#you can say this was self-indulgent ^ ^
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you never thought that grocery shopping with suguru would be so enjoyable. almost therapeutic, even.
you were put on a lockdown by nanako and mimiko when you passively mentioned to suguru about attending baking classes (they weren't eavesdropping, they said.) which then lead to showing the twins the pictures of your baked goods. promised their own cupcakes, you've never seen them so ecstatic.
that's what lead you to your current situation. suguru offered to buy the ingredients - as it is for his girls. he also suggested to upgrade your 'gift' to them, aka make a cake for their upcoming birthday.
in your visit in the baking supply store with suguru, he made sure to give you all the liberty to wander around the store, to brainstorm about what you think is the perfect arrangement for the girls while also considering the flavor they wanted to have: strawberries and cream.
suguru is patient. (he always has been.) he didn't mind if you go back to an aisle even though you've just been there because you forgot something. you kept apologizing to him but he keeps taking none of it. he says he understands. (he always does.)
sometimes it makes you wonder if he put a spell on you on how easy it is for him to get you to take it easy. but you know it's just in his nature to be so . . . warm, so tender.
by the end of your short trip, you saw the cart brimming and you can't help but feel bad - almost - suguru was one step ahead, though. giving you a reassuring smile when your eyes meet while the both of you were in line, he pats your head gently before distracting you from your thoughts by asking, "would it be alright to help you out in the kitchen?"
#☘︎ . writing#for jjk . ☘︎#geto x reader#geto x y/n#geto x you#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru x y/n#geto suguru x you#this was prompted by me buying baking supplies with my sugudoll hehe :9#you can say this was self-indulgent ^ ^
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18+, pitfighter!vi brainrot, bc its girl-dinner time tw: sorta smut, sorta obsessive!vi, codependent relationship, not quite yandere but the vibes r kinda there, but still fluffy bc im me duh
pitfighter!vi who fucks you like she's trying to leave a part of herself inside you, who holds you so hard that the next morning, you wake up to the blue-tinted ghosts of her fingers along your hips and thighs, the dull blossoming bruises littering your neck and shoulders, rings in the shape of her teeth like strange, demented flowers (or perhaps like footprints) the way they trail along your skin, inked there for all to see.
pitfighter!vi who fights like she's trying to break everyone else in the same way she wishes she were broken herself, all fevered, focused rage, and none of the restraint. no patience, only the blunted sting of a punch well-aimed, an elbow to the ribs, a knee to the groin, spit trailing out the edge of her mouth, a grin crooked and bloody hinged between her lips bc she knows when she looks up and scans the crowd, she'll inevitably find you there, watching her with your wide, alluring eyes.
pitfighter!vi who thinks she knows the depths and widths of hunger, has seen and felt it all, growing up in the lanes, and there are so many different kinds, aren't there? the kind that aches dull and deep in the stomach, the kind that claws and roars open in her chest, the kind that tingles like spider-poison all along the length of her spine. still, she's never quite felt a hunger like this -- the kind that threatens to consume her from the inside out the first time she sees you, and at first, it might've been a wholly vindictive thing -- perhaps its because there'd been something in the shadow of your smile that reminds her of -- well, it doesn't matter.
but the first time she kisses you (in the crush of bodies on a crowded dance floor, the music too loud, the bottom of her boots tacky with spilled drinks and blood and whatever else), you'd run your thumb along the line of her jaw so gently, traced the lines of her face with a touch so soft it ran a fissure through her car-alarm heart, and when she'd pulled away, you'd smiled as if she'd given you something other than just the jagged, broken bits of herself.
later, you'd told her that you still appreciated it then. bc it looked like that was all she could afford to give; and she gave it to you anyway.
pitfighter!vi who does not think she will ever get enough of you, and still, the more she gets, the more you give, the deeper the hunger grows. it yawns open inside her, huge and dark and cavernous, carving into her the more that it's fed, and by the gods do you feed it -- the way your head tilts back to allow her access to the smooth expanses of your throat, the darling, moon-lit landscape of your bare chest and shoulders, the way you're so pliant beneath her, your trust pouring from you like drink. and she drinks. and drinks. and drinks.
drinks till she's head-dizzy and heart-full. drinks till her vision blurs but for the sight of you, the shape of you so familiar to her waking moments it does not shock her in the least the first time she wakes up in the morning to the after-images of you in her dreams.
pitfighter!vi who, for the first time in her life thought she had lost all direction, but now -- she feels like at least there's still someone worth protecting, worth fighting for. and she knows, she knows it's not entirely healthy, how much and how hard she falls for you, knows that perhaps it is not the best thing for a woman like her to make someone like you the still-point of her turning universe, you, who manages to shine despite the grime that collects in the city around you. you, who is softness made into an act of defiance, who, one night, curled against her side, told her that there's a certain vindication to smiling in the face of a world who would love nothing more than to rip the joy, bleeding and raw from your throat.
