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I’m losing fucking motivation again...
#why#cant#I#get#anything#done#why can't I focus#why am I so unhappy#I just got a second chance and I feel like I'm already ruining it#I'm such a fucking burden on my wonderful family#I don't deserve them
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I have been trying to draw for
SIX FUCKING HOURS
And all I have is a singular circle
#why can't i focus#anyway i am still girlbossing so it should be fine#im so slay rn#im gonna cry omfg
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What is focus when your life is falling apart around you
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i want a new brain :(
#why can't i FOCUS#what is so hard about sitting down and working#for more than 10mins#also srsly dunno what's going on this week that i'm doing this bad#is it the sleep deprivation#i bet it's the sleep deprivation too
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lil doodle to end the week
#dunno why I come up with little scenarios that focus on such minute details. lol anyway I GOTTA improve my line shading#my crosshatching has taken a dip. gotta pick it back up again#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#digital art#elizabeth midford#lizzy midford#sketch#also wow I can't believe i missed reaper day. I was literally doing something and then got side tracked but i didnt stop myself cause i#thought 'eh I have time'#oh well it'll be done someday. plus i didn't see yana do anything so far so I guess i didnt miss such a big holidays after all...#welp it's expected. be happy for the reapers anyway!!!
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Omg imagine if Ghost got hurt in a mission and like his mask is drenched in liquid like I dunno blood or water or something, and he's half laying down on the ground, still reeling in
And Soap approaches him very gently, like he's a spooked animal, because he basically is, and kneels in front of him, with very soft hands reaching for his mask and he says with a quiet voice :
"Am gonnae lift yer mask, LT, I ken ye dinnae want tae, but ah dinnae want ye tae drown yerself... Ah hiv another one fer ye, a dry one, tae replace this one. If ye want tae, ah'll even close ma eyes tae dae it"
And it's Simon who looks back at him, feeling terrified but so in love that it hurts him to hold the words back and instead he just nods slightly, doesn't know if he wants Johnny to recognize the emotion in his eyes or not. Because he doesn't know if he can love him, if he can provide for him, keep him safe, and he doesn't know if he can keep himself safe if anything happens to his Johnny.
But Johnny closes his eyes and lifts the mask off and reaches in his pocket to take out a napkin and another of his masks, wipes the blood and water off his face and gently puts the other mask back on and it's just too much.
"I love you." Ghost says, and once it's done it doesn't feel like he can stop. "I love you, fuck I'm sorry Johnny, I love you"
Soap opens his eyes, feels a bit shocked but not as much as he would have expected. Because it makes so much sense, and he maybe already knew it even if he didn't dare to admit it. Didn't dare to hope. Instead he looks in Ghost's - no, Simon's - eyes, immediately reaches out to wipe the tears that cling to his pale lashes, and smiles.
"Yer a bit of a numpty aren't ye, Simon?" he says, pouring all the love he feels in his eyes. "ah've been in love with ye since the very beginning, dinnae apologize, please, yer more than enough fer me"
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghostsoap#soapghost#btw the '''little''' comic i'm drawing is the longest thing i've done#it's going so slowly and i can't focus it's just awful lmaooo why is my brain like that it knew how i work when it gave me this ideaaaa
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THAT MAN IS SO STRESSED HE JUST PULLED OUT HIS HAIR
so that's why he's going bald
#we finally know why he has that terrible undercut#like it's horrible but I can't imagine him with anything else#at least it's better than the one in the comic#let's just focus on the front#alastor#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#alastor hazbin hotel#mine
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I'm not joking when I say I find Kite in a normal polo shirt the singlehanded funniest thing this entire series has ever done.
#KITE IN NORMAL CLOTHES IS SO INSANELY CURSED AND FUNNY#TO ME.#every time he's on screen I'm laughing so hard I can't focus#WHY DID THEY DRESS HIM IN COUNTRY CLUBCORE#spk watches arc-v#yugioh#yugioh arc v#ygo arc v#kite tenjo#kaito tenjo
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i have a friend with a child on the way who's quitting smoking for their sake after 10+ years—essentially his entire adult life. the decline in literacy, grades, and attention can probably be chalked up to ubiquitous smartphone and ipad use from an early age more than anything else. since children ape what adults around them do, it's incumbent on us to break our own addictions and stop smartphone usage
#and not give them ipads or smartphones#it's all phones i don't think the other factors hold nearly as much explanatory purchase#why can't you—an adult—focus as well as in the past?
