#yea ik this is an old post leave me alone :(

[jaeyyun]

@TO1_members: [jaeyun] our maknae woonggi happy birthday 🎉 thank you for helping me as sub-leader, you know i adore you a lot right? 💗 i have more to say but since you’re right next to me i’ll tell you directly 🙌

[twilightofthe]

I found a totally legal way to watch The Mandalorian!!!  Gonna do one of my first live-blogs of it, here’s Chapter One! (tag is “liveblogging the mando show” if y’all wanna block it)

Ooooo I really like the helmet flashing new logo (tho still curse you Disney)

OOOOOH THERE’S BEEPING THERE HE IS HE’S HOLDING A BEEPER I CAN’T HANDLE THIS

Ew gross don’t molest the guy you’re beating up my dudes

EW GROSS LEAVE HIM ALONE

Yayyyy Mando Man’s here!  He gonna help this dude or?

Wait how’s he supposed to drink through his fancy mask

I love how they’re going back to Huttese omg the nostalgia

YUS BOI GET EM GET EM GOOD

Aaaaaand back to business as usual typical bars

This guy’s gonna get captured too lol I know it

Ahaha I knew it

Welp at least Mando Man’s gonna be probs a bit nicer about it

OOOOOHHHHHHHH I FREAKIN LOVE THE TITLE MUSIC

Wait did we even know what planet this was?

So he doesn’t like droids or they’re easily tracked or????

Can’t be the opening of a Star WArs movie without a trashy old Uber driver of some sorts

Also cannot be proper Star Wars without someone calling another person’s ship garbage ahah I love this

Oh dinosaur monster walrus worm cool

Ya know this guy is surprisingly nonchalant about being taken in for a bounty

Shock staff or bug zapper?  A two in one deal!!!

Oh NOW you like his ship

Pfft I know like exactly zilch about ships, I’m not one of those SW nerds, can someone tell me if Razor Crests or anything are supposed to be important or not?

Vac Tube?  Huh, I thought “fresher” was the word for “space potty”.  Guess there’s more than one lol

Ooooo weapons

C’mon this guy really thinks he’s getting out?  Pfff

Oh so Life Day is canonically a galactic holiday then, not just another word for “birthday”.  I mean I kinda knew cuz they use “birthday” for Ezra in Rebels but this confirms Life Day too

Ooooo new planet!  I wish they told us the names like Rogue One did

Aaaaaand yet another bar

OMG RECOGNIZABLE LUCAS ALIENS THANK YOU FAVREAU I’M GONNA CRY THANK YOU

*Pokemon theme* Catch em’ alll

heck yea boi stick it to the Empire

Omg I’m hopeless Pedro Pascal has such a nice voic aaaaaaaa.

“I’ll take them all” Cocky bastard

his VOICEEEEEEE AAAAAA.  

I’m already intrigued, but I really want to see more of his character behind just “cool armor fighter mask man mystery”.

Ik ik I’m being impatient this is only the first ep but still

Also his cloak game is On Point and I love it

HEY IT’S SOME OF THOSE TRASH CAN DROIDS I LOVE THOSE

*Obi Wan voice* Hello there stormtroopers xD

Hmm so who’s the doctor?

That metal old dude’s wearing, it’s not Rebel Alliance, is it Empire?  It makes sense if he’s hanging out with Stormtroopers

Wait shoot Old Dude could be another Mando, if he’s got beskar and all

BAHAHA ROASTED MONKEY LIZARD AND THEY’RE TRAUMATIZING THE LIVE ONE XD ANAKIN WOULD BE PLEASED HE HATES THOSE THINGS.  SO WOULD POE HAHA

I’m adoring the Western-style soundtrack

Oooo more Mandos

And color me wrong but that curvy fleur-de-lis thingy on the wall is the Mandalore symbol right?  I forget, don’t kill me

Head of his guild here I guess?

What is the Purge?  Ooo so he doesn’t have legit beskar armor cuz it’s rare, so he’s trying to build a 

new suit?

I like the design of the armorer’s mask

What’s a Foundling???

Ohhh his traumatic backstory I guess?

Bahaha I just thought he’s got the same tragic backstory as Kung Fu Panda pffffttttt

I Love The MUSIC

Another planet, this one sandy.  Tatooine?  The rocks look right and I know the show was going there 

Aight this looks right Imma say this is Tatooine for now, the planet likes to pop up in people’s scanners Tusken-style and attack you like Space Australia does

I recognize this alien guy’s (Ugnaught? Gah I can never keep species names straight ik I’m horrible) voice from somewhere

Vaporizers, another point towards Tatooine

Oooo sassy “idk if I want your help”

Omg bluurgs, those were on Rebels!!!

Bahaha animal taming time!  I’m glad they’re keeping some Star Wars Humor in here, it wouldn’t feel quite right if it was too serious

*How To Train Your Dragon theme plays*

The CGI my dudes!!!!!!!

At least Mando Man is polite

“I have spoken” That’s gonna be my new answer for whenever I don’t know anything and someone calls me on my BS

Weequays!!!!!!!

Oop now they dead

Guess someone’s got competition

He just doesn’t like droids then :(

Wait what can a droid do with credits?

I guess every SW protag needs a trusy droid sidekick lol

Bahaha “do not self destruct” me @ me

I love him he’s got that “done with everything” attitude

Wheeeeeeee spinny gun!!!!!!

Yay they’re friendly!

