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The Black Widow &Her Devil

In the beginning their love was raw, unfazed and wild

They bought a one-way ticket for the ride of their life

They moved false mountains in hopes for fame

But are at the end of the frame

They focused a laser on their prey

Pride and arrogance led their way

The number of bodies left broken

The toll of hearts left undone

He lures them into a trap

And he breaks them and brings them to lack

The DEVIL in disguise  oh is he

And he lies and brings them to their knees

As she spins her webs in the back

The heartbreak she leaves in her path

She lures them into a trap 

Spins her webs and leaves them in lack

A dangerous game the two have imposed

Till they bring the mouse to that home

One is near and the other is far

Destroying lives and breaking honest hearts

The mouse was privy to the game

Of the souls that lay trapped in their lairs

The day of reckoning has come

The Black Widow and Her Devil now undone 

The souls have cried long enough

Judgement is what the mouse has brought

For the game that they played all the while

Was their ending, now cast into the Nile

The Devil & His Black Widow

Raedon (The Flame) © 2024

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Sometimes, we need to learn to let go

Sometimes, we need to face the fact that we were defeated

Sometimes, we need to walk away with our heads held high amidst our defeat and the destruction of our egos

Ego is a wicked thing to have.

Ego is a mask used to hide insecurities and deep-rooted pain.

Take this as an omen to change your life, and to make better choices. Learn to heal and not to project it is the only way for redemption.

I hope you learned your lesson.

Rædon (The Flame)

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We are all a little beautiful 

We are all a little flawed

We are all a little inherently wild

Rædon (The Flame) © 2024

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PART 1

Him

It’s too much for me to hide that I love you.

Too much to live another year, month, week or day without you in my arms.

I did way too much to you and I am scared that you would never forgive me, for everything I have done, if you knew what I did.

Her

I know what you did, I just never brought it up to you. I saw the looks and the glances, I know the ones that you fucked on, just by the energy they had towards me. There is no need to be scared that I would never forgive you. Why wouldn’t I forgive you? Life here on this planet is too short for me to hold onto things that cause me pain. In the bigger picture this fails in comparison to the things that I have already gone through.

You don’t know this but I forgave you a long time ago. At that moment I forgave you not for your benefit but for mine, because I needed to finally heal the wound that always kept reopening.

PART 2

Him

I don’t deserve you, I don’t deserve anything good in my life because everything good I touch I destroy. I didn’t know how to love because love hurt me, and that is why I ultimately hurt you.

I wish that I could turn back the hands of time

To the moment when we first laid eyes on each other.

To the moment that I knew in my heart and my soul that you were the one.

Things were going well until my friends got in my ear and said you were changing me

I pulled back from you, and that is when everything started to fall apart.

I loved you but I knew who I was and what I was doing that I didn’t deserve you.

I did things on purpose that I knew would hurt you, to get you to leave but you always stayed, you never gave up on me. You loved me for me, with my flaws, my toxicity, my hurt, and my pain. And that scared me, how can anyone love me that way when my mom couldn't.

I let my ego and my friends pull me away from you and they told me that I needed to leave because you wouldn't. So I did and that is the biggest regret of my life.

Because you were everything that I had hoped and dreamed for.

Her

I should have left but I couldn't. I love to the detriment of myself, which was a wound that I needed to heal within myself from my childhood. When I love someone and love something, nothing or no one can change my mind or could they ever make me second guess my heart. I loved you for you that was it. Flaws and brokenness, I saw the real you that you tried to hide, I know that you were cut deep as a child and that wound was still wide open when you met me. I saw your pain and I saw through to the little boy that you fight so fiercely to protect.

I always seen him and I will always see you.

Love doesn't have conditions, and even though it hurt like hell, you were the lesson I needed to see my worth. You were the catalyst that helped me find myself.

PART 3

Him

Without you I would have never known what true love was. I would have never had the courage to face my demons. I would have never had the courage to face myself. I would look in the mirror and I could never see myself, just a distorted version of the little boy that I used to be. I gave up on myself a long time ago and I forgot who I was. But then you came and you saved me from myself.

Her

Maybe just maybe we were lovers in a past life…..

Rædon © 2024

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Sometimes, an Angel is sent to an Angel to help remind them of who they are.

Sometimes we fall, but falling doesn't mean we lose our wings.

Rædon

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*HEX*

With every twist of the sacred knot

Deeper in your hole, you'll rot

Fingers long, sharp, and mean

Demons laugh; spit gasoline

Tighter tighter goes the knot

Binding tight around your gut

Stealing breath and breaking bones

All your sins have brought

Me home

(twisted words-unlearned ears)

Welcome Death It Comes With Haste

Rædon (The Flame)

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I feel like jumping sometimes. Just jump, and I have no thought of what the outcome is after I fall. 

It's spread my wings and fly or I never hit the bottom at all.

Rædon

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Black Mirror

Wizard in the mirror

Watching silently in the dark

Travelling through the Ethers

Every night a brand new start

Wizard in the mirror

Scrying quietly in the depths

Synching with the energies

That burn inside my chest

Wizard in the Mirror

Moving calmly in the dark

Watching from the shadows

The flutters now in your heart

Wizard in the Mirror

Feeling brave and feeling free

The fire within you stirring

Wanting now to be released

Wizard in the Mirror

Working wonders in your lair

Observing, learning, listening to

The whispers in your ears

Wizard in the mirror

What is it you wish to see

Since you want to find out

Come here I’ll set you free

Raedon (The Flame)

© 2024

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In a world so full of souls, how can one feel so alone? So singular?