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Haha lookit
#adventure time simon#simon petrikov#ice king#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time#atimers#fiona and cake#its so interesting how he decides to wear the glasses in the shower. i guess its easier.. but still.#you have to dry them after. just seems annoying#WAIT. why is the shower curtain open?. what is he doing#i can't even focus on the parallel because hes doing weird stuff.#especially the shower curtain.#the carpet would get wet. or the floor#what if you fall?#this is dangerous
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I don't think anyone who believes Arya is focused on revenge has ever actually read her chapters, it's just been one long game of telephone where people repeat a take they heard so they can pretend they know what they're talking about
#arya stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#and usually the evidence is that she's with the faceless men?? when it's been made clear she's with them because she has nowhere else to go#this isn't even subtext it's literally just what written plainly on the page but people still have trouble understanding it#Arya's focus has always been to return home and to her family and that hasn't changed + won't change in the future#if she truly wanted to hunt down the people on her list then why hasn't she ever thought about doing so??#or thought that she wants/needs to stay with the faceless men so she can learn their skills to take revenge?#people act like we don't have direct access to the character's thoughts and try and fill in the blanks based on assumptions and vibes#I challenge anyone who thinks this to give me any actually evidence to prove that Arya is solely focused on revenge#need idiots who lowered the curve of their english classes to stop speaking on complex characters they can't seem to comprehend#like Arya isn't the one poisoning a disabled child cause she was told she'd benefit from it worry about that instead of speaking on her
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More clothing studies, this time from my fic Axis. I was aiming for authenticity while also trying to have each of their personalities show a little bit in their clothing choices. Two for Nicky, to show his layers.
#tog#the old guard#for reference the fic takes place in 1625 in iceland. i still don't think they're bundled enough though lol.#nicolo di genova#yusuf al kaysani#andromache of scythia#no quynh :(#these were a n i g t m a r e to crop correctly. tumblr why are you like this.#hence the cropping might look a little weird#siggy draws#i think these sketches took a month and a half lol. now i will be quiet about this fic and focus on writing something else.#what do we think about this style? the differently coloured lineart and the slight lighting? and the rough colours?#also i forgot my siggynature on ALL of these but that's ok. you know who i am sdfghf#my new obsession is clothing details i guess!! could always make it more detailed though! with lots of practice i can try.#no real director's commentary on these drawings like i usually write for my sketches asdsfgfd#just that this is mostly what they wear in the fic. add a coat for andy maybe and some mitts for joe.#and more weapons and bags and stuff#can't really see nicky's braids but he's got one big french braid and a few tiny ones on the sides of his head connecting to it.#his hair is like shoulder-blade length. it's about the symbolism!! of not making a change for a long time!! until he does cut it!!#and andy is wearing quynh's necklace under her shirt of course </3#joe rolls his pantaloons above the knee for maximum movement (horseriding) and fashion (gay)#i have a crush on the first nicky sketch like he's so cunty for no reason#well. he's possibly supposed to be having a serious conversation/argument with andy#kudos to the ref picture i used of luca just standing Like That
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holy. shit.
#link neal#mythical society#rhett and link channel#DnD#link running fingers through his hair#link without glasses#messy hair#i'm acting so normal about this!!!!!#what we as a society need to do to help link understand how insanely good he looks with messy hair#why can't he have hair like this on gmm#or maybe it's for the better because i would not be able to focus like at all#i just noticed how the two pics on the right are like: before and after#lol#my post
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I personally believe jumping should just be a baseline function in all video games if I'm controlling a little man on a screen I want to make him jump god damn it
#Games#Video games#If you want to know specifically what game this is focus on#It's fucking batman#Obviously#Where have you been#Finally got around to playing arkham knight#And it's like#I'm batman#Why can't I jump
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shows need to go back to 20 minutes episodes please i don't have the attention for 40 minutes straight let alone a whole hour.
#this is actually why i'm sticking to anime lately. 23 minutes episodes my beloved#also this is why it took me so long to finish hannibal. sometimes i had to stop mid-episode bc i just. Can't focus for that long#no i don't have adhd 🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐 ...probably.
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