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comet-wire · 2 years
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Everytime I get a notif on TikTok that someone liked my old cosplays specifically my Jason the toymaker ones I just
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yuukei-yikes · 11 months
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It’s me back in the ask box again for another super important question:
What “cringe” fandoms would the mekadan have been into as kids. Like we know Marry was a black butler girlie but I need to know the rest. Who was deeply invested in the fnaf lore, who was cosplaying as homestuck trolls, who was shipping creepypastas. I am desperate for answers only you can provide.
EXCELENT question. i ADORE this question.
ayano is into homestuck. used to role play warrior cats. loves the marvel cinematic universe, and just any superhero comic book stuff in general. canonically into jojo.
kido's is BANDS. specifically bands considered emo back in 2013 or something. my chemical romance. blink 189. black veil brides. that was their shit. also im sorry but they were a superwholock. sorryyyyyy i also think they'd be into medical dramas like grey's anatomy and dr house LMAO
i dont think seto did or does fandoms. i think seto goes outside too much. he's the only one who has no idea what being in a fandom is like, also the least online definitely (I'll get to mary)
kano would be into youtubers/celebrities. he's so into celebrity gossip it's impossible to talk to him he knows of names youve never even heard of.
like u said mary is a black butler girlie but i guess she could like other mangas... i also think she'd watch medical dramas with kido. BUT she doesnt internet so she has no idea about any of it she just lore dumps everyone instead about any book she's reading. she finds out black butler is actually animated and forces everyone to sit down and watch it with her
momo was the one shipping creepypastas btw. i also think she's a sims girlie she's obsessed with its lore and loves making ocs in there and ends up obsessed with her own sims families (commissions haruka a bunch)
shintaro is into magical girls animes. like any of them. but i also think he'd like some popular cartoons like steven universe LOLLL he was probably furiously defending pearl online. also i think he used to make youtube poops and sparta remixes when he was like 14
haruka and takane are the fnaf lore guys especially haruka i seriously think he arrives to school one day after he stayed up all night watching fnaf lore videos and told takane all about it. they're the ones lining up for the movie rn. they also probably roleplayed undertale together in highschool. also i think takane likes analog horror which is horrible for haruka bc i think he hates horror but he's also weirdly fascinated by it so he's watching through his fingers anything takane puts on lol. they tend to share their fandoms especially in hs because haruka was furiously googling anything takane mentioned to have conversation topics with her
hiyori's obviously into idols. i think like kido she loves bands too but she's from the directioner bts stan vibes. and hibiya i LOVE to make jokes abt him being into whatever 12 year olds are into (fortnite, among us, fnaf) and seriously i do love that and i think gamer hibiya is possible with the power of him making the effort to learn to use his phone and the internet bc all his friends live far away and in the process learns abt all that. but before that he was like seto he has no idea what it feels like to be in a fandom and cannot understand hiyori's visions. he's still not SUPER online though
i loved this question. more questions like this i beg
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suffarustuffaru · 11 months
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I've read some rezero crossover fanfics , but I really don't understand why some people like to impose the whole background and character traits of other characters on certain characters in Rezero, and some fics even directly stated that A in Rezero is in fact B from a certain work, which is very bizarre and disrespectful to both canon source material, it's like B is cosplaying A but is a completely different person on the inside, if you want to insert a character from other works into the rezero world why don't you just keep their original identity and characteristics? Personally, I really hate this type of rezero crossover fics tbh :///
anon i understand you so much hah.
i joined this fandom months before season 2 started airing, so i was there to see rz ao3 pick up and the fanfic scene in rz be more established—so seeing this trend in rz fic has always really confused me tbh?? 😅 and i dont personally like it either for the same reasons you stated. its just one of those rz fanfic tropes that i 1. am not very fond of and 2. am continuously confused by given these arent very fandom typical trends, theyre extremely rz fandom specific if that makes sense (the react fic trend… re:forgotten… etc)? and i dont often see crossovers treated like this in other fandoms, and rz in general seems to be a fandom that really enjoys fic because its kind of. astounding?? that theres a whole fanfic thread that gets continuously renewed on rz reddit and is almost always pinned right at the top of the page. its rare to get a fandom that very openly acknowledges its fic in this way i feel? but you know, you go on that fic thread and you see a lot of people suggesting crossover ideas that—as you said anon—tend to be very “rezero but character a is character b”?? its like such a commonplace thing that occasionally i just go through that thread out of curiosity and read it like you would a morning newspaper hah and you cant go more than a minute without seeing a crossover idea like that.
and if anyone else is seeing this and confused on what the hell that means, one example i see a lot is “rezero but subaru is guts from berserk” wkfndnd
i think subaru is the one this happens most to, just because various audiences have various relationships with subaru, mainly because there tends to be a habit of 1. using him as a self-insert and 2. thinking hes absolute hellspawn or the best most perfect person to ever exist with zero nuance, so the whole “person a is now person b in everything but name and looks” thing is so. telling. like sometimes when i see people talk about a character like subaru it always boggles my mind because its like?? do you… even like subaru as he is? and if youre warping rezero to be more like that other media youre crossing it over with, do you even like rezero either? anon saying “its like B is cosplaying A but is a completely different person in the inside” is exactly how it feels like?? T^T
and of course its not as if you cant write crossovers. i love seeing crossovers!! i read some crossovers myself and ive written a whole bunch of crossovers and i come up with all sorts of ideas. its super fun to do and i completely get it. but the “person a is person b” thing is odd to me because at the heart of it, it feels like it basically means “*insert character* but theyre not actually themselves”. and of course its not like you cant make AUs where things are changed from canon, or AUs where the character grows and changes in general even if its different from canon. but theres a difference between “im gonna put this character through shenanigans and see how they change as a person but theyre ultimately still the same deep down and im examining how theyd most likely realistically act in this situation if this happened to them” vs “im gonna change the entire point of this character until theyre only recognizable in name”. i feel like it completely misses exactly what makes these characters and stories so good in the first place.
also side note: headcanons are a whole different thing because thats just “i have specific ideas about how this character is like” and is usually fine unless youre being pushy about it or condemning others for having (innocent!!) hcs you dont agree with wkdndn
and okay, i also get it if people have issues with how characters or media are written and want to change it. i myself have issues sometimes with how tappei handles rezero, but i still like rezero and so many of its characters. you can critique a media without trying to change what the heart of it is, and rezero for example is ultimately a story with a lot of heart to it and clear purpose behind so much of its writing. and its clear to see some things this crossover trend because so much of it is done with subaru. because it 1. misses the point of all of subarus nuances, complexities, the intent behind his character writing, and what makes him so good in the first place and 2. shows that people dont want him to actually be subaru. they want him to be someone else, which is ironically a plot point that comes up again and again in rezero wkdndnd. its interesting that it comes up so much in rezero too, because i feel like its in part most likely commentary on how audiences react to subaru and often try to change him to fit what they want.
but yeah thats just my thoughts on this whole crossover trend in general 👍👍
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sobeksewerrat · 9 months
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Okay okay okay I am back in my Dangan era!! (More specifically I am back to obsessing over my blorbos from dangan again, i am not gonna replay the fucking games)
So I might start posting about it again sooooo, tiny disclaimer. (tw// screaming about a fictional character, again)
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This guy. This tiny little purple gremlin.
