heh..’ Yeah, add that. It’s adorable and canon!

Also, throw in some Italian, as much or as little as you want. Sometimes I like to have him start a sentence in English and then he goes into Italian for the other half. Other times a whole sentence will be in Italian. And don’t forget to make him say ‘Si’ instead of ‘yes’ often! Also, if he’s talking about something, you can put that word in Italian as if he doesn’t know how to say it in English!

Now for the cadence! There are three main versions of Copia: Canon Copia (which you can see in my Pamper Your Papa fic), pathetically shy Copia (which you can see in To Catch a Cardinal) and a more dominant Copia (which I have not written yet, but I will soon!)

I’m going to use canon Copia as the example, but think of this as a soup; you can just use more or less of the ingredients to adjust the recipe and write which Copia you want!

Copia is awkward, so make sure to break up his sentences with a good amount of ‘eh’ and ‘ehm’. He’s like the perfect mix between awkward and sex appeal, so that’s how I like to write him. He can fluster, he can fuck, but at the end of the day he’s still an adorably awkward old man and that quality always shines through! And while he can fluster you, I picture him to get flustered easily too.

Also, don’t be afraid to add a bit of self-consciousness here and there, perhaps about being old, eating too much rigatoni lol, or about wanting to live up to the title of Papa (if you’re writing something where he’s Papa). If he’s Cardinal, you can make him self conscious perhaps about feelings of unworthiness or something along those lines. It adds to his charm and I feel like it’s accurate to his character. Not to mention it adds depth! Because Copia is lighthearted and fluffy, but he can also be really deep! He’s the perfect mix of everything ♥︎

So those are the basics. Of course, to write pathetic Copia, just increase the amount of stuttering and ‘eh’ and ‘ehm’. I mean really crank that shit up, ya know? It might seem excessive when you’re writing it but it reads off great!

For dominant Copia, you’re gonna be dialling all of that down. Keep the Italian, just don’t really add any of the ‘eh’ and ‘ehm’ or stuttering, because dominant Copia needs to be CONFIDENT and a bit more smooth and like -> 😈

Once again: IMAGINE THE DIALOGUE IN YOUR HEAD. That way you’ll know WHERE to put the ‘eh’ and ‘ehm’ and which words to stutter on! If those are misplaced it’ll make the dialogue seem unnatural!

Also, remember that clip where Copia (as Cardinal) was telling the audience to clap and he was like “You know, like ketchup!” because back in the day they used to have glass ketchup bottles so you’d have to slap the bottom to get the ketchup out? WELL, add some weird kinda stuff like that, stuff where’s it’s like ??? Baby what are you talking about?? His odd references are so cute and add to his awkward old man charm. That’s why I had him compare his rat to a potato in TCAC 💀

I really hope I explained this ok, sorry if it’s kinda chaotic! ♥︎ Please don’t hesitate to send in another ask if you need clarification on anything or have more questions! I love talking about Copia and I love talking about writing! ♥︎♥︎♥︎

[larabiatasstuff]

Part one here 🖤

Part five🖤

Stone was confused "What is happening? What..." but he wasn't able to finish his sentence. The door behind me opened and Sweet Tooth entered the office. Stone looked at me eyes wide, sweat on his forehead. "What have you done?" I laughed. "Well I learned something. For the first time since I'm doing this job I asked questions. He's all yours." I said getting up turning to leave. "Oh and Sweet Tooth? Please take your time with him." with that I left the office and closed the door. I don't know how much time had past when Sweet Tooth appeared at the front gate completely covered in blood. "It's over." " What about his little minions?" "Oh they're busy." he said starting the truck. "What did you do?" "I may have destroyed the control panel for the cells.". "Ooohhh smart.". "I have my moments." Sweet Tooth said and we burst out laughing. I couldn't help myself but I really started to like him but as soon as we got back to the casino, it was time to say goodbye.

"Sooo... I ummm it was great to meet you Y/N.". Sweet Tooth said rubbing the back of his head. "Same I mean. I'm sorry that I tried to kill you and thank you for teaching me ask questions before taking a job. I really appreciate that." "Oh it's fine I mean you never had a real chance to kill me but you tried and I think I have a bruise somewhere. I wish you all the best Y/N." "I... Oh fuck that." I said and hugged him tightly. "You don't have to go Y/N." Sweet Tooth said almost in a whisper. "I have to. Maybe we meet again some day but for now. I have to go. Take care of yourself Sweet Tooth." I let go of him and got in the car. My heart felt heavy when I watched him disappear in the rear view mirror. But deep inside I knew I did the right thing. A few weeks went by and I couldn't stop thinking about him. Sweet Tooth the clown everyone was scared of was actually a really nice guy and if I was honest to myself I missed him. I was driving down an empty dirt road when suddenly a car appeared behind me. I couldn't see what kind but the closer it came I realized it was the ice cream truck. My heart jumped in my chest when he appeared next to me and gestured to roll my window down.

"What are doing here?" I asked "Umm I... I just..." "Wait I think it's better if we stop to avoid an accident you know?" he nodded and pulled over. I did the same and got out of the car keeping myself from running towards him. "Hey." I said my face hot and I could tell I was blushing. "Hey Y/N you, you look absolutely fantastic today." " Thank you Sweet Tooth you look great as well." then there was a moment of awkward silence before he spoke up again. "I don't care if I sound silly or something but Y/N I missed you, a lot. I don't know what you did to me I can't stop thinking about you. It's okay if you don't..." he started but I didn't let him finish. I jumped into his arms, pulled his mask up and kissed him. I could tell he was surprised and that he definitely didn't know what he was doing but he tried his best to show me all the emotions he had for me while muttering sorrys and excuses which made me giggle. "Sweet Tooth stop apologizing. It's okay." " I'm sorry... I mean. I'm a little nervous I never had a girlfriend before." "So I'm your girlfriend now?" "If you want to. Oh and I cleaned the casino so if you want ... I mean..." " I shouldn't have left in the first place so I'd love to go home with you and see where this takes us." " I have the feeling that my heart is jumping in my chest Y/N. Can I maybe kiss you again? "" You can kiss me as much as you want. " and this time there where no apologies.

