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#yes i'm still angry at ben
tintedviolet · 2 years
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i was doom scrolling at 2am when inspiration struck. i humbly present my first (and likely only) tiktok trend video 
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theghostofashton · 2 years
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#it feels so violent that poc are never allowed to simply enjoy anything#even when things cater to us we still have to deal w white takes on them that taint the experience#yes this is about nhie lol#the amount of people that i've seen villainize devi just makes me...... i'm not even angry i'm just so sad#it genuinely hurts bc i don't think people realize how starved south asians are for ANY kind of good rep#i looked up indian characters in western media the other day and - raj from big bang theory. apu from the simpsons. ravi from jessie#all of which are racist beyond belief#we have basically nothing#there are no characters that look like me in western media there never have been#until devi#who is south indian and unapologetic and gets to work through her trauma and be given the space to grieve#that's huge too#we don't get that our culture often denies that#we are constantly moving on and pushing past and ignoring the problem until it guts us and even then it's still not allowed#for us to be upset#so to see people criticize devi's abject grief and pain is just like....... you have no idea#you TRULY have no idea#if you don't like her find another show this show belongs to her#but instead i have to risk seeing people prioritize ben and his feelings and center him in devi's narrative to the point where it's just lik#when will it end? when will you stop centering the white boy in a narrative that FINALLY prioritizes an indian woman#finally#after fucking ages#just...... it's exhausting i'm exhausted#the new season comes out soon and i am already afraid of the racist shit my girl is going to endure#and the racist shit that i am going to have to endure as a result lmfao#like i do not know how to express the way it hurts to finally get a narrative that prioritizes us#and still see people make it about her white love interest and villainize her like i just#do i even want more rep if this is how people will rip it apart do i even want to go through that
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two-white-butterflies · 10 months
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timeless | c16
Description: Your relationship is exposed in the weirdest way.
Pairing: charles leclerc/verstappen!reader
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y/n.verstappen: christian called me, i'm his favorite child.
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maxverstappen1: liar 🤣 - y/n.verstappen: real story actually
danielricciardo: she forgot to take her meds again 😴 - y/n.verstappen: @christianhorner u seeing this? - destinyyaya778: what's he gonna do? take daniel's seat 😭 oh...wait 😁
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foolishone88: y/n is the only non-model here but she's eating them all up 😭
carlandosupporter: Lottie basically confirmed Charles x Y/N.
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"Why didn't you go inside the Ferrari paddock?" Charles frowned, settling the bowl of yogurt beside you. "I didn't have the passes for that bebe," you answered - gently massaging his forearm. He felt a little disappointed because you visited Mercedes and Redbull. "I'll get you passes for Ferrari tomorrow." he promised with a smile.
He adds a bit of cereal on the yogurt before handing it to you. "Do you ever think about telling the world about us?" he inquired, watching as you browsed mindlessly through social media. He knew that you had lots of dreams - plans for the future. But he also knows that you imagined future with him.
"We have to tell my brother first." you breathed.
Max wasn't a horrible creature - but because of your father's dismissive behavior. He's forced himself in Jos' shoes. He wouldn't be angry finding out about you and Charles - but he wouldn't be delighted either. "Do you have any plans?" he frowned and you closed your phone, placing it in on your thigh. "Yes, but I'm shy." you say.
A small chuckle escapes his mouth.
"We'll tell your brother tomorrow."
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y/n.verstappen: little morning crazzy ✨
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bixietrixie: SOMEONE TELL HER THAT WE CAN SEE CHARLES IN THE BG 😭
sprincklesprinkle: THE GUY ON THE CHAIR BEHIND THEM. and don't call me crazy because charles owns that bag and I can see his shadow.
charlesleclerc: oh no 😂 - y/n.verstappen: that's no you, right? - - charlesleclerc: nope, not me.
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UGLY SUPER MAX waar ben je? (where are you)
MOST BEAUTIFUL SISTER vakantiehuis (holiday house)
UGLY SUPER MAX lando showed me the tiktok 🤣 are you dating charles?
MOST BEAUTIFUL SISTER lando has tiktok? we gingen het je vertellen (we were gonna tell you) eventually...
UGLY SUPER MAX all good here vic saw it too
MOST BEAUTIFUL SISTER goodbye!? she doesn't know 😭
UGLY SUPER MAX just be here tomorrow Ik ontken de geruchten niet (i'm not denying the rumors)
MOST BEAUTIFUL SISTER girl??
seen by ugly super max.
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"We don't need to tell him. It could've been worse." you giggled, walking around the paddock with his arms wrapped around you. "I expected worse." he hummed, seeing all the pairs of eyes on the both of you. It was your first time in the Ferrari garage.
"The better phrase would be: the worse is still to come." you teased, sitting beside Carlos who was quietly eating his noodles. "Audi next year?" you turned to look at him, earning a nervous chuckle from both of the men. "Don't get me into trouble, Y/N." Carlos joked.
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The both of you walked inside an antique store.
"Let's look for some cute things to decorate our house." you pulled him inside, the smell of dust immediately entering your lungs. "Aw, this one is nice." he picked up a picture of someone's wedding. The picture said 1944 - and you couldn't help but imagine the both of you. The man was wearing a fancy suit - the girl, nothing but a summer dress. They looked fun.
"She looks like you," Charles pointed at her face and you couldn't help but agree. "Maybe, they are us - from another life." you leaned your head on his shoulder. He laughs gently. "That's a nice thing to believe," he pressed a finger to his lips.
"We'll buy it."
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Charles_Leclerc: found this little thing outside the resto.
tagged: y/n.verstappen
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y/n.verstappen: someone owns him...sadly
danielricciardo: Y/N looks good in white! - y/n.verstappen: UNPROVOKED?? - - Charles_Leclerc: 8pm right outside KFC - - - danielricciardo: 🤣
maxverstappen1: my sister looks a little weird with fur... - bebescenario29: how is this his first long instagram comment ?
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y/n.verstappen: serving the leclerc fanbase (might delete if too much ppl thirst on him 🤬)
192 comments 33,293 likes
maxverstappen1: my eyes 😑
leclercfansign: OMG OMG OMG DADDY
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Underworld Insomnia || 1 - B.Barnes
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Character : Bucky × Psychiatrist Female!Reader
Summary: As a ruthless contract killer, Bucky is feared in the underworld of criminals. His opponents freeze when they see him, as he is feared among them. However, they don't know that he could be warm to only one person: his pshychiatrist. The only person who could make him fall asleep.
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In the world of secret societies for underground criminals, there's a secret place for criminals to stay, a shop for criminals to buy their weapons, basically, criminals live like normal people but they can only go to places that are built for criminals.
That's the rule.
There's also a particular psychiatrist for criminals only. Since many of the criminals have demons in their minds.
For this job, Dr. Ben is the only person the criminals could go to and ask for advice and medicine so they could go to sleep. Most of them can sleep.
But the only person who has trouble is Bucky Barnes.
His name is enough to make everyone in the underworld shiver. His eyes are enough to make his opponents freeze.
Bucky is their answer if anyone wants a job done without any mistakes.
With the money from the job he finished, he could have a comfortable life for generations. But he doesn't need it because all he wants right now is to sleep.
"I tried what you told me. Work out until I'm tired, learn something new, clean all my weapons, upgrade my car, renovate my house with bulletproofing, sex," Bucky said while he lay on the couch, looking at the ceiling.
Dr. Ben kept writing while listening to his patient.
"I even went to pottery class, baking class, painting class, and sex," Bucky counted on his fingers.
"Still. Nothing works. I still can't sleep. It's been 7 years," Bucky said.
Dr. Ben, who kept writing, replied, "Yeah, you have mentioned sex multiple times."
"White noise, pink noise. In the end, I smashed the Bluetooth speaker. None of your methods work," Bucky said as he sat up and glared at Dr. Ben.
Dr. Ben adjusted his reading glasses. He remained calm, probably one of the few people not afraid even though Bucky was angry.
He clicked his pen and put the report on the table.
"Do you want to try reading fairy tale books?" Dr. Ben asked.
Bucky pinched the bridge of his nose. "Are you joking with me?"
Dr. Ben replied, "Most of you people have a shitty childhood. Have shitty parents. Perhaps deep down, your kind wants something related to fulfilling your inner child."
Bucky exclaimed, "Woah, doctor, calm down. You're brutally honest here." He sighed, because he knew this method will failed like the rest. "Fine. I'll try." Then he lay back on the couch and closed his eyes.
Dr. Ben picked a children's book and started to read, he flipped through the pages, and began to read aloud, "Once upon a time, in a faraway kingdom, there lived a brave little mouse named Timothy."
"Timothy was no ordinary mouse," Dr. Ben continued, "for he possessed a heart as courageous as a lion and a determination that could move mountains."
"Stop. Stop. It's so weird listening to you. Get someone else," Bucky interrupted, feeling uncomfortable.
Dr. Ben closed the book. "I'll get my apprentice."
Bucky raised an eyebrow. "You've got a new one?" He knew that none of Dr. Ben's employees stayed that long, given the fear of criminals who kept coming for therapy.
Dr. Ben adjusted his glasses. "She could tame Bruce Banner; I think she could do the same to you."
Bucky rolled his eyes. "Fine."
Dr. Ben got up from his seat and opened his office door. "Y/N, help me for a bit," he called out.
Bucky heard a melodious voice respond, "Yes?"
The door swung open, revealing a woman with a confident stride and a calm demeanor. She had striking eyes that seemed to hold a depth of understanding, framed by a cascade of dark hair that fell gracefully around her shoulders.
Her posture exuded poise and assurance, hinting at a quiet strength within. She carried herself in professional attire with an air of authority, yet there was warmth in her expression as she met Bucky's gaze.
As you approach your boss, he suddenly puts a children's book in your hand.
You look at him, puzzled. "Huh?"
Dr. Ben pointed at Bucky and explained, "This person can't sleep for years. So I want to see if reading a children's story could make him fall asleep."
Bucky huffs in frustration. As a top assassin in the underworld, it's humiliating if he can only fall asleep with a children's book. "Just do it."
You flinch, knowing the man in front of you is dangerous.
Dr. Ben pats your shoulder reassuringly. "Don't worry, he's just cranky. I'll be here too. I need to see if it's working or not."
"Okay," you respond, then sit in the chair near Bucky's couch.
Before opening the book, you can't help but notice the tattoos on his neck and hands.
"Are you done staring?" Bucky asks, irritation evident in his voice.
"Oh, right, I'm sorry," you apologize quickly. "I'll start reading. Once upon a time, in a faraway kingdom, there lived a brave little mouse named Timothy. Timothy was no ordinary mouse, for he possessed a heart as courageous as a lion and a determination that could move mountains."
As you continue reading, Bucky listens intently, his eyes focused on the ceiling as he tries to relax.
"Despite his small size," you continue, "Timothy dreamed of embarking on great adventures and proving himself to be the bravest mouse in all the land."
Bucky's tense expression begins to soften slightly as he listens to the soothing cadence of your voice.
"One day," you narrate, "a fierce dragon threatened the kingdom, causing panic among the inhabitants. But Timothy, undeterred by the danger, volunteered to confront the dragon and save his home."
Bucky's breathing starts to slow down as he gets engrossed in the tale, his earlier restlessness fading away.
"With unwavering courage," you go on, "Timothy faced the dragon, armed only with his wits and determination. And through his bravery and quick thinking, he managed to outsmart the fearsome beast and bring peace back to the kingdom."
As you reach the end of the story, Bucky's eyes grow heavy, and he finally begins to drift off to sleep, a sense of calm settling over him.
Dr. Ben watches silently, nodding in approval as he sees the story's effect on Bucky. It seems that, perhaps, there is power in the simplest of tales to soothe even the most troubled minds.
Bucky's eyes felt heavy. The childish story and your calm voice made him feel relaxed. Your voice seemed more effective than white noise in soothing his troubled mind. As he listened, the tension in his muscles gradually melted away, replaced by a sense of peace and tranquility.