HE'S MY WHOLE FUCKING EXISTENCE. I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH. HE'S THE FIRST FICTIONAL CHARACTER I EVER KINNED BECAUSE HE SPOKE TO ME ON SUCH A DEEPLY PERSONAL LEVEL YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND I HAD A SHRINE ON ROBLOX FOR HIM AN EVERYTHING. I CREATED A WHATSAPP GROUPCHAT WITH MY TWO BESTIES JUST SO I CAN SPAM THEM WITH MY THOGUHTS AND STUFF ABOUT HIM. I STARTED IMPLEMENTING BLACK AND WHITE AND CHECKER PATTERNS AND DICES INTO ALL OF MY PERSONA DESIGNS WELL AFTER MY DANGAN PHASE BECAUSE OF HIM. HE WAS MY WALLPAPER FOR 4 YEARS IN A ROW. I CELEBRATED HIS BIRTHDAY LIKE IT WAS A NATIONAL HOLIDAY. THIS MOTHERFUCKER MADE ME QUESTION MY GENDER AT LEAST 1838498 TIMES. I DREW HIM ON EVERY NOTEBOOK AND ASSIGNMENT EVER. HE MADE ME IMPLEMENT GRAVITY-DEFYING HAIR INTO MY ARTSTYLE. I DREW A MINI-COMIC ABOUT HIM IN MY SKECKBOOK. I BASED 2 OCS ON HIM. I LITERALLY WABTED OT GET INTO COSPLAY BECAUSE OF HIM. I STARTED DRINKING GRAPE FANTA AND STARTED HAVING A GENERAL SODA ADDICTION BECAUSE OF HIM. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MISINTERPRET HIM. I HATE HOW THE LOCALISATION FUCKEF HIM IVER. AIIDUVUV6B66V7 UHVHCHXHCY UVUVUUVUCJDJCICJCUUXUXHUCJCUVUVJBJBUUVUVUVUFUFUDIWOOQ92UDUCUDHQBZHXUEU2IJXIZOQOWJFNCJXUWOWPO3URHZV JAIW83UFBBCKSO18EHSBCJOW91Y2B3 G X X F KOKICHIIIIIIIII OUMAÀAAAAAAAQQQQQQQWKDOVY16YSBC
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polutek · 1 year
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Oh!! Qsmp time hehe!! My fav pov is maxo! I think people don't know enough about him cause I've seen some weird takes on twt specifically but I think he's one of the most interesting characters with such cool lore!!
I have the hc that he's an android even before he got onto the island but that's another can of worms
What's your fav POV?
OMG! Im so happy to see someone answer :DD
Unfortunately i dont watch Maxo that much, i think he streams mostly in Spanish(??) so that's kind of barrier for me :((. But after situation with furry cult i wanted to read about his lore more! Also if you want to tell me more about it i would be more than happy!!!
This headcanon with android sounds sick!! /pos.
I know what i'll be reading later haha
In case of my favorite pov... Its honestly very hard to say? I mean, i enjoy watching a few of them but because of different reasons. But lately i think i was watching almost every Fits stream, i love his chill vibe, his energy and how he talks about Ramon! (I love Ramon so much, i cosplayed him on some kind of convention).
I find Slimes lore kinda sad, im screaming while talking about it but unfortunately i mostly read about it. I must admit that i HATE watching any kinds of vods, i dont mind the length when its live stream but when its a vod --- oh god--- Unfortunately Slime and some other creators are live very late at night for me and im just unable to stay up for that long. That's also a reason why i watch Fit that much, he streams at evening.
Speaking of late streams - Quackity/ElQuackity lore makes me shiver and i just love how he starts with these happy, relaxed vibes and ends them without a word after showing us something jawdropping. But i also just like listening to his voice so--- (gender haha. But for the same reason i watch Cellbit, even if i dont understand that much :'33)
I must be honest that i wasnt there from the beginning of the qsmp so im mostly watching those creators who are more talked about??
But yeah, there are also some that i'm reading about because im just unable to watch their povs (because of various reasons). Wiki is very useful in these situations!
But that's also why im more than happy to hear more from you all!! Id love to learn more about your favorite creators, povs :33
Pls dont eat me
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nutzworth · 2 months
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every so often i get reminded of my ex friend rose who drifted apart from our friend group around 2022... and i get SO MAD i start spouting steam from my ears and everything. its such a specific scenario but im going to explain it because im crazy
ive known her for like literally years. weve been friends at least since 2017 when our friend group was SUPER into undertale and we had a minecraft world where we were cringe and awesome we were just kids. everything is SO cringe. you have to understand this
and everyone continues to be friends etc etc i dont remember a lot from 2020-2021 but i get into homestuck and rose is crazy about danganronpa and like chucky and icp and stuff like that. assorted nonsense. at this point im CRAZY crazy about homestuck. rose reads a little bit of homestuck. she plays danganronpa and the sims and valorant. we text every day on discord in the friend group discord server. she helps me cosplay dirk strider for the first time with her knowledge from cosplaying danganronpa. its still cringe as hell admittedly but by god were we free
and then..... well rose lived around the same area as the friend group did. most of them anyway. but in 2021? late 2021 ish? she MOVED AWAY. to a little further. to where its kind of a hassle to visit. and she moves schools. and then she TURNS NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!