[brothersonahotelbed]

sleepover ask game!! tell me abt ur day and an unpopular opinion <3

hi dominic!!!

my day was really fun actually :D it was my little brother's birthday so he, my dad, and i were out almost the whole day. we went to build-a-bear and my brother & i got matching frog plushies and then we went to this mall i i haven't been to in the loooooongest time which was so fun. it has this 2-storey carousel on the second floor that was my favorite thing in the whole world as a kid, and i rode on it again today for the first time in. god maaybe 5 or 6 years? it was sooo much fun for me but it was also really cool to see my little brother enjoy it too :] and then we got dinner and i ate eggs benedict for the first time ever and then had ice cream cake at home <3 and my brother loved the gift i gave him (my old mp3 player with a shit ton of songs on it) and so i sort felt like the best sibling in the world. so yeah really good day :)

an unpopular opinion! i don't think this is considered an unpopular opinion on tumblr/the internet tbh but in real life i've met next to no one who agrees with me so. ummmmmmmm i fucking detest the "boyfriend fit" style of clothing that's become popular these days esPECIALLY in plus-size clothing companies. i think it's really fucking stupid & boring & lame & most of all cuntless that we've created a style of clothing that mimic this phenomenon of girls wearing their boyfriend's clothes that are supposedly "oversized" and make her looked smaller and all cute. aside from the outright rage i feel toward this concept (the stereotypical girls are smaller so their boyfriend's clothes will look oversized and baggy and "masculine" (NOT AT ALL)) it just really pisses me off because clothing companies now are replacing perfectly good and fine styles (more specifically styles that i, as a fat person, enjoy!) to cater to people who want to look small and dainty and cute in their "boyfriend's" clothing. all the stores i frequent for clothing are replacing my favorite style of jeans with boyfriend fit and hot topic's new favorite thing is making t-shirts ONLY in the boyfriend fit and i bought a mcr one last year because the design was too cool to pass up and i fucking regret it every time i wear the shirt because the fit is cut slimmer than the usual tees but the arms fit fine, even when it's in my usual size, so i'm stuck with a really awkward looking shirt and incites dysphoria for me personally and it JUST LOOKS BAD IN MY OPINION??? and so yes. i have so much more to say on this topic but my unpopular opinion is that the boyfriend fit style should kill itself or at the very least companies should put BACK the regular styles i know and love because if it wasn't hard enough for me to find clothes in my size that don't exacerbate my dysphoria, now i gotta scour ebay for discontinued jeans styles because they've all been replaced by the boyfriends. I HOPE JAKEY FUCKING DIES !!!!!!

[only-lonely-lovers]

09.19.2022

tags: bondage, spanking, fingering mouth/throat, facefucking, bodysharing, rough sex

Bird is あ / Avvy is つ

つ：Ah it’s too funny to subject amane to the weird differences in his mind between nene and tsukasa. You’d hope some day he’d kinda appreciate tsukasas agreeableness and even be like, I wanna. Test run something I wanna do with Yashiro. Like some real goons mood of it all like I need to practice tying these ropes and see if it’ll hold and I WILL sulk for 5 days if I try it with Yashiro and I fuck up . But tsukasa idgaf. If he falls from the shiddy ropepulley or comes undone I will just be like sigh

あ：Lmaoo this is like peak shennanies yes… This is like the, ah, accepting that you can't "fail" with Tsukasa

つ：Almost like rehearsal with tsukasa. You can get frustrated with the knots and stuff if you want. And ask him to wriggle around. But like Amane trying to rehearse some bits even running dialogue. He has tsukasa gagged though like don’t say anything you’ll break my immersion for this ok

But like one day going to be doing this and like get too into the dom boyfriend mindset and like smack his ass but then feel like. Didn’t like that. Don’t like that I did that to tsukasa fsr

あ：the TANGIBLE silence

つ：I’m fine with calling him good girl as part of the rehearsal but I need to go stand on the roof About this one Them both still like we both know somehow it was weird

あ：It's like he smacked Tsukasa's ass and Tsukasa made a noise just from the impact. fucking dead silence after

つ：And just an earnest moment of impatience. The problem was it wasn’t part of the rehearsal

あ：I got my dom jeans on too hard

つ：You did it in the manner to which you’d bop tsukasa Like ugh stop the wiggling SMACK then was like . N just walks out. Nene walks into the bathroom later tsukasa tied up like hiiiiii Amane left💔

あ：Sometimes I like to think Tsukasa is like [I do not see it 😑] [for Amane's sake]

つ：I know he is awkies

あ：so funny to think about Tsukasa in moments like this. i think sometimes he is also like I'm sorry❤️ i have aboner statistically sometimes you're doing stuff and it's like. gomen ne

つ：Tsukasa doesn’t have to feel it was weird but just feels like. Ohp! Amane doesn’t usually do tha I know it Waits for his response

It is always like well I like anythiiiinggg But that’s the problem too Sorryyy I not supposed to like it💔 I will be quiet thooooo Kicks legs on bathroom floor alone. Sings a song

あ：🎶oh well It's so funny to think about rehearsing dialogue, the things that you're not ready to feel right or wrong. you know I think sometimes Amane must enjoy something but then be like wait. i actually dont like that it wasnt awkward no winning either way Saying good girl does feel pretty innocuous, this is neutral territory

つ：It’s rough. Also if you come during the rehearsal sometimes it’s fun sometimes you hate that you came Trying to deliver a line and nut. Just get quiet

あ：but I think it might get kinda like. dicey when its like. I'm going to fuck your pussy so hard girl

つ：I THINK ITS FUNNYYYY But. Like

Sometimes amane is like; this is a cool time to come well punctuated by the scene, immersed, delivered a line have “her” set up. If it happened like this I’m ready to go. Other times it’s shameful And your own brain knows when you’re in the roleplay VS unable to shake the Meta of tsukasa and responding to any part of that. It’s not wrong to nut about tsukasa but it’s like STAY ON TASK.

