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sunflowercandie · 1 year

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I love sleep I love everything about it. Sleep is so good it's amazing all the blankets and pillows nothing can compare nothing is better than sleeping

Hate going to bed tho icky nasty

#wish i could just lay down #get all comfy #then i snap my fingers and im sleepin #i hate tossing and turning i do it for like 2 hours its not fair

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nectorbruise · 23 days

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“I’d call her number but she won’t answer

I hope you answer…”

#nector art!#I’m sleepy so I’ll keep this brief #I drew #ninjago morro #and now I wish to lay down for awhile #he reminds me of a faucet #like #how all his potential inevitably fell into a void #a drain #morro what you could have been #now he’s just nostalgia #fanart #ninjago

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incorrect-fnaf-quotes · 4 months

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XQKSJD... Spring Bonnie... beloved blorbo... love so much!! QKSKXJXJ... only thing I’m thinking of right now...

#Not a quote #Spring Bonnie #Laying face down on the floor as the bnnuy keeps rotating in my mind and getting closer #As more stuff involving the bnnuy keeps getting thrown into my mind #AUGH #I wish I could tell them how much I love them—such a major blorbo and comfort character #I want to hug them and hold their hand—I just want to chill with them #I have so many THOUGHTS #A good half is angst involving em—but there’s still a lot of other stuff in general!!#I could talk for so long about the bnnuy—I mean it #I still wish that there was more Spring Bon art in general... qlskxjxjcoc #Blorbo....#Makes me so happy #Skdjxjxixid #Xkfieodidi #Roslckckoc #Much love for the bnnuy...#Hugging them would be nice in general—but as an added thing I feel like they’d be fuzzy #Like. I just feel like there would have been *something* on them and Fredbear that makes them soft/fuzzy #Staring up at the bnnuy with the biggest eyes and grin #Rkdkckslskdj #Fckqksjdjcjck #Znxqlskdkfk #...Love them so much!!!#I’d be saying so much more if I was good with words but- LOVE!!!#VERY MUCH!!!#Talking with them would be so nice I feel like

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madsmilfelsen · 21 days

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so anyways Rust met Claire when she proctored his GED exam

#rust cohle #I would say I’m just making shit up at this point but I’ve been making shit up this whole time #freshly released from the cold grasp of alaska and dropping his temporary texas drivers license in front of the most beautiful woman #I genuinely don’t know how he passed that test but I fell asleep during my sats and did great #it was her first year of college and she’s two years older #the doomed relationship to make me lay face down on the floor #wish I could write that fic so I can tell you she’s was born in Savannah but I’d make myself cry #‘a man doesn’t love the way he means’ or whatever okay guy who will always love his first wife

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faaun · 7 months

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idk how to live so im going to talk to myself out loud until i do

#listen. take a deep breath. i know your bpm is high but you need to think with me for a second.#remember that you are paper thin. all your facets are sheets of paper and what you gave her is just another one.#make a new one. you dont need it. you dont need her to see you. i know you think you need her but you will be okay. i know its hard.#you wish you could have shown her how you loved her. listen to yourself. you are made of paper.#she might be concrete or maybe wood or maybe gold. you need to start laying your roots elsewhere. shut that thought down #and blink and listen. the parts you keep thinking of arent lost. they still happened and they are yours to keep.#there is beauty in this loss. tell me about the beauty in this loss. its okay to think about it. you got to see it all and nothing more #and this is great because it would have been bad. you know it would be violent in a way you dont need. you know this to be true.#you are going to look at that empty space in her shape and youre going to fill it with everything that happened when you knew her.#the memories with her but then also the the way your friends talked you through it. the game with the clovers.#your first allergic reaction you almost died and you couldnt stop laughing and you were held so close to their hearts.#learning the names for all the floursecent gene tracking dyes that everyone else knows already. about the exam - listen again.#i know you think if you fail your life is over but you need to try your best. youre not going to get a good grade in a uni test for the fir #youre going to make up for it. youre going to make sure you make up for it. do you understand? i love you. you have to do this.#right now you need to sit up. breathe. i know your heart hurts. go to the living room. grab something to eat. i dont care if you feel full.#youre going to clean your mattress heater. youre going to study a bit longer and then youre going to sleep. youre going to tell your mother #im sorry and i might genuinely fail a test. shes going to tell you its okay. if you do badly in this course you can just become a neurosurg #just agree. dont argue right now. its okay. youre okay. you are paper thin. i know any puncture hurts.#breathe. think of your friends. think of their hands in yours. it isnt eternal.youve lived through worse. the empty sky is still beautiful.#the lack of her is still beautiful

