you shouldn’t have to worry about thinking that about yourself. i might just be a stranger on the internet and honestly i might be projecting a little bit but i need you to understand that your self worth shouldn’t be determined by what a man thinks. especially when i can probably guarantee that you’re 100000000000000 times more attractive than he is. to be honest with you no i don’t have unwavering confidence and sometimes i really wish i did but i feel the same way you do and in feeling that way i really really want to do my best to make sure that no one else feels like that. i know it’s hard not to think about things like that and honestly i might not be the best at giving advice either because i’m usually the person needing it. but trust me that one day you’re going to meet someone who will sweep you off your feet and make sure that you never doubt how they feel about you. and if someone can not give you the reassurance you need and won’t listen when you try to explain how you’re feeling LEAVE. please. i went 19 years of my life without a boyfriend and honestly i wish i never had one at all because the trauma he left me with isn’t worth it. take your time okay? there’s no need to rush at all. i know sometimes you probably feel like everyone around you seems to be moving at a faster pace in their life than you and that’s fine, let them. focus on school and the things that make you happy. surround yourself with people who make you happy and love will find you along the way. and do not let ANYONE pressure you into a relationship when you’re not sure how you feel okay? that’s what happened to me and it’s the biggest regret that i have. left me with so many emotional scars. i just need you to know that there are people who care about you and love you for who you are. people who think that you are beautiful and amazing the way you are. i personally love the way that you write and if i had more confidence i wouldn’t be sending this anonymously, but just like you i have doubts about who i am. i wonder frequently if i’m worthy of being loved and cared for and so i just need you to know that YOU are. be happy okay? i know it’s a hard request but be happy please. just focus on what makes you happy because that’s what you deserve in your life. i wish nothing but the best for you and maybe one day i won’t be messaging this stuff anonymously but as i said i will be here to remind you of how loved you are until then. we might just be strangers on the internet but the world isn’t always an awful place and i love (mostly) the communities in kpop. as i said before keep your head up you’re beautiful. beauty is more than just looks and even then i’m sure you look incredible (i haven’t met a kpop fan that wasn’t beautiful). you know i bet if i was in the same country as you and i saw you at tds3 i’d be like damn they really be looking at fans prettier than me. once again i love you i hope you’re having the best day ever and if you ever need me just ask (use the emoji, i’m lurking daily for story updates 👀) i love you i love you i love you you’re beautiful mwah 🧸
this. deserved a lengthy and thorough response, i apologize if i go all over the place lol
honestly speaking im not the beauty standard where i live so that definitely 1000% didn’t really help and like the lack of crush i’ve had throughout the years made me never think abt if i was pretty or not, like it registered as a fact in my brain that i am not attractive so i never paid mind to it but finding someone i find attractive and having to ig asses myself made me want to kms‼️‼️😁😁
but ig now that we’re here a couple of days later i def think 1000% that it wasn’t that serious and i was just being silly (this is me regretting posting my thoughts on the internet)
nevertheless, thank you for your kind words yet again, i also hope i won’t end up bitchless lol 🙏🙏 (humour‼️‼️‼️)
i hope you’ll feel better about what happened with your ex and im sorry the pressure extended to this point. i sincerely hope you’re doing progressively better as the days go by and that the scars will fully heal (that’s done with time btw so do not fret 🤓)
also! i completely understand being anonymous i mean i am too… so do not worry i fully understand you also don’t know abt the whole finding me pretty but that would be bringing up stuff we’ve alrdy discussed so MOVING ON!
i hope that we can both grow confidence with time enough for it to be unwavering, i sincerely hope only great things for you and wish the best, i also wish i could give back the kindness you’ve shown me and hope that only good things come your way as that’s what you deserve!! thank you for reassuring me despite the response you’ve been gettingggg lov u right backkkkkkkkkm‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️hope you have a great dayyy and you’re also BEAUTIFUL inside and OUT‼️
ok I’m convinced now that if you have never ever backed up your words with actual real life political activism you need to genuinely shut the fuck up about politics and voting. “stop saying you won’t vote for genocide joe clearly guys just want to tear the voting system down without doing any actual work” maybe that’s your reality but stop projecting your weird ass liberal politics on everyone else cause you just sound like a fed trying to get ppl to confess exactly what they’ve done irl
This is such a harmful sentiment to push considering that you don’t necessarily have to be “attractive,” (beauty is subjective, yada yada) in order for men to want to harm you in the slightest… like man, what…
obsessed w this iwata asks where aonuma briefly describes his bouts of insanity and rage and prophetic nightmares near the end of majora’s mask development
Franziska’s insistence on perfection is an attempt to live up to her father’s legacy despite that legacy being built on lies and ruining countless lives including that of the person Franziska loves most. Accepting that she is not and cannot be perfect is a major step in her development into not only a better person but a happier one. And despite all of this, every time she declares her own perfection my immediate impulse is to agree with her
[Video ID: scene from the ace attorney anime. There is a brief pan of a road that is between snowy mountains, showing a police car driving on it. Subtitles are in italic and say “Objection! Objection!”. It then cuts to the inside of the car, where Phoenix Wright and Dick Gumshoe are sitting next to each other at the back of the car. Gumshoe fumbles for his phone to see what the ringtone was about, which stops when he finds his phone and checks the message. The subtitles also disappear. End ID]
Hellooo silly tumblr people on my browser!!! I’ve decided to kind of avoid posting about murder drones stuff, and talk about it less frequently as it doesn’t interest me as much as it did, or at least until I’m able to get some new insight on episodes or teasers (which I may come back for). I’m really figuring out what I like and figuring out what I actually love drawing besides robots!! (Though I do LOVE robots they are wonderful creatures to me, just not drawing them 24/7) Who knows, maybe I’ll start talking about murder drones out of the blue, but I think it’s good to take a break from something every once in a while! I like finding out what I enjoy most :-)
So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie I’ve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. It’s a play. I was worried I wouldn’t find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:
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He’s just… ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands he’s just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldn’t process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, we’ll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we won’t have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.
