#writtersblock

[loirekai]

Solitude Within

Science describes Earth as a living planet, vast and ever-growing, home to over 7 billion people. Yet, despite this immense population, I find myself feeling utterly alone. No matter how many friends you have, a partner, or even family—at times, it seems their only role is to judge you, without truly understanding what you’re going through. Then one day, you wake up and realize the painful truth: the only person who can lift you up, who can truly save you, is yourself.

-Loire Kai

[xo-callitkarma]

I spent my whole life pretending to live in fairytales. We paint people as this perfect picture so we don’t feel so alone. We ignore our pains so deeply that we do nothing but create more for ourselves. We ignore the obvious red flags in order to avoid being abandoned again. We stick to what we know best because that’s what we have experienced. We do this everywhere we go. The fairytales we form quickly turn into nightmares we can’t escape from, and over and over again we continue this search until we hate ourselves enough to settle for the bullshit we have manifested. We spend forever trying to find Prince Charming that we forget to look for ourselves. Eventually you look in all of the wrong places, until your idea of love is so broken and fragile that you become the thing you hate the most. the cold villain, only thinking of themselves, alone and miserable, distant, and unlovable. Why would we ever put anyone else first when we couldn’t even put ourselves first? We crave love for so long that we eventually become bitter to the idea of it. People didn’t ruin us, we ruined ourselves whilst trying to paint a perfect picture of a person that never existed, of a love that wasn’t. We spend forever in the infinite grips of our own demise. We are our own prisoner, forever trapped by our own pasts.

[letsjusttalktoyou]

What do we do?

[coldfishsticks]

I wear my bones on my skin,

And my skin on my bones.

I desire to be raw,

Delicately naked,

With goosebumps and warm rose blush skin.

Gracefully carved,

And silk smooth.

My only blemishes

Given to me by the sun herself.

[kris246]

I'm bored...

And to help with said boredom I was thinking I could take prompt ideas for one-shots or possibly full books if the prompt suited for such. But in order to do that I need prompts, and that's where other people like oneself comes in. So please, to help a creatively blocked artist will you give me prompts for pitch perfect related content, either on this post, in my messages, or on the 'ask me shit' tab on my page.

Any ship works, but my main are, Bechole, Staubrey, and Steca as Brotp or dating.

[omi-my-beloved]

I want you to take my face between your hands, see the hunger, love and lust dance in your eyes; I wanna feel you're close to me and still think it isn't enough. I want you to mark my skin as yours and whisper in my ear everything I wanna hear. I want to have your taste in my mouth and my perfume on your body. I wanna see you smile and tell me how beautiful I look in the moonlight, I want you to see me and I see you like no one has ever seen us. I wanna hold your hand and feel your warmth envelop me. I long to love you and that you love me.

I want-Nana.

[chocorose1605]

Finding a partner is like finding the perfect shade of foundation..

Hard to find but it exists somewhere out there..

Unless you’re an asexual then your skin is clear and you don’t need foundation

[imfk]

Do you remember anything?

I remember everything. Thats my curse.

-F.

[tendous-socks]

me : time to read some ffs !

also me : * wrong answer noise *

try again in an hour when you’re not ugly dipshit

[mysticmilks]

[rainbowsasafras]

So I’m Having a Weird Time RN

I hate being a winer, I just need to vent for a second

So I recently uploaded chapter 7 of “Where It’s Warm” to Ao3 a few days ago and it was frankly the chapter that I’ve had the most fun writing so far. I am really in love with the out come and it made me so happy to see everyones positive comments on it. 

(Seriously I can’t thank people enough when they leave nice comments, It brings me so much joy!)

However, there where just one or two comments (For real they are so far in the minority idk why my brain is hyper-fixating on them) on the chapter that brought me not so much joy. I’m not even sure you could call them negative comments per say, as they where not rude or overly critical, but they rubbed me the wrong way. 

I’m not sure why, but I can’t get them out of my head. I’ve been trying to wright chapter 8 for two days now, and every time I start writing I just get bummed out. Which sucks because I love writing this fic. Seriously it’s become a passion project of mine, and now I’m starting to feel weird because of just a few vaguely unhappy comments?

I feel really silly for making such a big deal out of something so small, it’s just sticking with me you know? I know that it’s impossible to please everyone, and it’s silly to think I could, but It makes me sad to think at least one or two people read that chapter and came out of it somewhat unhappy. I’m not going to stop writing the fic, I just need to get past the weirdness and remember why I love writing it so much.

[xo-callitkarma]

The Void

I don’t know what it was about me that made people want to hurt me, but they did so with every move. Was like a quick fix to get them off, a bet to see who could break me the most, whoever succeeded got the last parts of me. I let people in, time and time again, for the same cycles to repeat. I let people in, I show them the darkest parts of me and they promise they’ll never let the light go out. Except their standing there with the flashlight slowly fading, watching me slip further into darkness. They don’t care how deep you fall because according to them, you feel nothing at all. I gave you what was left of me and you showed me it was not enough. I realized with time it wasn’t the men I was chasing but the pain, the pain becomes addicting when it’s all that ever stays. You promised you wouldn’t leave, but you ran fast and never turned your back to see where you left me. I stopped jumping every time I fell and slowly sunk into my void. There in the void, are all the things I’ll forever keep buried. There in the void, the feelings surface of all the pain I kept running from. There in the void, is you.

[adeadringer]

“i am a writer,” i say, as i write barely 100 words and call it a day

[thats-me-a-nobody]

Dear ex-best friend...

Why everything between us had to end...

I thought we would always be a great team...

But now it seems like a far-away dream...

So why did we have to drift apart...

Why did we have to break each other's heart...

Why did everything turned out to be this way...

Why did we have to push each other away...

It hurt so much to tell you goodbye...

But always remember that you'll be my light in the darkest sky...

So I don't understand why did we ever let each other go...

But now there's something I wanna let you know...

No matter how much we hurt each other...

You would be irreplaceable in my life forever...

And you'll always be my soulmate..

'Cause you're still the one I can never hate...

[muted-galaxies]

You know you're a writter when you plan out your stories but never actually write them

[littledoodles501]

First page done! (I’m having writers block for Xiulin’s Bio....)