Can someone pls stop me! Why the hell i do thiiiiss!!!
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Sorry guys, i just have been feeling overwhelmed and overworked these last months, I love writing, I really do! It's one of my favorite hobbies yk, it makes me feel free somehow, however it's my heart that feel that way not my mind, my mind overwhelm me with thoughts about how I should just go and post frequently like any writer do, but it's too much sometimes.
Like...there's days that I look at my 4 blogs (don't ask me why I have this many blogs) and just want to delete everything...but then I take a deep breath and remember why the hell I have 4 blogs, and it's because I love what I do, even though I don't do a incredible job or that I do not post frequently...I just love doing it. It's good, take my mind off from my problems and besides I do have a life outside from this, but I do not remind myself enough about this...I never remind myself...that i'm enough.
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Ghost writers are the best (the one's that come back every bloody moon)
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ethubs to me is like. tfw you kill and die for someone so many times that you can't even grow tired of it. it's mundane, sure, but in the way that loving someone is mundane. blood becomes like waking up to them every morning- an expected but beautiful nonetheless way of things being. it doesnt matter if they're killing each other or their enemies or pretending to do one and actually doing the other to them it is an act of devotion. and not the dramatic kind. tfw you die and kill for someone so often that instead of loosing meaning it gains sentiment. this is not a tragedy anymore!!! they are ripping it apart with their hands and laughing!!! is there anymore power to an actor than that? than turning the story to a comedy? they're sooo sitcom core. of course they love violence- there's no reason to be afraid of dying when it's not the end. they'll have another go at it, and another and another and another and another. the grief is real, sure, as real as the bloodlust- it's just not the thing that lasts
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Am I the only one who thinks Donnie would actually WANT to attach to the technodrome again?
My dad convinced me of this after our watch of the movie together, my resident Donatello and technology expert, so here goes.
Obviously, I don’t think Donnie enjoyed being RIPPED from the technodrome, and the connection process isn’t the cleanest thing, but those are the only two downsides really.
Think of what you gain. Complete control of a massive spaceship with all its crazy technology. Control at a thought, not the press of a button or flip of the wrist, a thought. All you have to do is think something and the ship will MAKE IT HAPPEN!! Do you have any idea how impressive that technology is? How incredible that feeling would be? This is the PINNACLE of technology, a once in a lifetime experience that Donnie may spend his entire life trying to recreate. I’m sure Donnie would love to do it again.
It’s like- everything he’s ever wanted.
Ripping him out might’ve been the only way to get him out.
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GIRL EVERY UPDATE OF YOU AND THIS BOY IS CRAZY???
nah bc why does he seem so into you
he’s literally obsessed w me 🙄 like get a life dude 🙄🙄
no just kidding I’m actually the obsessed one without a life!!!!! 😁☝️ I think we’re definitely both interested in each other but neither of us are brave enough to say it outright 🤨 like he’s always saying subtle things that imply he wants to do things together …. actually we both kinda do that 😭 I’m def more chicken than him though
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Me: I don’t have an FP
My tattoo buddy: hey you wanna get this thing I suggested to you three seconds ago on you permanently (:
Me: I would die for you actually
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No cause like why tf did I think it was a good idea to take the student who is blind and needs his wand to navigate the castle (a place he is likely used to at this point) with me on dangerous ass missions like bro we be walking and I walk his ass straight into a lake and off the side of mountains and he's probably like "what the FUCK is going on" like sorry I didn't wanna go alone and this companions mod fills the ominis shaped hole in my heart and I love u 😔
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also was talking to my mom about all the old quarries here and remembered she doesnt even know i almost died as a kid at one 😭 in my defence my father probably shouldn’tve taken a child cliff jumping
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