Aw he’s nice for a bounty hunter!

Omg old-timey door sparky explosions THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

Another trash can lol

Omg they put the freaking Baby Yoda in the trash can pfffttt it’s a literal trash baby gremlin

Awwww he likes children!!!

Ok good he protected the baby over the droid

THAT LITTLE FINGER

AND FILONI DIRECTED IT OF COURSE HE DID

AAAAAAAAAA

STILL REALLY LOVING THE WESTERN-STYLE MUSIC

I can’t watch the next one quite yet cuz busy, but omg omg omg omg I really liked this!  I know Filoni and Favreau know probably the most about canon Mandalore between the two of them (Favreau played Pre Viszla on TCW) so I totally trust them to do this well.  I’m liking Mando Man! (I shall call him Mando Man until they give him a real name and No One Can Stop Me)  I haven’t learned much about him yet, but so far I see that he’s a dedicated hunter and kinda a crankypants, but he cares about children!  He has a moral compass!  I’ll stan for now!!!!

I’m really really happy they brought the old Star Wars aliens back into this, I haven’t seen any live-action ones for so so long now ;_;  

I’m interested about the Great Purge, but I’ll go more into that on a separate post lol

[sarohara]

You both like netflix, and friends.

You: beautiful day outside, don't u think?

Stranger: outside where?

You: It depends!

Stranger: hh it is

You: You tell me where r u from and I tell u, where.

You: I mean, outside where.

Stranger: if i lied?

You: You can do that

Stranger: okay..

You: I don't think u would tho

Stranger: Tunisia

Stranger: beautiful day outside..

You: Yeah it's a beautiful day in Tunisia, i'm sure.

Stranger: u go there before?

You: Nah really

Stranger: went*

Stranger: okay..

You: I'm from Brazil, btw.

Stranger: so ur turn..

You: Already said that haha

Stranger: nice to meet ya

You: Nice to meet u too!

You: what's ur name?

Stranger: Houssém.. u?

You: Is it a common name in Tunisia? Nice name, tho :)

You: I'm Sarah!

Stranger: mm yeah..not much but yes..

Stranger: we have sarah too

Stranger: beautiful name.

You: I don't even how would I spell this, exotic for me haha

You: Sarah's in the whole world hahah

You: and Thanks :)

Stranger: hhhh spell the way you find confortable

Stranger: hihi

You: Oh okay fair enough haha

Stranger: i don't have any friend from brazil..

You: Same about Tunisia

Stranger: u so far ..

You: I met some people from Africa, but South Africa but from Tunisia, it is the first time haha

You: Yeah we're too far away lol

Stranger: okay..let's be friends then.

You: Yeah sure :)

Stranger: i mean keep intouch..we both live on earth..you will never know ..we may meet one day.

Stranger: hh

You: Hahahahah yea yea!

Stranger: do u have an instagram.?

Stranger: i have a snap but i use insta more

You: Yes I do

You: I don't use snap tho hahaha

Stranger: okay..better

Stranger: good..

You: well, what's ur @?

Stranger: r.houssem

You: oh wait, how old r u?

Stranger: i'm 28..

You: Oh wow hahaha

Stranger: what ?

Stranger: am i old?

You: Take a guess ab my age

Stranger: mm under 20?

You: Nope

You: I'm 16, actually.

Stranger: hhhhh can't believe that..

You: Hahahahahahahahahaha

Stranger: u're 16 okay..

Stranger: that's fine but..every girl i meet on omegle is 16

Stranger: hahahaha

Stranger: oh god hhhh

You: Oh yeah there's a lotta teenagers here haha

Stranger: yeah..i see..

Stranger: i didn't come in here for more than 10 years..

You: Wait what

Stranger: i was just drawing..and it cames to my mind to log in again

Stranger: since i was 18

You: wth, when was this site founded anyway?

Stranger: well..i used it 2011 i think

Stranger: or a bit before

Stranger: it's old

You: I didn't know that hahah Yeah it's kinda old

You: But maybe it is also bc I was a child when it was founded so yeah lol

Stranger: yeah maybe of course..

You: Yep

Stranger: so..

Stranger: why u on text chat not on video ?

You: I'm afraid for that. videos haha things r kinda creepy on omegle.

Stranger: hahaha yeah..

Stranger: before it was better..

You: I bet!

Stranger: people are turning to monsters in here

Stranger: i met my ex here..

You: Oh damn, really?

You: where was she from?

Stranger: yup..

Stranger: russia

You: Ooh russia

You: Far awaay

Stranger: yeah

You: Did u guys met in person?

Stranger: no..we actully have met..

Stranger: we met first in tunisia..

Stranger: twice

You: Oooh

Stranger: and i went to russia

You: So yeah u guys did met in person.

Stranger: we were going to marry

You: What happened?

Stranger: but..things didn't work out

You: Ooh I see!

Stranger: she didn't want to leave russia and i couldn't live there

Stranger: so..

Stranger: anyway

Stranger: we still best friends u know

You: Oh that's tough..

Stranger: she always say i'll be waiting u in russia

You: Aaa that's awesome then!!

You: Aw she seem so nice!!

Stranger: she is so sweet..

You: U guys still like each other right?

Stranger: yeah..i told you will still friends

You: I mean, like like love

Stranger: mmm

Stranger: not really sure

Stranger: we didn't mention love again

Stranger: 'cause it's not a game

You: oh I get what u mean!