"it's not always easy... actually," you laugh, the sound sweet as spring water as it trickles over her skin, "it's really fucking hard but... why not do it anyway?"
"what, be happy?" her own voice is low and cracked from the fight earlier that night. but you'd kissed a line down her throat and told her that you loved it when she moaned.
"yeah. if the whole world wants us sad and angry... what bigger fuck you is there than to be... happy?"
pitfighter!vi who lets you draw the dark lines down her cheeks, but they're neater than she'd done them herself, who kisses your fingertips when they're stained with the black of her hair-dye, who laughs fully for the first time in... she doesn't even remember how long, when you lean forward and trace a tiny mustache with the leftover ink on your fingers right over her mouth. who sinks into the sound of your laughter like a warm bath, letting it soak into her sore muscles, unspool the tension coiled in her shoulders, the rictus threatening to settle in the set of her knuckles.
she lets you sooth over the harms and hurts that had followed behind her, nipping at her heels like disobedient dogs her whole life, lets you kiss her brows and pull her behind you as you point at the new graffiti art that wasn't there the week before.
pitfighter!vi who has always had a fierce love for zaun because it's her home, but has never stopped to consider just how beautiful of a place it is until she meets you -- and it is beautiful, an angry, pulsing, rebellious beauty, raw and dripping with shimmer-soaked ichor. a beauty carved of disparate limbs and desperate parts, one that is hard-earned and well-fought, the same beauty found in the darkest hours of night, right before the morning dawns, the same beauty she finds reflected back at her when she sees her blurred reflection in a pool of spilt blood on the fighting pit's arena floor.
zaun hums to the tune of debauchery, and for the first time, she's with someone who allows her to be greedy, allows her the breadth and width of wanting so freely. and she thinks it might be spiraling into a full-blown obsession, the way she can't go three seconds without thinking about you, wondering where you are, what you're doing, what you're up to. and you always tell her, tell her about the flowers you saw growing from a crack in the sidewalk, the shaft of sunlight hitting a shard of broken glass in just the right way, how sometimes if you close your eyes and listen, the ticking and clicking noises that run like a baseline thrum through the entire city almost sounds like birdsong.
pitfighter!vi who can't say she's ever fallen properly in love (she thinks that perhaps, once, she got real close), but wonders if this is what it feels like, to feel the void of your physical absence like the itch of a phantom limb, so she does everything she can to keep you close, glares at people if their eyes linger too long on you as the pair of you walk down the street, doubles down on her training regime so that she can fend of anyone who even breathes wrong in your direction.
who can't help pouting every time you pull away to do anything -- to grab another bag of snacks, to ask the bartender for another drink, to listen to something loris is saying -- she has to tamp down the urge to pull you back, to meld you to her side and never let go.
pitfighter!vi who starts to get more strategic with her fights, who saves up money now bc she wants to take you out to dinner, or just buy you nice things once in a while. who spends way too many hexes and cogs on a bouquet of fresh flowers, ones that aren't tainted or bred with the faint, sickly shine of shimmer, and she thinks its all worth it to watch the smile break across your face like dawn over a brand new day -- brilliant, blinding.
she blinks, watching with a fond smile as you fuss over the flowers in your tiny apartment, the space small but cozy, everything neat and in its place. you put the flowers into a tall, slightly chipped glass mug and set them by the window, admiring them from this angle, then that.
"y'like them, angel?"
you nod, grinning as you throw your arms around her, "i love them, vi! i love them so much!"
"good. i'm glad you like 'em. just..." her voice trails off; you cock your head.
"just, what?"
she shrugs, "ah -- just, i always thought it was sad getting flowers cause... they'll wilt someday, right?"
but when she looks back at you, still caught up in her arms, you're still smiling. and there's a fox-fire glint in your eyes that makes something in her stomach twist hot.