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identityquest · 6 months

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lizzie get two wolves 👍

#strato.txt #oil painting #wip #im worried ive unbalanced the composition w the second one on the right tho... its so much closer to the edge #ugh whatever. aunt lizzie is the focus here #i wish i knew what she actually looked like this is just cobbled together from general features of my family #solid build... dark curly hair... bigass ears. she could be one of my cousins. she could be me #ok rq im gonna lay out the story in the tags for anyone who hasnt seen the previous lizzie art #my great-something aunt lizzie was disabled and couldnt walk very well and she died young #she wanted to see the second floor of the farm house real bad but no one ever carried her up there and she died before seeing it #they buried her in a long white dress somewhere down at the creek. we dont know where her graves lost unfortunately #the night she was buried something wearing a white dress walked into the house and up the stairs and disappeared #and sometimes you can hear her down around the creek screaming #somewhere along the line wolves got mixed into the imagery for me #my uncle told me a story about another 'white thing' that was wolfish and would jump on cars #so i just assumed lizzie was a werewolf my whole life #anyways. i think her staying after she died was a manifestation of her desire for autonomy. maybe #maybe if shed had modern accommodations she wouldnt have felt the need to stick around. or maybe she would have idk #either way i think death afforded her control over her own desires in a way she hadnt experienced before #and i think thats why she still hangs around the creek #i hope she would like this. maybe ill take it down there and leave it out for a night when its finished so she can see

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tamagotchikgs · 2 months

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i dont want to be ugly anymore

#even just laying down all i can feel is my stomach #my tensed gross face #my horrible forehead #big shoulders #n huge arms #i just want to be tiny #and smarter #n wittier #i need to change but it's so hard when im in this place #constantly having to hide everything #having every one of my meals decided for me #i wish i could go to the gym #i wish i could get stronger #i wish i could cook for myself even just for the fun of trying new recipes #i wish i wasnt ugly so that could be possible #deep to my core i am wrong. i wish i could have been raised any other way. why do i do things the way i do #think the way i do #i wish i could be anywhere but here i wish i could live in any other bubble #but i am too ugly how can i #no matter what opportunity comes it will always keep me stuck #too dumb #too ugly #too scared #no one deserves to have to deal with me but i cant do anything alone #i have been trying for so long

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jittyjames · 9 months

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ptsd is being such a bitch to me tonight guys. your girl is not doing well.

#i don’t want to feel this way #but i don’t know how to stop it #i just feel myself spiraling out of control again and all of these thoughts keep coming with it #it wont leave me alone #i want it to leave me alone #i don’t want to go on more meds bc they fucked me up even more and i want to be able to think #but my heart has started pounding so quickly again that i can’t focus on anything else #i feel so empty and weird and vague #december is always a bad time and it’s hard when i don’t have class or work as a distraction #i’m always on the verge of crying and #i just do all these breathing techniques that don’t work #and i just lay in a ball on my bed shaking and hurting #you know it’s bad when even writing doesn’t calm me down #ocd combining with ptsd is a hell of a thing #how can you calm yourself down when you’re not thinking rationally and it won’t leave your head #part of me just wants to panic and get it over with but i feel like if i start i won’t be able to stop and just simply fly into hysterics #idk #just haven’t felt this bad in a while #i just want to get out of my head so bad #i wish i could turn thinking off #sorry i know y’all aren’t my therapist and i should get my own #but im still on my parents insurance and i don’t think they would allow that #i don’t mean to vent #i just feel really hopeless and shit rn #anyway #i’m going to try to sleep and hope it will be better in the morning #it wont be tho lol #nothing is ever better #bc the universe and god hate me

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304wv66 · 11 months

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10.20.2023 // gonna get bit by that thing

also bonus crop from the desktop wallpaper because i liked it, it made me happy 🥺

#illustration #original art #ocs #oc: ren #this felt like a bit of a slog to start up and get finished which pains me to say tbh because at the heart of it i enjoy this lad!!!#but i think the character was kind of in a weird resentful place in my heart for a bit #and as much as i wanted to whip up an oc card of the golden boy for myself i also. Did Not Want To At All.#other people wanted him included which was like. kind of the main driving force. glad they wanted one of him tho.#also ive just beennnnnnnnnnn not doing too hot both mentally and kind of physically so that may have played a part in not finishing this #normally i start tanking around march and reach my low point in may and things get better a little after that into january but no dice #it was just a lot easier to zone out and play video games than try to work on things even if it made me feel bad to do that #wish i could say things were getting better but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ✌️✨#anyway im going to probably lay down for a bit #literally or metaphorically idk #had a good rest over the weekend but i need like. at least thirty more rests of that caliber in a row i think.