Also, spool, spooooooooooollll…….
spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]
Hi hi! Omg I just saw the post where you mentioned vicky teaching bluebelle the jellicle ball choreo and I am not normal abt it. Bellebelle got pranked 😔
TRULY‼️‼️‼️ YOU GET IT‼️‼️‼️
no but I had the idea appear in my head and it’s so sodding funny n cute I’m glad it infected you too :D
Because I can just imagine all the pre-jellicle dance nonsense happening (with all the misto and bomba and Alonzo ballet) and Bluebelle’s just like okay okay okay. This is chill. This is dignified. I am calm.
And then the amp music builds and she’s just like “WHAT THE FUCK” and scurries away, (like to the back where Deuteronomy is lolll)
And THEN when it finally starts and the music is playing and all the tension is released and it’s just FUN now, Bluebelle squints and is like. Hey wait a minute 🤨. I know what’s going on.
*flashback to like three months ago*
Bluebelle: Wow Victoria this new choreography you’ve been teaching me is so cool :) who’d you learn it from?
Victoria, who learned the choreo exactly one(1) hour ago: haha. Just. Somewhere.
Hey!! I just wanted to say thanks for all your hard work <3<3
I had been a little down when it came to creating more content or being involved in Zukka side of the fandom but seeing your update reminded me to just have fun. And okay this is going to sound bad but I swear I mean this as a compliment; I thought I was wasting my time working for months and years on the stuff I made, but then I realized your fic series brings me so much joy and I'd never, ever judge you for the amount of effort you put into your writing. Seeing it's actually inspiring, to see that someone holds that much passion and creativity and you are sharing it all for FREE. That a person could take all this time to intricately weave together a story, create memorable OCs, breathe new life and make the ATLA world so much bigger than it ever was in canon.
So thanks for accidentally giving me a kick in the butt to stop being judgy about my own work and making me realize you and every fan creator is AWESOME.
I hope you have a wonderful day, your writing is a blessing.
awwww I wanted to say thank you for sending me this ask! I know it’s not easy to put yourself out there, even on anon, so I think it’s cool you felt confident enough to come here and tell me about how you’re feeling.
I don;t think what you’re saying is bad at all haha, because honestly, I feel the same way. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wondered why the fuck am I still doing this? What’s the point? Do people even still care? What if it’s not good enough? What if people discover I have no fucking idea what I’m doing? Why am i spending so much of my time and effort doing this?? I mean… the self doubt is super real, and shiiiiiit let me discover one person that feeds into my self doubt and I’m full on spiraling haha. (Be nice to creators damn it! we are doing our damn best lol)
I’m really glad you think my fic is awesome, and if it weren’t people like you reminding me, I probably would have given up a long time ago haha. I do give my fic a lot of effort, and I hope you continue to give your creations the same amount of love and effort! I’m sure you’re amazing, and seriously don’t give up! I care about your creations and if I don’t get to stop neither do you! WOHOOO!!
Thanks for the ask anon sorry it took me so long to answer
EVIEEEE BABIE !! HI SWEETIE !! ♥︎ peekin' into yer inboxie .. i wanna say a big big thank u for readin' my silly lil fic & leaving such kind taggies :c they make me so so happy u don't know !! not to mention the argenti screenshots you shared ᐡ( ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ × ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀ )ᐡ the first one happened to be the scene where i fell head over heels for him & gosh seeing that had my heart swelling with so much warmth like wow :( you took those :(( for me :(((( i love u so much :(((((( but other than that, seeing your hsr posting makes me just as happy !! your reactions r just too cute and seeing you find out things always puts a smile on my face ! ♡ hehe take care my dear evie iluuuu !!!
HIHII XIIIIIIXXIIIIIII aaahhhh your argenti fic was so sweet!!! i loved it so much. HEHE omg as soon as i saw him, i sat up and i was like THAT’S HIM. THAT’S HIM!! i was gonna show u right away > < EEEE UR SO SWEET hsjsjsjsj omg and the game itself. it’s great. i love it sm!! a part of me is a little sad i’m done with penacony ): it was such a great arc aaaa i wish i could play it again