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“Her eyes are classic novels and poetry.”

— Isaac Marion

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He came into my life and changed the whole perspective of how I viewed the world we live upon .

If wishes were stars he would have filled everyone .

He don’t understand how much he moved the moon and skies for me and made every day a brighter one .

Miles apart but he touched my soul in a unique way ,

Like magic he lifted the dark and awoke a sense in me ,

a feeling I craved ,

awoken with a sense ,

which somehow like magic he found and held onto , until it lit deep ,

and brought me back to my feet .

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Lil' poem today to remind us to have the courage to keep living with an open heart ❤️

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“Some people would rather live in a hell they’ve got used to than in a paradise they’ve never experienced before.”

— Urania Sarri

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You fucked up my mind , was never on my side . Just the devil in a hidden disguise . Thought I was blessed , but I learnt the rest, when I was asking to be placed to eternal rest. Pray saved me , he made me see , you was just a disgusting beast . My heart was pure , he told me so, was not my ending upon this world . A lesson well taught , he promised me that by showing me the other side of the world . Forever thankful, never again, I promised my self & him . So upon his promise to show me the truth , they is Only one man I will ever kneel for again . A love I can’t deny , The calm he brings upon me . He forever is the only one who holds the key to bring me to my knees. To thank him and make him pleased .

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Locked away for years

A prisoner to my own mind

Was never allowed outside

To feel the breeze or the Sun-rays

Now I’m free , I’m stuck

Like a cat, sat on its favourite mat,

Licking its wounds , still looking through the same stained window pane ,

You don’t get me , don’t think you ever will,

Years of solitude , really took its toll on my mood . My mind don’t know anything different , a connection I can’t rebuild . I don’t know how to operate without this blind in front of my view. It feels to good to be true . So here I sit , no change in my habits . Hoping one day. Someone will come and remove the bricks. You can’t see them , believe me , they are surrounded all around me . Brick by brick I try to escape , to the freedom god granted me. My mind tells me to stay , how I am , as they is nothing interesting outside , I’m safe in my own mind . Content where no harm could ever come to my side .

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Life has me tripping

Even more so when I’m slipping

Fear is greedy

But my fight is even weirder

I won’t let you stop me

Coz you ain’t my air

That I need to keep me breathing

Late at night he creeps

Whispers inside me real deep

Where no one else dares coz it’s the scariest place

Inside my head

It’ll make you think twice

When you question my other side

Gods grace , keeps him locked away

As he don’t belong in plain sight

I ain’t scared of what’s inside

Coz I’ve got him tamed,

Don’t get it twisted

He screams every night For one more aarelease ,

he promises me I’ll then be at peace

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Listen to the roar

Listen to the core

I won’t kneel again

Nor will my brain repeat again.

When life is passing

Remember to keep smiling .

I look at people every day

Walking past glaring

Eyes all blurring

From a telephone .

Cant be arsed to say hello

To a real huma soul.

not a leg ache

It’s a hand ache

A demolition to the human brain

We ain’t wired for the crown

Or silver tin foil .

We are made from earth

A thousand fucked up cells .

Your ground

When electric is running around

Straight to your brain

Don’t you realise.

You look like a clown

With a upside down

Smile

Not knowing

When your next swipe

Will be more mesmerising

To them demonised eyes

Blacked out from

That devil In a disguise.

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Fucked up words ,

Pulling at the trigger ,

Itching on my brain with this crazy fucker .

My plans in Mars

But yet your only reaching for the stars.

Do make me laugh ,

You look like a giraffe ,

Reaching for the highest branch

Without no arms .

Ground zero.

I hear you call.

The monkeys laugh

With a twisted squeal.

A monkey you know

That’s how low

Your brain has blown

What happened up there ,

Did the air

Lose all control

And now your left floating

Just full of holes,

Please show me your goals

I’m a bit confused

how your still so low

Not knowing which way to go

When I watched you climb

That big fuck off

Hill

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A broken home

Is where he came from,

A mother who never

Showed him love,

Was her call,

A evil man

With a evil plan,

All because of the woman

Who claimed him

To this earth,

But not for love

For her own satisfaction

And now she leaves

A path of destruction ,

With no respect for a woman

Because of her own

Demented needs

Not his ,

Taught no feelings

Told not to cry

Always have to the big Man in life .