Like mmgggher i wanna nut about you or Yashiro intentionally I don’t like feeling out of control BUT I NEED THE REHEARSAL IM IMPRESSINg YASHIRO SOOO MUCH LATELY ITS SO USEFUL!!

You do imagine Yashiro is getting the most stellar 5 star insanely streamlined experiences He is an expert. At the knots He is smooth at transitions. He flubs no lines. He looks inhumanly incredible. At domination

She is floored. She is a puddle every time. It just makes him more insane about embellishing and like I NEEDSD TO OVERCOME THE SHAMEFUL MOMENTS!! (On ground) I need to be the coolest boyfriend for my whore gf

あ：like UMGHH i need the pay out… tfw you want to be really impressive lmaoo like ugh but i need it i need it.. i need her to feel like her whole mind is being fucked with… you could never handle how capable i am

つ：I like tsukasa doing this all having a grand time having fun and then at the end amane IS like ahh good job. That went well I think I’m ready. Let’s tsukasa clean off cock with mouth while amane unties the ropes and shuffles them into sleeves

If there’s ever a day you’re caught it’d be like. You’re going to have to ask yourself. Would you rather tell Yashiro, that, This is practice, and reveal that you practice and ruin the illusion of the seamless dom. Or let Yashiro think you just call Tsukasa good girl and tie him up for your own private reasons between the two of you.

Do not like these. Sleeps you Tsukasa we are going to lie to Yashiro I am going to put her at her desk with her books and make it like she fell asleep doing homework on the classroom Ok She had a dream. GRABS FACE. okay?

あ：looking at tsukasa like this PUPIL MOVES DOWNWARDS

つ：hai.

When Yashiro comes back you are just playing cards Nailed it…. saved the day

あ：I hope there are moments… that are more like seamless and wordless. still tinged w strangeness, but also the kind that Amane can glide past. Like ah… simply running hand over Tsukasa's chest, simulating a grope, and Tsukasa wordlessly curving his spine to push into the touch a bit, trying to be like -- oh yes yes, nene-chan's chest… [trying to assist]

Tsukasa being a good mimic… in reality, being able to recall how Nene typically moves or poses and try and further assist Amane in his little roleplay. he wants to mentally prepare so… I will help Amane by doing Nene-chan like things

つ：It’ll be just nice when it isn’t goon time. He’s good at it Letting my mind run for 2 minutes was like aaaaaaa the (glass floor shatters under me) So I’m making peace with that and getting unembarrassed I’ll have my little notepad here in a second. I just want it known none of my thoughts were my intent

あ：[cooing sounds] come here sweetheart fall into the gap with me.

つ：Uuuuoooo the gap Well the final thought.

Amane frustrated and done with avoiding anything— why shouldn’t he have complete indulgence? Wouldn’t tsukasa like anything? Can’t he just shut him up if he makes a single sound he doesn’t like? Searingly embarrassing to confront a single thought at all, but once he indulges one action they fall like dominoes.

Tsukasa laid over lap, irregular, hooks fingers in mouth, effectively gags him before starting to hit with his other hand. Feeling tsukasas fangs bite down. Going on a little crazy litany. Like you’re convenient, cuz I can go as hard as I want. There is more brutality in the motion, and the fingers in his mouth are resentful in their touch— pissed off at Tsukasa for reducing him to wanting this, for being tempting. All conveys in unforgiving motions.

Gets… insane. Slurs out that he wishes tsukasa had a pussy, so he could finger fuck it between hits. Gotta settle for your mouth. Fingers mouth aggressively, shoves to throat. Bleary state of mind…. To be able to confront such a thought, gotta be so mad to have been made to have it. Crane Tsukasa’s spine backwards by hooking around his teeth and dragging him up, to glare at him… wanna squint at while administering impact. Understand how pissed I am, don’t get it twisted. Amane can feel his own wrists muscle memory itching to switch to the fingering motions, it almost makes him wanna whine….

Ssso accustomed to the back and forth, smack smack, grope slide in, wiggle wiggle, his fingers keep twitching. Just frustrates him!!! It’s not fair, to have these conflicting urges!!! It shouldn’t mix at all! Actually tsukasa SHOULDNT remind me of anything… just stomp his foot under everything restlessly. What useless urges!!!

Finally throws tsukasa off, kicks him (he’s bound, arms) til his back hits the wall of the bathroom, then drags him up by the hair, plants a hand on the wall, and reaaaally facefucks him against the wall, breathing into the tile. A very ah… legs spread apart, stance, shoving.

Finish. Out of breath… lean against a stall panting. Feeling like a demon was exorcised. No ability to think, just buzzing. Teeth marks around knuckles, looks at those…. sighs.

Tsukasa is a little sickle shape on the floor cuz of being tied up still, fell over after amane stopped holding him up. Eye contact…. Sustained. A lidded and dark-eyed tsukasa panting…. amane, too. Weird moment. Tsukasa drooling come, licking his teeth. See you… something different happened. Amane finally only feels: and? So what. You made something different come out. You just do that. You know you do.

あ：Anyways… I just really enjoy the sheer selfishness of a scenario like this — an instance where, the very conceit of it all is already Tsukasa being really gracious, more than the average person would be. Lots of people would have at least some insecurities with being enlisted to RP/do practice for your Other Partner… It's unique that Tsukasa feels no sense of competition or inadequacy, he is just here to help. Ready to lay there and be acted upon as needed.