Stranger: okay..7

Stranger: but she is always welcome in my family's house..

Stranger: and so i am in russia

Stranger: her family was good with

You: Aww. I bet u guys r a nice couple. But sometimes life's not fair, sadly.

You: was*

Stranger: yeah..life is ..

Stranger: life

Stranger: hihihi

You: complicated

Stranger: yup.

Stranger: yesterday..i met another russian..

Stranger: 16 years old

Stranger: we were talking and she said she is a boy..

Stranger: so..when we were saying good bye..i mean after 10 mnutes conversation

Stranger: she told me she is a girl..and she need someone to talk to..

Stranger: and she 's into hard time now..her mom is sick..

Stranger: parents separated

Stranger: so..i got to listen to what she said

You: I'm so confused

Stranger: why

You: She said she is a boy. Like trans or something?

You: Anyway, it doesn't matter

Stranger: trans??

You: like transsexual.

Stranger: at first..she said she is a boy..we were text chat talking

Stranger: nooooo

Stranger: hhhhh

Stranger: no

You: ooooohh!!!

You: I get that now!!!

Stranger: hhhh okay..

Stranger: you can't see who's talking to u..

Stranger: so u can be who ever u want

You: Ya ya ya!!

You: Ik

You: well, did u guys kept in touch or something?

Stranger: yeah sure..

Stranger: her mom is in quarantine..

Stranger: and she is alone :/

You: and I can relate her problems. I'm going through the kinda same shit

You: That's so sad!

Stranger: her father live in a far city with his new gf

Stranger: yeah i know..

You: oh I can imagine how hard it is!

Stranger: yeah..i hope she can manage her thing alone.

Stranger: anyway..i listen to a lot of stories everyday..

Stranger: that's why i don't use video..

Stranger: all looking for nudes and sex..

You: I would say Omegle's a really dirty website..

Stranger: it is

You: But it's kinda inevitable..yeah

Stranger: what is it?

Stranger: inevitable..?

You: Inevitable like.. inescapable u know?

Stranger: aaah yea yeah..

You: Yeah anyway

Stranger: why u said it's beautiful outside?

You: I was right, no?

Stranger: hhh yeah true

You: Idk, it's just a way to start a conversation

You: I think it worked tho ahah

Stranger: hhhh it did..

Stranger: did u followed me?

You: Yeah I sent a request

Stranger: oohh

Stranger: u with black haid?

Stranger: hair*

You: Yessir

Stranger: hhhhh i think i just bloqued u ..

Stranger: one moment please

You: Hahahaha why u blocked me lol

Stranger: i sent u a request..

Stranger: ur name dosn't look like latino names..is it commun in brazil?

You: Sarah Carvalho, yeah it is too common.

Stranger: aah i know Carvalho

Stranger: i mean sarah is everywhere

Stranger: US ..canada..france

Stranger: sweden

Stranger: germany

Stranger: even in qatar

Stranger: hhhh

You: Hahahahah yeah it's not a exclusive name at all but I like it anyway

Stranger: yeah yeah..it's easy to spell.

Stranger: i like it.

Stranger: is ur insta new?

Stranger: u only have 4 pics?

You: Yeah pretty easy

You: Actually it is not new

You: I just don't do many postsas most of[

You: Oos

You: I hate so much my keyboard

Stranger: hhhh it's okay..

You: I just don't post as much as most of people do**

You: That's what I meant hahah

Stranger: understood..

You: R u gonna accept me or..?

Stranger: i post my drawings..or camping pictures

Stranger: i did

Stranger: u can't see my pictures??

You: You did not

Stranger: sorry sorry

Stranger: i just did..

Stranger: what about now?

You: Now u did!! ahaha

Stranger: hhhh yeah..

You: Ooh nice shots dude

You: You draw really well

Stranger: oh thank uuu

Stranger: i'm an amateur..

You: Yw :)

You: Oh if u say so

Stranger: i discovered that talent two years ago XD

You: You stard drawing only 2y ago? no way

You: start*

Stranger: yup..and guess what..it was a depression who have lead me doing that kind of art..

Stranger: i was drawing anything in my head..and i was focusing on details..trying to clear my head.

You: depression..ouch..

Stranger: and booom

Stranger: i found that kind of drawing actually has a name

Stranger: it's Mandala art

Stranger: indian kind

Stranger: or for bouthies

You: Bouthies?]

Stranger: who worship butha ?

Stranger: i don't know what to call them..

Stranger: like that status..

You: It can be bouthies, i just don't know him haha

You: Them*

You: But anyway, that's awesome dude

Stranger: sorry ou in french is spelled u so..i was saying it wrong

You: Oh dw

You: all good!

Stranger: good?

Stranger: okay..

You: I meant, ur chill

You: Like don't worry

Stranger: hahaha sorry..i'm not fimiliar with some words..

Stranger: or slangs..

You: Oh it's understandable haha :)

You: what other language do u speak?

Stranger: arabic..frensh and german..

Stranger: and some russian sentences ..u know hhh

Stranger: my ex

Stranger: hihi

You: Oh you're polyglot!! that's so cool!

You: when I grow up I wanna be like u hahahahaha

Stranger: actually..tunisian language is a mix of 6 languages.. arabic..french..italian..turkish..maltian and amazighi..the last one is too old..

You: Ooh I didn't know that at all!!

Stranger: so..we understand all arabic people..but they don't understand our dialect..

