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#why do they keep sending me emails
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I'm losing my mind over this brand email I just got
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shopwitchvamp · 3 months
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me the absolute first split second people are acting up in the shop
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kaurwreck · 1 month
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The extremely literal approach to interpreting Crime and Punishment in the context of Fyodor's skill is making me gnaw my own leg. The relationship between the Eastern Orthodox eucharist in Crime and Punishment is also reflected in Fyodor's skill and isn't a particularly complicated analysis. It only requires a minimal, Sparks Notes-level of engagement, and y'all won't go beyond the title of the book.
Which, I suppose, is an improvement on the collective refusal to acknowledge bsd's references to the irl Great War, but I'm nevertheless. Tired.
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copepods · 3 months
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has pinterest really cracked down on moderation lately or am i just saving more TOS-violating shit than normal
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the-casbah-way · 8 months
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i'm not doing anything !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not fucking doing anything !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just sit and rot and worry and yearn whilst other people are out there living and feeling and breathing and experiencing and still i just do nothing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#'you're young there's still time' you do not understand#i don't do things because i'm unwell. chronically. it won't ever go away !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that doesn't mean it can't get better i'm sure it will one day#but it will never be what i want it to be#i get so overwhelmed by all the things i'm not doing#i need to stop watching videos and films about people living the lives i want#been procrastinating my hrt shit for ages now even though all i have to do is send two emails and ask my friend for one link#i'm putting off the new tattoos and piercings i want because i always do that and then i get sad that i don't have them yet#i'm putting off my assignments for a degree that i actually enjoy and want to do well in and i do not know why#i'm just WAITING. what am i WAITING FOR. the change is INSIDE OF ME. why am i waiting#i guess i am holding onto safety and predictability because it's the only thing i have control over#i bounce between that and the image of a future me that is completely unattainable#and i tell myself there is no possible middle ground so i just give up#i can't be all the things i want to be. i will never been seen the way i want to be#but that doesn't mean i have to stay stuck like this forever wasting my life feeling miserable about everything#but i still choose to keep doing it every day anyway because i don't know how to stop#is it too much to ask to be a beautiful man who is not technically a man but is perceived as one and gets silly about it#is it too much to ask to be nice and well and attractive and successful#i don't want to be normal. i don't want to be cis. but i would like to be myself in a way that feels right#but i am not brave enough to start doing anything about it
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stinkbeck · 2 months
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i know i just have 2 keep it together for another month but man… idk if i can do it lol.
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fluentisonus · 2 years
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it could have been a pdf
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floofyfluff · 11 months
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i have been going through things to an exceptionally impressive degree on like three separate fronts over the last week. and i finally got done losing my mind about it today and instead turned all my despair into committing several malicious acts. none of which i regret bc the people who will and are suffering as a consequence of my actions all fucking deserve it.
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dontwanderoff · 8 months
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it's actually wild the amount of work that goes into transitioning students from primary school to high school
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tchaikovskym · 1 year
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today's mantra is not all my ideas are stupid not all my ideas are stupid not all my ideas are stupid
#im like. kind of chickening out of my own ideas for my phd#bc like. what if im wrong#but thats the point of science#but im chickening from telling them to my advisor#but the thing is im so focused on my idea and i just keep on finding that it is not actually been researched#or maybe it was in like 1967 but i wouldnt know lol#i would. i would.#i would do lit research but i cant do lit research now#well i can but what would be the point if i turned out wrong#thats why i have my advisor#and im afraid to go to her and bare my little curious heart of my hypothesis and what id like to find#the first barrier is cortisol sampling. i want that. i dont know if we can have that. i should ask. but idk idk idk.#if we cant. we cant.#i dont feel like im qualified now. like im a big girl! and im afraid that im going to be right! imagine what would that do to my ego#but imagine if i was wrong! i would not want to come out of my cave ever!#but you know. if i fail. i fail.#i will send her an email soon. about my idea. like vague idea. and ask if that would be possible.#she will find out im actually crazy and deranged#and idk if its a good thing or not#oh boy my advisor has no idea what kind of gremlin i am and she even asked me to work in their lab#like girl. im a menace.#no actually not all my current coworkers dont want me to leave because im actually okay at my job#but im out of sanity. like im deranged. im not normal about science. its like a blorbo but real#oh man oh man decisions decisions all of them wrong
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enbymattel · 1 year
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POV you are the feet of a G3 monster high doll
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lilgynt · 8 months
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i wish society as a whole could slow down. only way i can explain is rn we’re like emails when we should be like faxes 😔
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fagmegumi · 1 year
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if i dont get a job within the next month im gonna kill myself on livestream
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mira--mira · 2 years
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Life lessons I have not learned but know I need to: Not everyone obsesses over agreements and responsibilities like I do to the point of ‘forgetting I agreed to something’ has only been something I’ve done a handful of times in my life. This is extremely exacerbated when it comes to agreeing to do things for other people even for the most mundane things. Most people in fact just forget things.
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teruthecreator · 6 months
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feeling pretty fucking hopeless
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diah-the-demon · 7 months
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oh are you fucking kidding me
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