So… for Amane to then get frustrated and take things out on Tsukasa… as if it's Tsukasa's fault for inducing the desire in his heart, like "ugh, how dare you do this to me"… It's so shitty, but one does go SIGH it's Amane's appeal isn't it… That even while being catered to and accommodated wholly, he'll get agitated about his own feefees… his own arousal… Huff huff.. Having a cock just makes you feel weak, so often, and Amane doesn't like feeling weak to it. I think it's so simple like… hate feeling cock twitch about this or that, stupid leaky thing jumping about things it wasn't mean to. Hate your vision blurring… hate breath getting heavier and words slurring, where they shouldn't.

Ugh but yeah as I mentioned earlier, I've thought about being as selfish as to finally growl about, like, "UGH, if you had a pussy…" I think this would just make Tsukasa's head spin, like what-? not a thought in his little head. Amane feeling this-? What's he saying-?? [trying to focus, but being wailed on]

つ：It’s too fantastical!!!! Like he’s in a dream

あ：One of those thoughts that almost seems too abstract you know…

つ：He wants to do more to you than he even can….?

あ：Could never remotely think such a thought! i like this time Avvy worded it like, tsukasa's emotions being "but I'm Tsukasa". ww….

つ：So simple I am a fixed thing! You know a tsukasa Blurring Nene emotions towards him….. sooooo interesting!!!

あ：The way Tsukasa doesn't ah think conventionally, well you might as well complain about him not having an animal body part, wings or something… In terms of how, it's all equally fantastical right

つ：Amane is so distinct and exact and unchanging to tsukasa, it can’t work in the other direction. Nothing in common to mingle between amane and nene Brother and his gf! Different

あ：Entire islands

つ：Fun to grope nene, nothing to blur here

あ：The idea that Amane could be restless and wishing for something like that… in the middle of it all… I do like Tsukasa having to register twitchy hands or something, or feel how he's acting upon his mouth the same way he would pussy, fingering it…

つ：He is having impossible dreams…. Wahhhh💞💓

あ：Amane's frustrated expression… brows pinched… such sharp gaze

つ：All so tense, despite that amane is releasing something…

あ：The idea that... he wants more, than your mouth... it just seems dizzying... like getting facefucked with this all in mind

つ：When I thought about uhm… well for one really like— yeah….. the. Lost my train of thought but that was one of them

I was hooked on the crassness of “settle for your mouth” directly correlating, and then proceeding to facefuck SO hard. I thought about Tsukasa’s head really hitting the wall sometimes if amane pulling away pulls him forward, just doesn’t care. Donk donk

Wanting his head pinned between him and the wall so he can really drive it deep and grind towards throat…. want tightness of throat around.

あ：The sheer harshness and lack of consideration… chasing something, like trying to scratch an itch. it's so oppressive

つ：Noooo room for lackadaisical bobbing dick around open mouth jumps to wanting throat as closer analog

あ：sigh i do like it all… like, harsh driving into… coming down throat like this… and tsukasa left to topple onto the ground after….. one of those things that would make nene really reel to watch

つ：understand. The dynamic of murderer and victim

あ：You can see how it escalated. so much

つ：oeuuoruhgh but i have bene like ah…. m. ah I feel like amane's sentiments and clear restlessness would make tsukasa feel frenzied in back of mind…. his chessmaster little brain like i have to…. help… i was thinking about tsukasa one day just ah. suddenly SLEEPing Nene when she come into the bathroom and then immediately booting her out of her body like gomen ne. but immediately bending her over and spreading and beseeching amane to have what he wants and it would be like fkksdlf;kl;FJKG;SJGKL; OKAY. but i want nene to wake up like. really quickly bc tsukasa didn't actually do a deeper spell on her

i like to think you can control the intensity of it, if you just brief sleep blip or you truly conk them out for hours can't be roused. anyway i like nene on the ceiling 'coming to' like what happened. STARING AT HANAKO FUCKING YOUR BDOY SOOOO HARD

which is like jfc this is fucking!!!! hot and sexy!!! BUT I WONDER UNDERSTAND IT. but then he's rambling insanely to tsukasa obviously and you're like [pin drops] theyre using my body to have sex with each other [pause] this is fucking… HOT AND SEXTY and hanako does not know she woke up lol

あ：I'm sooo the pussy in the room… the asset nene just feeling like. smug about it klfdjghdfjkld (edited)

つ：its also liek: i knew it. they want to fuck so hard i have known all ALONG i'm really helping them come to terms with something

あ：becomes nene-sama mentally

つ：its also like; it must be so hard… hanako is straight

she is nene-sama on the ceiling benevolent entity like…. mmm. i have provided… the promised. the coveted. a solution for you two….

going to jerk off about this for months. oh the visual of your own body being plowed, hot. getting to see you x hanako from a distance: we are so hot he moves hot, he moves body hot. he is so rude.

あ：Having unwoke brain is so useful though isnt it, she can just feel so simple about it in a way i think-? like "ah of course its a problem, hanako-kun is so into girls… but he loves tsukasa-kun so much… and of course, tsukasa-kun would want to do anything hanako-kun would want…"

つ：tsukasa-kun is very clever, how did he come up with this….

あ：seeing it as tragic but in the romanticized way like star-crossed lovers almost. like awww

>oh the visual of your own body being plowed, hot. getting to see yuo x hanako from a distance: we are so hot

I do think it is this. ahhh and how euphoric, to feel so.. like… made hotter in tandem… underneath him… your body is pure sex

つ：i think its also like,inspiring, to hear tsukasa not muffle anything and make w/e sounds in her voice, lol. she's like ah gosh…. i always am embarrassed to make noises. but its hot actually

i need to go harder. tsukasa is just like thrashing back into hanako's cock and drooling and making sounds. nene is like wow . watching a porno starring me

あ：Tsukasa being in there, I'm sure even makes it easier to feel fondness, like, you'd never want to think of Tsukasa as homely or something, he's not unattractive in there

つ：and then hanako is being. rougher. than usual. so it all feels like. jesus. so extreme

あ：aint no frumpy girl

つ：nooo this isnt a cringe frumpy girl being fucked…. suddenly you are just a slut for hanako's cock. the body obviously loves hanako's cock a lot it feels very good. facts

あ：benevolent nene-sama also is like, ah i am granting tsukasa-kun the gift of feeling pussy stuffed with cock…. it feels so good doesn't it tsukasa-kun…. [wipes tear]

つ：i think theres a. funny quality of the 2 boys being together where they can-- lgkjfkl be boys moreso, hanako at least, i really think he's got a certain laxness around tsukasa so i like to think when he comes he just like groans inelegantly its my brother so i'm casual. might as well be jerking off

あ：not putting on all that flair. you know me.