Stranger: yeah..it's because we are in the centre of the map..and many wars in history were happened here..so..everyone..left something behind

Stranger: i think

You: Oohh I see! Like I speak portuguese, ofc bc I'm brazilian, but I can also understand Spanish, Galician, a bit about anothers latin languages

You: Like Italian, French...but really just a bit bc they're similiar

Stranger: yeah...that's the best part left by history..yeah..you shoud be proud of Latin..it's a great language..

Stranger: i like the sounds of the words in latin..

You: Yeah I'm quite proud :)

Stranger: i used to ask an italian friend to speak anything in italian..and iwas listening to her

Stranger: beautiful

You: Aw! I guess I should thank..

You: We appreciate that! :)

Stranger: ^_^

You: I love italian, it sounds really beautiful!!

You: I wanna learn like fluently one day!

Stranger: they talk fast when they are angry

You: Latinos in general do that hahahaha

You: but yeah I can imagine that. lmao

Stranger: languages are..like a blessing..you will need 'em when u travel..

You: Yeahh!! It is like a gateway!

Stranger: yup..

Stranger: i like ur hair..

You: Aw, thank u!!

You: well, it was so nice talking to u!

Stranger: u'r wlcm ^^

Stranger: u too..

Stranger: i'm happy to find good people here

You: I got some homeworks to do rn but u can text me on insta when u feel like okay? lol :)

You: I'm so happy too!

You: There's a lotta people nice on here

Stranger: yeah sure...

Stranger: insta then :D

Stranger: but u do homeworks first

Stranger: send when free

You: Yeah sure :)

Stranger: okay..

Stranger: ciao ^^

You: ciao :)

[riskeith]

hihi! <333

it didn’t stay for long but then it started snowing a lot again and this time it seems like it will stick.. dude crazy how different our climates are rn.. i can only imagine how warm it is rn in aus. no worries! there’s always a tomorrow after today :DDD my days has been nothing but stressing over school and exams, watching haikyuu, playing genshin and thinking about you (sry i have to flirt can’t help it 😜) wbu?

i do have her, i meant hypothetically ! also THE DILUC COMIC IS SO SPOT ON gosh that’s so funny shhdkdhdjdjdj that happened with my boy bennett he just... can’t light those torches... bouken da bouken... 3: gotta bring out amber for that task tbh.

traveller is such a op!! from what i gather people sleep on them because they’re free and there are “more” exciting characters but traveller is a five star!!! put some respect on their name 😤 to each their own, but yk. underrated baby.

YEAH PRO BENDERS!!!!!!! well.. they’re on opposite teams and something happens at an important match of theirs so they’re forced to link up to survive and well.. yeah 😌 i’ve written about 20k words and i’m not even half done with the story help... i really wanna finish it though... anyway yes i do write shdksjdksjdk at first i was too shy to bring it up but you know so much about me already might as well.. 😶 i’ve written for years but i only started posting seriously again after years of not doing it in 2020... i have a couple out actually !! shsjdjhdjdjd not a lot of klance but some bnha ! 🥺 maybe someday i’ll share... 🥺

this connects a bit with this ^ part above as well i suppose. it was incredibly freeing ! it was actually the best thing i’ve done to myself.. idk i realized that that life was just dragging me down so much... always being connected and knowing everything all the time drained me so much. then i just cut everything out and found myself??? this sounds so generic but it’s true jshsjjsisjfj if it’s something you’ve thought about i truly recommend it!!! it takes some time to get used to the silence but god when you do it’s so relaxing. it’s like... so fun hanging out with yourself. i got into so many shows and watched so much movies and stuff by myself and made my own memories and i treasure that so much. shdhdkdhkssj this got so deep..... freelance writing do be like that. you can’t force it you just gotta let it come to you. but looking at your posting list you’re super consistent and it’s always quality fics so don’t feel too bad!! here’s an outside view telling you that you’re doing super well... <333

COUPLES THAT FIGHT TOGETHER STAY TOGETHER. yea they fucking do. look at us being todobaku kinnies... dhsjdhkshsksjdhdkd LMAO. GOD SERIOUSLY AAAA??????? wait 😭😭 venti baby is coming home..... he is coming home!! 😭😭😭😭 i’ve thought about it seriously and i’d happily pay money to have him his fighting style is just soooo good... 🥺 imagine if we had xiao and venti that would be so sexy of us. manifesting it all day every day. you know i would happily give some financial support for your xiao pulls... if it comes down to it <333333 i haven’t read anything either i haven’t thought much about shipping while playing tbh shksdhksshdk maybe someday for fun tho.. also i had no idea!!!! i’m def gonna check it out, is it on their website?

if they announced a movie and it was a prequel... i’d be so upset. like... so fucking upset lmao. there are so many unresolved loose ends it would be so annoying... but truthfully i don’t think they’ll do it. voltron took to hard of a hit for them to pull a move like that lmao .

hmmmm it’s true that studio ghibli movies end too fast.. one moment you’re like... in this amazing beautiful world and the next there are end credits. haku is BESTEST boy. dragon king.... <3333 you’re going on a studio ghibli marathon??? how beautiful of you. <3

🥺 ik but i love asking.... you know that tumblr post where the dude talks about how he keeps calling his wife ‘my wife’ because it makes him happy to remember that they’re married? that’s literally me.. ANYWAY AAAAA ! a one shot multichap sounds soooooooooo good.... i’d love to read it pls i’d be so honored. it’s up to you though i’d accept Anything i too have my whole heart open..