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Then Bucky opened his eyes, only to realize he wasn't in the same place in Dr. Ben's office anymore. He found himself on a bed inside an unknown room. Panic surged through him.
Had he been kidnapped?
It would bring shame to his name as the feared killer if true.
As he processed his surroundings, Bucky's hand instinctively went for his knife, ready to defend himself. But soon, he recognized the familiar surroundings of Dr. Ben's building. Relief washed over him, though he remained on edge.
A door creaked open, causing Bucky to tense, his grip tightening on the knife. But to his surprise, it was just Dr. Ben.
"Did you have a good sleep?" Dr. Ben asked calmly.
Bucky clicked his tongue in annoyance and massaged his shoulder. "No. Your methods didn't work. I'm still tired."
"Well, that's natural since you've been asleep for three days," Dr. Ben replied matter-of-factly.
Three days?!
He can't believe it, since he has only been able to sleep for one hour each night for the past seven years. Bucky's eyes widened in disbelief as he checked his phone, seeing the date and numerous missed calls and unread messages.
"It worked?" he muttered, incredulous. He had been able to sleep and hadn't even realized it.
Bucky's amazement lingered as he realized that he had slept for three whole days without even being aware of it. It was a stark contrast to the years of insomnia he had endured, struggling to find even a moment of rest.
The tension that had plagued his body for so long began to ebb away, replaced by a newfound sense of calmness and clarity. He couldn't deny the relief that washed over him, knowing that perhaps, just perhaps, there was hope for him yet.
Then, there was a knock on the door. It was you.
"How is he, doctor? Is he still asleep?" you asked, but you gasped when Bucky's intense gaze met yours.
Was he angry? Did he blame you for making him sleep for three days?
"Y/N, is it?" Bucky inquired.
You responded groggily, "Yes?"
Bucky got on his knees, his right hand resting on his left chest and his left hand reaching for you. He looked at you earnestly and asked, "Will you work for me?"
You were taken aback, as was Dr. Ben. Bucky's unexpected gesture felt like it could lead to a significant misunderstanding, resembling a proposal rather than a job offer.
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steddieas-shegoes · 8 months
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Headcanon: Steve & little Holly Wheeler remain really close after Steve/Nancy break up. During an intense storm she calls Steve in tears while Nancy & Mike watch is shock. They didn't know she was still close to him.
"Hello?" Steve answered the phone on the third ring, hoping it was Robin letting him know she got home okay after band practice.
The storm came out of nowhere, and since everyone was still a bit on edge after Vecna, he needed to make sure everyone was alright.
"Stevie?" Holly Wheeler whispered on the other end of the line.
"Holly? Are you okay? Where's your mom?" Steve was suddenly even more worried that Holly was somehow alone at home during this storm.
They never left her alone, she was way too young, but if something happened-
"She's not home. Nancy's in her room. I'm scared."
Thank god. She just wanted to talk to him like they used to do during afternoon storms all the time.
"You're safe, Hol. Remember it's just some angry clouds. They must have had to wake up early today, huh?" he smiled to himself. "What about you? Did you get up early for school?"
"Yes and my teacher was late." He heard thunder on her end and hoped she would keep talking. "She said it was because her no good husband left with her keys."
Steve bit back a laugh.
"Oh yeah? I bet she was mad at him."
"She was so mad! And then she yelled at Rose two times cuz she kept getting out of line on the way to lunch!"
"Isn't Rose the one who always colors on other people's pictures in art?" Steve loved to hear about the 1st grade drama as much as possible.
"Yes, and then Ben always distracts the teacher for her so she can say mean stuff to everyone. She is so mean."
"It sounds like it."
"Holly, who are you talking to?" he heard Nancy's voice on the other end.
"It's Steve!"
"Steve? Did he call for me?"
"No, I called him."
"Steve? Did Holly call you?" Nancy's voice was on the other end now, and Holly could be heard arguing about wanting to talk to him more.
"Yeah. She calls sometimes when she's upset or scared. The storm must be freaking her out a lot," Steve said.
"Hey, I need the phone," Mike's voice could be heard in the distance. "Who are you even talking to?"
"It's Steve," Nancy replied.
"Our Steve?" Mike asked in disbelief.
"Yeah. Apparently, Holly calls him when she's scared."
"Why?"
Steve rolled his eyes.
"Is it so hard to believe that Holly and I are storm buddies?" Steve asked.
"Yes!" Nancy and Mike said at the same time.
"Put Holly back on the phone," he said, slightly irritated now.
"I think the storm is going away," Holly said into the phone. "Do you have the teddy bear?"
"Of course I do. He always sits right next to my bed so if I get scared I can hold him. Do you have yours?" he asked.
"Yes, but he has a hole in his leg and mommy has to fix him."
"Okay, well I can hug mine extra tight for now so he knows you're safe."
"Okay! Bye Steve!"
"Bye Holly," he laughed.
"I don't understand," Nancy said just as he was about to hang up.
"What?"
"Why does she call you? We're right here."
"I guess it's just our thing. I dunno, Nance. But I'm gonna go. I'm waiting on Robin to call. You guys good?"
"Uh-huh."
"Great. Bye."
Steve hung up and smiled to himself. Holly Wheeler was probably, almost definitely, his favorite Wheeler.
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masivechaos · 1 year
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ARE YOU OKAY?
minho x fem! reader
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Request: yes / no
see the request here!
Synopsis: minho almost didn't make it to the doors on time and you are so worried but he can't seem to understand why
Warning/content: kinda angst to fluff, hurt to comfort, first kiss, set before tmr (no Thomas), a little mention of blood, wounds, one small mention of death, my english
a.n.: 1.4k words- argh i hate this one i'm so sorry
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As usual, you were waiting for Minho in front of the doors. The runner liked to spend his resting time with you. But you started to worry when he didn’t show up yet. Anxiously, you bit your nails and Newt swatted your hand away “Don’t do that” he was always stopping you from doing it.
You groaned, rolling your eyes “What is he doing?” you hated when Minho was late, it wasn’t the first time but you hoped he was going to hurry, you couldn’t lose him.
“Worrying for your boyfriend, huh?” Newt teased, elbowing you in the ribs gently. You shot him a glare, you weren’t very receptive to humour when you were stressed.
“He’s not my boyfriend” you mumbled, crossing your arms in front of your chest.
Newt looked down at you with a smirk “But you love him” you hated the way he sang the end of the sentence.
You glanced at him, brushing your tongue over your top teeth “You want to talk about issues that make me angry?”
Newt raised his hands up in the air “Okay, okay” he chuckled. He stared down at you with a small smile “Hey” he caught your attention “He’s going to make it” he tried to reassure you as much as you could, as your best friend he didn’t want to see you like this.
Without even thinking you brought your nails to your lips. Eyebrows furrowed, you stared at the entrance of the maze “C’mon Minho. What are you doing?���
You finally saw him, in a poor state, running as fast as he could next to a Ben looking as pitiful as him “Minho!!” you shouted as you rushed to the doors, cheering him on as much as you could, encouraging him and Ben to run faster as the walls started to close. He had to make it out alive, you couldn’t handle his death.
The runners finally made it to the Glade, immediately falling to the ground, exhausted. You joined Minho, cupping his head between your hands “Are you okay?” Behind you the maze closed, the big doors touching each other in a great din.
Minho looked up at you with his iconic smirk “You’re with me, of course I am” unfortunately, you weren’t in the mood for his flirting, you still had the impact of all this stress and fear from a few seconds ago.
“Stop it, Minho!” you let out the tears you were holding for the past few minutes, slapping his shoulder, forgetting for a second he was probably covered in bruises and cuts.
Minho didn’t expect you to be this worried, and he hated that he felt a little guilty about being the reason for your cries. “Hey…” he said, sitting up “I promise you I’m fine” he smiled at you, hoping you knew he was honest.
A few more tears escaping from your eyes, you wrapped your arms around his shoulders “Don’t you ever do this again” you warned. You hugged him tightly, too scared he would disappear if you ever let him go.
Minho laughed in your arms “If I get a hug every time I almost die, I will probably do it more” he tried to lighten the mood but it didn’t go well. You pushed him away, still crying from too many emotions. He was always flirting with you but you knew he was only joking, you detested that it hurt.
“Don’t you get anything?” you said, brushing your tears away and getting up. You knew it wasn’t the best moment to go weak but you couldn’t help it. You just wanted him to know how much he mattered to you, you loved him so much and he didn’t even get it. 
You just wanted Minho to understand why you cared this much. But it seemed like he didn’t even care and it broke you more than it should.
Minho watched you as you left him “What did I do?” he asked Newt who was next to him. 
The blond boy shrugged with a little smile “You really are blind, aren’t you?” he said, extending his hand out for Minho to take. 
The runner was as confused as ever, getting up from the ground “Just go get her” Newt smiled, patting Minho on the shoulder.
The latter started to search for you without even thinking, not willing to care about the way his body was hurting, he could go to the Medjacks later, also you were a Medjack yourself so everything was okay. He found you sat against a tree at the Deadheads “Hi” he said to announce his arrival, sitting down next to you. “What’s happening in this little head of yours?” He wasn’t good with words and he knew how clumsy he could sound.
Your cheek was pressed against your knee, legs brought to your chest “Nothing” you mumbled, too pride to admit you liked him.
“Please tell me. I don’t like seeing you like this”
With a sigh, you turned your head, facing him “I don’t like seeing you hurt. I’m scared and it’s like you don’t care” Your heart tightened in your chest, it hurt admitting it out loud.
Minho chose his words carefully “I care, I really do. But- I’m alive, you don’t have to worry anymore. And I’m sorry about the hug joke, I just thought- I don’t know… that you could enjoy hugging me but… I was wrong”
You froze as he spoke “Enjoy hugging you?” your lips curled into an ironic smile “You really don’t understand” you wanted to laugh at how oblivious he was.
You took a deep breath before talking “I care so much because… I like you Minho. And you make your jokes and I feel like an idiot” your cheeks were burning hot, you wanted to bury yourself in a tiny hole and never see him again.
“You… like me?” 
You squinted your eyes, regretting your confession “Don’t make it a big deal. Forget it” you were about to get up when you felt a hand grabbing your wrist.
You turned around, eyes widening when Minho’s lips touched yours, his hand coming at the back of your head “Don’t you dare tell me to forget it because I like you too” he grinned. Minho never expected you to like him, to hide his feelings he joked with you. That was the only way he found to tell you how much he wanted to kiss you, how beautiful you were without making it obvious and he never thought it could hurt you, that was the last thing he wanted to do.
You stayed there, mouth wide open in shock, you always thought he was joking turned out the feelings were actually reciprocal. “You do?”
Minho nodded, his shit-eating smirk not wanting to leave his face “A lot” he said before leaning in again, kissing you tenderly.
When you pulled away, you offered him a small smile “I’m sorry for being rude to you. Didn’t mean to,” you were a little ashamed of your behaviour when he just got out of the maze, someone snappy was the last thing he needed.
The boy grinned as he pulled you into a hug “It’s okay” you held him a little tighter and heard him trying to suppress a groan.
“Are you okay?” you asked worried, trying to inspect his body as much as you could, searching for any marks of what happened beyond the walls “Why did you arrive this late?”
“I’m fine. We started to head back to the Glade when Ben sprained his ankle. We were both exhausted, I had to hold him on the way back but we had to hurry. Wasn’t careful enough and this time I was the one falling, hurt my arm but except this, we are both fine” he didn’t try to joke this time and his heart melted when he saw the way you looked at him. Like you cared about him more than anyone else.
Your hand came to cup his cheek “You have to go to the Medjacks” you got up and invite him to follow you, grabbing his hand to lead him to the shed.
When you enter the room no one was there, the boys probably already took care of Ben and finished their work for today. “Sit there” you demanded as you dig in the selves, searching for what you needed.
You turned around, facing Minho who sat on the table “Take off your shirt” you said, taking a salve between your hands.
Minho raised his eyebrow with a smirk “This early?” you shot him a glare and he took off his shirt. In revenge, you didn’t warn him the balm was going to sting. “Ouch,” he yelped.
“Can’t you just let me do my job?”