つ：a bit more boorish.

あ：not doin it up for a girl… its different

つ：needs to be like something like that happens where hanako sortof is just way too hair down and nene is like. wait. he 100% doesn't know i'm awake

[thought for a second this was the plan] [but realizes she's awake by incident maybe, or tsukasa-kun's decision wthout telling hanako]

あ：😶...

つ：the gracelessness needs to be so like. groaaans. rests hand on hip/ass junction for a second like whewww… siighs…. fans self with hat lolls head to the side

obviously not… performative. too casual. groans and bumps. is like mmm tsukasa stay like this a little longer i wanna go again… in a minute…. sounding like 2 kids.

あ：Unbuttons my gakuran jacket and peels it off, stretches

つ：while still cock in

あ：Yes

つ：nene seeing hanako w no jacket is liek KLFSDJ;FLDSJKGL; youre like scared hes gonna pull his pants all the way down

あ：screams fjksdghf like oh god feeling like she's hiding in the rafters

つ：hanako just stretching and closing his eyes a minute and tsukasa peeks at nene and winks

あ：

つ：EYEBOLLS

あ：it even works that this is a sex cutscene SEEING SEX.

つ：yes SEE

あ：Tsukasa really like ………. [places finger over lips]❤️ it would be so uOUH wiggles my fingers. blows you a kiss

つ：Hanako is mentally like mmmmmmmmm mating press next. [using porno terms in brain] feeling loose limber feeling good mmmm. rubbing thumbs around tsukasa's lower back for a bit.

あ：tabe houdai all you can eat going to flip you like you are livestock

つ：i actually think an incredibly funny thing to do would be be like mmmgmmmhh wait…. snaps my fingers puts nene's body in your kimono and hakama

あ：psychofink but they literally can do shit like this Procure me the set dressings

つ：also makes tsukasa like. aougfg… ,fdjsfkl [stars spinning around head]

あ：hanako really would be likea uhghh finally. tits and pussy under all this whore fabric

つ：that is what i waaaaant

あ：It feels so multi-concept… like ah amane can really think about me clothes? like dis… wow Despite everything i do not think nene is ready to watch mating press just happen to her body like jesus

つ：folds you in half it takes until this for her to be like: wait this is going to hurt my body physically!!!

oh I think Hanako is so fucking disgusting at this second round…. like folds and the position would put pressure on everything so the. come inside would just ooze out and he'd be like ooooo

smears it around pussy with his hand holds legs back with one hand. smears come around with the other

あ：enters gnasty mode... god yeah. swirls my fingers near the entrance

つ：just openly: you know. I try to be more polite, for yashiro. she's just a girl, you know…. you can't be too much all at once…. even though she's….. 'you know' we'll get there.. [pleasantly wistful] of course

あ：It's nice to get a taste though…. mm

つ：tsukasa wiggles legs. hanako just licks down the calf

あ：oh its time to activate me creepy thing

つ：hanako is like siiiiigh ahh feels good rubs thighs indulgently

あ：[closes eyes] tsukasa don't say anything. [just takes legs and presses foot to sternum, strokes hand down along calf, thigh... rubs knees weirdly]

つ：nene is like. i'm getting a little frustrated hey…. why are you….

あ：hey.

つ：why dont you just go have sex with your brother in my body again. enough with this commentary

あ：we don't like the interlude the audience is leaving poor reviews so funny to be like wait let me be a little leg creep for a sec. ahhh

つ：oh but its not all bad at least. in his shirt. also he's so much less with the decorum (saying a lot not like he has a ton on average) just cock out

あ：the smell reaches teh ceiling

つ：you're tempered.

あ：our bond lets me smell your spectral cock even though i am out of body

つ：thats the bond

あ：the porno resumes, as hanako just rubs soft cock against pussy, smearing come… jerks off against. uehh that sort of… like lazily just pulling foreskin back and forth, instead of having a whole hand wrapped around the length or something, a few fingers along the tip

つ：finally is like ahh ok ok…. fiddles with hakama in fingers too. kimono, during. basically stims with it while doing this liking the tandem of tsukasa's outfit and the pussy. mmmm

あ：i think nene though could also be privy to the boys familiary making them so simple abt commentary like. ah yashiro's voice… 's nice… and tsukasa being like yes it is… hehe

つ：[wistful, loving] she's a little shy about making sounds… ah but you know, people can hear her, she thinks about that too…. hehe….

あ：when nene is overhearing hanako talk about her cup size with kou and just puts a hand by her ear about it

つ：she wants to hear the boytalk

あ：overhear these dirty story boys [husking] but wouldn't it just be hot, if people had to hear her clearly being fucked… and loving it.

つ：ahhhh…. closes eyes, sighs. alright… thats enough. are you ready, tsukasa…..? lol, just kidding [SHOVES knees back]

mmmmm, maybe I should be more careful… mmm~~ no, no~ I think Yashiro's body can handle it….

it's her mind that's not ready… [wistful, pleasant, my little virgin] but her body's ready for anything…

あ：Such a receptive body. so wanting, really. ahh it's hard to say no to it, again and again… [fetish for whore body oozing out] I think Hanako is the type to feel quietly tested by pussy still being so wet and limber.. when the walls really still feel so receptive to the pounding. it's hard to not just take it as "she still needs it"

つ：this is all good proof that nene could always use some more, ahh the body is so eager always…

once he earnestly gets going he'll get back to task. mating press has benefit of looking at face. Get to say more sentimental things like mmmmnn.. ahh I like your, expressions. on her face. such a good idea, tsukasa…. pet pet mmm. pounds

あ：Some earnest nuzzling... talking against face...

