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“if you’re sensitive to sounds when sleeping, just use earplugs!” i cannot stress enough that the sensory feeling of having my ears fully blocked AND now being able to hear my own heartbeat and breathing and every other sound that’s happening inside my own body is a million times worse than whatever ambient noise may be keeping me awake

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IT FUCKIN YURI DAAAAAAAAAAAY

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Another blog enters the fray

You're lovely neighborhood freak here ♡

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~ Welcome to my blog. I'm a fictive of Lucifer Morningstar from Hazbin Hotel. Lovely to meet you, I hope

~ Bodily 22 y/o, intersex, mixed origin did sys (@the-alice-killer)

~ I go by just he/him pronouns. I'm poly, pan, allosexual aromantic. Taken by @sixfeetalive

~ I'm an eagle therian

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~ Sourcemates and the likes are encouraged to come say hi

~ I'm proship, this account is for the freaks by the freaks

~ Supportive of all system origins

~ Resident duck enthusiast (don't let me near the arcade, that's where all those ducks came from)

~ @savemefrommyangels drew my pfp, thanks weirdo ♡

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~ Anti endos dni, thanks, you're too hateful for your own good sometimes

~ Antishippers as well, go find a hobby and leave me alone

~ Radqueers + TransIDs please stay away

~ I'm very firm on curating your own experience online so if you interact and then find yourself blocked, that's because I took matters into my own hands like a responsable adult

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~ I tag my talking with #lucifer (🐥)

~ Reblogs will be #🐥 luce reblogs stuff

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We had a picnic today at an amusement park for work and I (Fizz) managed to:

- crash 3 dates going on in front (adam, lucifer, lute | angel dust, alastor | kal, myla)

- get invited into 2 of those dates (both hazbin groups lol)

- the other date group started dragging me onto rides they liked

- had a panic attack on a swing ride

And then Lucifer acquired 13 rubber ducks from the arcade as well

And I played a dart game and got a bullseye somehow and got a stuffed cow named Gatsby

Had fun. Ready for a nap. Also kinda dehydrated so yay /s

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I wouldn't need pronouns if bitches weren't talking about me behind my back

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Just caretaker things of being so done with the lack of effort the rest of the galaxy puts into things that you're ready to start leaving passive aggressive sticky notes on stuff to try and remind everyone to actually take care of the body and our room better

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"Oh, you only post positively about your disorder, you must be faking. Clearly you aren't suffering if you don't post about it."

You want me to talk about the fact it's been like 3 months since someone cleaned our bathroom? I haven't even finished cleaning it yet because it's such a long task now. Or that none of our clothes have been put away in months either and just sit in a pile on our bed?

Or how about the fact we keep gauze and medical tape on our bathroom sink in case someone decides to cut so they can at least take care of the wound afterward?

Why would we want to talk about that? This is probably the only time I'll ever mention the negatives because I'm online to try and escape thinking about it for a bit

It always infuriates me when someone assumes because you don't appear to be suffering online that you can't be

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Its pride month

You know what that means >:)

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star light, star bright

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I fucking swear every time I go and touch a program on the work computer it fucks it up. I broke 2 programs the 2 days I was doing shit. Why me?

And i get made fun of by my headmates for being absolutely terrible at typing

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Been trying to make some art for the polycule I'm in and fuck is it taking forever and whoever went and lined the thing missed so many outfit details so I gotta keep stopping my coloring and go fix it constantly

Might finish it by the end of pride month at this rate

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Love the fact that half the time I'm in front I'm either doing our job or I'm writing a fanfic about my source

Though I have been forcing everyone to do some chores recently because that is my main job after all

Like damn does no one but the caretakers care about the body half the time

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I still find it funny that of all the roles I could've ended up being I'm a caretaker. Like, just look at my source. He is not doing that shit like I do

I mean to be fair my splitting was influenced quite a bit but that also doesn't explain why headmates decided to influence a new stress split into me with the intent of the split taking on a caretaker role. I think that's the bigger question honestly. Feel like there were plenty of better options than a fictive of adam

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Day 3 | Wings "I flew down with flames of my passion engulfing me now to the stage I'll reach someday!"

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polyfrag + chronic fatigue culture is having a note in your notes app to write down any members that form while you&’re too tired to add them to simply plural. We have 30+ in there right now.

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