Are you glad what you did ?

To that boy who has now turned

To a man .

Left for another woman,

to try , to turn the tide.

HE deserves ,

To know,

the

power of ,

Love !

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Blurred between love and hate

How do I decide my fate ,

When my heart tells me to wait

But my mind tells me to do a double take ,

Life isn’t ment to be a surf

But why was we brought to earth

With this thing called worth,

Emotions are tough

When other people are rough,

Just another torch

To light up the path

For another soul to walk

While we wait in the back fall ,

Why did the cells give me a heart

To just keep being scarred ,

It don’t know when to stop

And that will be my flop,

On this place we call earth

Burnt from inside , out

For something we call love.

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I was lost

In a plot

Of my own fucked up emotions

No one to help me

No one ever understood

I was called a crazy bitch

Forced in a ditch

To dig myself out of

While the soil crumbled under each finger tip

Still they called me a crazy bitch

Coz I was fighting this shit

All just watched and laughed

Like a bunch of crazed clowns

To my head shut them out

I cried and screamed

Believe me I fucking did

My eyes have never cried

As the tears ain’t my sin

It’s just the opening

Of this tin I’m trapped in

The cuts were a release

Each time I dug my nails deep in

Was a understanding of the place I was laying

Each fall

I pulled harder

No matter how much they call me a crazy bitch

I am getting out of this ditch

They forced me in .

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A woman I see ,

More powerful then me ,

Because she holds the key

To the happiness in me ,

She can blow me a Gale,

Or create me a storm ,

She is my dearest ,

Who protects me in the wildest storm,

When I’m mad, she makes the world frown,

Oh believe me she can tip up even your crown ,

When I’m happy she sends me a sky full of clowns,

In the prettiest colours,

Who sing me a beautiful song

To make me feel proud,

When I’m cold ,

She holds me ever so close

warms me up with her gentle rays ,

When I’m hot , she don’t stop,

When I’m mad,

She blows the angles my way,

To whisper

It’ll be better another day.

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When he keeps me awake , he gets me to think and question every aspect of myself real deep . He talks quietly , sometimes so the devil can reach , and is only myself left to choose which seat I shall rest upon my feet. Do I take a bow and kneel , or do I sit and cackle at the fucked up battle. Only I can hear , it is within me, which path will take me to my chosen reality . Destiny is not written for me , as the battle I play needs to heal more deeply . Upon my understanding reality will become my destiny if I pray and answer the right one correctly .

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Why is my head so numb I feel fucking dumb shooting for the stars I see but I can’t reach them . Why can’t you see what I see a fucked up world , it’s never one two it’s always three never a pair just three all stood bare for the world to see trapped in a dirty triangle lowest of the chain nude being laughed at by the crude but to blind to see we are all really following the line . Brainwashed by the media . Dumbed by the technology blinded by the bright screens that you can no longer see with the eyes you were blessed upon to witness the reality of the world not some machine , what’s happening on this place you call your home? Your soul can’t enjoy something it never knew . Our Earth , our nature is being demolished in front of you but you still can’t see because head down , bright light stuck in your face everyday . I beg you reopen your soul to the field of nature take off your shoes feel the electricity flow through you . We are made from soil , the trees keep us alive by making us breathe . We end back up in the soil to feed the one thing that makes our present on this planet at ease .

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I found you

Looking so blue ,

I took you

To show you the truth ,

I opened my heart

To help you ,

Never did I think ,

You would rip

Out my soul

And make me beg,

from underneath

You.

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Scared

To grow old,

Petrified of getting lines,

Creases from frowning

Always clowning around,

With grey painted lipstick,

Creased upon his cheek

Over the wrinkles

That make his skin looked inked,

I’ll hesitate To undress,

scared of the bed

I once laid upon

Without a rest .

Don’t want it to be my

Last place of rest.

The joys of youth,

But now I have

nothing to lose .

I’ve lived my life with grace

And know it’s my resting place

On earth, back to the ground,

Where I was first placed .

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