btw i’ve never asked but always wondered: what kind of music do you listen to? <3

*bernie voice* i am once again asking for your forgiveness. i keep sending these long ass asks i rly need to chill... goodbye LMAO :*

(‘read more’ again bc my reply got long fhksjfjds)

hi bb!

oooo nice! did you get to play in the snow~ and yeah ahah it’s close to 30 degrees rn! it was pretty shit earlier in the week but it’s gonna get hotter again for a bit. does it get pretty hot in sweden in the summer? or are you guys too close to the north pole or something for that to happen

that sounds good!! (other than the horrible thing that is school...) ahah you’ve got my heart going doki doki now please 🤪💓. in all honesty it seems pretty balanced tho i do hope you’re taking breaks from study and all!! hmm today i got up super late again and then i tried to go for a walk (it was too hot so i came back) and then i was editing a fic! and now i’m gonna play genshin bc i think a new event started, then hopefully maybe finally start studying fhksjfd

ahh ! AHHAHA nooooo rip :( but omg i still can’t believe you have bennett.. like i know that i haven’t tried for this banner and maybe i would have him too if i did but 😩😩 he’s so cute!! WAIT on that topic guoba does that too i swear i have to like make so many calculations and figure out the optimal spot to place him so he won’t go breathing fire in the wrong direction XD

i 10000000% agree!!! like excuse me they can also control TWO elements???? who else could ever 😩 i watched a video about geo traveller too some time ago and that made me stop sleeping on them like damn they did some damage!

hehehe that sounds so intriguing ���� 20k!!! that’s more than i could ever omg... sending you strength!! you’ve got this 💪💪 icb you were too shy to bring it up pls im losing my mind over here 😭 but aw that’s really nice <3 maybe 2020 did some good after all.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls whenever you’re ready i’m here... or mayhaps would you be okay with just plain copying a snippet into an ask sometime i promise i won’t look it up and try find you 😩 but i wanna witness some of your magnificence !

(also scratch that genshin co-op date idea um... fic collab instead?! could you imagine 😌)

yeah ugh i totally get the being drained feeling.. it’s like it doesn’t bring you joy you know? and you’re just still there bc you’ve just always been there and it’s too late to leave. !!! that does sound really tempting.. but i think i’m a bit too attached to the people i’ve met (you being one of them hehe) to fully let go. but if in the future i just need to take a break i’ll def do it! i was hesitant about doing that last year but now that i’ve done it before surely I won’t hesitate before doing it again (tho i’ve noticed that whenever i try to leave/take a break some new thing happens or releases and i’m losing my mind and can’t go fskjfhsd)

tysm marriage anon i appreciate you sm 😭💞 but yeah it’s easy to get lost in it sometimes but then i’ll look back and see how much i’ve actually done throughout the year and it’s like?? wow i did actually do and achieve a lot? so perspective matters i guess ahah

FHKDSJFH okay but todobaku who’s who? i like writing from bakugou’s POV more which makes me think I can relate to him more (like i used to write from lance’s pov a lot! that, and just bc we both love keith a lot 🤪) but i do write from todoroki’s pov quite a bit too.. hm. 

and yes!!! honestly if venti is actually coming back i should invest in getting him too.. he can do so much !! the only issue i have is that i don’t really like bow users bc i’m shit at aiming hfkdsjfhjsd. waiting for the day we can live out our xiaoven dreams <333 FKJSHFKJSD and please don’t give me money for that fhsdkfjs!! spend it on yourself instead 😩😩 but also real talk i wasn’t gonna say this bc i’m uber paranoid that somehow someone will read it and hack into my account FKHSFKSJD but i have like... 12k primogems rn AHAHAH so i’m feeling good about getting him! ty for the offer tho but seriously, let that go to your own genshin funds first if anything fhksjfds get yourself a c6 venti. yeah honestly me not really shipping anyone is a big reason why i haven’t read anything either lolll. like the art is good and i’m fine but i’m not invested enough to read fics about it yet fdshfkjs. yup it is! in case you haven’t found it yet, here! (i saw that the prologue alone was 74 pages and yeeted out of there hfdsjf)

yeah i think dreamworks ended up kinda unhappy with it all FKJFHKDSHFS but honestly with how they ended the show i feel like in their minds all ends were tied so the only option would be for a prequel? idk. and also bc i feel like movies from shows tend to do that ahaha. or omg a spinoff with completely new characters and maybe we only get mentions or cameos of the old ones hfkdsjf

yesss i’m so excited to at least get through the most popular ones!! still haven’t started howl’s moving castle yet tho lol. can’t wait to finally understand when everyone talks about these movies 😩

no i don’t know that post?? but omg.. 💕💕 also is this an appropriate time to ask what your pronouns are/how you like to be referred to FHSDKFHSD i’ve been using non-gendered language as much as i could bc idk what you prefer! 

okay i might.. post a link to that doc in an ask sometime soon then or hm.... what if i continued working on it instead... many different options hfskjdfd

i mostly listen to kpop!! ahah in recent years i’ve really said fuck western media and fully immersed in the asian stuff.. but yeah my ults are bts but i really got into seventeen in 2020 and i love them so much... they’re all so funny btsvt collab when HFKSFJS. hbu?? 

