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Eerie McBeardy and his daughters
photo: Linda McCartney
During the secret recordings of McCartney, when Paul and Linda had returned from Scotland early in 1970.
By the middle of February 1970, reporters were hearing rumors that Paul was recording an album. [...] Paul was not in London when those stories hit the newsstands. As a brief family getaway, to clear his mind before making the final push to complete the album, Paul took Linda, the girls and Martha, his sheepdog, for a drive south in his dark green Rolls-Royce Continental, stopping first at Bournemouth, on February 10. The weather was dismal, with snow and gale force winds, but that did not keep the McCartneys from walking along the breakwater: in Torquay, on the second day of the trip, Linda took a shot of Paul, holding Mary in his coat, as the waves crashed in the background.
(Kozinn & Sinclair, The McCartney Legacy Vol 1)
#Paul McCartney#Linda McCartney#mccartney#this is going to sounds really weird but I remember reading that according to some interpreters of dreams the sea#symbolizes death#and I remember reading about this woman who (knowing this) saw herself in a dream gazing at the sea and admiring its violent beauty#without being tempted to go in#and it was a sign she had overcome the worst of her despair#and now I look at Paul who is challenging the sea and the storm#and I'm having thoughts
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eos pt. 2
#im actually close to finishing the game naow... i got to dialga's fight but got my ass kicked#this game is making me emotional wtf.. i teared up a little when my team reunited with the guild#and when they told them the truth abt grovyle and everyone agreed to help them. thats so. peace and love oh my god#also chatot.. i was wrong abt him he comes thru even if hes annoying. “prized recruits” YOURE GOING TO MAKE ME CRY#team skull also. like i cannot defend them being assholes but i still felt bad seeing them beat up#this game is so good at making me feel things towards characters i was actually filled with seething rage everytime i had to watch#team skull scheme against me and not do anything. ALSO the reason why i had such a grudge against chatot to begin with#is bc he THREW ME UNDER THE BUS bc of the apples without letting me EXPLAIN MYSELF#SO IT WAS REALLY FUNNY WHEN HE SAID HES FILLING IN FOR WIGGLYTUFF AS LEADER AND EVERYONE WENT “DEADASS?”#damn i can see why so many ppl make pmd ask blogs. im actually tempted to use my team if i didnt already know#that i would probably get bored and do smth else after a month <- did this multiple times while in pokeask#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#explorers of sky#eos#my art#myart#doodles#pmd oc#marmalade#neptune
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quite simply character of all time to me i keep coming back to doing screenshot redraws of Shiro in fall of the castle of lions & tears of the balmera. episodes of all time to me no notes.
#voltron#vld#my art#i wanted to make it so the lighting from the fighting pose effected the lighting of the other three scenes which was a fun challenge#lance mcclain#takashi shirogane#lance#shiro#shiro voltron#lance voltron#one of the things about vld that is a little treat for me is that i love teal and purple and pink glowing stuff and so many things glow#im tempted to go back and brighten up the fighting pose bc i colored it first and it ended up a bit darker than everythign else but also i#i have been working on this for TOO long i want it done#my passion and hobby is taking the boo boo lines on cartoons and making them real scabs and bruises and blood#i love when shiro is an unstoppable force that will ignore injury to his own body without hesitation to win a fight i love him so much#blorbo of all time forever to me i wish i could save him from being in voltron bc after s2 it only treated him BAD#sh*ladins will be blocked
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Hello? Taps mic. The hero of Time is a fossil because his story is so old and long dead that the shape of his corpse has been filled in with sediment and calcified it and the now people can only guess what manner of creature he used to be by the shape of his bones. I can't put the words into the story but I read a book about how in ancient Greece farmers would find mammoth bones and call them bones of giants. the bones discovered in a place with many thunderstorms were called giants, who fell in battle against Zeus. people knew and questioned the stories but they still called them gods. was that boy a hero? did he really abandon their world? hello bee? i feel like you'd appreciate this crumb without the story. i don't know what to do with it but its fun to toss around in my head. he's old. he's time. he is bones in the shape of a huddled child, but his form is so strange to us we called him a warrior, a beast, a giant, anything but a small thing huddled in the ground long ago. I'm not like babying Time the grown man, I'm thinking the story of him. Wind’s idea of The Hero of Time and the Guy that we call Time are not the same person, ok? Taps mic. Like is this thing on? Can you hear me?
