#why is this kinda a banger

[chipthegoose]

WHO PUT LAST FRIDAY NIGHT IN MY PLAYLIST.

[darklight-owl]

Sissel referring to Yomiel in the first person for a little longer than he should have btw. Sissel continuing to use Yomiel's likeness even after he realized that the corpse he saw that night wasn't his btw. Sissel desperately clinging to that form because it was his only lead and has become part of his identity btw. If you even care.

[masquerain-with-a-mask]

honestly the best part so far about watching my best friend play isat is by far hearing her theories, so far her theories have been (in order) :

siffrin is a god but he forgor

siffrin is PART of a god but he forgor

the king and siffrin knew each other before and siffrin did something bad in the past but they don't remember, however the king does and he wants to freeze vaugarde so siffrin doesn't pull the same bullshit they did before they lost their memories

siffrin is a star and they granted the king's wish but they forgor

loop is the personnification of the island north of vaugarde

loop is part of siffrin

loop created siffrin through wish craft

[sea-jello]

hong kong miku,,,

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

Hi? Gosh how do I even start with this :'D

I know it's been ages since I've last popped up on here. I've been debating when to post this for a while, but I kept adding to my draft more and more and now it's the end of JULY omgg I felt so guilty disappearing with zero updates but then thought my birthday would be the best day to finally address this considering it'll feel less random? idk but Ive always celebrated my bday with you guys and I'd feel so bad answering your kind asks without me at least explaining why I was gone for months.

Truth be told, I was dealing with a lot of stuff irl. health issues and sudden declining grades that left me stumped and drained for months now- along with technical issues like having to replace some parts of my computer that took a while for me to find to even draw digitally, which I didn't have the time for anyway with how tired and weary I felt every day.

I'm frankly shaken up by a lot of shit rn and I don't know how to be active online with this burden on my chest- Especially as it's been a while since I've even looked at utmv related content and my motivation dwindled. I swear I'd hype myself up to post or reblog something- but I'd see just how much I've missed or the overwhelming amount of posts I'd need to go through and I'd feel so swamped with exhaustion and most importantly guilt, for not clearing the air up sooner to reassure you guys that I'm, y'know, alive, and not dead in a ditch somewhere. And I'd procrastinate cause typing it all out is hard and I'd give up halfway every time and it's just not fair to you all!

I thought I was handling it well when I started going out and socializing more, instead of staying cooped up at home on my computer all day. and in the first draft of this post I made months ago I was gonna detail some of the fun plans I had, for my life and for this blog :D but relaxing my strict study schedule and letting go a bit of my tight routine, thinking it was better than wringing myself dry to keep it up, backfired horribly, to say the least.

I know right?? so silly to be hung up on stupid shit like studies of all things! but this is a very important thing for me considering my career plans and the competitivity encouraged by everyone I'm surrounded by, the pressure of keeping up adding to my already stressful days. I had to fix myself up first and I couldn't handle the strain nor interact with people and thinking of jobs and exams sapped my energy so much it's frankly embarrassing. writing this feels so cheesy too and it frustrates me to know I could've come back a month earlier if it weren't for that, but I also know putting all of this into words then would just sound like incoherent venting (not that this is very different tbf) and I wasn't in the right headspace to address my absence, or anything really- I didn't want everyone to see me return when I couldn't muster up a genuinely positive message, let alone talk to anyone with a shadow of my usual cheer

I feel like a complete mess and It drives me up the wall how depressed I've gotten. I debated deleting this blog so many times 'cause the fear of disappointing my audience and my friends, for lack of a more fitting sentiment, made me feel even shittier. I'm constantly thinking if this wall of text is worth posting, or if it's better not to burden you all with all my sappy troubles as if it's the end of the world. Trust me, I'll be fine. I'm not trying to dramatize this situation, but I don't think I'm up to pretending I'm all sunshine and enthusiasm you're all accustomed to.

So sorry for worrying you all! I'll try to catch up, deliver some missed birthday gifts, and answer some asks while I'm at it! Again, I can't state how much I appreciate your support throughout the years. It's frankly a miracle I kept any of you around with how much I keep popping and leaving at random with no warning. I definitely can't promise for my stay to be without a hitch, and if you don't mind an inconsistent schedule you're free to stay of course, but I'm afraid I can't sustain the pace I had when I first started this blog. I'll keep posting art, but lower my activity in the fandom sphere to reduce the strain on my mental health. so fewer rants and walls of text, more art, and less stress overall. Love you all and thanks for waiting for this long <3

[front-facing-pokemon]

[muchmossymess]

WAIT okay i figured it out

After failing to convince the royal family of his skills in defeating ganon, revali takes it upon himself to prove he could do anything the knight could do, but better. Stealing the master sword and returning to rito village, he awaits their pleas for his talents.

Zelda journeys to "hear revali out," while link follows to search for his sword during the distraction. After exploring the suspiciously empty village, zelda is confronted by revali (QUE MUSIC), while link finds the master sword. But something isnt quite right...

