#yeagh. yeah!

[feelo-fick]

Headcanon: Chilchuck and his Bad Takes on Literature

i think chilchuck would be like my mom in the sense that he wouldnt like sad stories. dont get me wrong, cautionary tales? absolutely fine. they serve a purpose to him which is to tell people "dont be an idiot and do this or else something bad will happen"

generally sad or angsty stories though? no point to him, and in his perspective its really confusing how people just read things that make them sad. like whats the use of reading something if its just gonna make you sad. whats the lesson? its not even real so it doesnt help anyone.

whats the point in making yourself cry when you could just avoid that entirely by not reading it at all?

but the one of the biggest reasons why sad stories exist is to let you release all the built up grief in you. to send you something to let out all your emotions in a healthy way. catharsis. empathy.

even when i dont relate to the tragic experiences in some stories, several ones ive read have lead me to realize that im in a bad situation or that im following in the footsteps of the character suffering. its like a wake up call.

and making yourself cry isnt inherently a bad thing. if crying allows you to let go of building pressure and tension in you then thats good!

but chil wouldnt see that. of course he wouldnt, hes avoidant of most situations that would allow him to release emotion, and fearful of letting his mature (read: repressed) persona slip.

hes someone that runs away to quick comforts and distractions at the earliest sign of issue. hes already been in too many horrifying situations, dealing with another is a pain. and he knows denying everything and refusing to look at the situation doesnt help, but it definitely provides a quick and easy happiness in the comfort of ignorance.

because of this, reading something made to make one empathize with and confront these bad emotions is defeating the point of his cowering. if he faces his issues, even if only through the perspective of a story, he'd have to deal with acknowledging that things are bad and need fixing, and he'd feel terrible and guilty in the moment - which of course is the worst thing that could happen to a person (his thought, not mine).

which is why i find the concept of him being/becoming a tragedy himself at the same time as this headcanon soooo interesting. imagine the irony of him bashing on the protagonists of tragic stories for acting on emotion and impulse rather than logic, when he himself has fallen victim to irrational thinking while in grief.

cause... thats what people do when they grieve. they lash out, make bad decisions, ruin themselves, ruin others.

for a tragedy to be prevented, the protagonists would have to change fundamental parts of themselves, and act perfectly rational when under extreme stress. and chilchuck holds himself to these kinds of unrealistic standards because he unwittingly believes he can handle it all.

he cant, obviously. we see it for ourselves in his relationship with his wife. they were doomed from the beginning by chils already-established avoidance and lack of emotional vulnerabiltiy (and whatever else his wife had going on).

this is all just to say that if you told him about orpheus and eurydice, he'd probably be one of those idiots trying to point out the "plot hole" that he couldve "just not looked back" and "just trusted her"

i dont understand. whats the point in reading tragedies? the protagonist is stupid, anyways. why would you take bitter medicine? why subject yourself to that?

i think its just a bad story.

[starlooping]

this song has been stuck in my mind for several months tbh. everyone check out MAL DU PAYS (Monophobia) by @starvingnarcissistmusic (sorry for the tag) . its awesome. does a cool pose.

edit: as someone, who had thsi song stuck in my head for month i still somehow managed to get the lyrics wrong. electric chair for op (me). it's supposed to be '"if nowhere is home". oh well XD

[r7inyz]

sum more regretevator designs. yeah

[halflifebutawesome]

movie night

[eighthdoctorscocaine]

rest in peace time war eighth doctor, you would've loved radiohead

[ddeck]

hold the sun in a palm of your hand

[mechanicalinfection]

we would all be cool with whimpering springtrap. lowkey want. want. really want. please. pretty please. ple

Fuck you all actually

[c0zy-r3tro-pals]

take all my freaking roleplay art. u FOOLS !!!!!!!

[mesopelagos]

played pmd:eos and lets be so for real. no one including myself is surprised at who i formed an attachment to.

[wabbitears]

painter drawn in between playing pressure with friends today cause I keep dying badly very early on.

[isuggestwishcraft]

How to: cure your self-hatred you cultivated for years in a bunch of easy steps! (By Siff Loop)

Get stuck in a time loop

Make your self-hatred worse

Make it worse.

Make it worse.

Make it worse.

Make it worse.

Make it worse.

Make it worse.

Make it worse.

.

.

.

Stop wanting to exist

Wish for it.

WISH FOR IT.

WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT WISH FOR IT

WISH

FOR-

have

ㅤ your wish

ㅤ granted .

Wake up in a new world.

. . .

You were not supposed to do that.

Why are you here again?

You are... Not where you're supposed to be.

There's a familiar face near you and he

ㅤ doesn't react to you being here.

Are you

ㅤ even real?

.

.

.

Wait what

Watch yourself walk up???

And understand that you had undergo mitosis somehow(???)

Huh

Okay.

Watch that sucker get stuck in a time loop as well

Tee hee~ your way through the situation

Help him

Help them

Help him.

Help them.

.

.

.

Help him.

Help yourself them.

Get attached

. . .fuck.

[narrative-haunting]

Karasu text posts yayy yippiee

Pt 1 technically

[candycatfalls]

Welp time to learn how to animate chains

[jubmato]

ford look out theres an ugly slut next to you

close up on ford because ummmmmmm i have a crunch on him. smiles

[yeetusthemighty]

So guess who showed up at exactly 1:18 AM yesterday like. Completely out of nowhere??????

I now have both him and awakened golden cheese cookie… AWAKENED DARK CACAO PLEASE COME HOME AAYAYAUAUAUAY—

oh yeah I play cookie run btw I know I’ve never once posted anything about it but that’s because I got the game like 3 weeks ago

[bugsinshoes]

Ford knew the metal plate would stop Bill from entering his head, but what he wasn't made aware of was the fact that it also prevents his mind from being erased. 

so much for trying to get rid of the memories of a person whom you once loved, but you’d much rather forget.

phd pdalpd fxosd.