oh my god. im starting a new word document
#the idea of. THE IDEA OF#SCHOLARS IN WINDS ERA TRYING TO WORK BACKWARDS WITH THE LEGEND OF THE HERO OF TIME#WITHOUT KNOWING THE SPECIFICS THAT HAVE BEEN LOST TO HISTORY#WITHOUT BELIEVING TRULY IN TIME TRAVEL#AND YET THE TRACKS THEY FIND... THE FOSSIL FOOTPRINTS... THE WAY THEY LOOP AND DOUBLE AND DISAPPEAR#IT SUGGESTS TIME TRAVEL MUST TRULY HAVE BEEN REAL. ONCE#HERE THERE WERE DRAGONS. ONCE.#THE CHAIN GET TO A MUSEUM AND THERES ALL THIS SPECULATION ABOUT WHAT THESE PRINTS MEAN WHAT THESE BONES MEAN WHAT THE CULTURAL SIGNIFICANCE#OF THE GOLD AND THE PUNCTURED EYE WAS; THE TATTOOS COPIED AND TRACED THROUGH THE GENERATIONS#UNTIL THEY HAVE BEEN WARPED INTO MYTH#even beyond just the hero of time as a changeling god. can u imagine the chain finish a battle and skip forward in history by a few#centuries to camp in that same spot#ruins gone. and then can you imagine them skipping further forward into a digsite. its the biggest archaeological find of the decade.#footprints and weapons and long-decayed biological material. the evidence of a battle. the battle they fought. the battle the archaeologist#and anthropologists are trying to piece back together to discover what happened. to put together an image of what life looked like. back#then. back in the days of heroes#and its so rare and so thrilling a find because theyve mapped out where each hero lived in history and yet evidence of them in other#impossible times keeps cropping up!!!!!!#like this battle. a battle with evidence that it was fought by not one but MULTIPLE heroes. the scientists are buzzing. here is real#evidence that the gods had powers that todays world can only dream of. TIME TRAVEL. there is no other explanation. what must these heroes#have been like? huge and powerful and fearsome#and the chain try to blend into this unfamiliar world as best they can#seeing their own footprints fossilised on the ground. an uncovered lump of metal being treated like an irreplacable treasure when its#literally just one of wild's used arrowheads#and THEN. and THEN. they go through another portal further into the future still. and its all in a museum. their footsteps. their lives. th#glorious incorrect speculation of their journeys. its so wrong theyre almost tempted to reveal themselves to correct the historians#but they are revered here. revered and not understood. mythologised. they are ancients#their possessions glow under electric lights in display cases.#HELLO. TURNS THE SPEAKER ALL THE WAY UP#YUJA YOU ARE COOKING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GODDDDDDDD
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hmmmm
#I’m skipping town for like two and a half months#and I’m gonna be trying to be on tumblr a whole lot less….#‚‚‚‚#Very tempted to just be like#‘‘hey moots if ever u see a post and are like ‘that’s some carmie shit’ u could pm it just straight 2 me and I’d go yippe wahoo :DDD’’#and be happy ‘cause I could still yap and interact with yall without being held captive scrolling (as I am unfortunately v prone to)#But at the same time—I dunno#I can’t tell if that seems. self-centric mayhaps?#Carmine sighs#(There’s also the chance I may not have the self discipline and end up on this webbed site the same as ever)#(But honestly? I hope not)#(I want to read actual physical books again and spend time in the sun raaghh)#I’m just also gonna miss y’all and being silly in the tags <3
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Don't get your tongue pierced unless the freak dividends yield more than the eventual cost. Then absolutely go for it