Minho smiled at you, he liked it when you were bossy “Yes ma’am” you smacked him on the shoulder one more time.
“Shut up” you refused to accept the heat on your face.
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bringmemyrocks · 3 months
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Noura Erakat short IG live about the ruling. Dr. Noura Erakat is an American legal scholar specializing in human rights and international law. Her book, Justice for Some, highlights legal inequalities that Palestinians face under Israeli apartheid. More info on her on her website: http://www.nouraerakat.com/
Her above Instagram live is 5 mins long. Original insta link: https://www.instagram.com/p/C2kNBRFAhZx/
Note that words like "chance of" and "risk of" are necessary from a legal perspective.
This post and insta live are not a substitute for in-depth research. I had about 20 minutes to throw it together bc I'm at work right now. More analysis at Al Jazeera; please read there as well: https://www.aljazeera.com/news/liveblog/2024/1/26/live-icj-to-issue-preliminary-ruling-in-south-africa-genocide-case-against-i
Key takeaways for anyone who can't watch the video I am not a lawyer; if you have headphones and can understand English without subtitles, please watch the video and don't read my summary:
This ruling stated that further action should be taken, further investigation into the genocide should be done, meaning it is more likely other countries/avenues can prosecute Israel. It easily could have gone the other way and been shut down. That's what Israel wanted. That's not what Israel got.
Erakat's primary feeling was relief, especially knowing that this court decision could be a great source of harm. It easily could have ruled that there was no genocide happening, and it did not do this.
This decision largely vindicated the voices of Palestinians by saying Israel was committing or failing to prevent genocide, and that there is risk of irreparable harm from Israel's actions. If the court had not done this, it would have been far worse, and that was a genuine possibility.
Getting the ICJ to demand a ceasefire was always a long shot (she does not elaborate re: why, but I trust her scholarship on this,) and so having the court uphold every provisional measure except the ceasefire was a really big win.
If the ICJ had ordered a ceasefire, it would still have been unenforceable.
This ruling gives valuable precedent for other countries to impose sanctions and/or condition aid to Israel, and you can see this in how other countries are already reacting.
The ICJ rejected every single one of Israel's arguments.
Yes, the ICJ acknowledging a genocide is a low bar. But it's still a big deal given the international context (how powerful Israel and the USA are) and you can see this in how the Israeli government is reacting right now. (Ben Gvir: "This court is not seeking justice, but rather the persecution of the Jewish people" this has them really shaking)
The courts' rulings were near-unanimous in favor of South Africa. The judge who ruled against South Africa in the 16-1 was not Israel's appointed judge (Ehud Barak), it was the judge from Uganda.
My own note; something she didn't mention: the ICJ did not vote against a ceasefire; rather they did not rule on it at all. Still disappointing, but this is not the same as them specifically ruling against it.
Again, please watch the video if you can. I'm sure she'll put out more info as the day goes on.
Al Jazeera in-depth analysis: https://www.aljazeera.com/news/liveblog/2024/1/26/live-icj-to-issue-preliminary-ruling-in-south-africa-genocide-case-against-i
Perspective from Ali Abunimah of Electronic Intifada (I recommend his twitter rn:https://twitter.com/AliAbunimah)
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This post is not to invalidate anyone's anger at the ruling, but hopefully gives some larger perspective for those who are interested from a legal angle from a scholar who specializes in international human rights law. Be angry at the crumbs if you want; this is just the perspective of a legal scholar who does a lot of work on Palestine.
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canirove · 5 months
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Broken Hearts Football Club | Chapter 18
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"What are you doing up and answering the door, Maxwell? Have you gone mad?"
"Ben?" June said, frozen in place while looking at the man in front of her.
"You should be resting, you had surgery a few days ago. C'mon" he said, lifting her in the air and carrying her to the sofa.
"Ben!" she laughed. "I can walk, you know?"
"I know you can, but you shouldn't."
"The doctor said I could move around the house. He actually encouraged it."
"Well, Dr. Chilwell doesn't agree with that. Is that comfortable?" he asked after leaving her on the sofa and putting some cushions behind her back.
"It's ok."
"Now?" he said, sitting down next to her and putting her legs on his lap, the injured one on top of another cushion.
"Now it's perfect" she smiled. "Thank you, Ben."
"You're welcome" he smiled back. "How is it going?" he asked, his fingers caressing her thigh but never getting close to the bandage. 
"I'm managing to not bore myself to death and it isn't hurting too much, so we can say that so far so good."
"Good, that's good. Is that how you are getting yourself entertained?" he said, nodding towards the table in front of them.
"Yep" June smiled. "I used to knit and crochet when I was a kid, my grandma taught me. The other day when she came to visit me she brought me some yarn and said that I could give it another go, so now I'm planning on making the girls some beanies for the winter."
"Can I get one too?" Ben asked with a cheeky smile.
"Seeing you wearing a beanie I myself made would be a dream come true to be honest, because no one wears them like you do. You look so freaking good." 
"I think this is the first time someone has complimented me by saying I look good wearing a beanie" he laughed.
"It is what it is" June shrugged. "Thank you for coming, by the way. And for the flowers."
"Did you like them?" 
"I loved them."
"Is that why you posed with them?" he asked.
"It was one of the reasons."
"May I ask what were the others?"
"Well, I… I wanted to you to see them to show you that I still think about you. That I regret everything that happened that day between us and after."
"You mean when you slept with Mason."
"Yes. I'm sorry, Ben" June whispered, looking down. "I'm surprised you are here, to be honest. I thought you would be mad at me and act as if I didn't exist like he is doing."
"Oh, I was mad. When he told me what had happened I got so angry… We both were angry. I don't know how we didn't end up hitting each other if I'm honest."
"That bad it was?" she asked.
"Yep. But then we cooled down, talked about everything properly, and things have kind of gone back to normal between us."
"Kind of?"
"He doesn't understand why I've forgiven you" Ben shrugged.
"You… you have?"
"I have, yes. I spoke with Lauren and she explained everything to me. About your ex, about how he broke your heart, and about how all that has affected you. That made me understand you a bit better, and even though I still am disappointed about what you did with Mase… I don't know. I can't be mad at you anymore."
"That kind of is what happened to me when you explained why you bullied me. Once I knew the reasons behind it, hating you was more difficult" June said with a shy smile.
"We can't change the past, but we can work on not making the same mistakes again."
"Yeah" she whispered. 
"Anyway, I brought you a present" Ben said, giving her the bag he had been carrying.
"You didn't have to."
"I know, but I wanted to. Open it" he smiled.
"Ok" June said, sitting up. Why were her hands shaking so much? Why was she so nervous? "Chilwell!"
"Do you like it?"
"A Kinder egg the size of my head? Of course I like it!" she laughed. 
"Just try not to eat it all in one go, ok? I want you at the World Cup."
"Do you think I'll make it?"
"I already said it on the note that I sent you, June. If there is someone who can make it, that's you" he said, giving her thigh a little squeeze. 
"Thank you, Ben. For everything. The flowers, the note, the egg, coming here today… And for forgiving me after I fucked up. Big time."
"Of course" he smiled. 
"Can I give you a hug?"
"Won't you hurt yourself?" 
"Maybe… I guess you'll have to come here and hug me" June shrugged, biting her lip to avoid smiling.
"Ok" Ben chuckled, laying down next to her on the sofa and hugging her from behind. "Are you comfortable like this?" he asked, putting his arm around her waist and pulling her closer to him.
"Very" June replied, interlacing her fingers with his. "Just don't let me fall, ok?"
"Never. I've got you, Maxwell." Now and always, Ben said to himself.
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axelakim · 9 months
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Title: Regret
Pairing: Ben Chilwell X Reader
Content: angst, fluff
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You and ben have been a couple for about 4 years now. Both of you really love and understand each other, moreover for the past 1 year, you two can not be separated from each other because you have moved to Ben's house and that what makes you two more and more in love.
The season chelsea have been through was not really good. The club end up in 12th place in pl rank and there are lots of rumour of his teammates gonna go to another clubs, that's the reason why Ben always get home angry and not in the mood for the past 1 month. Like today, the traning session went well but the match wasn't. Chelsea lost 2 points against Liverpool, you've watched the game at home because youre working and got into some of accident when you were buying coffe at the supermarket across the office till your left palm wounded but u said to Ben that u just feeling a bit sick so you can't make it to the pitch. So you just waiting for Benji to reach home in the livingroom.
Not long after that, you heard your boyfriend opened the door and having such a disappointed and tired look in his face.
"Hei benjii, are u okay love?" while hiding ur left hand
"Yea i'm fine" he didn't even give you kisses when you welcome him.
He directly went to the kitchen and open the fridge "Why the hell there is no food in here? You didn't cook?" he asked
"No im sorry, i didn't cook because im feeling unwell and i just wanted to got home directly on my way home"
"Oh yea right" hearing him just responding u like that is kinda hurt but u dont want to make him more stressed out, so you just ignore it
"Should i cook for you? or we just order some food? what do you want?"
"No need, ill order it later by myself" while putting his dirty clothes in the basket
"Eum how are you today? any stories?" you asked wanted to know more about his day
"You still asking me? you saw me lost right, fucking lost and here you are still asking me about how am i, dont play dumb Y/N you already know how terrible i am now, if you want some attention the answer is not now"
this is the first time he snapped at you, his whole face turning red
Your heart was aching but again u just hold it
"Can u chill out? I just want to know more about my boyfriend's day. Is that so wrong?" holding up your tears
"Yes its so fucking wrong, youve already saw me lost today and u still asking me about my day, and always asking me the same annoying questions when i get home" he answered
"Oh so im the one who is wrong here huh?" you replied
"Yeah because you always so chatty about many things, this and that and also annoying"
You continued, "well maybe your decision to asked me move out with you was wrong then huh?"
"Kinda regret it indeed" he said it cold and went upstairs to your shared room
You frozen for a second hearing what he said, u just went blanking and dont know what to do. Your heart is aching so much, the questions youve always asked him that you consider it as an act of caring but ur boyfriend seemed didn't really happy about it. You always have his back and support all of the things he does but seems it is not enough for him.
You decided to put your jacket on and take your car's key. You told your security at home to open the gate and said to him that you just wanted to go to the supermarket.
After ben done showering, he went downstairs to check up on you because he felt guilty about the argument earlier but you weren't in the living room so he tried to find you in the guest bedroom but u also weren't there, he tried to call your name
"Y/N.... Y/N, are u here babe?" all around the house but he didnt find you
Then he heard some knock on the door, he thought it was you but it turned your best friend, Camilla.
" Omg you camilla, i thought it was Y/N"
"What shes not home? where is she ben?"
"Shes home when i arrived then after i showered shes gone"
"You should find her, her car missing i thought u used it but youre here and her hand wounded because of this morning accident, she really need a rest, im so worried rn"
"What? what accident? she didnt tell me anything? oh my lord, i messed up real bad, fuck it"
"Dont you say youve had some argument earlier ben?" camilla narrowed her eyes
"Yes yes we had it okay, and it was kinda really bad camilla, she must gone because of it, ,im so stupid, ill go find her rn"
"Damn it you chilwell, find my friend rn or you dead with me!"
They both go out to the security guard and asked about you, its almost midnight and you havent even come back home. Ben really worried about you and getting more stressed out. He called you so many tjmes but seems you have blocked his contact, then he called all of his friends and bodyguard acquaintances to find you. He also went to all of your favorite places but still he didn't find you. He drove his car with tears coming down on his cheek, he really regret what he have done to you, you didn't deserve to be treated like that. You are his princess, best friend, and also partner in everything, how could he be so mean, how could he let anger overwhelm him.
Its 3.30 am, hes still on the road till he got a call from a guy name Franky his bodyguard acquaintances, he said he found u because u use your credit card to stay in a hotel. Ben directly went to that hotel and asking your room number to the receptionist, glad that he knew ben and knew that you are his girlfriend so he let him to have the spare key.