つ：round 2 feels like luxury cruise

あ：pet hair… You do like to see Yashiro's red eyes staring so widely up at you…

つ：maybe some day. m.n. we can have Yashiro watch….. tsukasa nods

あ： >this is all good proof that nene could always use some more, ahh the body is so eager always…

Ah you know I think Tsukasa could also just continue to report like, feels good… he's in there simply enjoying the sheer overwhelm

つ：ah hanako would looove to hear it like mmm yesss confirmationnnnn.. mmmmmggh

ahh pleasant whore hanako with both palms holding back of her knees to the floor, tilting head back eyes closed rutting forward loving all the hakama spilling all about, the kimono all bunched up

あ：Artful… I think he can be unclogged a bit and just find it pretty… 's on a girl so. it'd be rude to be like, it's not pretty. it looks nice…. you like to see all the ruffles and flow of the fabric helps add flourish to all the motions, emphasize that you are Plow

つ：i think for round 2 once ya hit the stride it finally gets to become ahh Tsu-ka-saaaa~~ tsuuu-ka-sa, on beats of impact. pleasant singsongy feeling too good ahhh relaxed w my cock deep in pussy. mmmm comfort of brother and gf

あ：Like he got all warmed up and is fully leaning into it… It is just indulgent and cozy at this point. in that sickening way. You both just hit a rhythm of going back and forth with names…

つ：which to nene is a lot. they're. really brothers. in love

あ：uehh the gay shit… i'm sorry if you watch them hit some fingers laced peak

つ：lalalala

あ：maybe in a way nene could understand why hanako-kun runs from this

つ：in some way… you can see how its incongruous….. you hit a beautiful peak. and then he nuts and he's like…

MMMMMMmmm. moves her legs around like levers. I wanna keep cominggggggg

あ：It's strugglesome… it takes so much greasing to ease hanako into such a place. you are sort of watching him regress and be childish and capricious in a particular way though like wahhh i'm not ready to leave it…

つ：[WHORE hentai boy voice yet also 6 year old] I wanna fill you with cooome

あ：i don't wanna stop until you can't mooove tsukasa also a child in the situation: til i-!! can't move-!!! pant pant

つ：tsukasa flinging hands up panting aahhh whatever you want!! amane!

あ：I think it's always refreshing to be so mortal feeling. like ah for real out of breath, for real aching and light headed and shaky

つ：mmm but can I reaallyyy… mmmmmmrr… teetering pounds a little she'll definitely be sore by now…. I can feel it….. mmmm…~~ mmmmbutIwannamakeagirlsore……..

あ：[enabler voice] re-ally really REALLY!! [hiccups] it'll be good nene-chan will appreciate it

つ：you just wanna get fucked more, you're biased… [talking a little angrily. you whore] mmm its not fair…..

あ：clucks tongue. leers.

つ：if it were just you… then I really wouldn't have to think twice yyyouu don't need to go anywhere… or do anything. [gets… dark]

あ：deliberating and becoming this boy

like ah so selifsh… you're not really being considerate of Yashiro. it's always up to me

つ：starting to think about how to blame tsukasa positioning carefully…. sigh.

Yashiro…. needing to take a day off of school isn't good for me, you know….. are you going to keep me busy while she's stuck at home, 'cuz of what you wanted?

あ：Saying all this while rolling hips… as always, I think it's satisfying to implicate Tsukasa as the selfish one here. like ah really Tsukasa… This tone, like you're scolding your younger brother. Hey now…

つ：yashiro is like. s. stay home….? what are you gonna do to my body… waito. but staying silent

あ：what are . you thinking about what the… what is Hanako-kun imagining ??

つ：gonna….. watch him make you bleed

あ：Eh but you know I think the true efficiency would be switching to fingering in-between everything… Like well while i'm recovering…. keep this going this is really like. targets cervix

But I feel like Nene does start to like worry over the sounds Tsukasa starts to make in there He's not like… censoring self.. so as it starts to sound ah. agonizing. this is heard with no obfuscation (edited) Hanako himself registering the new quality to the voice, like god sounds miserable… [horny] [eyes rolling back]

つ：when it hits that brutal octave, definitely pain

あ：it just sounds like it hurts

つ：but still so sexual.. mmmm blood in the water

あ：Just incentive to slam harder, in reality

つ：nene didn't know she could sound like that…… crazy. hearing your voice take new shapes. won't… be able to go to, class……?

あ：[cruelly] Is it still "good"? Is it, Tsukasa?

つ：NODS NODS NODS NODS ah begins laughing. mania induced

あ：>won't… be able to go to, class……?

you've never thought about your pussy being able to hurt so bad. like whuh but its my pussy… [eyes are dots]

つ：just from….. having sex….?

amane finally getting too… insidious. mmm. its…. it'd be bad, actually if you were like this, Tsukasa…. there's no way…. we'd… do anything else…..

whispering. it'd happen… sooner [actually referring to. murder]

yashiro: sex? tsukasa receives the meaning proper tho

amane, inhaling slow after saying that. knew it…. knew you'd….. tighten. gh…. mmM…. [gets back in there]

if only you could carry nene-chan home like this after everything. in an ideal world

あ：The aftercare we deserve. Sorry sweetheart

Alluding to murder really is the most lurid thing, in reality… In a circumstance like this. But ah I really imagine it does alight every nerve in Tsukasa's body like mghhhh… the concept that if things were different, it wouldn't undo your shinjuu. but ah of course it wouldn't… it's what Amane wants of you…. [boiling internally to process it all, still]

If it would functionally just stoke Amane and incite him to act. I also feel like, there are dokis had whenever there's an implication of — … and I would've done it to you, even if life had been different around us

つ：inevitable….. i'd love for amane to know it's not the circumstance that caused it, it's himself

あ：It wasn't just a coincidence or, like a matter of your specific circumstance, it's more about his nature…

つ：to just simply know that so confidently

あ：it's what he's been agonizing over for years All of this in mind, while slipping back in… i like. it's good flavor

つ：pulling out fingers, observing blood… showing it to tsukasa kinda like… mm you like to see it don't you, mentally. yup, you do….