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famewolf · 6 months

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I need to lay down after that ... that was honestly one of the best games I've ever had the pleasure of playing.

Incredible story, I want to hug every companion, and I'm so so so excited for ME3!

I've got a lot to think about now and a ton I want to write. My brain is swimming with all the possibilities of the next game and all of the feelings that the ending gave me.

#[static]#wolf plays mass effect #im like in a daze now ......#i managed to save everyone in the final mission so that's nice!#i wish i could talk to all the companions for hours tbh #i wont start me3 until april since dragon's dogma 2 comes out this week #i want to play it without another game taking my attention #man ......... shepard is so cool lmao #im kind of at a loss for words rn .... the first game kind of did the same thing for me #i just want to lay down and think about all these little dudes

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antisisyphus · 7 months

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#its very difficult for me to deal w these new feelings of depression & (passive) suicidal ideation that dont stem from mental illness #but just abject despair from the world around me.#how can i want to live in a world where suffering and loss and evilness has permeated every corner of life?#when my existence depends on the suffering of others & there truly is no way for me to stop #sure i can mitigate it somewhat. but every coffee i drink has been touched by slaves and underpaid workers #by children abused by the system. that i stand atop of #when the fruit i eat has been picked by people who only want to live in peace and comfort yet who are hunted by my goverment #i dont want to die. i want to be alive so much. but it is almost unbearable to live like this.#i can only say that this feeling wont last forever #that tomorrow i will live in the same world i have always lived in and yet i will be capeable of hope and joy #i wish i could go out and lay down in the road and dissolve in the rain #okay.#okay #soon nathaniel will be over and i wont be alone

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milimeters-morales · 8 days

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the nefarious ligaments…..

#i hate my ankle so much. i wish i could just . pop it off so i can sleep #it’s hurting so bad when i’m literally just laying down. IM JUST LAYING DOWN I DIDNT EVEN MOVE THAT MUCH TODAY #not spiderstuff

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spaciebabie · 10 months

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i need 2 hear a really good choir perform bridge over troubled water again

#i know for a fact ive heard a choir perform it b4 i just dont remember who it was #but like i need 2 feel the vibrations of the music rthe choir makes #and a very slow soulful piano at the beginning #like....#I NEED 2 HEAR A GOSPEL CHOIR SING IT #THATS IT #with a killer soloist #and that one fucking awesome chord fuuuck #i dont remember anything from ap music theory #but that chord is fucking awesome #the one that pianists usually lean in2 when the choir is singing i will lay me down #in the beginning #fuuuck #i wish i knew music theory so i could hear it and know #spacie spoinks

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assless-chapstick · 1 year

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idk how many folks'll see this but I'm gotta ask

do y'all know of any rdr fics about like, when they took John in and basically like kid!John and Arthur palling around????

I kinda wanna write something but I figured I would see what's out there that could scratch my itch... I don't usually read gen fic (on account of I'm a disgusting pervert) but kid John is super healing of my inner child lol

also I wanna write a trucker au too kinda??? Morstom trucker au where John is a slutty lil hitch hiker who pays for gas in blowjobs and is hitchin it cross country cuz he's goin back to his baby mama after running out on her a year ago...

#read dead redemption #maybe more about trucker morston in a follow up post #send asks if u want #im just laying here in bed cuz its fuckin 33C outside and my AC is in my room #that's right fellers i got ac now!!#not bad for a down on his luck no good crybaby what used to beg for kofi donations just to scrape by!!#tomorrow too is my first day of practicum for my new position at my job and im so excited #i miss the bdm gang i wish i could tell them #I WANT WHAT WE USED TO HAVE #I miss my loyal gang of miscreants #idk how to make friends online no more #rdr2

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shrumboooooooooooooooooooooooooo · 4 months

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ugh i hate my brain so much

#im just trying to lay down and relax and i keep on stressing so much for no real reason #i wish that i was with someone so i could just like fall asleep next to them and feel okay #blehhhh #vent

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breadbox-draws · 6 months

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I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR COMIC BUT HOLY SHIT IT LOOKS SO COOL?????? THE PERSPECTIVES ARE JUST SOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!

i- hope that it'll make more sense once the dialogue is fully written out and the sketches cleaned-

but thank you! im enjoying the process so far :]

#bread talks #ask #i wish it could go a little faster but oorgh #i lay down to close my eyes for 30 mins and woke up (woke up!!!) 3 hrs later #which...might as well just fully go to sleep at this point #whatcha gonna do -pensive emoji-

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