i only see her via tiktok and instagram which are like notoriously fake apps to see people on. but shes NORMAL. shes those girls at school that are normal. my definition of normal is wildly general seeing as im totally in the top 10 weirdos in my grade but you have to trust me. shes NORMAL!!!!!!!! and she gets a girlfriend thats normal too. the girlfriend is not weird or cringe at all. i meet her and its WEIRD. cus shes normal and im weird and its its its. you get me
anyway while she turns normal she also drifts away from the friend group and eventually we dont talk. like ever anymore. and it DRIVES ME UP THE WAAAAALL!!!!!!! HOW CAN YOU BE THAT NORMAL? AFTER EVERYTHING? how how how. how can you have friends that dont even like KNOW what tumblr is. i assume. i dont know them but thats my guess. they LOOK normal TO ME. how can you cosplay danganronpa and read some pages of homestuck and and talk about sans x komaeda and go on discord and fuck around on minecraft and then BE NORMAL? AFTER THAT? COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats my main gripe. i dont understand it at all. weirdos that KNOW what danganronpa and homestuck are cant just... cant just BE normal. and obviously i dont know what shes like behind closed doors but from how she was acting WHILE we were drifting apart shes just regular. and normal. and not a weirdo freak like the rest of us anymore. whaaaat what what what what HOW POSSIBLY!!! i dont understand. it makes me so mad. how can you simply move schools and then be normal.
what goes through her head... like is she happy... was she happier with us than them? does she hate us now? i looked at her tiktok and she posted this like tiktok trend(?) thing? and its like "love is not my ex and my old friends .... love is my girlfriend :heart:" like is she talking about us? does she not love us? i love her still. i dont know if ill ever stop loving all of my old friends. did she love us? in the moment? she helped me style a cringe ass dirk strider wig for halloween. she made me play your turn to die. does she still care about us? is she mad that we were mean toward her sometimes? shes sensitive. weve all known this. but we were only like 13 or something. does she blame us? does she think we were cringe? does she think we ARE cringe? does she regret it? does she miss it? uuugh ugh ugh ugh ugh. IM CRAZY. about her. ohh my god. i dont know her at all and i dont know if i ever will again. i wonder if she still thinks of us. i wonder if shes relieved shes not with us anymore. i wonder i wonder i wonder (head buried in hands)
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squirreltastrophe · 3 months
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Homestuck thoughts (omg I love homestuck homestuck beloved bbg)
THE ASK I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR FOR MONTHS YAY!!!!! I'm gonna format these in a (really long sorry lmao) list cause that's the most easily digestible format I feel :3
also I've only read up to not far into act 5 part 2 so there is admittedly a lot I don't know :P I definitely don't have the anything close to the most objective opinions on junk
JADE IS MY FAVORITE I LOVE HER!!!!! I threw together a crappy little jade cosplay once I made a little tail it was so cute :3. honestly Jade is the biggest motivator I have for actually reading Homestuck cause I love her sosoososo much and I'm really interested to see how she develops!!!!!! every day I wake up and the first thing I look at is a print of her on my wall I love you jade harley
speaking of characters I like I love nepeta SO MUCH and like 80% of the reason why I haven't read more Homestuck and choose to consume fan content instead is cause I'm scared for her to die :(
jadepeta is horrifically underrated (I know they don't interact really shhhh) and probably my favorite Homestuck ship :3!!!! doggirl catgirl yuri! they can be cringe together! they parallel each other in their loneliness!!!! they can help each other know that they ARE wanted and needed and loved!!!!! what more could you want!!!!!!!!
I love karkat a lot too :3 hes just like me fr too many emotions for his own good
oh I love June too!!!!!! just like me fr as well!!!!!!!!!
big davekat fan I am basic <3. however I do wish I could find homestuck fics that aren't focused on them lol
dunno how to feel about vrisrezi? I haven't gotten to the part in the story where they're more fleshed out and stuff. they seem uh? not great for each other? which is why I'm kinda surprised I see people shipping them so much. maybe they get better idk. THEY ARE SO INTERESTING THOUGH OH MY GOD. I WANT TO PUT THEM IN AN ENCLOSURE AND STUDY THEM I NEED TO LEARN ABOUT THEM MORE
I really really really like rosemary HOWEVER lots of fan content (specifically fanfiction I have found like 2 good rosemary centric fics) doesn't explore them really I feel and this makes me kinda sad :(. they're just the lesbians and are happy and love each other and that's great but their dynamic could be so much more!!!!!!! the competition!!!! them being at different levels of being invested in the relationship!!!!! rose not opening up to kanaya!!!!!!!! the drama!!!!!!
don't understand davejade :(. don't dislike it I just genuinely don't get it idk
not a vriska fan she is terrible (where I am at least) HOWEVER this doesn't mean I don't want to pop open her brain and examine her psyche
I think the only troll I just flat out hate and don't think is interesting is equius honestly? idk hes creepy :(. and racist :(. with some of the other trolls I go okay you are definitely very very VERY flawed. but I want to see why you are this way (especially eridan). with equius he's kinda just terrible and doesn't seem all that fun to explore. my opinion could change though maybe I haven't given him a fair chance :P
i think a really big reason why I'm so attached to the beta kids is cause they remind me of me and my bestest friends tbh
I have no opinions on the alpha kids honestly. just haven't gotten to where they're introduced and haven't looked into them that much :P. I think roxy's gonna wind up being my favorite of them though she seems so silly!
dont really care about dancestors for the same reason
I think my favorite thing about homestuck so far is how big the theme of loneliness is? especially with the beta kids (in my mind at least). like I don't think any of them mention friends besides each other and Jade literally lives on an island completely alone. I like how all the beta kids deal with this loneliness in slightly different ways too! and then troll society is so hostile that it's almost impossible to make meaningful connections. I'm just a sucker for when a group of characters are outcasts and weirdos but they find community in each other! :) gotta be one of my favorite tropes
another aspect I really like about Homestuck is how it takes things that exist in videogames only and adapts them to its world (captchalouges are the first example I think of)
my classpect is either witch of space, knight of space, or witch/knight of heart I cannot decide
I think I'm a prospit dreamer? but i'm not sure I really don't know all that much about derse and prospit
i kinda just pretend homestuck 2 doesn't exist frankly that is a whole can of worms I am terrified to open
that is all for now but I might add more opinions when I think of them later idk :3! dunno how much sense this list made but its ok sigh. interested to see which of these opinions change as I read more of the comic!!!!!
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diah-the-demon · 11 months
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I have given in, Tumblrs comment character limit is driving me insane but you are right, unfortunately the vibe of sending asks is so different TT-TT
but whatever shall we do
anyways, yeah my mom also cosplays! Back when I first watched Star Wars at 8 or so I really wanted to cosplay Leia and she had the idea of cosplaying Padme,, kinda sad that we somehow never got to do that so far, maybe I should bring it back up, now that we can freely live out our interests again without anyone mocking them or making stupid comments!
but yeah I hope she understands it then slkdjslk and ngl it wouldn't even surprise me if I get the courage to ask her that she'd buy one for herself too skldjslk just lately we finished the Clone Wars after all
True!! The helmet does look really sick, it'll definitely look super cool in your room!!