"well, there's one kind of flower that won't wilt that i wouldn't mind having here all the time..."
vi blinks, a dry heat creeping up the back of her throat, her heart a wild, fluttering thing caught beneath her cage of ribs.
"yeah?" her voice is hoarse as she swallows around the hope pooling on her tongue like blood. "and what kinda flower is that?"
you lean in, your breath a whisper along her parted lips.
"violets."
pitfighter!vi who moves in three days later, with nothing but some old clothes and her punching bag, which you'd already made room for (somehow) hung up from one of the high rafters in the kitchen, next to the tiny dining table tucked into the corner. who spends the next three days fucking you on every available surface (and some unavailable ones, like against the fridge for instance), telling you that it's only right to christen things now that you're officially living together.
who doesn't bother to wonder if things are moving too fast, and dives in head first because that's the only ways she's ever known to how to do things. who thinks, blithely to herself one night, the warm shape of you curled next to her, sleeping so soundly it almost breaks her heart, that you're probably the first good thing she's ever gotten stuck on -- and she's gotten stuck on a lot of things (fighting, boxing, the guilt, the shame, the anger, the world-ending sorrow of losing it all). its one of the things vander had always warned her about.
"you get into things too hard, kiddo -- gotta learn to pace yourself."
but she doesn't care, because hard's what she was raised on, and it's how she plans on loving you, god, if it's the last thing she does, right or wrong, so be it.
pitfighter!vi who still has her bad nights, still drinks a bit too much sometimes, but at least you're always there to keep her from going too far. and you're the only one who can pull her back, the only one she'll listen to when you tug the drink away from her hands and slide it down the bar towards loris, who'll eye it for a second before downing it and settling up the tab, nodding towards you even as you sling an arm around vi's middle to lead her out of the bar.
who still wakes up screaming some nights, her eyes wide and unseeing, scrabbling at you, tugging you into her if only to bury her face in your shoulder, her whole body wracked with dry-heaving sobs.
"my sister used to think there were monsters under the bed, and make me check down there every night before going to bed," she murmurs, her face inches from yours, her words soft and ever so slightly slurred.
you brush your fingers against her cheek, a comforting, repetative motion -- back and forth, back and forth, till her lashes flutter shut.
"guess she was right... but the monsters never wanna stay under the bed, do they? it's like they always... wanna come out and play..."
you let out a breathy laugh, "or maybe," you offer, your voice low and soothing, "they're just as scared as you are. and they're just looking for someone to scare their own monsters away."
pitfighter!vi who is still not good at slow, but sometimes, when she kisses you, she wishes that had the power to hit pause on time, just so she could stretch out the moment and kiss you forever. she thinks that she'll never be good at patience, but sometimes, when you tell her just gimme a sec! when she's waiting for you to get ready before going out to dinner at jericho's or just for a round of drinks at the bar round the corner, her leaning against the doorway watching as you put the finishing touches of your makeup on yourself in the kitchen mirror -- she thinks she'd give you every last second of the rest of her life if you ever asked her to.
pitfighter!vi who, recently, has really, really started hoping that someday soon, you'll actually ask her to.
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#⛈ monsoon season#this is my essay titled: SEE LOOK I CAN FIX HER HERE IS THE PROOF#♨ steamy#arcane#vi x reader#vi smut#arcane smut#wlw fanfic#arcane vi smut#vi x you#arcane x you#vi arcane fanfic#x reader#lesbian#to say this is self indulgent would be such a heinous understatement lol#but yes i can fix her just gimme a chaNCE I PROMISE I CAN DO IT GIMME#this started out as like a weird love letter to pitfighter!vi and also to zaun bc i do not think they get enough love (in the show)#and also i have a thing for the beauty in brutality and love as an all consuming obsession and both those things r tru in vi so#also like my toxic trait is actually absolutely wanting like fucking the JUMIN HAN equivalent of a lover like#yes be SO obsessed with me that you want to lock me in a cage be SO obsessed with me that i consume ur every waking thought
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plump little meat bunny 🐇🥩
#ok to rb#i am so extremely hot i really have nothing else to say#OH except actually the self indulgent video i mentioned yesterday. these aren't from it but you can see the type of sexy playful energy i#had on the video in my poses too hahahaha#the video is me doing a little wiggly jiggly bunny strip tease by the way :3 and like i said mutuals can ask on discord to see it#anywayyyyyyy have a great day!!#bunnyflesh#fat femme friday#femme4all#butch bait#femme bait#dyke bait#fat femme
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i know like everyone seems to already collectively agree what Cardassian genitalia is like based on that one speculative fic thing but what if i already started writing garashir porn before i was clued in is everyone gonna be mad at me or can i be forgiven for envisioning something different
#I’m kind of kidding but I’m also kind of not#I’m genuinely nervous for when I post the fic that people might be expecting one thing and disappointed not to find it if I don’t totally#redo the smut I wrote and Conform#every fic I write is generally deeply self indulgent but I am also desperate for external validation what can I say#I’m sorry I didn’t think about crocodile anatomy okay#I thought about bad dragon toys#can you really blame a guy????#ignore me#tmi#personal#star trek#garashir#fic writing
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"Come on. Everyone's waiting for you."