*bernie voice* i am once again asking you to stop apologising >:( please these are genuinely the highlight of my day LOL i am always looking forward to your messages!! pls do not chill >:((((

yours, c.r. <3

[vuisburning]

All of this is so fucking stupid

Okay so look. I don’t have a problem with any of the girls on this burnbook or on imvu period. Like when i first started and saw you guys i was like “wow theyre so pretty i want to be their friends!” (i was 15 lmao). But i also learned that some of them arent very nice. Which is fine but i just dont appreciate the drsms that comes along with these “friendships”, you know? Honestly: if you feel i have done you wrong in the past, or harmed you in any way shape or form then i am fucking sorry. You have my word. Im sorry if i called any of you ugly or if i odfended you. Im sorry for calling one of you retarded. I am sorry. Because its a new year and most of this shit happened 1-2 years ago, just move the fuck on its so fucking old like stop. It just makes it seem like you guys just want something to be mad about. You dont have to accept my apology but just ackowledge the fact that i took the time to apologize and drop it. And if theres someone posting on anon to stir up more drama, then can you please fucking stop because im fucking tired of that too. Like anons will actually say random shit to see an argument in the notes and nobody else has noticed it. They do that all the fucking time. put it this way. If Molly and Suzie are beefing, and someone anonymously write “molly has a big head”, of course molly is going to think that suzie wrote it. I remember the very first thing i posted from this account is me wishing everyone a happy new year and that i wanted to drop any beef we had and possibly be on good terms w. Everyone. And i feel like some people actually went on anon to try and sound like me and cause arguments.and its not fair to me because of course people automatically assume its me. So im going to ask that if you guys make lists, please just disclude me. I wouldnt want people to think its me doing it. And im just also going to say - if you do not like me, then that is fine. But please do not sit in the notes, throw shade and expect me not to say anything, AND THEN get butthurt when i say something you do not fucking like. It does not work that way. I also want to just stop and say that we dont have to be on good terms or have a clean slate, but id greatly appreciate if those of you who have a strong dislike for me to just leave me be and ill do the same w. You. Thats just how i am. If you dont say anything to me/throw shade or do anything to me, i will leave you alone 100%. So yes, there goes my 2 cents and im waiting on a hating ass anon to say something smart tbh. What i also dont like is that some of the girls on here are being shamed for their bodies and looks. If theyre comfortable enough to take photos of themselves, then thats beautiful. Please hop off of their tips. Some girls Actually dont mind not being skinny ,believe it or not. And some girls dont mind going natural without the makeup. Theres no reason to make them feel bad at all for it. And the girls you anons call “ugly"arent ugly. I dont see how you can call someone ugly whilst anon. And ik that was kind of off topic but idk. I feel really strongly about shaming in general lmao. But yea so i apologized for any wrong ive done anyone and i honestly just want it to stop after today. And i dont want anyone posting on anon about it either because thats just that. Idk if it will show my user but im gonna still sign off -cami

[so-langelo]

“Hi.”

Hope you guys like this Ari xxx *mortal au* Note: WIll is a year older than Nico

Summary: Will and Nico’s friendship over the years (i suck at summaries but i swear its good)

Word Count: 1666

*disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot* *warning: underage drinking*

“Hi.” Six-year-old Will Solace held his hand out to a small boy he noticed sitting alone in the playground. 

The boy was sitting at the edge of the concrete playground with playing cards spread around him. He had dark hair that hung past his ears and eyes that were pools of deep brown. He looked at Will and seemed surprised that someone was actually talking to him. 

“I’m Wil. What’s your name?” Will sat next to the boy, careful not to mess up the cards on the ground. 

“Nico. Nico di Angelo.”, the boy’s voice was soft and hardly above a whisper, but Will heard. 

“So, you play Mythomagic?”, and immediately after Will said it, Nico perked up.

“You know how to play Mythomagic?”, Nico said excitedly, “My sister always says that Mythomagic is lame, so I don’t have anyone to play with usually.”

“I’m not good, but I know how. My brothers taught me, but they always beat me.”, Will said, “I like Apollo. He’s so cool.”

As Nico dealed Will’s his cards, he looked up at Will with a small grin. “You can have him if you want.”

“Really?! Thanks, Nico. You’re the best.I’ll keep it forever. Promise.”, Will smiled at Nico with a blinding brightness. 

After an hour of playing and Will loosing, a man from the othr side of the playground called for Nico. Nico put down his cards and said, “I have to leave now. Can we play again, Will? I’ll see you again, right Will?”

Will was sad that Nico was leaving; he enjoyed the other boy’s little quirks and the way he talked about Mythomagic like it was the best thing ever. Will put on a smile, “Yea, of course, we’re best friends now.” 

As Nico waved goodbye, Will looked down to to the card that was given by his new friend, and on the back in messy handwriting, it said: 

If found please return to Nico

“Nico.”, Will whispered and smiled to himself.

“Hi.” Will said as he opened the door to Nico’s room. The room that he has been in so many times over the last seven years changed so drastically in just a couple weeks. It was so dark even though it was 2 in the afternoon. 

“Who let you in?”, Nico’s voice was raspy and harsh; just like his room, Nico changed from a happy-go-lucky kid to someone distanced and cold. But Will wasn’t going to be going away, no matter how much Nico pushed him away. He wasn’t going to leave his best friend. 

Nico’s sister, Bianca, died. It was a horrible accident, and it left Nico and their father devasted. Nico wouldn’t come out of his room, he barely ate, and, worst of all, he pushed everyone that cared for him away. 