From what I've heard, once you get the hang of it it seems to be rather easy? just a bit time consuimg I think with all the layers of making it look realistic and such- and noo D: but it should be rather easy to find another tutorial I think! Whenever I had to look up smth for cosplays I always found a lot of videos!
And yeah pinning it to a bodysuit does sound like the best idea to work with it!
honestly cant blame you it was getting annoying ngl, hate that the vibes are really different :/
that would be so cool if you two were able to do that!! i hope you get the chance to do that eventually it sounds so fun! (and true you dont have to worry about that anymore! no limitations dslkjjs) (i done a star wars cosplay/costume for halloween around that age, i went as darth vader for halloween in primary school lmao, it was so fun!!)
she should do, i doubt that even she would fail to see how good this deal is, its way too worth it to pass up!!! esp after seeing the end of the clone wars i think since star wars is still fresh in her mind!
im not quite sure where il put it in my room, BUT i will find somewhere eventually dslkjsdjk, maybe on my bookshelf lmao might be able to fit it in there (atleast one of them, the rest can fit ontop of the bookshelf maybe djlksdj)
it should hopefully be easy to do? if not i can always ask my mum to help since shes said that if i ever get into cosplay (very much into it now djldskjdskj) she would love to help since shes got experience making costumes for my sisters dance classes when she was young lol
yeah finding the one i saved will be impossible so il look again for tutorials in general for it. might be able to find one specific for bo-katan/sabine! (just realised id need different coloured armour for them both but i guess i can just use one set and colour it differently depending on the cosplay)
yeah i think its the best way to do it? i mean in the shows/movies you see the people wearing armour all having like a black bodysuit on thru the joint sections, should be the best option of doing it tbh
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smolragematti · 5 years
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Shut up, fandom
I cant believe Im going to write another one of these. This is fucking pissing me off and Im not just going to sit around and watch it again and again and again.
Quit it with the excessive callout culture and accusations.
I should have spoken up more, but Im writing that wrong right now. I dont care if you hate me, block me, or what. This has to reinforced and Im willing to get my hands dirty.
The way I see callout culture being used in fandom spaces is not about making the fandom safer. Its puritanical.
Its bringing fear. Intolerance. And driving people away.
I used to say a lot of homophobic, transphobic, and racist shit when I was younger. And you know what, I feel like shit about it. But I had people in my life that gave me the chance to learn.
They gave me the chance to better myself.
They didnt bully me.
They didnt harass me.
They understood that I am a human. I make mistakes. Im flawed. But more importantly, I can change. And I did. I prove to myself and others I have changed.
You, who are quick to bring up the past, dont take into account I would slap my younger self in the face. So would many others. Ive seen it time. And time. And time again.
People's past being dug up and used as a sludgehammer to their lives. More specifically, people havent done anything to warrent such a level of digging. People who have changed.
If you dislike someone, cool. You dont have a reason, sometimes you just have a feeling and dont like someone. You dont have to justify it right away. Bring up that 5 years they said some BS, even if they dont now. Just leave it alone. Let it be. Its not worth it. Use that mental energy and time to do something productive, like paint.
Someone has a different opinion? Just respectfully disagree and move on with it. Have a civilized debate. Dont harass them.
An artist draws a character different from canon or in a certain way? Dont bully them to the point they try to take their own life.
A cosplayer doesnt want to cosplay a certain thing or act/look/talk like the character theyre cosplaying? Dont be snooty about it. Theyre happy. Let them be themselves. If they want to act and talk the character at certain times and not other, be chill about it. Theyre performers AND people. Treat them like a human being.
Dont like a ship? Block the tag. Dont engage. Just move on with your life. Ignore it. Focus on the ships you love.
A writer writes abusive ship content? Just dont read it. Go back to "Dont Like, Dont Read". No one is forcing you to read it. Just move past it and go read some fluff.
Doesnt mean they support abuse or abusive realtionships. That is an incredibly heavy and damaging accusation to make with no proof aside from a measly fanfiction. You cannot go to the police with just that and expect anything to be done. If that were the case, a lot of writers would be under arrest and in prison. But they arent. Ya know why? Because they themselves have not commited a crime. Writing a book on sensitive material isnt grounds for public humiliation and torture. Same with any other serious accusation (pedophile seems to be a go to). Youre cheapening them. Boy who cried wolf style.
Everything above, I have seen occur hundreds of times, across multiple fandoms. The saddest part is I see it hit hardest with the shows that ask for love, kindness, and understanding.
The arguments sound like the "video games cause violence" arguments and in case youre wondering, there is little to no correlation. Not hard to go to google scholar for research.
People seem to forget Context Matters. People try to argue that it doesnt matter the context, but it does.
An example of how I see it used.
If I say "Hitler rebuilt Germany and revitalized the economy from ruin. Though this was at the cost of millions of innocent lives. He used his power to destroy the lives of those he saw as unclean." People will take "Hitler rebuilt Germany and revitalized the economy from ruins" to try and say Im a Nazi or a Nazi sympathizer. Even when the rest of my statement condemns the actions.
Thats how I see it used.
Its manipulative. Its stupid. Its pathetic. If you have to take me or anyone out of context to prove your point, your point is already invalid.
This has destroyed people I have never heard of and people I follow. Its pushed them away. They leave. No longer making content. It makes people scared. To write. To draw. To cosplay. We have to protect against harmful people, but not at the cost of so many innocent creators....
When a real wolf shows up... no one will listen to you...
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fandom tags! this is very long btw
😗 side note: So with ships I tend to just flat out put the ship name regardless of how I tage the individual characters. Ex. #Wrightworth and #Lumity
😗 #among us this are posts about a game that i am utterly in love with.
😗 #mcyt which stands for minecraft youtube! i also will put the content creator's name UNLESS there are too many. i also have #dream smp for purely dream smp related content
😗 #ducktales darling i love this show
😗 #unus annus memento mori
😗 #bnha this is also any post involving my hero academia/ boku no hero academia content (when it comes to the individual characters i usually tag them like this: #bnha midoriya. i’ll put bnha and then their last name.)
😗 #spy kids literally only one post about it lol
😗 #otgw is basically about the show over the garden wall. 