Ben already there, in front of room 305 your room. He got in and found the silent and dark room. He turned on the light and saw you slept peacefully on the king size bed. He saw your puffy face and traces of tears that still wet on your cheeks. He checked your wounded palm too, looking at you like this made him really felt terrible rn.
Benji checked your silent phone and found so many missed calls from him, camilla, and others. Benji sent text to camilla first to tell her that youre okay. After that he just lay beside and hugging you till he fell asleep.
In the morning you awake and realized youre not home, but u felt someones arm hugging u from behind, u wanted to shout out at first but then u recognize the hand and also the tattooes. ITS MR CHILWELL.
You try to get up and let go his grip slowly, but Benji noticed.
"Hi baby" u just silent at his raspy voice, youre mad at him but also missing him sm at the same time.
"Hey i know you awake love, come here, let me see your face"
You try to hold ur body but u cant, he managed to turn your body to face his. His face looked so calm now not like last night. He smiled at you for a awhile.
He suddenly kiss your lips and u wipe it
"Huftt i know u must be really mad at me rn, im sorryy babe, i messed up"
"Oh you call me babe now?"
"Sorry sorryy Y/N, babe, i really regret what i did to you last night, im sorry, i let my emotion took control of me" he pleaded
"Yea" that was all u said, tried to get up from his tight hands around you
"No no youre not going anywhere" he said
"Huftt... i dont know Ben, im really dissappointed at you right now. The way u treated me last night make me feel like u dont love me anymore. You really know it well that i dont like when people raised their voice on me especially the people i love, you" u said it in tears
"Baby i know, i know you we've been together for 4 years. I really know it well, im sorry that i treated you like youre somekind of punching bag to me. It was just the effect of bad season and the rumour about my teammates, i just really stress and dont know what to do. Instead i let out my anger and bad mood all to you, while all u did for me was just supporting and taking care of me. Im sorry that i called you annoying i didnt mean it. You always such a loving and caring person especially to me , i really lucky to have you in my life. Im the one whos being a dick all the time since the bad season coming for chels" he said it all in tears also
You touched, you know u shouldnt go easy to him after he breaking ur heart like that. But you love him and you know frpm the deep down of your heart that he really didnt mean it. He even put so much effort to find you. You sighs and continue
"I know, you just stressed out but im here as your partner to comfort you, taking care you, hearing you, and loving you okay not a place for you to let out your anger out. I just wanted to support you Ben in every obstacles on your life, dont get it wrong. And ya maybe sorry if im being too much chatty in your house too, ill try reduce it"
"Love noo, its our house not my house. Its ours not only mine, and no youre not chatty im sorry you just wanted to take care of me and please do it for me" he smiled wiping off your tears
"I really regret my act last night, give me one chance to make us better" he continued
"Um noo" you answered
"Baby what do you mean no" he afraid of the possibility of breaking up and losing you
"Are you not gonna forgive and give me a chance?" he panicking
"I do give you a chance but i cant forgive you yet" you said "It was just too much for me, you know it right?"
"Okay okayy, im glad to hear that thank you sweet" he kissed you
"How do i make it up then baby?"
"With a rope and handcuffs maybe?"
"Oh you want to have playtime? thats easy babe. We just need to get home first"
"Yea playtime but this time im not the one whos being tied and hancuffed"
"You mean me?? hell no" benji refused it
"Okay then no sleeping with me for the next 1 week" you threathen
"Noooo, okay okay babyyy im down for it, youre the dom for tonight's playtime" he smiled
"Yayyy and can i ask one more thing again?"
you pleaded with puppy eyes
"Anything for my baby"
"Can you accompany me to watch barbie and going shopping for barbie related things?"
"Yes you can love, its easier than to be a sub for a playtime" he carresed your cheek
"Now can you forgive me now? I need an official statement from you"
"Yeaa kindaaa"
"I take it as a yes princess, and dont ever you call me Ben again, its terrifying"
You indeed never call him by his real name its always Benji, love, baby, babe, etc, because if you call him by his real name he knows it well that he has messed up real bad with you and he didnt like that also.
"And btw why u didnt tell me about thi" ben asked pointing to your wounded hand
"Dont want u to be worried to much at me while youre on the pitch" you smiled innocently
"Love u have to tell me okay, im sorry i didnt even paying attention to it"
"Its okay, im okay now"
"Have you bring it to the doctor?"
"Yes i have, yesterday and she said its totally okay, i just need to treat it well and change my bandages"
"Hmm i see, lets get home right now and take care your wound okay, you also owe me a story of this little accident"
"I will tell u in car, lets get out pf here right now benjii, im hungryy"
"Lets goo, but kiss me first and say i love you baby"
"Why?? u always like it when i call you Benji"
" I like it but baby is more special to me, also just want to make sure you really forgive me :)"
"I forgive you Mr.Ben Chilwell" you kissed him in a passionate kiss, quite long kiss the you two pull out
"And i really love you baby, thats the reason why i cant stay mad at you" rub your nose against his
"But promise me you will never do that again?"
"Promise princess, i will make you happy, im sorry about yesterday alright love? I really regret it, i love you so much"
You two once again pull in for a kiss and then checked out from the hotel and going home.
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mattycashyx · 1 year
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Jealousy - Ben Chilwell
words: 1185
(got this gif from pinterest so credits to that person!)
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You and Ben have been together quite some while. You even met his teammates, which you were very nervous about. But it when very well you even made some new friends one of them is Mason Mount. He was the first one to came up to you and talk to you. You had a click instantly and now he’s one of your best friends.
Ben first really liked that you got on well with Mason, but lately he started to get more annoyed about it. You were always hanging out with Mason. It was always Mason this Mason that. Ben felt jealous but also neglected, you were his girlfriend and not masons. You were not aware of his feelings, Ben was quite good at hiding it and he didn’t want to bother you. But it was really showing off on the field he was way more agressive than normal.
You were just happy that you had a new friendship, you were not the best at making friends so when you had one you gave them your full attention. So that’s what you were doing you were giving al your attention to Mason and forgot Ben a bit. You were just so caught up that you didn’t even noticed.
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You were making myself ready to go to Mason, You just finished your make-up when Ben came walking in. He wrapped his arms around you and gave you a kiss on your cheek. "why are you making yourself ready?" he said with a confused face "I'm going to Mason" you said not looking at. "oh, you never told me" he said with a now disappointed look on his face. "I'm sorry but I have to go" You said. And not long after you left. Ben felt empty and alone. His one girlfriend rather did something with Mason than with him. He didn't want to sit at home and be pathetic so he went to the club whit his friends. He wanted to drink the pain away and to forget everything.
Later that day Mason brought you home. When you came home you where calling Ben's name but you got no answer, he wasn't home. He didn't leave a message for you so you had no idea where he was. You had cald him a few times but he didn't pick up. So you called Mason to ask if he knew where ben was. Mason said he didn't know and that he would try to call Ben to see if you would pick up. But it didn't work.
Meanwhile Ben was having fun with his friends at the club. He was pretty wasted but he didn't care, despite his career was beeing on the line. It was the only way for Ben to stop his thoughts and to forget everything. While Ben was drinking way to much, you were worried sick. You tried to get some sleep because it didn't seem like Ben was coming home. But you didn't get a wink of sleep. Sleeping without Ben was a lot harder, when he is away for a match you always strugle to sleep alone.
But that's when you heard the front door open. You looked at the clock it was 2:30 am, he stumbled through the door. "Ben!" you sreamed while running up to him. You hugged him but he didn't hug you back. "where were you?" you asked but the look in his eyes and his smel of alcohol answerd your question. "you where at the club?" you asked with confusion in your voice. "yes, and stop with al those questions it's making my head hurt" he said to you. He walked past you to your shared bedroom.
You followed him and you saw him laying in your bed. It looked like he was going to sleep but you wanted to talk to him. "Ben please?" you said desperate "go to Mason or something, maybe he wants to talk" Ben said "what do you mean?" you said "go fuck him like you've been doing the past months!" Ben said whit a angry look on his face "Mason and I are just friends! what are you talking about?" you said frustrated.
Suddenly you see Ben trying to get up "i don't feel good" he said while trying to walk to the bathroom. You tried to help him but he wouldn't let you, he was still mad at you. "let me please help" you said. He finaly let you help him to the toilet and he begins to throw up. One of your hands is going through his hair and the other one is laying on his back to confront him.
He rinsed his mouth and looked at you with a sad face "I'm sorry for being mad at you, I was just jealous of you two" he said "no I'm the one who needs to say sorry, I did the past months only things with Mason and I forgot you a bit. But you need to know that I love you okay and you don't have to be jealous" you said "I love you too" he said looking still a bit drunk at you. "I wanna kiss you right now" he said "I'm not going to kiss you, you just threw up" you said. He looked at you with a sad face "please?" he said in his cuttest voice "only on the cheek" you said and you gave him a kiss on the cheek.
You two went to bed, and he gave you a kiss on your head. "please don't ever do this to me again, cauze I love you to much to lose you" he said "I won't benji" you said with cloosed eyes. You fell asleep in his arms he had missed this so much.
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You wake up and see Ben still sleeping he looks so peaceful. You give him a kiss on his forehead and get out of bed. You went to the kitchen and made Ben some pancakes. When you finished you take everything to your badroom and you see Ben slowly waking up. "good moring babe" you said to him "good morning" he said in his raspy morning voice. His hand holds his head because he has a headache. You gave him some medicine and some water so he would feel a bit better.
"thank you so much for taking care of me" he said "I'm your girlfriend I need to and I don't mind" you said to him "do you like the pancakes?" you ask him "yes I really like them, worth repeating" he said smiling at you, he looked so cute that your heart was melting. You kissed him on the lips.
"some one thook pictures of you while you where in the club and your coach has seen them, so that's gonna be a hard tryning for you" you said trying not to laugh and you hear him groan.
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I don't know about this one, but it's really hard to write something. At the beginning I have always good ideas but at the end the story ends always different from what I wanted. Anways I hope you liked it.<3
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reidslovely · 9 months
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heyy! can you give us more about frat!peter?
totally!! I'm not sure what you wanna know though specifically so here's some word vomit i sent to my moot stella weeks ago. you guys should totally feel free to talk to me about any frat!peter headcanons and questions you have him and reader/bashful are my world rn and I could answer any question you have about him/her/them. but right here is a run down of only frat!pete and how I perceive him
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Frat!Peter has the biggest ego but he's totally not a jerk..at least not once you get to know him. He's an engineering and biochem double major but he's taken journalism/photography electives and that’s where he and his gf met. He's automatically flirting with her and it's like dude come on..really?? Cause everyone knows about Peter Parker. He could have any girl he wants but he's never publicly dated anyone?? Weird. Maybe he's too good. Which makes her skeptical, so it’s like leave me alone totally not interested but he very quickly wins her over. The jerk side a total front and she is quick to discredit that rumor and let everyone know what a big soft teddy bear nerd he really is. (however it is not a front when it comes to his girl though stay twenty five feet away from her)
He definitely rushed with his friend as a joke and didn’t actually think he’s get in but turns out he’s a legacy (his dad and uncle ben both were members) and the guys think he’s a great pick and i mean it doesn’t hurt that the girls like him so come on how could they not let this dude in?? He does let it go to his head a little because it’s basically gonna pay for his college. How could he not get a little cocky and slacky. Besides for once in his life people like him and not just because he’ll get them a good grade on a project. However he does start to come down from this and gets his head out of his ass.
Yes he does still have his powers and is managing spider man, college, and his frat responsibilities. Which is why he had to step down from secretary to social chair sophomore/junior year. He totally showed up in the frat in his costume several times and his brothers chose to never mention it, it’s a secret that dies with them. Besides, their best friend is spider man?? How fucking cool.
His girlfriend does find out four months into the relationship when he shows up to their date dressed in the top of the costume and his button up not covering it at all and it finally explains so so sos os SO much.
Like stated previously he was elected secretary his sophomore year (first to happen) and had to step down to social chair later which he enjoyed much better cause their stuff was pretty much laid out in a rule book for them.