#i spent ???? and hour and twenty minutes?? today getting a root canal (from a tooth i chipped years ago via biting the very tempting bulb. w#which obviously festered in my ignorant bliss#and im going back in september to get my wisdom tooth out. yeah the one that grows like roots in tile at 90 fucking degrees#the win i did have investing is being stuffed into the dentists pockets at the speed of light#im just happy to survive#i like my smile. id like to keep it.#i couldn't live without my built in stim toy tbh. i just recently put it back in and my hygienist scolded the fuck out of me 😭#ok kerstin! but it does look hot as fuck does it not
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tagging system has been updates,,, tis much simpler now and will hopefully be more tolerable,,
#text 332#itll take me a while to get used to though probably#i might make more changes to it again in the future though#im tempted to drop main tags for characters and engines and add 332 to the end of those also#as i feel like tags arent really the main way people find posts on tumblr anyway#so it wouldnt matter much#and like the search feature looks at the body of the post and what all is said in the tags just right#it doesnt just show you posts with the exact tag taht you look for right#yes#i think#maybe#im not sure#i also dont care#i have also been sitting on the idea of just not posting to social media at all#id maybe just drop a link to a zip file containing new art i made every month#no one would ever see my art again then though because whos goig to do all taht#and im also not sure how itd go with my mutuals that dont speak english#whom i cherism deeply despite us being unable to easily communicate#how will i go on without them liking my blue sky posts#i dont know ill need to think about this more#maybe my exams just have me in a bad mood
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i wanna start typing up my fic for fictober but i have to read shit for class this morning instead… devastating
#alli says shit#ngl i am tempted to go to campus early again even tho. i literally will be there all day lol#i just wanna get some writing done without my roommate being asleep in the room lol
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I am crumbling I AM CRUMBLING
…I just…
I’ll go for Blade’s lightcone just so I can finally have Kafka, but after Kafka, I’m saving to eventually have E6S5 Blade, I just need at least one of her
But the urge to just go for him fully is so strong
Also holy shit, Dr. Ratio?? For free?? AND THEY MADE IT MATCH HIS LORE/PERSONAL VALUES??? That is genuinely so genius what the hell, he’s quickly becoming a fav
#hsr being iconic with its separate favtions#either blessed by or following the same aeons and all the overlap#i need to fully catch up on simulated universe lore/aeon lore bc OH MY GOD#i might just never shut up once I do#easily one of the best world building elements of hsr and I just adore all of the overlap and conflicting factions#all of the ways people can be related to the aeons and their paths without any like region or location lock#its all across the universe babeeyyy#also yeah uh#i am not gods strongest soldier#blade is tempting me so badly#im almost like ‘do i really need kafka?’#but the answer is yes#i just might want more blade more#someone needs to help me stay strong#i need like a stray bottle to keep me from wasting all my wishes#ALSO#NOT SURE WHEN THE FORGOTTEN HALL CHANGED#WHY IS IT THE SEDITION OF IMBIBITOR LUNAE#They want me to go crazy#i cant see anything related to the hcq or im gonna foam at the mouth#im already in a very sensitive state and STILL SICK how could they do this to me#anyways#i feel insane#theres a lot happening in my brain right now#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr blade#dr. ratio
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Here goes my "a week without mental breakdowns" streak.
Aka the week in which my sister was on vacation. Now just the thoguht of her being back brought me to the Edge of one.