😗 #the witcher anything about this it honestly
😗 #the owl house is everything pertaining to the show. how i tag the characters are tricky so just look through the tag i guess and figure it out bc i’m unorganized
😗 #marvel this is EVERYTHING involving marvel. comics, fancontent, movies, etc. [when it comes to individual characters i’ll put in their FULL name like this: #tony stark. (though, loki and thor are COMPLETE exceptions as their tags are #loki and #thor)] oops and i just saw but i have black widow under #black widow along with black panther being tagged as #black panther. also #spider man is a tag
😗 #dc again this is EVERYTHING involving dc. comics, fancontent, movies, etc. (i dont really tag individual characters so i’ll just put #batman or something vague. but manily i just tag it as dc and that’s it lol)
😗 #mcu now this gets into specifics as this is ONLY content pertaining to canon mcu (marvel cinematic universe). (again,  [when it comes to individual characters i’ll put in their FULL name like this: #tony stark. (though, loki and thor are COMPLETE exceptions as their tags are #loki and #thor)] 
😗 #hp is anything hp related. (for individual characters i just put their full name like #hermione granger or #harry potter)
😗 #the onceler sadly this tag DOES exist but i promise there isn’t much there. so yeah the oncler from the lorax is an actual tag on this blog. sadly.
😗 #ace attorney so these are posts that is central to the videogame series ace attorney. (so with individual characters i’ll do it like so: #aa miles edgeworth. so i’ll just put the initials of ace attorney and then the character’s full name)
😗 #musical these are ANY posts pertaining to ANYTHING musical related. (how i tag specific musicals is pretty forward: #dear evan hansen, #hadestown)
😗 #she ra literally anything she ra related. sorry i’m tired of typing this ALL out lmao
😗 #undertale don’t have much under this tag but it’s still there. basically anything about this iconic game
😗 #moana and #mulan are independent and as i look back on it i probably should’ve just tagged them all as disney but i didnt and i’m lazy. if i ever end up tagging it correctly i’ll definitely update this.
😗 #picrew not exactly a fandom but thought i’d include it
😗 #puppet history this is a series from the channel the watcher which should also be a tag i think. anyways this is just anything about puppet history
😗 #tdp is any post about the netflix show the dragon prince (which i love and adore) just like dc i probably wont tag individual characters ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
😗 #atla is avatar: the last airbender content. (individual characters are done such as: #atls zuko. i’ll put atla and then their first name.)
😗 #voltron bruh i’m not even in this fandom anymore (still love the show tho) but yea theres that. i probably also won’t tag individual characters.
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valhargreeves · 5 years
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cant believe at this era somebody still complain about how someone's cosplay doesn't fit just because they think that person didn't have the 'right body'
I mean, what tf do you mean asshole r u saying my body's wrong??? my body is a mistake??
"your height didn't match the character"
"you don't have the right skin type"
etc etc
dude like, cosplay is for everyone? cosplay is not an audition where you need to have specific body, it's a freaking cosplay, a hobby - an act to wear a clothes or hair similar like a character we wanted. and the most important part is how you learn about the character's personality, how to understand how they act(if you're going to perform at cosplay competition) and most importantly it should be fun! because we did it out of love. we love the characters, we simply want to try to be like them. but not about having 'the right body'. NO. cosplay never had that kind of rules, ever. In every competition, there'd never be rules such as, for example:
you need to be white or black, you shouldn't be an asian, or something like having to have a proper height, NO. It's all about general rules simply like: your outfit needs to be as accurate as possible, you need to act in character (not ooc), etc etc. It's literally for everyone, and something like body type, skin type, it never be a problem.
So I fucking hate it, when some people ignorantly comments on somebody's cosplay being "inaccurate" just because that person's body isn't ideal(-FOR THEM, there's no such thing as right body, ideal body. fuck all of them. fuck beauty fucking standard).
You want to do cosplay? Go for it. Do it, dont think about how your body should be blahblahblah, your body is freaking fine. your body is alright. It's fine just the way you are now. Don't stop doing things you love just because some people being a jerk. You know what's the best part? If you keep going on, you'll annoy that kind of person and watching them feeling annoyed is one of the best thing so. It's worth it.
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caskit2 · 6 years
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Gorillaz Analysis
Caskit’s not ready to throw all their cards on the table but the time has come!!! 
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Okay then, I had to think long and hard about what I wanted to talk about here with Gorillaz cause DAMN!! 
I love gorillaz, 
I love the characters 
damon is a gift that we just dont deserve 
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But how did I end up in the fandom pool? 
Well for one, I have heard of gorillaz music back in middleschool but at the time I was busy with Invader Zim and Inuyasha as well as jumping into this band wagon as well  (Full metal Alchemist) 
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so by the time I turned to look at Gorillaz was when phase 3 was JUST wrapping up and making way for phase 4. which means I jumped into a fandom that had characters that I knew NOTHING ABOUT. Do you know what that means?
It means I also had no understanding or knowledge of why people shipped “this or that” in the fandom, but I gained some intel on the characters and the growing plot of the story, but other than that, I didnt understand why I was drawn to a particular “ship” in the fandom.  
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*actual expression made, im not joking*
Once upon a time, caskit discovered 2doc and was not surprised that this was a ship. I have seen similar stuff that has a common theme that i was drawn to at the time. I was more interested in why fans ship them so I dived in head first into the boiling lava and came to a conclusion.,.....
I dont see them as able (capable?) of ever ending up in the way that most 2doc shippers would pick. The two are chaotic on levels of different tiers of “weird and gross” and I dont really have a reason as to why i was drawn to the ship, but It made me want to analyse what exactly a stable relationship is!
I basically walked around in that area of the fandom and didnt really form any “attachment” to it. I never really experienced a “healthy relationship”, lived in childhood and teen years were I went through life avoiding relationships. So I didnt have a good start, but I knew eventually that I would have to explain myself. 
I feel bad that I wouldnt be able to give a solid answer to what makes me want to sit down and analyse any scenario that has “present abuse undertones” but I know that in the past and how I grew up with what I was exposed to...That I would come to realize how unhealthy it is just for me. 
This post isnt particularly about 2doc itself, but its more about discussing how I handled MY reaction to something that I have seen over and over. In a way, I could see those abusive tones that were present.
Basically Caskit never experienced good healthy relationships and decided that it was a good idea to use gorillaz as a processing strategy....not a good idea in the end cause...OOOHHHHHHH 
It confused me more than before!!! 
I got friends that tag their stuff, and I dont really get so bothered with peoples own opinions, cause I was more worried about how I would come to understand everything. 