#genshinedit#genshinet#dailygaming#hu tao#in the distance you can hear me going 💔💔💔#teyvat posts#genshin impact#genshin spoilers#springtime charms#id in alts#hu tao edit#genshin impact edit#genshin edit#gif#learnt how to gif yay. made these just to have this scene on my blog and to give ht a hug#5.3 spoilers#event spoilers#wouldve made one with lu/mine and the purified tao dou at the end but im still figuring out colors#< the reason this is 4 gifs instead of 2. they just looked bad when i didn't split em idk. something about colorspace in gifs probably#a lot of other strange inconsistencies you might be able to spot but this was self indulgent so. hu tao <33333333333333#its 2 am hit post 👍#oh! while i'm here and rambling: my gripe with what en traveler says is ???? they left out the last bit of the sentence??#'everyone's waiting for you to come home' in cn. where is 'come home' in en? implied (???) huh?#it takes out like a solid half of the emotional impact imo#if you read this far genuinely i love you
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ISAT & Dungeon Meshi swap!
#in stars and time#ISAT#Siffrin#Loop#Dungeon Meshi#Thistle#Mithrun#This is incredibly self indulgent art but I've been doing commissions for other people - I can have this treat.#Two series that have me in a death grip right now and boy did the realization of the parallels between these characters hit hard.#Siffrin and Thistle are the “Forgot what it was all for” duo. The “I'm scared to let it go (it must be let go)” duo.#Loop and Mithrun are [REDACTED] [GO CHECK OUT THESE SERIES SPOILER FREE]#God I have so much to say about the Loop and Mithrun parallels. I won't here because I refuse to spoil people on ISAT.#What I *will* say is that both these characters had a similar curve in my interest in them.#Which is “I was ambivalent until the near end - where they then shot up to become some of my favourite characters ever.”#We love characters with an incredible arc that reframes them so intensely that you the reader will never be the same after.#Anyways! (rotates both these crossovers in my head at a rapid orbit and gazes at them fondly).#This is my sandbox and I get to eat the sand!!!#I've got some MDZS/ISAT swap content coming soon as well. My sand eating knows no limits apparently.
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In the palm of his hand.
I got another commission from Sushu!!!!! Like, they are so incredible. I absolutely love the way they draw Makoto, so of course I had to request my boy! Please do go check out their other stuff on their socials on Bluesky and Twitter! Give them love!
As for why I requested this? Why not? Makoto had Yuma figuratively in the palm of his hand the entire game. So why not have it drawn literally? Makoto and I are happy about it. Don’t look so worried, Yuma! You’ll be fine!
#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#fanart#g/t#extremely self indulgent#what can i say#I like extreme size differences#and now you know#I guess I can also tag this as#makoyuma#also might potentially do something with this concept later on in fic form#lemme know if you’d like to read something like that
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sylus and my partner’s ocsona (we will call him ichi) swapped aesthetics
#you can tell why i like sylus now right#yeah its cuz of my partner#said partner also likes sylus#says he kins him and sylus is his spiritual brother LMAO#my art is becoming more and more self indulgent i didnt even use the hashtag for this on twt cuz of it#anyway i have less shame on here so#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#l&ds#sylus#sylus fanart#sylus qin#lnds sylus#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#oc#ocs#oc art#ari does art#artists on tumblr
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For a moment, imagine yourself in Mithrun's brother shoes.
