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For the girlies and guys who’ve lost a significant amount of weight, are u guys getting nightmares of you looking like your starting weight again?

Mine have mostly been centred around people taking photos/videos of me, and when I see them I’m mortified that I gained all the weight back like hm, sinks my heart to my stomach. My brains giving me free fatspo aweeee so cuteeeee :| lol

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My ex stayed over for the weekend, he doesn’t know how bad it is. Last time I saw him was April 1st when I relapsed, when we broke up. He told me I look skinny and he’s worried, he begged to get back together. Just heartbreaking, all I think about is food and calories and weight I can’t even imagine how I would keep this up if I were back with him, I had to say no. I can’t breakup with this disorder, I was so elated to hear him say he can see a difference. I want to lose even more, I want that reaction again. I feel so fucking sick it’s scaring me so bad<\3

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30 POUNDS DOWN IN 2 MONTHSSS is where I’m at now<3 now that I’m under 120, here’s to 30 moreeeee<3<3<3

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No point in metabolism days when I drink my weight in alcohol every other weekend🥳🥳😵‍💫

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Controversial opinion LOL but if I burn 300 calories today from exercise, I’m not gonna minus those calories off my 500 cals a day restriction, say I have a net of 200 cals and a eat 300 more. I’m convinced it’s fake and exercising doesn’t burn calories like that fr I would be too scared to even trust that

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Im praying j lose a pound tn..I CANT stand being in the 120s all I want it’s to be in the 110s pleaseeeeeeeeuhhhhhh

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Got so fucking drunk last night, (450cals for food 1500+ for alc) ended up at a strip club hahaha and the manager wanted me to be a dancer so bad😵‍💫he called me skinnnnyyyy hahah so bitter sweet cause such a bad cheat day but omlllll he thinks im tiny enough to be a stripper<3 hahahahahaha now i have the clubs number saved in my phone, and honestly catch me at my goal weight dancing on the weekends LOL this validated all the days I’ve staved so hard<3

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Speaking of community issues, why are 18+ accounts helping minors starve themselves? Just because you yourself was starving at 14, does not mean you should be interacting and helping those kids struggling with their body kill themselves. I feel like some of yall forget we are actively ruining our body’s by doing this, makes me so sad when adults encourage kids to destroy themselves. Pot calling the kettle black but yall need help fr

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ARE THERE STILL ANA BLOGS ACTIVE?????

repost if your active in may 2024!!!!!

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Ahhhaaaaa I’ve lost 20lbs in a month and a bit😵‍💫I’m so excited have had butterflies all day, I started up again on April 1st<3<3<3 didnt think I made that much progress hahaha

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Reblog to reach your UGW in 2019

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i want to get to the point where i can be my own thinspo

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im being too dramatic about losing weight lmao.i got this.it’s no biggie.i’ll just say no.i’ll just leave the kitchen.i’ll just stick to my plan.whatever.ive done it again, i can do it now.it doesn’t have to be huge and dramatic it just needs to be done.

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You have 100 calories

So you can eat:

Less than half a milkshake

A chocolate bar

Two slices of whole wheat bread

200gr of blueberries

Four butter cookies

A 30gr bowl of oats

1/3 of a muffin

9 cups of mushrooms

25 strawberries

One tablespoon of peanut butter

Almost two vainilla activia yogurts

23 m&m’s

Three cups of popcorn

A medium banana

Two oreos

25 baby carrots

5 large asparagus

Almost two kiwis

An egg and a half

300gr of broccoli

Two tablespoons of honey

One greek yogurt

24gr of brownie

163gr of whole milk

400gr of almond milk

One tablespoon of butter

About three slices of turkey

A tablespoon of sugar

Two cucumbers

An eggplant

Two squares of dark chocolate

Now choose wisely

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ed accounts july 2019

hey i just got my account terminated at 10k and i lost all my mutuals and all my good dash content !!! please reblog this if any of the following apply :)

🍒have an ed (must)

🍒post thinspo and ed related content

🍒are trying to lose 20+ lbs

🍒struggle with binging/restrciting

🍒are nice and friendly!!

i will follow u back :^) plz share so i can rebuild my blog <3