This world is a wasteland, a wasteland for sinners, who come to find their freedom but in the end, they leave in chains.

Rædon

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In a world so full of souls, how can one feel so alone? So singular?

This world is a wasteland, a wasteland for sinners, who come to find their freedom but in the end, they leave in chains.

Rædon

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The understanding that all things must come to an end will open up the way that you think about the world. It will make you feel things deeper. It will make you not take things for granted. Take people for granted. It will make you stop and look up at how blue the sky looks today. It will make you stop and appreciate the clouds when they pass over the sun that is burning your skin. It will make you appreciate the rain that falls after a heat wave. It will make you appreciate that beautiful smile from a stranger.

You will appreciate that person who let you in during rush hour traffic. It will make you appreciate the person who gave you their seat on the bus or the train. It will make you appreciate the stranger who held the door for you. It will make you appreciate the person who complimented your outfit, your hair, and the way you smell even though they don't know you.

It will make you understand that it is the kindness of your heart and soul that makes the world a better place. It will help you to understand that we are all different yet we are all the same. It will make you appreciate the differences in humanity. You will see the beauty in someone's skin. You will see the beauty in their accent. You will see the beauty in their culture. You will see the beauty in their soul. Because you will not be looking at the mortal shell. But you would be looking at their soul.

You will be seeing with your soul.

You will be feeling with your soul.

You will be loving with your soul.

The soul of a person doesn't change for the soul lives on forever.

Look deeper look within - look into the Soul.

The world is the epitome of our mortal bodies

The Universe is the epitome of our Souls

Infinite and Forever

(Rædon)

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The Darkest Night

Into the darkness entered light

Darkness stood and stared in fright

Light stood tall, walking stride by stride

Into darkness which tried to hide

The shadows knelt and bowed their heads

As light walked through with love beheld

The shadows moaned and wept cold tears

They hadn't felt love nor seen light in years

Deeper and deeper the light walked on

Bringing life to places since long forgotten

The soft touch of light the shadows could see

That love was meant for them to feel

As light walked on the darkness turned 

To follow love and forgiveness that was earned

Around the corner light was struck down

The evil king would not give up his crown

As light lay bleeding love onto the floor 

The darkness screamed a deafening roar

The shadows ran and took a stand 

They lifted light up high within their hands

As light lay suspended up in the air

Love bled down on the shadows near

One by one light began to grow

Inside the hearts of shadows standing below

The darkest night now turning brightest day

The evil king knelt and bowed his head

In reverence to the love that light had bled

Knowing now that light was love and 

Love sent light from up above

To heal his heart to show him still 

That love can reach the darkest parts of hell.

The night that light had walked The Halls Of Amenti.

Rae (within-the-fire)

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What you do not realize is you have never ever had the power. You never ever had the authority. Because you lack love and respect you will suffer loss. You will suffer tragedies in your families and extended families. You were given a period of grace and warned to refrain. But you chose not to listen.

MAMMON

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Wake up my knight

You have slept to long

The world needs you

We need you

I need you....

#burning #awaken #Immortality #ancientsouls #rise #comeforth #mywords #thesummoning #immortallove

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ELUDE

I’ve searched my whole life

Trying to find the truth

But yet she eludes me

I have flown to heaven 

And descend to hell 

And yet she escapes me

I have been to the darkness

I have been to the light

And yet she’s invisible to my sight

I was once told that she will find me 

I was once told she will come into view

What they never told me was

That she would be you! 

There you were standing in front of me

Hidden in plain view

Everything I ever wanted, needed and desired

Is wrapped all up in you

I see you, 

I blink

 then your gone……

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People call the changes that are happening around the earth climate change. It is not climate change it is an awakening. For so many lifetimes we have been taught to believe certain things. We have been taught to hate, we have been taught to cast judgment, we have been taught to conform, we have been taught that we should look a certain way, and we have been taught to not question authority. We have been trained to be slaves. We have been conditioned to conform to the society we want to live in. There is no freedom even though they say there is freedom. There is war, there is famine, there is mass genocide, there is hate, there is unnecessary death. Women have been used and abused as objects, and women's rights to what they do with their bodies have been taken away from them. Children are used and abused like toys. Men are taught that being emotional is a sign of weakness. Men are being emasculated. Women are told that we are not supposed to stand in our power and the list goes on and on and on....

There is so much separation in the human race within society as a whole and within the individual. That it is affecting the earth. People do not realize that the earth cannot heal itself unless we heal ourselves. Everything coincides with the other. Everything flows within and without everything is energy. We are energy and when we shift the way we think and the way we see this reality is when we wake up. Innerstand to understand. Only a few of you will get this.

People don't realize that all of the changes in nature are happening to show us the truth of the world that has been hidden. So many people are blinded and stuck in the matrix that they are oblivious. Stuck in their illusions of what they think this world is. There is more to this life than what we have been taught to believe is the truth. The earth is revealing its truths, it is revealing what the real history was and who and where our origins came from. Those who make a mockery of the ancients have already sealed their demise. Some prefer to be sheep led to slaughter.

The history being unearthed right now and discovered is only the beginning.

I cannot wait to see what else the earth will reveal to us who want to learn our true origin.

Awakening to who and what we truly are.

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I am evil? I create calamities? Foolish, as if humans think they're in the right while I am in the wrong. It all doesn't make sense and never will. Your kind started adversity, my only role remains in listening and fulfilling their desires. Don't call me evil when I am nothing but an auxiliary to your endless calamities.

ANDRAS