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When I think about how fans are dividing and putting up a wall to keep “haters outa my yard”  it usually has to deal with shipping stuff, and character hating. And I guess I was confused about everyone’s perception of the characters.
Talking about the characters, I dont have a “least favorite to most” cause I have specific connections to them in different ways. 
I can find similarities to noodle for the expectations she had in a band at age 10 and growing up (plus we are both gays that dont like to publicly talk about relationships) 
I connect with Russel cause I lost a piece of myself  after a paranormal encounter and 3 near death experiences and suffer hallucinations. His protective demeanor to little noodle clicked with me. I see him as the Heart and soul, dedicated and warm friendly guy. ( you mean a decent human being right?)
I relate to 2d in a way that I share his enthusiasm, and mad bravery to live with the same guy who ran him over and caused 2 accidents that are permanent. 
I relate to murdoc in a weird way...  His childhood hits too close to home for me, as a CSA survivor of 2 incidents, pain addict and victim of abuse, draws similarities. But there were things that he has done that match things to my past like the abusive father, and dwelling on the darker aspect of a bittersweet reality. I was expressing physical violence to “show affection” and was never called out for it. I was not just a victim, I was also the abuser and since it was something that murdoc is faced with, is why I hated him. He is (for me) the thing I hate about myself. 
When I saw more and more fans hating on murdoc I wondered if people would ever think I was the same as him. Fans didnt like the way he treated 2d  and the rest of the band, And I agreed. Fans hated him for lying and causing drama and I agreed.  
His ignorance was a comedy slapstick (dressing in a nazi uniform cause he thought it “looked cool” despite russel telling him that its not a good idea) and was seen as the “crazy hooligan that has delusional dreams of fame”  and it bothered me that jamie used this to cover up allot of obvious issues that needed to be addressed. and the way that the fandom treated him made me think about how I would be accused of being like him. 
(thank goodness I didnt cause a car accident and have to sell my soul to satan for a shot at fame with a kickass band and didnt make uncomfortable sexual jokes or ignore others that tried to help me.) 
I can separate what justifies the hate on murdoc when it comes to abuse and causing shit to go down. becuase I did those things in the past, but it didnt take me more than a decade or more to realize that what I did was wrong! I didnt take forever to change for the better. so Im frustrated at him for taking so long to turn around and go “holly fuck im a bastard! I should probably fix that” 
Yeah NyOO ShiTT HunnayYY!! 
I dont hate him for being an idiot, I hate that he symbolizes all things wrong about me that never got closure! 
him admitting to being the cause of 2d’s social anxiety and eye damage as well as the abuse is easier said than done! but the fact that he is letting everything out of the “in-denial basket” is nice for me to see, cause right now Healing and progression in closure to issues of trauma is what is important to me. 
The endgame for my perspective on 2d and murdocs relationship is this: 
I dont want to ship them
I dont even see it as a thing regardless of character development and both guys working through their own shit themselves. 
I am not the best person to explain what a toxic or abusive relationship can be. 
Why? becuase I lived through it and I was both the victim and abuser to myself  and grew up without a good relationship (and I have a fear of positive affection) so I dont enjoy going through the same pattern as before where i shipped abuse in the past as a “dumb 13 year old weeboo” 
I dont view their relationship as romantic, or platonic, or healthy. 
I just want the boys to enjoy their own character growth individually. 
I would like to eventually see a friendship with them But I’ll be more excited if instead the whole band eventually gain a healthy relationship with everyone.  
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Year 2018 marks the year I jumped in head first into gorillaz as a blind fruit bat 
(I call it the year caskit played with fire) for cosplaying ‘murdoc fuckn wrinkles’ at a convention around the time the fandom was yelling at him and jamming to 2d’s album. 
Caskit jumped into the shipping lava all for Behavioral analyzing and hopped over fences to see other fans perspectives of characters they liked and hated just to make sure Caskit could understand the illuminati that is Gorillaz. 
I made friends all over the fandom, and thanks to a few people, I gained more confidence to push my art skills and create some kickass art of Gorillaz. 
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And yeah I yap yap about murdoc ( looks over @russelhusselhobbs im sorry you put up with my bullshit) but remember peeps. 
I like hearing about the others and have gotten more into 2d’s character as well as Jumping over the fence to go hang out with russel fans and listen to fangirling from friends and just trying to be a freakn fairy godmother and deliver some good representing art. 
And for those who aren’t aware, my past artwork is probably gonna float around so if its signed as Caskit or Caskit19 then its mine and if you see my old 2doc stuff.....,
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for the trigger. 
But YEAHHHHHH!!! I wanted to throw all this on the table. and I dont know how to feel about that...(I swear my friend jokes with “need some feel good inc for Caskit” ) Kinda contemplating my choice between sticking my head into a hornets nest or jumping into a dark water trench.... the hornets nest sounds less likely to give me a seizure induced panic attack so ill go for that. ( I have a tolerance for inflicted pain so no you cant hurt me by using violence cause I dont have any consideration for myself and my safety)  
But yeah now I can get back to drawing fun stuff. (hopefuly caskit wont have to bore you guys with stupid shit ever again! xD) 
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Hi, I'm Fluffy! I just read ur Jumin post and love it T^T I ended up gasping dramatically from shock lol anyways I saw that your ask was open and was wondering if I can ask for a RFA+V and Saeran(if ur ok doing all) reacting to an MC that's like a hard core fangirl(could be anything like anime, books, musicals, etc, ect) and cosplay, does fanart, writes fanfics/hc and when she talks about her obsessions, like most the time doesn't even makes sense?? I hope that wasn't too specific! Fluffy out!
Hi fluffy! Wah, it’s an nice request, thank you for sending it in! I think I accidentally made Jumin’s part long whoops!
~Admin Jiyeon
RFA + V & Saeran with a fangirl MC
ZEN:
MC? What are those? oMG ARE THOSE YOUR STORIES LEMME READ-
‘Zen, they’re called fanfiction’ ‘Still’ 
Do not write smut around this guy i stg the beast 
SUPPORTIVE A F
Will fight anyone who hate comments “babe, chill” “Wym chill somEONE NEEDS TO APPRECIATE YOUR WORK!”
He’ll help you with your things! Like plotwist, some character names and such
babe can you put me there
will cry at romantically sad scenes of your stories and you just stare at him like ‘babe what the fuck’
Yoosung:
He probably found out by accident that you were a hardcore Luhan fan
“Hey MC, could I borrow your phone? Mine got broken and I need to call Seven.” 