あ：Of course you do… grabs jaw with bloody hand. continuing, lowly, "It's always like this, with you, isn't it… It can't be any other way."

つ：nothing but manic giggling and wiggling and panting can come out anymore

あ：Reduced... ueghhrhgh i feel like the scariest thing is when Amane just breathily laughs too. you both make each other sick

つ：reach a bit of peace again somehow. hai hai…. hugs legs while pumping. will finish pleasantly despite where we've treaded but then its like….❤️ I have no idea how we'll explain any of this to yashiro …❤️ I thought we could just play it off with a little tidying up….

あ：^^…………………………………………. I don't want to explain anything❤️

つ：will just get her some water and goodies from the cafeteria (stealing) set a girl up in the infirmary. can carry her there at least. its post-school its empty out here just caretake her for a bit yashiro has much to think about. oh when she's placed back in her body, oh it'll be like being hit with a truck

あ：try not to scream challenge

つ：immediate respect for tsukasa for just laying there . the STABBING FEELING

あ：at least for a second i think its really AKSUFJDGHF

つ：oh its really AFKLADJF!!! AAouuuouhhh… curling on side clutching tummy

あ：tsukasa-kun😭 hefsldkjgdshdf tsukasa out here like mm reminds me of. you know

つ：tsukasa very apologetic

あ：❤️

つ：him and nene have special knowledge so hes really like❤️ i sowwy ❤️i got into it toooo much❤️ oops

あ：gomen ne

つ：i wanted to look out for you girl but… uhm💔

あ：tfw you trying to look out for your girlie. but you ARE his slave we'll just have much girl talk later

つ：much to girl talk about some day

あ：AS ALWAYS i just want nene to be able to have someone be like. it feels soooooooooooooooooo good to be fucked in your pussy! >:o i understand so much

つ：the pussy is so amazing and cool it really does like to be fucked

あ：nene-chan is amazing

[pokemon-ash-aus]

There is so much thoughts lmao, they use a typewriter because their handwriting is really bad but for the first few days of being roomies they don't use the typewriter because they don't wanna annoy Peach with the sound of it, Peach asks like why they have it if they won't use it and they tell Peach well they don't wanna annoy her with it to which Peach is just like like hey crack on if I need a break from it I'll let you know. Just communication and boundaries and honestly the background tapping is probably weirdly rhythmic and soothing to some degree, but if Peach says like hey I have a headache, they absolutely just use another method of note taking

At one point they ask Peach if she's psychic because they've noticed she gets overwhelmed a lot when they're all in one classroom and she always seems to know what someone's gonna say or she knows what they're thinking like when they're thinking about stopping for a snack and drink Peach always suggests a break. So Peach is just *fuck she's onto me* but also eh because she just assumes I'm a psychic human and just agrees. I don't think it's a case of her not trusting her with the truth at that point but probably more so Peach can't be bothered to say anything while they're still in education ya know they've got good vibes rn no need to change it if they stay friends after then yea she'll probably bring it up since this humans pretty nice and trustworthy

She's probably kind of shy and awkward around Peachs family, I have the silly thought of like Ash and Indigo sneak on campus one night and throw pebbles at their window for Peachs attention just being silly and so Peach goes out to lmao tell them off and chat and the human kinda awkwardly peers out the window like oh huh oh yea she's got two brothers before promptly ducking down shyly if either of them spot her but she probably puts her hand up to wave. And then she just writes messages on a whiteboard and holds them up to the window to talk to them because she's kind of too awkward to talk to them in person but whiteboard messages are fine. They'd be sooo shy if invited over on a weekend to meet Peachs parents probably like "should I get a plant? I feel like a should get a plant like hello nice to meet you I know your daughter she's awesome here is a pretty flower to show i am grateful to meet you and very polite" and Peach just lightly snorts because you're fretting for nothing they already know of u they already think ur fine but sure let's get a plant XD because honestly plant gifts are nice.

Would probably love meeting all their Pokémon too lmao highlight of the evening many mons, Pokémon makes the anxiety worth it XD

They also as probably guessed have vocal stims and are decently good at mimicking certain Pokémon sounds, so she absolutely ekekek and meeps and chirps to the baby Zubat and probably means if Peach accidentally purrs or something she doesn't have to worry too much because they think oh she can mimic too or its also vocal stims, very cool

Hell yeah!! Im so happy about this :3

Peach has a broken purr so more likely, it just sounds like a broken mimic!

Careful with Babies around Peach, after Pepoer she gets attached hardcore XD

I do wonder what The Oc's reaction is to toddler Pepper coming to visit mom in the dorm

[sohmiya]

I've been listening to Counting Losses by Chelan, Best & Mess It Up by Gracie Abrams (<- which are probably songs that fit them quite well...not a great thought because I'll start creating a Spotify playlist about Max and Ev) & had this hc in my head for like over an hour, so I had to swoop in and send you Maxine x Evren angst...which is terrible because I'm the biggest supporter of their 'could be perfect' relationship. Like if their ship ever left the docks and sailed, I'd be the fucking captain of that ship.

I am sooo sorry that this is so long asdfkghjkl.