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(Don't get me wrong tho, I love my sis and she doesn't do the stuff on purpose but STILL)
#tw mental health#tw breakdown#i mean i too dos stuff that triggers her#but that's stuff I can't really change#but when i ask her for ONE (1) tiny thing she CAN change#nope doesn't happen#and when she tells me to stop something I go extra miles to avoid her hearing me do it#but now i am tempted to just simnply not do that anymore until she's learned to close that frigging door corretly#now that also her boyfriend will come who closes the door (jsut hers the one i HATE being closed without pressing the handle down) the same#means twice as much noises#AND she will unpack her suitcase#and bc her bf is here she'll close her roomdoor for that#aka i can look forward to her opening and closing the time again and again and again and over and over and over again and again#I know I could ask her to PLS close it normaly#but last time i did...#she only told me what stuff I do that annoys her#I Changed mine#she didn't#so yeah#don't want another lecture of her telling me that the thigns I love to do (aka writing) disturb her#(my mom^s keyboard is exaclty the same. it sounds the same. but that is okay for her)#she has a problem with me chewing. BUT can lean agianst her boyfriend while he chews#and sorry that boy chews Way louder than I do#sometimes i feel like her misphonia s selective#mehh
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riz gukgak the type of ‘the end justifies the means’ guy who’s gotten real lucky that so far the best possible means to his ends have happened to mostly align themselves to the side of overall good
#maybe im being too cynical but im not trying to be im just so deeply intrigued by this guy .#does this make sense . it makes sense to me . like his means have been mostly good (as vague as that can be) but that’s because they were#the smartest course of action . explodes and dies#im obsessed with him truly . terrible time to get obsessed with a new blorbo i literally have four essays due still#that one meme where it’s like ‘I’m probably x but i got college so i don’t have time for it’ but the adhd is forcing me to hyperfixate anw#god im sooo . im so . anyone else think about the scene in hell with kalina . anyone think about when fig asked him what was up he didn’t#answer her . because he knew if he did he’d lose his in with kalina . and then he went off with her without telling anyone#because she had something he wanted and he was prepared to do incredibly dumb shit for . anyone think about how she saw enough of something#within him to try and tempt him to join her side . anyone think about when biz did the same thing in s1 . what would have happened if siding#with those two as means to his desired end Had been the smarter more logical choice . huh . anyone think about that#like it would come into conflict with his other values like how much he cares for his friends . but there WOULD be a conflict . and thatd be#juicy af#im going to collapse into a heap . 2:30 am and this is only the tip of the riz thoughts iceberg#this is pretty isn’t pretty olivia rodrigo’s fault . fuck#jay rambles#my random posting probably seems deranged like why this bitch posting about fhigh all of a sudden 🤨 <- put it on in the bg while doing uni#work and got far far too invested
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Tavified and Dark Urged Zebulon
Made him a devotion paladin because it fits with his original Elder Scrolls backstory, but he's also from the Underdark so I'm not entirely sure how he found a Lawful knightly order in what appears to be Chaotic land. Anyway he’s gonna date Wyll and be angsty about it which is on-brand for him, and will again (attempt to) be much nicer than he appears
#I might go with there's a super niche one in some corner and they raised him#dark urge#zeb: oh shit here we go again#he started as a vampire and now it's worse!#finally got the elf beards mod working#that and the dadbod mod enable me to FINALLY play him without constantly being like 'who tf is this guy'#I tried making him beardless but I just couldn't do it.#and the lack of tum was criminal#my ocs#lil talks#zebulon#Tavulon#bg3#baldurs gate 3#tried tiefling to get the beard and he looked so cool it was honestly tempting but I wanted more to keep him as a dark elf#for the lore#he's still way too tall but I can live with that#He's normally mid height. I'll just make him tall in this AU#another plus of paladin is it gives him high charisma#fighter had his charisma at 8#which was frankly bizarre to think about#in his tes incarnation he was charismatic but after living mostly alone as a vampire for 200 years he kind of#forgot how to socialise and developed crippling anxiety#but he regains it over time#in this he might've actually been around people recently so. he'd know how to talk#but he'll still be nervous on account of the. unrelenting murder urges he's holding back at all times#tag rambles#bg3 durge#durge
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two months into volunteering at the museum and a guy who works there permanently goes “you know theyre looking fr people in communications right” wwyd
#me: i... already have a job??? and him: sure i know but sometimes you run into smth better :)#me: i mean... im happy w my job rn but who knows haha maybe in a few years time#me internally: are you just floating the idea like haha wouldnt u like to stay here or are you saying i COULD if i pried fr that a little???#im working retail in our busiest time of the year (holidays then sales) and am still a lil shook frm the end of summer#when trauma & physical chronic issues had me super low on energy and my boss said i had to step up or would have to be let go#like im STILL worried i need to be productive as possible or lose my income do not TEMPT me cedric bestie#do NOT suggest to me i could get a museum job thats less taxing on my body closer to my address AND better pay without being SOLID on that.#(i rlly do prefer my retail job though lol. it's a very serious museum i dont think im qualified to communicate officially on their behalf)#(but it's cute they think highly of me and might vouch fr me should i ever go job searching again possibly yes. in the local cultural scene)
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There is literally ONE (1) building in my town that I hate because of this and no one seems to care!