YES he does have a little (a freshman you mentor not the other kind of little) in my mind I aged Miles up a little bit to be his little freshie which ends up being super convenient when Miles ends up getting bit and they split spider man and other duties within the frat. But if not Miles I like to think he takes on carbon copy of himself when he first joined: angry, skeptical, and kind of shy and scared to reach out in fear of rejection and he teaches him that all these emotions are okay and valid but there are alot of good people in this community.
Speed run: he played on the lacrosse team very briefly until spider man got him thrown off- he rejoined later after Miles came into the picture, however he and the other guys are known for playing basketball on their front lawn and all the girls like to stop and watch (which drives his gf crazy and she has to make out with him to reclaim what’s hers and he eats that the fuck up.) As social chair he is obligated to work homecoming, and even though it’s not allowed since his gf is not in greek life he def asks her for help/ideas (his brothers know but they like him and his gf to much to care).
And yes he’s shocked that he's on the honor roll because how can he balance all this stuff and still come out? Maybe he is a genius, and slowly burning out.
That's all I got right now, please ask me more lore about frat!peter and or him and bashful/reader thank you that was my press conference
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axailslink · 11 months
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Stand by me
Judy Harmon x poc FEM reader
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Summary: Judy is upset while you're cleaning but she can't help but get giddy as you're dancing to the music and begging her to dance with you
The words house wife never sat right with you never have and never will. Even if you're currently doing the duties of one... No man is worthy of that type of attention however your wife is worthy of it all even when she's annoyed and pissed off like she is today. You kiss on her face and down her neck trying to get a glimpse of a smile or a chuckle but nothing happens she's still frowning and drowning in her lack of sleep. A sigh escapes your lips as you plant one last kiss against her soft lips before returning to the kitchen to get your hands soaked in hot and bubble filled dish water. You never knew what made Judy so angry sometimes but you've learned not to ask because she was always so hesitant and always said it was best you didn't know. Stubborn but it's out of love. The silence of the room doesn't last for long because an all too familiar song plays on the radio and it leaves you smiling "that's your song J" Judy glances over at you and she can't help but smile seeing the big one on your face. "Come on Judy" you shake your hands off and wipe them on the rag wrapped around your waist "baby I don't feel like dancing" you approach her anyways smile still wide on your face as you do so and she's smiling ear to ear now. "I don't care" Judy smiles and slowly stands up "I know you don't come here" you're giddy when you grab hold of her by her face and gently peck her lips her hands sit on your waist keeping you close as she rocks to the music. You sing along and Judy hums to the familiar song.
So darlin', darlin', stand by me
You kiss Judy a bit more passionately now singing every time your lips disconnect to give her a bit of a shock you lick into her mouth and hum as you pull away.
If the sky that we look upon
Judy can't help but smile at you "what was I thinking when I bought a house with you?" You hums as you lay your head on her shoulder "I'm not sure maybe you think I look good cleaning or something."
Should tumble and fall
"Maybe I was thinking I love you" you hum and kiss her neck "do you now?" "You know I love you Y/n"
Or the mountains should crumble to the sea
"I know Judy. I know you love me"
I won't cry, I won't cry
No I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand
Stand by me
"I love it just as much when you stay home" you grab Judy's hand and lead her to her favorite room in the house. Your shared bedroom.
"Oh so that's what you been plotting you want me to stay home and love on you?" You smile slyly "love on me touch on me same thing? Yes?" Judy laughs as she loosens her hand from your grip and unbuttons your gown "same thing? No"
And darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me
Stand by me
A/n: forgive any typing errors my laptop is dying literally so all I've been using is my phone and it's the worst. Really.
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the-fiction-witch · 2 months
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Ivy
Media The Maze Runner
Character Newt
Couple Newt X Reader
Rating Smut
Warning childbirth
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My body laid on the cold stone, my body shook and contorted, and my nails splintered and shattered as I gripped the gaps in the stone. My legs open wide my ankles bruised against the stone, my head thrown back. Tears flooded down my face, my jaw open wide, my voice shredding. My screams echoed off the high maze walls the sound could be heard from all inches of the maze, enough to rival the sounds of grievers. Minho's strong arms held my right arm down onto the cold stone of the maze floor, Ben held my left. Gally held my left ankle and Zart my right. All four of them tried desperately to hold me down against the stone but even the four strongest boys in the glade could not hold me. They had tried to tie me but ended up almost breaking my ankle. Alby stood behind us in the door of the maze looking down the corridor of the maze watching the time for when the doors would close. Clint and Jeff stood at my feet confused and alarmed, newt with them debating with them. All of us only inches inside the maze in the hope whoever was running this madhouse would know what was happening, and becuase I think the boys just wanted to be able to clean stone. 
"You are not," Newt told him, 
"Then what do you expect us to do." Clint complained, "We have to deliver the baby,"
"I know but you don't need to... look."
"Yes, I do! Newt I have to look."
"She's my girlfriend." newt said, "You are not looking,"
"I need to look Newt else this isn't going to work,"
"You don't know what you're doing,"
"Neither do you," Clint complained, "You have no medical knowledge"
"I have as much as you do," Newt complained, "And at least I've seen between her legs before."
"Ahhhhhhhh! Shut up, you Shanks! I don't care if he looks just deal with it!" I screamed, 
"Y/n are you-" Newt began,
"I Don't Care!" I screamed as I broke my hand out of Ben's grip and I grabbed Newt's hoodie dragging him to my nose, "Get. it. out. of. me."
"Okay. Okay, love." Newt nodded, "Do what you have to do." he told Clint,
"Thank you, Okay Y/n just keep breathing," Clint told me, and I nodded. 
My whole body worked only for one purpose to get this out of me no matter what the boys told me my mind flooded only with pain and agony. The boys tried to hold me down, tried to help me, newt doing his best to comfort me but in the end, nothing any of them could do was going to bring me peace not until this was over. 
I felt this pain beyond anything I had ever known my whole body was on fire as I screamed and thought against their hands before I collapsed against the stone staring up at the sky, the top of the grey maze walls. And suddenly Clint handed me the little baby wrapped up in sweet fabrics I held the sweet little baby to my chest feeling the warm skin against my own, looking down at her pale little face covered in slimy blood. I looked down at the sweet little face as the boys let me go and Newt knelt beside me.
"it's a girl," Clint smiled as he moved back, 
"A little girl," I cooed, 
"She's beautiful," Newt smiled, "She's so perfect," He cooed, 
"She is, the most perfect, beautiful little thing in the world," I smiled, 
"she really is. Our little girl. Our little baby girl." he cooed between his tears pressing a soft kiss to her head, 
"Is everything... okay? you know?"
"Everything is fine Y/n, everything is okay. your gonna be fine just on bed rest for a good while I should think."
"Yeah, I hope so. I think I deserve at least a few days off right Alby?" I asked but he just huffed already angry about this whole situation, 
"Yeah uhhh... you just pushed a whole human baby out of you... I uhhh I'm giving you a month off. Minimum." Zart nodded still shell-shocked given he was had been holding my ankle and thus witnessed the madness, 
"Yeah... I uhhh I'm gonna make up a big strong batch of moonshine." Gally gulped, 
"Yeah, I think I'll take one of those." I laughed, "what should we name her?" I asked Newt,
"Ohhh uhh I don't know Y/n, well she has your sweet   eyes maybe something like sky or sapphire?"
"No, I... I like Ivy."
"Ivy? Yeah... I like it too. Our little Ivy." He cooed, "I love you so much, Y/n,"
"I love you too Newt," I gasped, 
"Come on. Get her back into the glade." Alby ordered as he marched back into the glade,
"Yeah, we need to get you back in the glade and get you girls safe." Newt smiled, 
"Okay, come on Ivy." I smiled giving her a little head.
I sat beside the fire on a little log as I fed Ivy stroking her sweet blonde head and slowly feeding her some mushed-up veg from the kitchens. 
"Awww look at my beautiful girls!" Newt smiled as he came over sitting down with me he kissed my cheek and Ivy's little head, "How are my little glade girls?"
"fine, Ivy's hungry tonight,"
"Aww, poor little Ivy got an empty tummy," He cooed, "And how is my lovely Y/n?"
"I'm alright, how are you Newt?"
"I'm much better now I see my girls," he smiled as he took Ivy in his arms soothing her as he continued to feed her, "Awww very hungry little girl." 
"How was work?"
"Fine, same as always. Alby's having a pout becuase of the box."
"Less than usual again?" I asked and he nodded, "Alright what about the greenie?"
"He's freaking out, he asks a lot of questions."
"Ohh no he's one of them." I sighed, "He found his name yet?"
"Not yet, ohh and I lost a bet with Zart."
"Oh?" I glared a little, 
"I bet him the greenie would klunk his pants in the slammer, and he didn't so I owe him some bacon,"
"Alright, silly boy." I smiled kissing his cheek,
"Awww," He whined, "I think Ivy thinks mummy should give daddy a better kiss,"
"Does she now?"
"Yeah, Please mummy give daddy a big kiss?" He cooed in a playful voice, 
I rolled my eyes and kissed his lips sweetly, "Is Daddy happy now?"
"Very happy," He cooed. 
I held Ivy close trying to soothe her tears and cries as we watched the maze from above it slowly slipping from view to think of all our life, all our memories, all we had built, where Ivy was conceived and even born was now behind us as these men took us to a new unknown fate. Newt had his arms around me his hands on Ivy too, death glaring at the man across from us he may have saved us but I know Newt didn't trust him. And frankly neither did I. 
I didn't allow myself to sleep even if I was tired when we finally landed somewhere in the dark and sand, men lined the way with guns and began to shout at us to move. I held onto Newt and he held me tightly too as we rushed inside with our fellow gladers into this strange building where a rat-faced man met us and gave us way too much info for me to actually pay attention to as he headed us away to the most beautiful of sights. A long line of tiled shower stalls. 
"Ohh my god..." I gasped,
"Are... are these real?" Newt gasped, "Who's going first?"
"Me!" I said handing Ivy over to Newt,
"Why does she get to go first?" Fry complained,
"Becuase the closest thing to a shower I have had in the last three years is a bed bath Newt gave me after I gave birth to Ivy!"
"...That's fair." Minho nodded, "Let her go first."
Everyone quickly picked showers, happy to be clean, I picked the one on the end and Newt sat outside with Ivy on his lap as I kicked off my clothes and stood under the hottest shower I could, "Ohhh my god... this is the best feeling of my life,"
"Thanks, Y/n..." Newt laughed, "As the father of our child that makes me feel great."
"Okay second best."
"That doesn't make me feel better," he laughed, 
"You wanna come in the shower?"
"Who's gonna hold Ivy?"
"I'll stand out of the water a minute," I laughed, "Hold the baby."
"Alright I'm coming," He smiled, he came in the shower and handed ivy to me "Here you go have a baby."
"I'll happily have a baby, hello sweetie," I cooed kissing her so I moved out of the shower spray he smirked looking at my naked body as I held Ivy, and I admit I looked too and let him stand under the water, "Ohhhh! Ohh my god! this is amazing!" he groans, "How did you ever let me get you pregnant when I smelt this bad,"
"Cause I love you." I smiled, "How did you ever put a baby in me when I smelt this bad,"
"Cause I just love you that much love," He cooed, "Come here," he cooed turning the heat of the water down, 
I smiled and moved over the shower spray Newt happily wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me and Ivy to his chest and giving her head a little kiss as we kept her close so the three of us could have a nice wash, as soon as she got clean she began to giggle and smile. "Awww happy clean little girl,"
"She's now extra beautiful," he cooed, "You are too," he smiled, "Isn't mummy beautiful Ivy?"
"Humm thank you, you look lovely too now you're all clean"
"Thank you, Y/n," He smiled, 
"doesn't daddy look handsome now he's all clean Ivy?" I giggled,
"Aww thank you, my lovely girls," he cooed kissing both of us, "You think now I'm all clean... you think daddy could get some more kisses?"
"Ohh?"
"More... special kisses?" 
"I'll think about it," I cooed giving him a sweet loving kiss as we cuddled under the warm water,  
Once we all got clean and freshly dressed the ratman returned and quickly tried to take me and Ivy elsewhere, 
"No. No! I am not leaving. You're not taking us anywhere!"