Your brother - stronger, prettier, more charismatic, but also distrustful and disdainful of everyone especially you - is to be sent to the Canaries. It is the rule, it is the duty of all noble houses. But you know what goes on there, Mithrun knows what happens there. Yet you see him off, bidding a temporary farewell as you do, because someone from the House has to go and it won't be definitely you. Mithrun knows this, you know this. And you wonder, very briefly, if Mithrun hates you now more than he does already.
Your brother - powerful, agile, a good soldier just as he is as an heir, if he could only be an heir - suddenly disappears. The unit he belonged to suddenly disappeared. And you're speechless because - how? why? No one wants to answer you; they will instead try to bring back a body, they promise to you. But that is not what you want. You grieve for your brother. but your own family doesn't grieve with you. Wasn't Mithrun family too?
Then you found out: MIthrun is alive.
Your brother - now weak, despondent, his eyes always looking for something that is not here nor there - is to be sent home where people can take care of him. It is not your first choice, you want him home. But he is - sick. Not quite there. He needs someone who can look after him and you look at yourself - your gait, your constitution - and you know it can't be you. So, you follow the advice of your family and pour out all your resources to find him the best of healers and caretakers. You ask yourself, almost daily, if Mithrun would ever return to who he once was.
Your brother - strong, pretty, uninterested of anything and anyone else aside from what he calls 'the demon' - is now better. He can walk on his own now, eats without throwing up on himself. The color on his skin is back and the scars of his injuries have faded into thick bumps and discolored skin. But he still isn't quite there; still needs help and probably will for the rest of his life. And you can live with that. You can provide that. Just as long as he comes home.
But doesn't. Your brother - now a husk of his former self, and you hate thinking of him that way, but you can't help yourself, the Mithrun you knew is gone - runs straight back to the Canaries. His mission is not over, he says. He doesn't care how long it takes, he says. And you see him off, again, because someone from the House has to go and it still can't be you. Mithrun knows this, you know this, and you can't help but wish, very briefly, if things would've been different if you went instead of him.
#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun#mithrun of the house of kerensil#mithrun's brother#this is so self-indulgent#because we don't know who or what kind of person mithrun's brother was#but he definitely cared for mithrun (more than their own parents probably)#and i can imagine the anguish of having the responsibility of serving the canaries#be placed on your brother instead of you because of your physical condition#then to make things worse#your brother comes home barely alive and not the person he was and when u ask#no one wants to answer you#then there's the anguish of helping him getter better; wondering if he'll get better#he does#in a way#and the first thing mithrun asks of his brother is 'i want to go back to the canaries'#there is no way mithrun's brother heard that and said 'ok' while smiling#that man would've gone into a hysterical fit just trying to tell mithrun that he was lucky enough to have survived#but he has to let mihrun go#mithrun's brother is probably weeping with joy learning that the canaries have disbanded#only to learn that his brother is staying in a tallman kingdom to slay monsters#he's still very conflicted about that#id say#dungeon meshi
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TRASH 🚮 Speedpaint | Alt under cut:
#artists on tumblr#illustration#original character#ibblescribbles#ibbleoc#ibbleoc_ai#guess i should change his character tag to that#thats his name!!!!!!#watch the speedpaint if only for the music pls i love the music selection#ummm i feel like i had more to say#i worked hard on this piece#lowkey afraid it will flop bc its oc art but also oh well im still happy with it#i got the internal validation and dopamine hit out of it already#i hope people come to love and have interest in my ocs tho#i just gotta draw them 1 billion times#this was very self indulgent#i like blood#i like tears#i like uhmmmm i like shoes#oh yeah ig i should put cw's#tw blood#tw bullying#tw cigarettes#all i can think of but lmk if you need another tw? i will try my best to remember when i srb but heads up i can forget sometimes#so if illustrated content like this bothers you; you may want to unfollow!
