#depression and stuff

[emotionaleating]

my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol

[professionallyunstable]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

[todostoast]

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

[yourgirlinpieces]

i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

[tofumarinado]

it's so funny to me when i see pearl-clutching articles about how "teenagers are diagnosing themselves with mental disorders via tiktok" because like. this is not happening in a vacuum. teenagers are severely and i mean severely medically neglected. i cannot stress this enough. teenagers do not have free access to medical care. those same news outlets would be clowning on women with housewife psychosis in the 1950's.

i sometimes go pale when listening to some of what my friends have gone through in their childhoods and teenagehoods. they talk about it so nonchalantly, things that would be considered straight up torture if done to an adult, can't fathom the effect this has on children. they are on multiple anti-psychotics and several antidepressants and anxiety meds now that they are adults. medical neglect has legally and effectively disabled them. a timely diagnosis and intervention could have saved them.

of course teenagers are self-diagnosing using tiktok. if your knee-jerk reaction is to scoff at the idea and dismiss it as dumb teenager shit instead of being radicalized because the best shot young people have at attaining the mental health support they need is a fucking dancing videos app, you're categorically a political enemy of the youth.

[xvelvetcoffinx]

[visilepoem15192x]

[nonexisister]

"you only have situational depression"

im only ever in situations

[memeshost]

[bpderanged]

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

[professionallyunstable]

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

[iwannaperfectbody]

[yourgirlinpieces]

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

[deadbeatfox]

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

[melxhunter]

I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

[ineed-to-sleep]

if I have to see one more AI image being purposefully reblogged on my dash because 'it's a meme' or 'it's funny' or 'well in THIS CASE it's okay!!!!' idc idcccccc what your reasons are I'm unfollowing you girl bye