And when he saw the screen, he only saw a smiling Luhan selfie
YANDERE YOOSUNG
He was a bit confused. who is this girly dude that is here
After the call, he was stuttering to MC because he was so shy to admit so“M-MC, who w-was the guy i-in your phone?”“..Oh, that’s my idol!” 
rELIEVED WHOO 
A bit jealous, so he was all pouty until she realized lol 
“Yoosung.. are you jealous?” “No.” 
“Aw, it’s okay, Luhan be my idol but you’re always my number one!”
blush blush blush~
Jaehee:
same, probably 
She would love listening to your theories about The Maze Runner, Harry Potter and some Percy Jackson . 
Since she can read some chapters and so, she’ll probably add some theories too with you
Theories about Zen’s musicals, coffee, some nice breakfast? Sign her up!
She’ll comfort you when your favorite character would die *coughNEWTcough*
“It’s okay, MC, yes, he didnt deserve it, i’m sure.” “BUT STILL! WHY DOES HE HAVE TO DIE!”
She would use some of the OST of the movies to calm you down after a bad day and it works. For her, just put in some Zen’s musicals and boom.
Overall, very supportive, sometimes would correct you in a good way, points out your mistake and adds a better one politely
Ah, loveher
Jumin:
what is fanart?
MC.. who are those men you are drawing? why are you not drawing me?
“Oh, Jumin, honey, they are my favorite characters! They are from FREE!
Free? What kind of business- “Dear it’s an anime-”
What is anime?
Although he does not understand what you mean, he still supports you!
“Jumin what are those heavy shopping bags?”
“Oh? These are art materials.” 
“Okay then.”
“…”
“..?”
“… OH! ARE THOSE FOR ME?! OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH, JUMIN!”
V mumbling in the distance: “He almost bought the whole store..”
Whenever you have art block or get frustrated and want to rip your hair out, he’s always there for you, trying to cheer you up. Keyword: Trying.He’ll give you Elizabeth 3rd to pat, give you some tips and lovely wordsHe’ll also hire some artists to help you with some things you are struggling with such a bab
He wants to take a photo of your drawing and when it was blurred, he called V over lmfao
SUPPORTIVE!
Saeyoung / 707:
WHO SAID COSPLAY?!!?!?!? YES BOI YES!
He would join your cosplays proudly. Crossdress or not
Giving makeup tips 
MAID OUTFITS! MAID OUTFITS MAID OUTFITS!
He totally acts like a girl when he crossdress and you’re impressed
Probably dragged Saeran to cosplay Rin and Len Kagamine with him and you’re Miku/Kaito 
Somehow, he’ll also win some Cosplay Contests with you guys and so
So, he always joins you and gets scolded by Vanderwood
Worth it though lmfaoo
“So.. MC…” “Lemme guess, we need to cosplay something again and you will crossdress?” “No, we cosplay as Ciel and you cosplay Elizabeth.” 
He’d look good as Ciel omg yas. 
“Yoosung you join us.” ;)) 
Overall, Supportive baby!
V/Jihyun Kim:
Let’s be real, if he found out you love Luhan, he’ll probably sit you down and say, “Darling, I figured you love this guy named Luhan and I got some photos of him when I went to China.” 
And whEN YOU SQUEALED AND LOOKED AT THE PHOTOS HAPPILY, YOU BET YOUR ASS HE TOOK OUT HIS CAMERA AND PICTURED A SQUEALING YOU. 
“Ahh! He’s so adorable! Oh my god, Jihyun I love you so much thank you!” when you pounced on him and peppered his face in kisses, he was so happy omg yes, mc, please make this baby happy he deserves it
“MC, Jumin has a photoshoot in China for a week soon and I’m the photographer, would you like to go?” 
“YES!
He’d buy you some tickets to his concert. 
“wait.. honey.. but-”
“Yes?”
“..Some of his songs..are.. uhm.. just.. not decent.”
“Its okay! I can handle it!”
And when Lu came, boy was scarred for his life.
“I’m sorry, Jihyun..” 
He just grinned and kissed the top of your head. “It’s okay.”
But when you’d feel bad because it seems like you’re overshadowing him, you’ll sing a Luhan song on his birthday (DO NOT SING LU I STG GET AWAY FROM THIS MAN IF YOU WANNA SING LU HE”S INNOCENT DONT DRAG HIM WITH IT)
Saeran: 
The fuck is this
THe fuck is that
Edgelord is not impressed lmfao 
He’d still try to be supportive of your crazy anime things 
But when he saw Kuroshitsuji, he totally joined you
Merch? 
HELL YES LET”S BUY IT
He just loves the thought of Kuroshitsuji, 
Loves the plots and murder scene
now edgelord is very very impressed 
APPROVES
Ice cream, Kuroshitsuji and cuddles? He’ll love them very much! 
He just loves those dark animes he really doesnt like anything else lmfao
ALSO AOT
HE LOVES IT
pLEASE BUY HIM MERcH IT MAKES HIM HAPPY AND LOVED PLEASE DO IT 
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ightham · 7 years
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all the odd numbers
under the cut again!
1. Any scars?
yes. i have burn scars all over my right hand (very faint but they are there), one on the right side of my hip from my cat, one on my right leg near my knee from idk? it was a small hole in my leg. dunno how it got there. and another one on my right thigh. again idk how that got there. kinda weird that i only have scars on the right side of my body 
3. Crush?
i have one but im not saying who it is
5. Coke or Pepsi?
pepsi but im fine with drinking coke they taste similar
7. Best Friends?
barry taako frisk and kylie! my cousin. who you should follow because shes really great 
9. What’s your dream job?
i have a lot! i understand theyre unreasonable because of my stupidity but its nice to dream ya kno. they are: author, psychologist, someone who works with wild birds, someone who works with big cats, dog trainer, or working in a bakery! i love baking gkjfk
11. Last time you cried?
a few days ago because of the scene in taz where hurley and sloane turn into a tree
13. Height?
5′1
15. Eye color?
VERY dark brown. like, nearly black. 
17. What do you love?
a lot of things. i love my boyfriends, my friends, drawing, my characters, cosplaying, overwatch, taz, voltron, d&d, dogs, my cat (charlie), my comfort characters, my plushies, birds, bunnies, horses! um! probably a ton more but thats all i can think of
19. If you had one wish, what would it be?
use any type of magic that i want, any amount of times i want, at any time i want, and with 0 bad consequences. you have to be specific with these things, you know. what if a genie decides to grant my wish? i need to be very specific, dont i?