"We just want to put you and your baby in a girl's room, on your own." he encouraged,
"No! I am not going anywhere without newt!" I protested,
"You are not taking my daughter or Y/n anywhere!" Newt said putting himself between me and the rat man, "It's not happening. You are not taking the woman I love anywhere, and if you even touch my daughter you'll wish you were dead." 
"...Alright, she can stay." He nodded clearly not wanting to push too hard, 
I laid in the sweet soft bed in the compound enjoying the sweet soft mattress and the sheets around me, Newt's arms around my waist kissing my now soft hair fresh from daily washes since we had been here, I couldn't help but smile feeling so cosy watching little Ivy sleep in her own little bed across from us. 
"She looks so comfy," I smiled,
"She does, sweet little thing. I bet it feels better than her hammock bed in the glade,"
"I know ours does," I giggled,
"It does, been so long since we had a proper bed. let alone a real cosy cuddle," 
"Umm it's nice," I smiled turning over to nuzzle into his neck,
"Hi, Y/n,"
"Hi Newt."
"Can I ask something?" he whispered into my hair,
"Umm?"
"...there is, one thing that would make me even more relaxed? you think maybe it would... make you relaxed too?"
"Humm well... it couldn't hurt, nice and quiet though we don't want to wake Ivy. Or tommy. or fry. or anyone." I giggled quietly, turning over to my side, he nodded and began to nibble and kiss my neck before he pulled down his shorts and tugged off my own shorts, he started off gently slipping himself inside me he held my hips firmly as he softly thrusted, often bitting his lips hard as to not make any noise, I happily pulled the pillow close to keep myself quiet at the movement of his hips. 
"Ummm! it's been so long..." he whispered, "I was almost scared too after Ivy. that I'd hurt you or... I'd get you pregnant again." He gasped, "I think I waited too long," 
"Far too long," I gasped moving his hand to rub my clit which he happily did his other hand coming up to fondle my breast gently, 
"Uhhh I don't want to... not yet... but I'm so so close Love..." He groaned, "We have to stop or I'm gonna-"
"it's okay we'll stop if-"
"I can't stop." He grunted, his hips moving fast and hard causing the bed to squeak, I tried not to react but It was so overwhelming his hand sped up giving me no mercy until I hit my orgasm biting down on the pillow as my eyes rolled back, the meer tightening of my pussy as I cam,e was enough to send Newt over the edge burying himself as deep inside me as he could as his hips bucked erratically, "Uh... uhh... bloody hell." he gasped, "I love you so much, Y/n,"
"I love you too Newt," I gasped, "next time she cries is your turn."
"That's fair," He chuckled, 
I sat doing my best to gather up a bag with everything we would need from his old shopping mall, trying to find something I could use as cloth diapers for Ivy.
"No one thinks about babies in the apocalypse. Hey?" I cooed to her, "No one thinks about baby food or baby clothes" I sighed. 
"What are we gonna do?" Newt asked, 
"Uhh I can cut up some of these old shirts to make them fit her,"
"Alright, give her here I'll look after her," He cooed taking her from me a moment, "I promise I'll look after my girls, even though Tommy's crazy plan," he smiled kissing my cheek,
I held Ivy close as we sat in the sand while everyone caught our breath, emptied their shoes of sand, and had the last of our water. I did my best to hold her but I was so exhausted and she was squirming so much from being tired, being hungry, I gave her the last of our water as Newt returned sitting beside me in the sand, 
"You need me to take her?" He asked, 
"You sure?"
"Can you hold her a couple more minutes?"
"I can, then you can take her?"
"I will," he nodded,
"I can take her if you need just for a minute?" Minho offered,
"No" we both snapped,
"Sorry Min... I just... I wanna keep her close." I told him, 
"Guys... come on, you both need to rest." He said coming and offering his arms,
"What do you think?" I asked Newt,
"I trust him." He nodded, "Just please... be gentle with her Minho."
"I will," he nodded so I slowly handed her over and I admit it was nice for a moment not to have her in my arms I laid my head on newts shoulder as Minho sat and cuddled her, newt and I held each other close even in our exhaustion savouring not having her between us, a literal weight removed from our arms, 
"She's a sweetie," He cooed,
"She likes you," Newt chuckled, 
"Yeah I like her too," Minho smiled, "Hi Ivy, you having fun with Uncle Minho,"
"I think she very much likes her Uncle Minho," I giggled before I sighed and laid a little closer to Newt almost falling asleep,
"Y/n?" Newt asked,
"Humm?"
"Are you okay love?" He asked, "You've been like this since we left the compound?"
"Yeah... just tried that's all newt." I nodded, "she's a full-time job,"
"She is... Daddy needs to pick his ass up a little?"
"No, it-"
"no no, I do. You take such good care of her. I need to do more I know I do," He nodded, 
"Thank you Newt."
"You're welcome Love," He cooed kissing my head, 
I clutched Ivy to my chest as the Bergs flew over the right arms camp, I did my best to hide behind the old car as the boys did their best to defend the camp, Newt held us both close kissing my head before he pulled back.
"Newt... no..."
"I have to. I promise I'm keeping you both safe." He said as he grabbed a gun and kissed my lips softly before he kissed Ivy's head, "I love you. Both of you."
"I love you too." I nodded, 
He looked at us both sadly before he stood with Tommy, Minho and Vince to defend the camp until the stunner knocked them all out, I screamed holding Ivy as close as I could to try and keep her from getting hurt. 
The wicked men came and lined us up by our numbers as Ava and Rat Man returned, 
"Get them onboard," he demanded and Immediately men grabbed at my arm to pull me up to my feet and they tried to take Ivy and me,
"Nooo! Nooo! Get your hands off her! Get off her! Let her go!" I screamed, 
"Let her go! You are not taking her! You're not taking our daughter!" Newt forced me out of the man's arms in his arms which kicked everyone to fight until thomas revealed his detonator. 
Which froze everyone in camp Wicked and right arm. 
Quickly Newt and I pulled Ivy close and stood behind thomas to keep the men away,
"Thomas... put it down." Rat man demanded,
"They promised! they promised we'd be safe all of us!" Teresa reassured,
"You really trust them!" he yelled,
"It was her only condition!" Ava yelled, 
"Put it down thomas... no one needs to get hurt." Janson offered, "You really wanna kill all your friends,"
Thomas looked around for support, fry nodded as did Minho but then he looked to us, "I- Ivy..."
"I know..." I nodded, but Newt wrapped his arms around me and Ivy and kissed her little head, 
"We're with you thomas." Newt nodded the sound of tears in his voice, and I nodded. I shut my eyes and squeezed Newt and Ivy tight. "I love you, Y/n," he whispered,
"I love you too Newt." I nodded,
But the Car rolled in smashing into the wicked men, 
"Run!" Thomas yelled, 
So we bolted as fast as we could for safety in the mad rush but a wicked soldier grabbed me making me scream as he ripped Ivy from me,
"Nooooooooooooooooooooo! IVY!" I screamed as I kicked and fought trying to get her back as she screamed and cried as the soldier took her to the berg with Sonya, aris and others who had been taken. "No Please!" I screamed as Thomas held me back from running into the berg after her, Newt tried to run too but Fry stopped him, He forced Fry's hands off 
"I am not leaving my daughter!" He shouted as he bolted to the Berg Minho joined him and the two forced Ivy from the soldier, as the doors began to close,
"Take her! GO!" Minho Demanded all but kicking Newt and Ivy out moments before it was too late, as soon as the door closed the Berg took off with Minho and the others inside.
I walked across the new right-arm camp looking up at the boat we would soon be sailing on holding my stomach, and my now pregnant stomach, I'm not sure when Newt got me pregnant again, but I imagine the night in the compound which makes me realize how insane it was I was bolting around a desert freshly pregnant, or early in our time at right arms camp who knows. I found Newt sitting and playing with Ivy her little blonde hair bouncing and her little eyes wide with excitement, she didn't know the pain we all felt she just knew she was playing with Daddy and that was all she cared to know. She was getting so big now almost two, forming words and wondering on her own mostly thanks to the right arm camp giving us time and space for her to grow. I sat down beside him and kissed her.
"Awww look Ivy Mummy's here,"
"Hello darling," I cooed to her, "How's daddy?"
"Same as usual," he nodded glancing at his arm, 
"How's Ivy?"
"Happy as ever," he chuckled, "How's mummy?"
"Same as usual," I shrug, "Jr's kicking up a fuss again."
"He's always kicking up a fuss," he laughed kissing my stomach, 
"You're thinking about it... aren't you?" I asked,
"... I can't leave Minho there."
"I know. I know you want to go Newt... But, we have a family here"
"Vince won't let me in the safe haven once he knows about my arm..."
"We can convince him." I said, "Newt... I can't let you go. You know I can't. I need you, Ivy needs you, Jr will need you. I know this... isn't the life we imagined back in the glade but, it's the life we have."
"I don't want to abandon you, any of you. But... Uncle Minho is family too," he chuckled, "He may as well be my brother... I can't leave him Y/n, and even so... The city... might have a cure."
"Might. That is a big might. You know if they catch you they won't let you go." I told him, "And if you go with thomas and Fry to save Minho... who's gonna be left to save you." I remind, "I have Ivy and now jr to worry over... I can't drop everything when pregnant or later depending on how long you're gone to come to save you." 
"I know..."
"Stay. Let thomas and Fry go. if something goes wrong with them I will let you go, they can get Minho and bring you a cure. But you can't expect me to let you go."
"...Okay," he nodded, "That's a deal. I'll stay, but if anything happens you'll let me go?"
"I promise," I smiled kissing him, 
I stood on the berg with Brenda, Vince, Minho, Jorge, fry and Newt, I held the controls as she gave him the Medicine for the cure just in time as just being in the city had made him far sicker within the meer day, only hours from turning into a mindless zombie, we had brought Ivy with us of course sitting her beside Newt so he could cuddle her and keep his sanity as she had worked almost as a reminder for him, never fully turning or snapping if ever Ivy was close. all while we waited to loom over the burning city waiting for thomas when he ran off looking for Teresa when I suddenly felt it... 
"fuck..." I gasped, "NEWT!" I screamed, 
"Y/n! What's wrong?" he handed Ivy to Minho as god knows he needed a cuddle with her as he bolted to me,
"Sssssssshhhhhhiiiiitttttt!" I screamed, 
"Jr?"
"No! Just a poke in my stomach! Yes! JR You FUCKWIT!" I screamed clutching my stomach, 
"Oh god... uhhh long shot... anyone knows how to deliver a baby!" he yelped,
"I mean I watched last time but I don't remember much other than hellish screaming," Minho answered,
"No idea," Brenda answered as she took over the controls from me as Newt moved me to the floor, 
"Hold her. This is gonna be rough," Vince said as he came over,
"You done this before?" Newt asked,
"Twice."
"Just... please be careful."
"Careful can get fucked! Get it out of me!" I screamed, 
I laid so far beyond pain on the floor of the berg as we flew off back to camp, Thomas lay across from me being wrapped up from his bullet wound, and Newt sat beside me as he held our little boy in his arms.
"He's perfect,"
"He is," I smiled,
"Look Ivy, it's your little brother," he told her letting her see her little brother as Minho still held Ivy for us,
"Give him here," I cooed and Newt happily handed our little boy over and I held him close seeing like me and like Ivy his little eyes, "what should we name him?" I smiled, 
"Well we thought of Jr but I'm not sure it suits him," He chuckled,
"Yeah sorry Newt,"
"It's fine, I'm sure I'll get a Jr someday," 
"Ummm" I smiled, and for a moment my eyes flicked to Thomas' bleeding body and I knew how much work would have to be done to save him, "Tommy..."
"Tommy, little Tommy. I think it suits him," he smiled kissing his little head, 
"Yeah, Little Tommy," I smiled, 
I sat watching the water stroking my stomach feeling the baby kick away, watching as Ivy built herself a sand castle her long blonde hair blowing in the sea breeze and little Tommy raced with newt and minho down the beach of course they let him win like the good daddy and uncle they are. When he won Newt lifted him up giving him a spin and Minho petted his little head telling little Tommy how he'd be a runner as soon as he's old enough. 