[welcometogrouchland]

Babygirl I can concieve of stephcass dynamics you couldn't even imagine (arospec Cass not understanding why "probably bi but has a job so she doesn't have time to think about that" Steph apparently needs a man (she doesn't, it would just be nice) and doesn't want to platonically settle down with cass in their old age)

[robinfollies]

you’re really special, you’re so next-level! ❤️‍🔥🌈💫

burn pygmalion album art redraw featuring pandora and verity 🫶 the entire album is in my panderity playlist so!! twas inevitable, truly :3c

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

tell me why fortnite seems to understand tmnt better than a lot of recent iterations (excluding rottmnt) im offended

[lowcallyfruity]

Can you guys explain the appeal behind mesmerizer? Me n my sister are wondering why it’s incredibly hyped up

[littlebluejaydraws]

It is a new day, on Earth and in Heaven. Rejoice. Sonne- Rammstein

My love letter to Godstiel <3 gone too soon

ID: A series of 9 digital drawings showing Castiel from episodes 6x22 and 7x01 of Supernatural, overlaid with lyrics from Sonne by Rammstein.

The first four drawings show Cas at the end of 6x22 and beginning of 7x01, killing Raphael, glowing with light, with samondean + bobby kneeling before him, and finally instructing them to bow down and profess their love. The lyrics over these images are: "1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9- aus." (1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9- out.) "Alle warten auf das Licht" (Everyone is waiting for the light.) "Fürchtet euch, fürchtet euch nicht" (Be afraid. Be not afraid.) "Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Augen. Sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen. Und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn." (The sun shines from my eyes. It will not go down tonight. And the world counts loudly to ten.)

The next four drawings are all from 7x01 and show Cas standing in a field surrounded by dead angels, in a church in front of a stained glass window, silhouetted against a blue sky with the skin of his vessel starting to burn through, and finally standing in front of an opening into purgatory with light streaming from him as he releases the souls he had consumed. The lyrics over these images are: "Eins, hier kommt die Sonne, Zwei, hier kommt die Sonne." (One, here comes the sun, two, here comes the sun.) "Drei, sie ist der hellste Stern von allen, Vier, und wird nie vom Himmel fallen." (Three, it is the brightest start of all, four, and will never fall from heaven/the sky.) "Fünf, hier kommt die Sonne, Sechs, hier kommt die Sonne." (Five, here comes the sun, six, here comes the sun.) "Sieben, sie ist der hellste Stern von allen, Acht, Neun, hier kommt die Sonne." (Seven, it is the brightest star of all, eight, nine, here comes the sun.)

The final drawing does not show Castiel. It simply shows the word "Aus." (Out.) against a black background, with a faint ring of light around it. End ID.

[huecycles]

oh hey :) thanks for the kind comments and tags left under the last post!

it's so wild how body hair in art & media in general is seen as something "disgusting" or "weird", at first i thought that maybe the way i drew it made it look confusing but no way in hell you couldn't zoom in or just... think logically to know that is natural hair? some people are hairy like that! the way i draw it is more fluffy yes because i love floof and i dont give a shit tbh lol

i knew about the "issue" of jevil being fat so the body hair one threw me for a loop like wow. idk why jevil specifically gets this type of treatment, maybe other fat characters in utdr do too but i always see toriel, asgore, alphys, lancer, king, catti, sans who is a skeleton (and i really can't see him any other way, the fandom is doing a great job in keeping him chubby-like i love that) drawn with mostly correct proportions to in game/official art, yet jevil seems to get this mixed reaction. idk why i still see skinny jevil, or why some people insist his clown clothes are just "baggy". the jester is circular, look at his torso please for the love of god. sorry but i just want more fat rep as a fat person myself. i want jevil to remain short (his sprite is shorter than kris and slightly taller than spamton) and fat like he is in game!

drawing him helped me understand a lot about plus size anatomy, and honestly i couldn't be more happy about that because i'm also dealing a lot better with my body image issues and finally bringing more diversity to my art. him being hairy too is yet another thing that makes me happy as someone with pcos, and portraying him as a fat, hairy trans man as someone who is nonbinary and for months has been wanting to experiment with different pronouns/wondering how it would be like to transition is something really special. it's messy and silly but spamton and jevil are the ultimate comfort characters/ship to me, their stories and how they were written speak volumes and resonate with me a lot + headcanoning them as t4t has been beyond freeing and making me get a lot of gender euphoria/dysphoria/envy all at the same time lmfao what the fuck.

i'm honestly glad for these characters because they're what helped me articulate my recent feelings about my gender to my mother, who has grown a lot and is making an effort to understand all of this. the reaction i sometimes get from people who talk to me, come into my inbox or just pour their feelings out in the tags about how they love my portrayal of spamton and jevil's gender identity + their relationship and how important it is to them is so so cool. yeah :)

speaking of chest hair, here's how spamton looks without the shirt. the left side of his chest has a panel for his heart (a smaller version of neo's) and of course top surgery scars, a different type. he's also hairy! not that much since he's a puppet but he still has the addison floof, it's cute

[heavensmortuary]

longlegs wasn't scary in the slightest but as always nic cage absolutely rules the horror genre like any role he's given. that's his genre

[gyunikum]

Käärijä is ready to let cha cha cha go, I hope he can soon. Let Häärijä wear the yellow or green bolero, so that Käärijä can put more focus on his usual music, while also having the opportunity, time, and creative freedom to experiment to his heart's content. That way he can compartmentalize cha away into its folder, still perform it because it is the song that rocketed him into fame, and not grow to hate it.

(P.S. My liege, pls feed me I crave your bangers)

[fandomwm]

Some fan trolls I drew, I know my arts shit shut up-

Oh and yes they are moirails