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I want to write a book and pour everything you made me feel into it

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you think your crush is laying in bed thinking about you but in reality they’re reading about swords on Wikipedia

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It’s Alright - Mother Mother

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the fact that my therapist has other clients makes me so jealous like. she’s mINE

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Me: *desperately tries to avoid attaching to my therapist as a parental figure*

Therapist: *says they’re proud of me*

*crashing sounds in distance*

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Reblog if you like your therapist

like, I’ve seen to much hate on therapists and therapy now. I can’t be the only one that likes my therapist

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Update: lol i did it

even though i know you dont want me

i still want to leave birthday presents on your doorstep

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i think you don’t care anymore

not as much as you used to

your full of lies from time to time

i catch myself remembering you

for who you couldn’t be for me

4 am seeking out your truths

5 am, you’re an hour late

6 am losing it to loving you

i think you’re full of yourself

and there’s not enough room

inside of your heart

for anyone else

but more drugs

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I’ve been crying so much today I haven’t been able to really do anything else and I really needed to get work done :/

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picture source

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allow flowers to grow on the places in your heart that people left hollow

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Why do you lull me into a false sense of security and then make me feel like shit??

What do you gain from doing that?!

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you’re a cruel bitch but I love u

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