"Hey!" I called, "Family hug," I smiled and Ivy and little Tommy happily ran over hugging me tightly even stroking my stomach so they could feel their little brother or sister kick, Newt happily came over and sat down wrapping his arms around us all giving us the biggest hug he could. Minho chuckled as he saw how cute we all were, "Come on Uncle Minho your family too," I laughed, 
"Really?" He asked and Newt nodded so Minho happily joined the hug too, 
"Uhhh? what's happening here?" Thomas asked as he came over confused, 
"Hugs you wanna join the hug, Uncle Thomas?" Ivy asked him,
"Am... I allowed?" He asked,
"Sure come on," Newt told him so Thomas happily came and joined the hug too.
"Ahhh a lovely big hug, now all of you give mummy some space little ones kicking away again," I laughed so the hug broke and the kids ran off to play Minho and thomas chatted, Newt happily kissed my lips and then my thomas. 
"I love you, Y/n,"
"I love you too Newt," I smiled, "Any ideas? for this little one?"
"I don't know, all I know is they'll be perfect. Just like you. just like Ivy and just like Tommy," 
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tua-braindump · 4 months
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TUA IMAGINES:
yes I'm back at it again.
Trying to hide a new relationship with your TUA S/O:
Luther:
This boy has ZERO subtlety. Thankfully, his behavior doesn't change much from before you were together. Everyone already knew he had the biggest, dumbest crush on you, and he was always staring after you and following you around. You try to give him subtle glances to stop, but it just makes him look sad and confused, and eventually, you give up. The two of you go on secret dates and at first no one is the wiser, but then Five notices that the two of you are always suspiciously missing at the same time and Luther always comes back extra happy. One day, Viktor sees the two of you holding hands at the park, and then the secret is out. Nothing much changes after that but now they're much more likely to see the two of you attached at the hip while in the academy.
Diego:
The two of you like to pretend to not get along, constantly snipping at each other in public. Klaus always whines that the two of you act like an old married couple and should just fuck already to get it out of your system. The two of you always share secret glances at that because you probably did exactly that last night. It eventually gets out when someone starts flirting with you, and Diego instigates an angry argument out of jealousy. He gets all riled up and angry, and you realize the quickest way to calm him down is to kiss him, and you do, and he just deflates. Everyone is a little surprised but also not because the UST between you guys has always been crazy.
Allison:
You guys agree to keep it a secret as it's new to both of you, and you just don't want the siblings butting in. Allison is surprisingly possessive of you and doesn't like it when you spend too much time with her siblings. But she's a good actress and can put on a believable front. What eventually gives you away is when Claire visits, and she is overly excited to see you, which makes the siblings suspicious. Then she innocently asks why you haven't slept over in forever and you share a look with Allison, knowing the cat's out the bag.
Klaus:
Klaus isn't happy about keeping it a secret, but he tries his best. At first, it's a little exciting, but he's such a tactile person, and it's so hard not to be touching you all the time. And like at first you try to stop him but he gets so sad when you push him away that eventually you just let him and everyone knows because you hate it when people touch you.
Five:
The funny thing is, even though you guys are together, you and Five just constantly argue. About everything. And that doesn't change so no one really suspects everything. And Five still constantly grumbles about how annoying you're being and you still roll your eyes at him. His teleportation really helps you both sneak around and you never get caught. It all goes to shit when you go out with them one night and some guy tries to hit on you and Five gets irrationally jealous and storms up and tells him to fuck off before kissing you possessively, to the surprise and shock of his siblings.
Ben:
Ben's always been quiet and the two of you were always spending time together already so that really didn't change much when you started dating. The two of you just wanted to keep it to yourselves for a while, so didn't bother telling anyone but it wasn't like it was really a secret. The siblings find out because one day the two of you are doing your usual, snuggling up and reading together and Ben brings you a mug of tea and kisses you on the forehead and you smile softly at him and it kind of dawns upon the siblings that maybe it's become something more.
Viktor:
Viktor doesn't tell anyone, not because they're ashamed brut because they can't really believe that YOU are dating them. He feels like if he starts telling people it will ruin everything so he keeps it a big secret. The siblings are used to seeing you around so they don't question anything. It all comes out the bag one day after a performance when you thrust a big bouquet into Viktor's arms and plant a kiss on their lips, making them blush and stutter as the siblings look on in shock.
BONUS!
Lila:
Lila just thinks sneaking around is exciting and the two of you have a bet to see who'll realise it first. It's a bet neither of you win because the person who finds out is Claire who then tells literally everyone.
SparrowBen:
This Ben is a possessive jealous bastard so keeping it a secret doesn't last very long (if at all) because he gets annoyed anytime someone gets close to you, even if it's just Klaus. He will literally hover next to you all the damn time with zero subtlety. He's also just so proud of himself for bagging you that he can't even contain how pleased he is with himself.
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idyat · 4 months
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Phobos x reader
Rude >:(
Requested on Wattpad
Also note that there is already a similar Phobos oneshot on Tumblr out of coincidence, so yeah, just a heads-up
Summary: Director Phobos does not stand for any disrespect towards Nexus Core's god emperor. Unfortunately for him, there seems to be a special case...
Warnings: One mention of torture, violent threats
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Scientists and guards glanced as their Director strided through the halls. He looked angry today, footsteps even louder than usual and fists clenching behind his back. Nobody dared to ask what happened, not only because of his unspoken policy of "don't speak unless spoken to or if it's important" towards the lower ranking employees, but also simply because unlike most politicians he could actually kill them before they even notice.
Besides, even if he didn't, he would still be way too embarassed to admit the source of his frustration.
A civilian.
That's it. That's all there is. Not even anyone working directly for him, just some random citizen that seemed to take pleasure in getting on his nerves.
Whether that be ignoring every speech he gives out or every rule he imposes, and they always found a technicality to go around to avoid punishement. It threatened his public image occasionally, and piereced right through his over-inflated ego everytime.
They outsmarted him in the simplest of things and if that didn't make his blood boil I tell you.
And the worst thing? He couldn't bring himself to punish them for it.
It's not like he didn't want to, on the contrary, he should have sliced their head clean off long ago, but for SOME reason, he couldn't.
"Director?"
Maybe it was them playing with legal loopholes again that made him feel like they were untouchable, maybe they were actually trying to play mind games on HIM out of all people...
"Uhm...Director Sir..."
There was just...something about them, their shitty little smile, the way they talked to him so casually...
"Directooor..."
He hated it. He hated them.
"DIRECTOR PHOBOS!"
"Gah!" Phobos whipped around, snapping out of his thoughts to angrily look at the employee whp just yelled at him.
"Who do you think you are to yell at your lord like that?!"
"This is the fifth time I've tried talking to you Sir! Do you even know where you've been walking this whole time?!"
The dictator looks around him. Huh. In fact he DIDN'T know where he was going, he was on autopilot as he was thinking about that damn grunt.
"...What do you want anyways vermin." He avoided accidentally showing his embarrassement by asking a question.
"We got a delivery at the front door."
"Get someone else to take care of it. I'm busy." Busy walking to nowhere thinking about some random ass person.
"It needs your signature."
Phobos heavily sighed.
"Fine. Now get out of my sight George."
"My name is Ben."
"Whatever. You all look the same."
Ben left as he grumbled something, leaving his boss to start walking himself to the entrance at which deliveries to the Nexus Core were, well, delivered.
On his way there, he thought about how most of his workers truly do look the same. While yes, he was the one to impose the uniform, they could at least make an effort to stylize their hair or whatever. Maybe if the employees took inspiration from HIM, they'd be a little more-
"..."
"..."
"..."
"..."
"...Hi-"
"What are you doing here."
Phobos interrupted as he stared at the very same person he's been thinking about the entire day, the same one that has been consistently mocking and disrespecting him for way too long, standing outside the door with a package in hand.
"First of all, it's rude to interrupt pe-"
"Answer me."
They silently stared at him with a 'bitch' expression for a second before answering.
"The usual delivery guy got sick. So I'm taking his job until he feels better. Happy little accident huh?"
He glares at them and their cheeky grin as he brutally grabs the notepad and pen out of their hands and starts signing.
...
...very long signature he has...
..................
"...Is the drawing of you on a throne really ne-"
"Yes."
"Stop interrupting me! It's rude!" Are they really talking to their god emperor as if he was a stupid child? That piece of shit!
"You're rude. Now scra- ahem. Leave at once."
The smile on their face only gets larger.
"Imagine calling someone rude and then telling them to scram. Not like it'll be possible anyway, I have like 3 other people in this building I need to deliver stuff to. So unless you want to play delivery boy to them, I'm going to have to come inside."
Phobos' eye twitches. What kind of plot convenient badly written gacha life coincidence stupidity is this?! He's not humiliating himself like this! He can just go back to his office and use the intercom!
"I'll send a message to them. Who are you looking for?"
"Huh. This is probably the most polite you've been to me so far. I've got a Christoff, a Hoffnar, and a Crackpot."
"Oh...That stupid Crackpot is never going to want to come in here..."
He heavily sighed as he rubbed his eye. They don't know who that Crackpot is, but they sure as hell make their boss sound exhausted.
He stared a little more at the subsitute delivery person, before making a hard decision.
"You're coming with me in my office. Anywhere else would disturb my employees work."
Not sure how just standing around would disturb any work, but they just shrugged and accepted it as they followed Phobos back to the top of the tower.
"...And I've tried to be polite with you before, but you insisted on being a disrespectful little fool. So you only have yourself to blame."
"I know."
They eventually reached the elevator, which was great for the director as there was no one in there to look at the two of them weirdly or to judge him when he slightly drops his fancy talk and posture. Sure, he liked it, but it's way less natural from time to time, especially when all he wants to do is curse the gods he wishes so desperately to be for putting THIS person next to him.
"...Say, why doesn't Crackpot want to go to the delivery and storage room?"
"Fuck if I know. This man never makes sense."
...
"What did they order anyway?"
Might as well make some small talk if they're going to stay at the top of a very tall tower for some time.
"Let me check...Some religious things, christmas lights, a furby, there's also a bunch of Slaughter Time merch and clown themed stuff for one of them."
"I'm not surprised. They're all clowns."
"Woah, you talk about your employees like that?"
"If you had to deal with them all day every day, you would too."
"No I wouldn't."
He turns his head when they say that. How can they know that so well? They can't just expect all their reactions to be oh so pure, when they hadn't spent even a day in the science tower!
And even if they wouldn't talk shit about anyone behind their backs that...that would....well that would be pretty impressive honestly. At least to Phobos.
But before he could say anything, the elevator doors opened to his big private office's floor (because as cool as it was to have an open office watching lower beings work for you, it wasn't the best option for privacy, even less so when you had such a DISRESPECTFUL fellow with you).
Next they go into his office, he calls the top 3 scientists to go to his office, yada yada yada not very interesting stuff, he also took the occasion to sign some paperwork with that criminally long and complicated signature of his.
"...Why didn't you just let me stand in front of the storage room. Does that Crackpot just not want to get close to it in any way?"
He suddenly stopped writing (although with that signature it was closer to drawing really).
He didn't think of that.
He didn't say anything, he just went back to his work, although he seemed a little more tense, and his eye had squinted a bit, to which they quietly chuckled before looking around the room.
It was a very impressive one at that. Large with an entire wall replaced by a red-tinted window offering view to the city, and although it was more empty than the average person would expect it to be, especially for the leader of Nexus Core, there were still a few shelves, tables and frames displaying many medals, fancy paintings of the director displaying just how self-absorbed he was, as well as some trophies, almost all gold for one plastic exception that was for some sort of school theatre club thingy. Huh, cute.
Both Phobos and the subsitute delivery person turned their head when someone knocked on the door. That someone was the main scientist of the project, who was given his package, albeit not without flashing a strange look on the two people in front of him.
And then he left. Leaving them alone in the room once again.