“Your dad. He’s worried about you, you know.” Will sat at the edge of nico’s bed, where nico was hidden under piles of blankets. 

“No he doesn’t. He’s glad Biance died.”, Nico’s voiced choked at the words, “One less kid to worry about.” 

“Don’t say that. He loves you, Nico. Don’t push him away, please.” Will pleaded. He hated seeing Nico like this. It hurt him and he knew he couldn’t do anything about him. 

“Will. Why are you even here? You’re just like the rest of them, pretending you care.”, Nico spat at him, accusingly. He sat up form his covers and stared with a deadly fire in his eyes. 

That’s when Will’s keep-your-cool persona died. “Don’t you ever say that! I do care, Nico. Everyone cares about you. You’re just too busy wallowing here to notice. Everyone is trying to help you! Everyone misses her too Nico! Bianca wouldn’t have wanted this! She wouldn’t want you like this, rotting away in your shadows.”

Nico’s eyes looked almost black in this room. They were quickly filling up with tears that threatened to overflow after Will’s rant. 

“Will. It’s just so hard. I’m sorry for pushing you away. I’m sorry for saying such horrible things to you. I’m sorry for being a jerk. I’m sorry. I miss her so much, Will.” Nico broke down in front of Will, and Will cradled him in his arms. 

“It’s okay. It’s okay. You’ll be okay.” Will repeated those words like a mantra, and the two stayed there until the sunset and the tears that spilled from Nico’s eyes dried.

“Hi.” Will’s voice was muffled from under the pillow that hid his face. 

It was no surprise Will’s mom let him up. Since Will and Nico became best friends ten years ago, Nico practically lived here.

“Hey, Solace. How are you holding up?”, Nico nudged his leg that hung off the bed. 

“I’m fine. You know, fine as in I found out my boyfriend cheated on me and dumped me because I found out.” Will took the pillow off of his face and got up.  His hair was a blond bird’s nest and his eyes were probably swollen from all the crying. 

“He was a jerk. I tried telling you that in the beginnng. To make you forget that dick wad, I brought you Ben & Jerry’s cookies and cream cheesecake. Your favorite.”, Nico held up a quart of the said ice cream and two spoons. 

“Oh my gosh. You’re the best. The only three men that I need in my life. Ben, Jerry, and you.”, Will greedily grabbed the ice cream and his spoon. 

Nico laughed. “You’re welcome.”

Will looked up at his friend and saw Nico staring at him with an expression that could almost be affection. 

No. It’s just your imagination, Solace. Your hallucinating from your post-breakup depression. 

Will decided to brush it off and just enjoy the company of his best friend and his ice cream. 

The two talked and talked. About Will’s ex and other stupid things. They talked like they haven’t seen each other in years. 

When it was around 3 am, the two were on their backs with an empty ice cream container forgotten at their feet. Nico turned to face Will.

“I have to tell you something.” 

The moonlight from Will’s window shadowed Nico’s eyes. “Yeah?”

“I actaully hate cookies and cream cheesecake.”

“Hi!” Will screamed over the loud music at his best friend. 

His best friend that he may or may not have fallen in love with over the last year. 

“Nice party!”, Nico cupped his mouth to be heard. 

“Thanks. It was Lou Ellen’s idea.” Will looked around for the girl that planned his ‘18th birthday extravaganza.’ 

Nico motioned outside, a place where they can talk without getting sore throats. 

Will struggled to follow Nico, being stopped a couple times because of people wishing him a happy birthday. 

“Hey.”, Will said, when they were both finally outside, away from the blasting music and the people slowly getting drunk. 

Lou Ellen swore that she didn’t know who spiked the drinks,  Will didn’t quite believe her, so he steered clear away from any liquid offered to him.

“Hey Will. I wanted to give you your birthday gift.”, Nico stook a sip from his cup. 

Will’s eyes widened. “Nico the drinks are-”

“Don’t interupt me, Solace. I know about the drinks, and I just thought the the only way for me to get the courage to tell you that I’m fuckin’ in love with you is when I’m a bit buzzed, okay. Now what I wanted- Fuck. I told you. Dammit, Solace! I had a whole damn speech! I’m didn’t even drink that much. Do you see what you do to me. I broke the law for yo-”

Once again, Will interupted Nico. 

But this time he interupted him with a kiss. 

The two broke apart; their foreheads touched. 

“Sorry for interrupting you. I just wanted you to shut up, because I love you too.” Will’s breath tickled Nico’s lips. 

“Nice to know. Now can we kiss again?”Nico smirked at him. 

“Whatever you want.” 

The two connected lips once more. 

“OH MY HOLY GOODNESS! CECIL! GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE! YOU OWE ME 30 BUCKS!”

“Hi.” Will said, as familiar arms wrapped around his waist.

Lips started to travel his neck. 

“Stop, Nico.”, Will chuckled, “We can’t be late to our own wedding reception.” 

“Will, they can wait 15 minutes.”, NIco smiled at him. Will thought he looked absolutely beautiful. 

“Save it for the honeymoon, sunshine You don’t even have socks on. Just get your socks from my drawer. We’re already 4 minutes late.”, Will said, while trying to fix his tie.

“Okay, okay.”, Nico whined.

When Will finally got his tie to look decent, he heard Nico gasp. Will rushed to his side. 

