Laying in bed repeating to myself: there is no deadline, there is no need to rush, you will create what you can when you can, you must be kinder to yourself, you must let yourself move at your own pace even if that pace sometimes is very slow
How do people figure out what the hell they want to do in life? Genuinely, nothing sounds interesting to me. I’ve been trying to find a job for months and nothing sounds remotely interesting, I’ve been pondering going back to school but I have no clue what I would study. Like, I wish more than anything we could just chill. Why does everything cost money? I’d really like to go back to school, but I want to have at least some kinda idea of a major but???? I need to have some kind of movie epiphany where the character realizes what they want to do in life cause I’m??? I’ve never felt so stuck in my life.
I know it's weak to cry over a game but I'm at the Jamil fight and it's like all of the hard work and grinding I did was for nothing and like I suck at the game. All of my cards are lvl 50, all of them groovified, all their spells at least lvl 4, I even have a lvl 84 groovied card from my friend and I'm still loosing so god damn hard.
Like what the fuck I wasn't signing up for meltdowns with this game why is this so hard!!! Like what the actual fuck I wanna just give up