It took a little bit of time, but eventually, the civil started talking to Phobos. And even if the director was quiet and reluctant at first, it was surprising how well things were going after a few minutes. It started off with snarky remarks and passive-aggressive jokes, before eventually turning into more general talk about eachother's interests and how the author doesn't know how to write a good story like what the fuck is this idyat.
And then, a certain Hofnarr came by and picked up his clown objects and Slaughter Time™ merch, also giving his boss a weird look because of the errand boy standing right next to him for some reason, plus the fact the two seemed to have been having a quite pleasant conversation before he arrived, which is absolutely out of character for the dictator.
To be honest, Phobos himself was surprised. Just a few minutes ago, he wanted to chop this person's head off like they were french royalty, but now he was sitting there, willingly listening to their voice and responding as he was working. It wasn't normal, it just wasn't. And yet here he was, genuinely taling pleasure in hearing about whatever anecdotes this random fool had to talk about.
Although they clearly didn't stop with their attempts at teasing him in between people entering and leaving the office, reminding him of just how much they love annoying him.
Then Crackpot comes in.
Except when picking up his package, he didn't stop at a simple questionning glance.
"Hey, Sir, who is that?"
He asked his boss, making him raise his head from his work.
"Take a guess, doctor."
Oh, he seemed in a bad mood. Would usually be more professional. Well, it wasn't complivated to guess who they were, the true question really was...
"But why are they here though?"
The director slightly tightened his grip on his pen, the embarassement and realisation of how stupid this situation was from earlier coming back. He glared at his employee.
However, the intimidation that glare was supposed to inspire didn't seem to get by, as Crackpot seemed to have had another type of reaction instead.
"Oooooooohohohoho...I see...I see..."
He snickered with a voice waaay too cheeky to be having an innocent assumption.
The two people in front of the scientist stared at him with a confused look.
"See what?" Said the delivery person, Phobos just ignored it and leaned back on his work.
"Oh, nothing! Absolutely nothing my friend! Just...I guess I found the answer to my question by myself!"
He was clearly trying to keep himself from laughing.
"Leave."
The sudden and oddly loud order of the director made the two others in the room jump. But you could still hear the smile in the excentric scientist's voice as he left.
"Alright! I'll just leave you two to it now!"
And he closed the door.
"Huh. I like that guy."
Phobos turned his head to that.
"Oh, you do?"
"I just think he's neat."
They then looked back at him, a frin on their face.
"Now, should I leave or do you want to spend more time with me?"
Oh boy. Here was that stupid smile and tone of voice again.
"You shall leave now." He starts to get up as he says that, the tower is a bit complicated for newcomers to travel after all.
"Aw, that's sad. I wanted to talk a little more."
"Well I don't."
"Are you sure? You look like you could use a friend." That question seemed genuine, as their smiled dissapeared whilst asking it.
"I don't need friends. They dissapoint me."
"Are you sure it's just that no one wants to be your friend?"
He suddenly slamed his hand against the desk with a force that could have broken it if it wasn't made of some fancy strong material.
"Listen here, vermin! If you are unable to realise your place in this city, I would be happy to show you where that kind of disrespect you seem to have so much fun showing me could make you end up in!"
He loomed over them, his eye almost seeming to glow in the shadow he casted. And they simply stared.
"If I'm feeling nice, you might even be able to choose. Jail, torture or hell, which one would you prefer being put in when your attitude makes you forget who you're talking to?"
His breathing was heavy as the silence between them grew and grew before he realised what he was doing and calmed himself down and started walking to the exit of the room, signaling for them to do the same.
And they did. Completely ignoring what just happened.
In fact, they almost looked...satisfied.
They knew they were probably one of if not the first person to have made and most importantly seen the Director Phobos himself snap like this.
The walk back was quiet, still littered with strange looks at the duo passing by. Except this time Phobos had no problem with giving anyone who dared stare at him a death glare that immadiately made them cower.
Not much happened aside from that. They eventually reached the delivery entrance, and he thought that would be all. But before the delivery person got on their delivery person scooter, they turned back to him.
"It was nice talking to you, by the way."
Phobos raised his head to look at them.
"...What?"
"I spent a very good time with you."
"...But...I...I litteraly-" His hands were making little movements to match his confused face.
"Oh don't worry about that, that was mostly intentional."
They gave him that stupid cheeky grin again, although this time...he couldn't get too angry at them for some reason.
"Wouldn't have thought I could have fun with you without the teasing."
"So you- ahem. So you admit it."
He had to stop himself for a second to avoid sounding childish.
"I was never denying it. Bye Phobos!"
And without giving the director time to catch on to the fact they just called him by his name, they left. Driving away on the slightly broken road.
He had to get back to his work, but the antire time he did, that interaction...that compliment...it all kept playing in his head over and over again.
He had received compliments before. And an ungodly amount at that. It fed his already oversized ego even more than it already needed. But he knew none of them were real. He was completely aware all the praise he was constantly given was always in the praisers own gain. Either for a promotion, to avoid punishement, any reason really. But it sure as hell wasn't to show their boss their actual appreciation and feelings towards him.
So...to have a random person who not only doesn't even work for him, but actively tries to be disrespectful and annoying to him...be the first one to give a genuine compliment to him after what was probably decades...
If he had to be honest, he had to force himself to keep a straight, unsmiling face of pride while working.
Huh... His chest and stomach are feeling a little funny... Whatever. He never took a sick day, and he wasn't going to take one now. There's still a lot work to do.
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sukioyakio · 6 months
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Ben Riley X Y/N Headcanons
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Genre:FLUFFF,just fluff that all
None warning,except some blood talk about but not an bloody issue,
I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOU GUYS ENJOYED THIS
An: I just wanted to make this since I don't see much of Ben fanfic 😭😭😭😔💀LIKE I had to do,Anyway I had fun making this ❤✌
• Ben who known for his dramatic personality,and unique fighting style,no one would had expected u,(someone as sweet,yet grumpy,and sort of serious as well can/or found him your type) to like him,even go on dating him.
•.Ben who enjoyed talking to u,or like showing u some of his favorites moves,but what enjoy the most was seeing u playfully rolling your eye and had that playful smile,with an light chuckles.He would always try to surprise you (which never works)Ben—”there she is,right in the open,just an perfect time for me to scare her” he would longed towards her to only fall flat on the on the floor,seeing her with grin, y/n-”you know that I have spider senses right?,maybe scaring people isn’t your thing”she says with an eye roll,and an chuckle,as Ben jump up from the ground to have an angry pout,Ben-“Your don’t know what your talking about,like the amazing ben would never ever quit so easily” he says with such an proud gesture,it made him look like an dork sometimes,as he fixed his hair with his hand,and once he look at that look,to only see you with that wide playfulness smile,and laughing,that smile really did things to him,like he would definitely fall on floor dramatically,or just stare at you,if he had an tail and ears,his tail would paces back and forward,like an golden retriever when you look at him like that.
• Ben who loves following you around,or doing missions with u,or Jessica and miguel,whenever u guys go on an mission,Ben just like to do it like an partner in crime, Ben-"You got the anomaly agent Y/N,?do u copy!" to only hear you in the microphone in the other end Y/N-"Ben we don't have time to play agent. . . and yes i do",or Ben would love to show off his move to u,when in mission's,he love to flex out his muscles to u,Y/N-" jezz,Ben we get it you have muscles" she says with an playfully rolling her eyes,BEN-"Yep your right miss Y/N,after all these *he starts to flex out more of his muscles* aren't any handsome accident" he says with an playful chuckle, and with an cheeky smirk to you.
But whenever Ben and you are hurt or harm,or have an wound,he doesn't think about himself,he just can't see you like that no matter how small the wound is,if he see blood he is going carry you on his back or carry on his shoulder like sack of patotes,Y/N-"Put me down Ben,I'm fine,it literally Just an dawn papercut(any small wound)!!,PUT ME DOWN BEN!! your being over dramatic",Ben-"Nope,nuh uh mama your going either way,it my duty as your elite member,to take care of u,so until I see your OK and bandage then yes Mother" Ben says this to you no matter what wound you have,he just that dramatic golden retriever.
Ben who loves the feeling of your hands,to him it the softest and warming thing he has ever felt,whenever Ben won't stop talking about his trauma to u (he had repeatly told you,like 10 time already) you just touch his hair,you have to tipping toe to his height to reach his hair,he would stop instantly and give you all his attention,to Y/N it pretty cute and time saving.
Ben looks like an adorable golden retriever to her,patting his head and giving soft stokes to his hair,just by doing that he just leans towards your arms to keep touching his hair even longer,to only realize Ben-“Hey! You made me forget about my depression session.That I was going to have!”as he looks away from y/n to stomp like an child and have such an dramatic sigh,Y/N-“It isn’t my fault that your talking sessions is boring”,to only hear his dramatic gasp,and his hand over his chest as the other hand holding the wall,Ben-“How dare you!?! Talk bad about my talking sessions,there the reason I’m still here,I can’t believe you said that about session”,as y/n just rolls her eyes and chuckles at him being so dramatic.
Jessica would be the first one to see them as an thing,then just friends or teammates,as Jess was walking around the Hq for Miguel,she spot Ben with an bag of your favorite sweets/chips,as she went to talk to Ben,Jessica-”hmm,welll hello Benny boy,*look at the bag,with an eyebrow raised*who is that for?Ben,or who will it be for,let me guess Y/n”she say in an sarcastic yet calm motherly voice to Ben.As Ben look at her with an “are you serious” face, Ben-”Huh?Dont you dare say anything,it mine time to be a great elite teammate!” Ben says with a such a proud gestures,and a happy grin.Jessica-“mhm are you sure,that it just to be a great elite teammate,. . .or it something else”she says with an eyebrow raised and with her lips forming her ionic playful smirk,Jessica-“but I’m not saying anythingggg”she says ,as she still has her playful smile,as she wave him an goodbye,and she back to wonder off the HQ again,as she chuckles,knowing that Ben has that “huh” expression,as Ben yells at her saying “WHATEVER!!” and then proceeds to walks away to where ever is y/n.
Ben who can be in a serious mood and in the next second he in his cheerful mood.Like imagine your an Citizen,and his wife.the only thing for sure that he never get angry,or could never be angry at anyone.That for sure,but if you two are married and you somehow get kidnapped,he wouldn’t hesitate to killed anyone.He loves You so much that he jumps into an volcano for you ,he would give his soul for you,he would definitely got very angry to the max,like no other,like it scares you,because knowing him,he was never known to be angry or upset or even pissed off.
And so you are there in an random house with your kidnappers,and you sitting in an chair tied up,as you roll your eyes at the kidnapper threats,”I’lL KiLl YoU iF yOu DoNt TeLl Me,blah blah blah-” ,you just interrupted him Y/N-“if I were you,I would let me go,and give me some money,before my lovely husband come here,and make his lovely entrance and then you will have to deal with him” y/n says with an unbothered voice about the whole situation,but after you said that your kidnapper starts to laugh their ass off,
to only after hear an loud bang,as y/n had an cocky smirk,knowing that your so called husband making his entrance.what you didn’t expect him being so pissed off,his spider mask expression was just start off stern and angry,
he literally punched the fuck out of the guy who was laughing,as his body was thrown against the wall causing him to spit out blood,as y/n was shock to see his so piss off,as he take off his mask to y/n it was sexy to see this side of him,after his was done beating the life out of the rest of the guys and felt satisfied,he looked at y/n with an worry face as he runs towards and give her an big hugs as he cut the ropes off and says Ben-“oh my god are you hurt,did they tried to hurt my beautiful wife,I swear I will make them regret touching my wife and how dare they threaten you!,….let get out of here” he says with his eyes soften when he knows that your okay,as you just touch him with reinsure that your okay,Y/n-“yes im okay,thanks for saving me..mr Prince Charming”you says softly and gently as he grab you and carry you to his arms,even though you would argue that your fine enough to walk on your own but you just let him do it,as he swings back home to relax and cuddle and watch whatever show you want.
AND DONE
an:I hope you enjoyed it 🫶🫶🫶😃💗💗
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