Sent another interval report on blood pressure to the ADHD diagnosis person. It has gone down a smidge, but I don't know if it's quite enough yet. Let's see what she thinks.
The next time the blood pressure person will contact is in may, so if the current cocktail of pressure meds aren't enough yet, that's probably how long I'll have to wait untill the next step.
ok so like. my roommste has her friend o er & we're all smoking and drinking and the friend jokingly called me a good girl snd i was nofmal and laughed along but inside i was like. Ah. Hm.
I thought it would get better after this weekend but it seems to have gotten worse
What do I do?
What do I do when everything I touch is now a source of stress?
I have a project in mind I want to crochet, but I Must Crochet Other Things First.
I could play my game but I Must Do This List Of Things. (Daily login rewards. Achievements. Story missions.)
I could do some jewelry crafting but that is on the list of Things That Must Be Done because those will go in my shop.
Sewing feels stressful, I do not have the patience.
Embroidery feels tedious and I don't have the patience to not be frustrated if I mess up.
Maybe I hit the dopamine of playing with the new crochet project, even if I don't get far with it. Maybe the other things will not be impacted if I take a day or two to goof off. But I don't want to run out of time either.
It is near inevitable that when I watch/read/whatever something with a love triangle, I will ship the relationship that doesn't go canon.
I am currently making sad dog whining noises irl about Kim Yoon Hee/Moon Jae Shin. It's not the endgame ship, but it's so good. They give each other shit! Moon Jae Shin is just constantly flustered and not dealing with it well, and I love it.