21. Kiss or hug?
i prefer hugs. i get that ive literally never kissed anyone but i genuinely dont see the appeal in kissing. just doesnt seem that great
23. Favorite song?
dont have 1 in particular, but like i linked in the last ask, heres my music playlist if you want to know what stuff i listen to. it updates very often
25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you?
any of my traumas. you can ask about them! but i wont talk about them right now for the sake of keeping this as short as possible.
27. Something you would change about yourself?
idk i think id probably make myself more attractive and mentally capable of doing more things (i.e., do school, get a job, etc.)
29. Worst mistake?
i dont think ive done any mistakes because i like my life how it is right now and everything ive done has resulted in what is happening right now, right here. and i dont want to change anything ive done in the past.
31. Ever had a heartbreak?
ya
33. Best day of your life?
so far it was when i went to stl pride. 
35. Do you wish you could ever start over?
sometimes. 
37. Ever had a near death experience?
when i was still in my moms womb she got in a car crash in which a very large hook on the end of a tow truck went through the windshield and almost killed both of my parents and me.
39. Ever lost a loved one?
ya!
41. Someone you hate/Dislike?
cam, gabby, and my brother. 
43. Relationship status?
in a polya relationship ! its sorta an open relationship? my bfs can date whoever they want alongside me i do not mind! i get jealous easily but i keep that to myself and dont let it bother me because its not important and i know they love me so its irrational anyways. 
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androidincubus · 7 years
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ALL THE SW ONES
-screeches- Here we go1. do you find force users or non-force users more interesting?I usually don’t think I pick the characters I like based on their abilities but more on their personal character. However I do find the force in itself more interesting to have. I think so I would say force users. Though there are tons of non force users who are great too.2. which character do you want to be most like?: Now I know what you might be thinking but honestly.... probably ... Leia Organa.  Leia is so strong yet vulnerable. Stalwart and full of conviction. She pushes on though she loses so much. There is so much for her to carry but it never makes her turn to darkness she still sees the light worth fighting for . to make the world a place world fighting for. A place full of people worth supporting. I want to see that much good in the world in other people. To continue to fight on though there is so much lost. To be a admirable person in a less then admirable world but to fight to make it a better one.   I dont feel that I am that person. But that’d be nice.3. which character are you actually most like?  Now this one is harder to be objective about and someone could argue with me about but I will speak to you from my honest personal opinion. I feel I am most like Anakin Skywalker.  I am speaking of his character as a whole but mostly in the prequel sense. I am hardly ‘fallen’ to the point of Vader. However I will say like Anakin I am good intentioned and driven to betterment and achiement to help others. I am empathetic but also not always the best at understanding social ques. I feel Anakin struggles with this. I also feel Anakin has been loaded with expectation his whole life to a transcendental goal. I relate to this point to an extreme. My family being transcendental Buddhists. There is much pressure to be the absolute and not to be consumed or clouded by the mind. To be ascetic This is something that weights heavy on me . I relate heavily with Anakin. Anakin has fearful dreams of loss. I too have had fearful dreams of loss my whole life and continue to do so. I seek a stable path and yet to have found it. Like Anakin I desire acceptance guidance and approval and validation. I want to know what if what I am doing is right. I also can on my good or even manic days be headstrong or quick to action and not one for for though. When it comes to relationships I am either mistrustful or very attached and sometimes especially early in life It was very hard to separate from those I had feelings for.   A lot of these traits I see In Anakin. So I see myself most as Anakin 4. what headcanon will you defend to the death?:  I don’t know if I have one specific headcanon I wont let go but since I have bipolar myself the ideas of Anakin also ‘suffering’ makes me feel a little bit happier5. what planet would you most like to visit? :For it’s looks, Naboo6. what planet would you most like to live on?: I don’t know... Still probably Naboo... or Zeltros and just party all the time. I kid though7. who do you hope you never meet?: Palpatine. too manipulative8. what is one thing you would change about any movie, show, book, etc?: I will put back in all the cut Padme scenes!! I would I would have her go back to being part of starting the rebellion.  Also better treatment of Shmi9. have you ever made fanart or fanfic? do you make edits or any other fan content?:Not really. I used to make fanvids. I cosplay but thats not really much...I roleplay?10. do you think the jedi were right or wrong?: Hoooboy.  I think their are clouded by absolute thinking themselves. I think they themselves are complacent in a system where they think they have they answers. Where emotions have no use. They are more quick to shut conversations down then to help their fellow jedi. Many issues come up from this holier then thou attitude. 11. who is the most underrated character?..many but I will go with Shmi personally.12. do you care who rey’s parents are?.. I do..but honestly I don’t feel it is intrinsically something that defines her oddly enough. she is more then her parentage. also i don’t follow theories at all. 13. if you could resurrect one dead character, or prevent them from dying, who would it be?. I would want many characters to live. but probably Padme. I have all the Padme feelings.14. what is your favorite alien species? hmm I am terrible.I like torgruta. YAY AHSOKA15. who would you like to bang? It’s a tie ...sorry. Obi-Wan and Padme 16. which movie/episode have you watched the most? Episode III/ROTS17. what is your favorite line?18. what is your favorite star wars book or comic? Anakin and Obi-Wan comics are good19. what’s your opinion on legends/expanded universe? I dont know it well ... sorry >>20. what do you hope will happen in future movies? I hope a lot of things but more then anything I hope Hayden/Anakin gets a cameo and I hope he is treated well as a actor and as a character. I also hope Leia is treated well as a character as well as Carrie’s Legacy. I hope things with Kylo Ren don’t get too...’IM A BAD ASS DUDEBRO’ more then they already are. which is saying something because all the dude bros are tug of way on that front they love him or hate him21. if you could switch any character’s gender, who would it be and why?: Honestly. I probably wouldn't I tend to not genderbend. i tend to think the gender of the character shapes the experience of the story and to change the gender changes the characters personality but thinking on it. I could go for a female Han Solo.  to go with a ‘unaltered’ Leia  But really I usually dont change characters genders for the above reason  But A female Han might actually improve the smuggler character hahah..to me anyway22. favorite droid?: R2D2....im partial. but BB8 its adorable23. what’s your favorite star wars musical piece or theme?Across the Stars. it always has been my favorite. also battle of the heroes..24. how do you pronounce twi’lek? TWEE LEK25. which character do you have a love/hate relationship with?Heh...Probabaly Han Solo... The fanboys. have um... given me a distaste over the years.  But also as a Leia cosplayer you learn to love/hate.....but I am a Kylo cosplayer to...what all of this says about me ?  It must be all very complicated up there
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