SOo they weren't supposed to get as involved with each other as they did, right? but now they're in the situation and I imagine Ev thinking about it one morning and saying "you said we should stop...but you came here last night" and Max is all "and you came to my place last week. But I was right, we do need to stop. This is much more messier than it was supposed to be."

And Ev would pause and go, "because of our lives or because of the media's involvement?" "both" and he'd roll his eyes and ask "and you really think any of this would've been easier with someone else?" and Max would sarcastically laugh and say, "frankly, yes. it probably would've been" and Evren would be all, "oh, because the media have been so respectful of our lives in the past, right?" — which is low key an indirect to what the press write about him, but also a shot towards Max's public break up with her ex...and he instantly regrets saying it, but he's caught feelings and all in love and he's saying stupid shit and he can tell he's losing her.

And I see them having a mini argument about it all, which turns into a full blown argument, which turns into them not talking for days...and then not talking for a month. And I see Ev being super upset about it, and him debating whether to contact her and just apologise but he's also under the impression that she definitely doesn't want anything to do with him...so leave it be.

annndd thenn, cause Heartless was so successful their labels are like 'collab again and release another song together' which would genuinely make Evren choke and go, "we don't...have to do that." and his label's all "well, we're not asking, we're telling—the fans loved your last song. Give them what they want."

Then Maxine and Evren are back in the studio together, the exact same one they created Heartless in and ate takeout in and became friends in...so it's super weird and starts off with small talk like "how are things going with you?" "good, you?" "yeah, good" and it's disgustinggg and awkward because a month ago they would've had the deepest conversations and now they can barely be in the same room together.

Eventually Ev would ramble and choke out, "I'm sorry, about what I said a month ago" and Max would nod and say "same..." but it's still super awkward and the tension is there, but they have a job to do and she asks "so how's all of this going to work?" and Evren thinks for a moment and says "honestly?" "honestly" and he goes "we don't kiss, I don't touch you, we don't reminisce the times we spent together, and I think about you in a way that's strictly platonic. then we'll get through this fine"—but he's sort of already failing because he remembers so much about Max: the stuff she likes and dislikes, the way she laughs, her songwriting process, and even debated ordering a charcuterie board for her but decided against it because this can't be anything more than it is.

And Max would go, "you have it all sorted out" "a month gives you time to think about things. probably enough time to grow that god complex of yours" he'd joke, and she'd laugh and say, "it's not like it can grow anymore, you know that already" which is nice because at least they can still joke around with each other and it sort of eases their tension a little until Max asks "and what happens after all of this?"

And Ev's like "we write this song and release it. I let you go, I fall out of love with you, and we get on with our lives" "and you find someone else" and Evren would pause and go "what you and I had it... it was about more than just the sex. it was different from anything with anyone else. you're special Maxie, you don't need me to tell you that. you don't need anyone, least of all a relationship."

But in Evren's head he's begging that she grabs his face and kisses him and says "fine. i'll do it. i'll give us a go, Acevedo. properly. i'll fall in love with you and let you catch me"—but she doesn't so he stops thinking it, clears his throat and goes "besides, we'll write a good song together and individually I'm sure we'll write some great songs about each other, so I guess we can't complain too much."

And like, imagine Evren performing on stage and thousands of fans are literally chanting for him to sing the songs that he wrote with and wrote about Maxine (them not realising they're about her), and Evren's on stage thinking 'fuck...now I have to think about her', but you've gotta give your fans what they want so he performs each one like he's having the best time of his life.

ANYWAY! I"m going to cry in a corner—

me getting excited over an ask from you until i read what it was about:

"you said we should stop...but you came here last night"

"and you came to my place last week.”

the way i knew i was gonna be fucked up as soon as these lines were uttered 💔💔💔💔

"and you really think any of this would've been easier with someone else?"

evren please……… i don’t wanna fight……. this line alone made ME feel bad wtf :(((((

no cause when they start arguing they’re both at the height of their emotions and start raising their voices at each other like “evren we’ve been over this” “why can’t we just give it a try?” “you KNOW why. it’s not gonna work” “you don’t know that” “yes i do” then i imagine evren ultimately saying something like “no you don’t. you always pin it on the media but the truth is you’re just scared” and UGHHHH it would make max so mad because deep down she knows it’s true but she doesn’t wanna admit it so she just says “just go”

he's also under the impression that she definitely doesn't want anything to do with him

little does he know maxine misses him….. 🚶🏻‍♀️

“well, we're not asking, we're telling”

the best thing his label can do is die 🥰 UGH I HATE THEM GIVE MY BABY SOME SPACE

"so how's all of this going to work?"

"honestly?"

"honestly"

"we don't kiss, I don't touch you, we don't reminisce the times we spent together, and I think about you in a way that's strictly platonic. then we'll get through this fine"

i literally want to cry………… i am so fucking devastated

and evren even planning to buy her a charcuterie board……

"we write this song and release it. I let you go, I fall out of love with you, and we get on with our lives"

"and you find someone else"

ngl this lowkey made me feel bad for making miko 😭😭😭

my deepest sigh ever…… the awkward banters when they work together again was so heartbreaking but so satisfying for the angst lover in me JRNDJEKSJ

and also at second coming’s show, maxine has a little chat with the crowd like “have you guys ever felt like you’ve found your person but met them at the wrong time?” and the crowd starts to scream and maxine just laughs but you know it’s hollow and she just goes “yeah same. but thank god we got some bangers out of it” and that’s her lightheartedly hinting at new songs on the setlist and they’re all songs that maxine wrote about evren after the “breakup” and there are times during the show where she looks at her bandmates for some comfort as soon as she starts feeling emotional again :(

but i think after some time when evren and maxine have gotten over it they’d start teasing each other again like “evren you are so fuckimg sappy” “you literally called me your person” “shut the fuck up” and ugndhsgHSHSJAJ IM GONNA CRY mila please tell evren i’m sorry and that i’m just as heartbroken as he is <////3