So it's across the the street from a Walmart (what isn't now) but it is surrounded with a 10 ft iron fence. It's is one of the few 2 story buildings in town and the only 2 story in the area. Has more security cameras than the banks in town that you can see from the outside.
It has 2 keypad entrances, 1 large gate for the workers who drive in at 8:00 am and eave at 5:00 pm (I only know this cause I used to work at the Walmart and noticed over time) Whatever they work on must be digital as there is a small group of workers (20 ish guessing by parking size that I can see from the outside) and a small building. No product seems to enter or leave physically.
The second entrance is for guests. And this is what really, REALLY, really gets me. The guest entrance has small parking, about 8 spots, almost always empty. Never full. I don't think I have ever seen more than 2 cars there. But to get in, there is a keypad door, like the gate, (which I assume also has a speaker as I know it does have a camera that I have seen driving by.)
Now assuming you get passed the gate or door, both are still far from The Building! That just got you into The Fence. The Building is a large distance from the guest door. The worker parking is close to The Building but far from the gate entrance.
No clue what is needed to enter The Building cause I can't ever get that close but, again, 2 separate entry for workers and guests. Due to geography, workers enter on the bottom floor and guests enter on the top floor. This place literally has more security than our city hall and FBI office.
Now, I know, LOGICALLY, this just sounds like a private business that likes\needs their security\privacy. yes. sure. fine. I wish it was that simple. If it was that, it wouldn't rot in my brain.
But the thing is, whatever this building is,
There is no logo.
There is no sign.
There is no business name.
The only external marking is just the street number.
And I have searched the address with my limited resources. again, no listings.
If it was just a business that needed security, it would still have a name. Even if it was a government building, it would have a name on the building or a small sign at the guest parking. A signal or something to bring in clients!
Whatever this building is, it is almost as if it doesn't exist. It's just there. And no one seems to care.
And it vexes me every time I go shopping. What is going on in there? What is so secret? What is so important?
What do I need to do to get in those doors?
the best part about having a job is being able to go through doors other people aren’t allowed to use the worst part is everything else
#im serious#I really hate this building#my poor partner has listened to this rant many times#the thought of climbing the fence has gotten into my mind more times than i can count#but worried of the consequences#that could be anywhere from trespassing charges#to security threat against the nation if my insane theories are correct#logically its probably nothing#but why the nothingness#i have also been tempted to just walk up and see if i can speak to someone on the speaker#just ask#wtf is the building#but i dont think i would get wn answer#and if i did#i dont know if I would trust it without being able to go inside#i am sorry op for this rant#but if you write#hopefully this is a good writing inspiration#rant#personal rant
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#vent post#you ever just have a problem with people that you know could be resolved with talking#but you are either always the first to reach out#or have tried it before with a few results for a time before it goes back to that?#im just tired of always being the first to reach out man#what if I just want to get random dms of things that I like?#what if I actually get asked first what I would prefer to do?#what if people reached out to me about games to play?#instead its either always me who has to initiate#or I get forced into things everyone likes and I cant even say shit without looking bad#its tempting to just leave sometimes#go into hiding so no one can find me#but i cant do that without destroying so many parts of me#im tired#im so tired
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the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself
#One of the best things about parenting is getting to experience some of those snippets alongside my kiddo#And there's a temptation to try to hold tighter as you see your kiddo growing up and knowing they're going to have to say goodbye#To childhood things#My kiddo is 12 and just starting to look at some things as “too childish”#And I'm tempted to shout “don't give it up too early! You'll miss this one day!”#But it's a normal part of life and I have to let it happen#I do make sure that I'm a safe place for kiddo to keep doing childish things without the general public knowing#And I let kiddo see me enjoying childish things#(after all Doctor Who says that's an important part of being an adult - doing childish things sometimes)#Our household is no place for the concept of cringe
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