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Guys what do I do when my husband triggers a PTSD flashback and doesn't understand why I'm bothered by what he said (after I explained) even tho he's always been understanding in the past? Cause I'm. Not really doing. Well.

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reblog to teleport your mutuals to a massive party when jkr dies

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Okay so like. I'm gonna read Choices by MesserMoon. I'm literally gonna start it after I post this. BUT. Is it a happy ending? Do they all end happy? That's all I wanna know. Pls.

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Nine people id like to know better!!

Tagged by @drop-cherries <333

Favourite colour: deep dark purple definitely

Currently reading: Pathological People Pleaser by rweoutofthewoods and Harry Potter

Last song: currently Marriage Material by Melina KB

Last movie: I think it was the Minecraft movie?? Like right after it came out?? Maybe??

Last series: helluva boss

Sweet/savoury/spicy: sweet

Craving: none??? Idk??

Tea/coffee: coffee 100%. I've had 3 already this morning :P

Last thing I googled: Helluva Boss characters

Looking forward to: dramatized audiobook coming out in August (Throne of Glass)

Current obsession: Harry Potter fanfiction and wizard101

@hexa-ro @w1zard0foz @bluesuperwho @nonbinary-potatoes @devil-does-not-care

@noblehouseofgay @swagrunawaywinner @crownedinmiserlyglory @iamintoomanyfandomsistg

No pressure tags :))

nine people i'd like to know better

tagged by @thiamstuff <3

favorite color: I think it's called indigo in english (we call it indaco so I think it's the same thing) I'll just put a picture here. Help me with this.

current reading: nothing because I have to write and every time I open Ao3 I fall down the rabbit hole 🥲

last song: Going, going, gone by Michael Sanzone

last movie: I can't really remember but I think it was legally blonde (fun fact, in italian it is literally called "la rivincita delle bionde" which translate into "Revenge of the Blondes")

last series: Heartbreak high (Cash Piggot you're my little treasure)

sweet/savory/spicy: sweet/savory but I don't hate a little spicy (I just don't like it when is too much)

Craving: chocolate. Kinder chocolate to be precise.

Tea/coffee: Coffe, my love (please tell me you've heard the song espresso macchiato)

last thing i googled: horse respiratory failure treatment (pls don't ask)

looking forward to: pass my chemistry exam (I'm exausted)

current obsession: Jerejean I think (and aftg in general obviously)

No pressure tag: @abibliphobiac @so-long-soldier28 @immeya @missing-thiam @akirasstories @thiamsalpha @ashyjingles @teenwolf-in-2025 @theoraeeken

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Guys guys guys guys my friend (one of my best friends) posted a drawing they did of a purple lady dragon w green hair and books and itsmeitsmeitsmeitsmeitsmeitsmeitsmeitsme I can't FUNCTION

(like they were fully like yeah it's you I'm gonna cry)

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I just want to exist without the expectations of existence

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My partners friend went missing if you all could signal boost this!

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“Those poor boys”

“She deserves to be punished too.”

“I’m not saying I support rape, but-”

“Sorry to say - she deserved it.”

“She put herself in harm’s way”

“But if she was fingered, then that’s not rape.”

“She ruined their lives.”

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Moonwater being best friends is so funny because yeah Regulus will look at you like you ruined his day and Remus will destroy you with a calm, five-paragraph essay and yet they’re both just awkward little loser nerds who probably rehearse conversations in their heads before speaking.

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Dorcas Meadowes who accidentally called Sirius “Regulus” once at an Order meeting

Barty Crouch Jr. who accidentally called Sirius “Regulus” once in Azkaban

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When you can’t steal it so you make your own <3

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“Why should rich people pay more” because fuck ‘em

“So you are okay for paying more when you have money” I am not excluded from ‘fuck ‘em’ when relevant

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when she says she doesn’t send nudes

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it sucks bc i started writing and posting an 8th yr fic months and months ago during a manic episode and then lost all motivation to continue it and now i wanna write again but i dont even wanna read 8th yr fics rn, let alone write them.

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i agree with you wholeheartedly. however, i just finished a fic that had me crying for so very many reasons and now i need to cry about this too

nothing fucks me up more than imagining the four black cousins’ reactions to finding out regulus had died. he was the youngest one and the first to go (at only eighteen).

bellatrix cared about family image and was devoted to the death eater cause. she was probably very proud of regulus joining up and i think her immediate reaction to his death would be anger. she would be apparently disappointed and embarrassed but deep down a lot of that rage would come from the unfairness of losing regulus so young. she would not embrace it, though, and it would probably manifest in form of a few mental breakdowns.

andromeda hadn’t been a part of the family for years but that meant she never saw regulus become a death eater. of course she wouldn’t support that decision but the image of him in her mind would be her little cousin. she didn’t see him past a certain age and to find out that that kid she remembered made all the wrong choices and got himself dead as a result would probably fuck her up. it wouldn’t destroy her life or whatever but i imagine she cried all night when she heard.

under the cut for narcissa and sirius !!!! all the “sirius hated regulus” crowd can leave right now <3

now narcissa, this one would be bad. regulus was still in her life and they probably saw each other a lot. to me these two were very close and shared experiences so narcissa found it easy to talk to regulus and vice versa. could they talk to anyone else about andromeda and sirius? nope. no one else understood. it wasn’t just that, though, of course. i imagine that narcissa advised regulus against getting the dark mark at age 16. she probably had a bad feeling about it and told him to wait but when does regulus ever listen?

narcissa would be crushed when she heard the news. the worst part? she couldn’t talk about it the way she wanted to because regulus was the only one who got it and he was gone. also with lucius gone on DE business she could’ve just spent days and nights alone crying about it and i don’t think she ever properly dealt with it. life just went on and she had her own son (who she wanted regulus to meet and cried about that too) and she had to focus on her own family now.

regulus was sirius’ brother. sirius probably couldn’t believe what he heard at first. sure they had been estranged for three years but hadn’t they had fifteen years before that? it’s not easy to erase that. i feel like when sirius heard it, there was this ringing in his ear -> Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus is dead Regulus—

anyways. before this happened, there was also a possibility that sirius could have reconnected with regulus. it’s like… somewhere down the road, if regulus came to his senses, maybe things could be different but now that he was dead, there was nothing left to do. death is final. and sirius cared. he said:

From what I found out after he died

not “from what i heard” !!!! this, to me, is an important detail. it implies that sirius looked for answers and he didn’t just hear that regulus died & moved on. another thing is that this was war time and he probably didn’t have the luxury to go around and investigate an insignificant death eater’s passing but he did. he tried. he cared. and the way sirius talked about regulus screamed to me this bitter sense of regret (not regret of his own decisions but regret of regulus’).

“stupid idiot” translated to me as -> “oh this stupid idiot joined the wrong side of the war, this stupid idiot blindly believed everything our parents said, and died as a result. he couldn’t handle the service and got killed. he could have lived a good and long life if he didn’t join the death eaters.”

to conclude, i think sirius was initially in straight up denial about it and tried to find out what happened. he never got any closure, of course, because no one really knew what had happened to regulus. i think even further sirius’ way of coping was to mask his grief with a layer of bashing (??) regulus (i can’t think of a better word. what i mean is that he just kept thinking about regulus bringing this on himself and how it could have been avoided if regulus hadn’t been a puppet to his parents). so yeah, regret. loads of it.