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Someone: [Character] wouldn’t like you. He’s too X and Y to like someone like you
Me, aka Indulgence: bet
#esp the ‘he wouldn’t like you because you’re a human’#YES BUT WHAT IF I’M SPECIAL.#llama as the witness i call to stand#i can make it work#its in my name#i Will indulge and you cant stop me#[respectfully]#esp when theyre like#‘character is too edgy youre too squishy’#what if he likes the squishy#huh!!!#i saw a video on a horror character with a lot of fans#and the other comments were so nasty like#‘hes a horror monster he would see you as a victim rather than a girlfriend’#SAYS YOU WHO IS BORING AND LOSER!!!!#fight me!!!!#its fiction do whatever you want!!!!#anyway. dfkdfg#self shipping is my passion#aka rant
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Sonic is super badass, and that's why I think he should wear the coolest clothes ^^ ★
different background versions under the cut --
and here's a close up of the face ^^ ★
#my art#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fandom#sonic fanart#sonic#another doodle turned 'drawing i spent way too much time on'#this was self indulgent :D#I wanna draw my favs in cute clothes what can I say?#pay me zero dollars and i might make a shadow ver#like actually i wanna make more of these#just sonic characters in cute clothes - a whole lineup of em#you ever feel sad? draw your fav sonic character wearing something soft and cute :3 it works
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I’m actually so obsessed with the way you write Frank you should totally write for him more. I just know he’s the biggest sweetheart in the world
thank u omg </3 id love to !! He IS the biggest sweetheart in the world — it’s been confirmed


Your ribs ache from laughing and you’re not the only one. The movie wasn’t even that funny to him — as he’d mentioned earlier, teasing you for being so easily entertained. The sound had wrapped itself around him, fogging the noise from the tv and causing him to lean his own head back. Tightening the arm wrapped around you to bring you closer to him, and just as easily as you had him wrapped around your finger, he had you wrapped up in his arms.
“I told you it was funny.” Maybe if the smile on your face wasn’t worth a hell of a lot more than his ego he’d disagree with you. He couldn’t possibly laugh anymore, but the grin on his face is unmoving.
“You’re right, guess I should listen to you more, huh?” The stubble on his face that was leaning against the side of your own was only adding to the butterflies in your stomach, scratching the hair behind his ears and watching him lean into it like a cat. You had him right where you wanted him. Right where he wanted to be.
#cheesy and self indulgent for tonight what can I say#I need a cigarette and to sit in his lap#touch starved Frank castle I can help you#Frank Castle pspsps#frankie <3#frank castle#frank castle thoughts#frank castle fluff#frank castle x reader#🌑 blurbs#🌑 yapping#🌑 reqs
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someone take this sketchbook away from me
#jimmy urine#mindless self indulgence#msi#gross#disgusting#nauseating#repulsive#beautiful#marvelous#my husband#jk he is disgusting#strong bad is better#can you say the f word on this website#probably right#tumblr don't ban me
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sun visits the moon at spk headquarters and gets so so so sleepy
#death note#my art#meronia#mihael keehl#nate river#mello dn#near dn#mellonear#trying out this new thing where i post quick art that is entirely for my own self-indulgent amusement here#this was an exercise in letting go of a piece as soon as possible and you can tell i failed because i couldn't stop retouching it#here and there. OLD HABITS DIE HARD but [with passion and confidence] expect a drop in quality/finishedness#kind of very into the colors here i like exaggerating their colors and saturations. their sun and moon codedness compels me#i also think people aren't as much into this ship because they assume they have very rigid [pardon my language] seme/uke roles and i'm like#[standing on soapbox] [crazy ex gf voice] the situation is actually a lot more nuanced than that#but these tags are long and i can't get into the push and pull power dynamics of it all. mello can heel is all i'm saying#ok that's all i have work to get back to drawing for work ( <- girl who just took a two hour break from drawing to draw)#brothercrush.txt
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i feel like "it's important to not disregard the overarching message of a story in favor of fandomizing its characters for your own gratification" and "fandom, aus, and shipping are the audience's way of showing how deeply your story and characters have resonated with them and it's not disrespectful for them to want to explore dynamics and scenarios outside of what is present in canon" are two notions that can and should coexist
#sorry this is once again about#mouthwashing#like im literally out here seeing people saying that shipping and even fix-it AUs are ''''disrespectful'''' to the story#like dawg you know that most of these people still saw understood and internalized mw's message#but can still make comforting or self indulgent content if they want to right?#it doesnt mean they didnt get it#this is not an art piece we observe from behind a partition at a museum. its not static#people should be free to interact with and explore art in their own way and i think#that insisting otherwise and acting like there's a right and wrong way to interact with art#can be a very dangerous mindset to have.#personal
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