“What happened?”, Will said worriedly. Nico had his hand over his mouth and his eyes looked teary. 

In his other hand, Nico held an old tattered playing card, a Mythomagic card, of the sun god, Apollo. On the back, in faded writing was:

If found please return to Nico

“You kept it? After 20 years, you kept it?”, Nico tackled Will in a hug that almost knocked them to the floor.

“Yeah, I kept it. You gave it to me, and I promised I would keep forever. You don’t break those kids of promises.”, Will ran his fingers through Nico’s hair, careful not to mess it up. 

“You’re such a nerd.”, Nico said, wiping a few stray tears.

“You are so emotional. Such a bridezilla.” Will joked, kissing Nico’s forehead lovingly.

“Shut up, Solace. Come on. You made us late to our own reception.”, the two exited the room to their wedding reception and the rest of their lives together.

OH MY GOSH THIS IS SOOOO LONG SAPPY IK LOVE U GUYS!! Ari xx

[mamallama1029]

a letter to my ex:

I miss u. and idk if ull ever think to get back on here.. but I've unblocked u & refollowed u. I've liked some of ur posts & I've contemplated just straight up messaging u. but ik I can't.. ur not good for me. and it's prolly a good thing that ur not reaching out to me... yea. I absolutely love that instead ur calling me leftovers on my friends insta posts. things like that remind me why we split. how toxic u were. so many memories flood back to me day in & day out. it overwhelms my brain, and theyre so strong I literally. LITERALLY. see it in front of me like im reliving it again... it's like ur still here...

as cheesy of a movie twilight is I personally loved it & still enjoy it. if anyone reading this familiar with the second movie u'll understand my reference. (if u even care to read this far lol) my life recently.. well ig more so over the past couple months, I've been feeling like Bella when Edward leaves & she sits in the same spot depressed as shit for like 5 months? I've been just reliving things in my head. getting high 24/7 to deal w it. I was drinking A L O T & I still drink an unhealthy amount but I definitely cut back since I started smoking heavy like I used to. I feel like I'm fucking floating. like I don't actually exist & that everything I had with u (Jay -shifting pov again lol) was just a dream. that everything before u was a dream. that the life I'm currently living is a fucking dream. I mean. pretty much all of ur old friends have reached out to me wanting to be friends after u either cut em off or insulted em, and do u know how weird it feels to hang out w them without u??? granted I do it anyways bc I love them and they have all been great friends to me. but like I hung out w M for the first time since whenever it was while we were together the other day && being in the room.. when she walked out and I was alone I looked up half expecting to see u sitting there waiting for me to jump over and kiss u or talk or sum. but u weren't. u weren't there. & u won't be. and it fucking sucks that it had to be this way. yesterday I was chillin w lil man & he goes "where's bri" & I said I'm right here silly & then he says "wheres J*****" & my heart fucking stopped. like I been waiting for him to ask about u but that hit me so different yo. I started tearing up... I fucking miss u. I miss my person. I miss having u by my side. I miss the u that loved me. the u I had before u let all the bullshit get to u. I miss the u I had before I fucked shit up. I miss us.

at the same time I hate u for what u did to me. I'm so fucked up bc of u. PTSD. severe (so worse than before) social & regular anxiety. I was already a depressed pos but it ofc got worse. I'm fucking traumatized from what u did. in every way possible. physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. u damaged, broke. every single part of me. and im trying to pick up the pieces the best I can but fuck.

do u realize how hard it was for me to leave when I was still so in love with u? even tho u put me thru absolute hell by that point and yea I was extremely numb, but that didn't change how I felt. how I still feel... I mean, do u know how hard it is to stay gone? to not even reach out to u for a night? just one conversation. I think about it every day. I check this app hoping u've said something to me. that u noticed my attempts to lowkey get ur attention. hoping that u care. & ik u haven't changed. but just a message... just seeing what u have to say RN & how ur perspective has changed if any at all.. idk.. maybe it would help?? or maybe I'm just delusional. I mean. I know I'd wanna keep talking to u. I know I'd fall back into the hole. idk what the fuck I want.

I wanna be held. I wanna be cuddled. by someone who truly loves me. I sleep alone every night and I cling to my fucking blanket and pillow squeezing them as tho the harder I squeeze the more likely they'll turn into u. my heart fucking hurts at even the slightest thought of u. but ofc I've almost perfected my fake happy face. my oh no I'm healing fine from the J situation, don't worry! face. I don't cry like I used to. I zone out a lot. I dissociate more than I live in reality. I can't handle any kind of hook up, fwb, relationship, anything of the sort RN. all I see is u. it's been 7 months and I still see fucking u. I honestly bet u love watching me not be able to get u off my mind but its so brutal. ur my fucking herion. I'm so addicted but ur so bad for me. and it's killing me. im hurting worse than I ever have before. like I thought that I was done hurting when I left u but it just kept coming and coming and coming and it just doesn't stop.

in case ur wondering... I'm doing good in every aspect except mental & emotional. got a nice job making bank. got insurance starting April 1st and paid off my phone. I started buying my own flower in larger amounts & started buying concentrates finally. I missed em. I'm moving soon. getting a car and license after this whole Corona shit. I chief a pack of smooths in a day & a half - 2 days. which isn't so good but u know how it be.

well... I hope ur doing okay and that u can find ur way to permanent, genuine change. I miss u.. I love u... I'm sorry if u see this. and I'm sorry if u don't.