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And its even worse when you are on T.

One ED side effect I don't see anyone talking about is getting extremely irritable at everyone over absolutely nothing

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T H I S

I feel guilty about it, but I don't want to ever get better.

this cycle is comforting and familiar and I'm scared to leave it.

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:( yeah

Reblog if you’re an atypical Ana and/or started with an obese BMI

And if you’re over 18 let’s be friends

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a2, a3, a5, b3, c1, c3, d3, d5, e4, e5

Im not a picky eater. Im a f@tty.

a1, b2, c4, d3, e4. hbu?

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S o me

How life been feeling lately

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20kgs and im back in the 80‘s.

I literally gained 20kg this year because of pure stress and people notice it and ita fucking me up so much.

Lets manifest that i loose the weight again in 2025.

Bc…im a fucking fat pig. I cannot stand myself.

Im literally thinking about posting fatspo of my own disgusting body for ya all🥰💀

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How can my mind be so healthy yet be so sick at the same time

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hunger hurts

but i want it

so bad, oh, it kills

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I miss the honeymoon phase.

It was so much easier back then

The only thing that didn‘t change is that im still fat as fuxk

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And i am, indeed fat.

My mother just reminded me of that fact.

I got so furios but also….thank you for triggering me to get back into my bullshit.

Ngl…the colder months are always crazy for me. Mentally. Its bad and i crave the comfort of the mental sickness

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I am…back? My €d is defo back.

Mental health is on the floor, even under the floor, and i had too many triggers lately

Also

Tw: i rly crave to go crazy, to let my impulses win.

Any tips about p&rg!ng?

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Haha huhu

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My relationship with food is like the one i have with nicotin

A hate love one

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I talked with my mother about me wanting to start running

Well

She literally said i should lose more weight before i start running because its unhealthy for me

Thank you mother for pushing me into my hole again🤡🤡

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unpopular opinion: Starving when you're happy > Starving when you're sad

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Already planning new diets

Feel free to recommend me some things/send me diets