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(1993)

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Tina Weymouth - Talking Heads 1978

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Alchemy (2001)

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Edit: It’s about the physicists, don’t @ me

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Pittrice e Pianista, 1910.

Lionello Balestrieri (Italian, 1872–1958)

Oil on canvas

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best friend

he could easily fill the silence without becoming desperate for a response 

he’s perfect to me. because i hardly have much to say 

but i love to just sit and listen

and he understands my quiet demeanor as a proper answer

no pressure to contribute

he gets why i don’t talk a lot, he appreciates the art 

of talking about yourself without saying anything of note 

i am blessed with the best best friend

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untitled- written may 25th

but darling these weekends 

are never as fun as they seem

the drunker i am, it feels

the lonelier are my dreams 

is it because i’m faded enough to forget you?

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maps

my head has a map of places i can't go 

entire blocks of my hometown are blocked out

even if i didn't run into you, i fear your scent

i fear cars and crossing streets at night

i fear being too close to the curb

but even bigger than all this, i fear people

because some have your kind eyes 

i thought i could trust the look in them

i fear every tinder date and every connection 

what if we make a connection too quickly?

what if i like them like i liked you?

i fear exposing all that lies under my ribcage

my lungs that breathed your air

my heart bleeding freely for only you

i'm scared to be in love 

i'm scared to be alone

i'm scared of silence

i'm scared of loud noises 

i'm scared that i will continue to be a disappointment 

every future lover will see what you saw 

and i will again feel the coldness in once kind eyes

dear god can i go through life so AFRAID TO LIVE?

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At Least I Have Standards Now

i don't need to be yours, i can still be your friend

but i never want the feelings you give me to end 

so the next time i fall for somebody new 

it'll be a boy who acts exactly like you do

and it's true, yeah i fell in love with you.

i don't want you to kiss me goodnight 

if you don't feel the same way, though you might

i don't need to to have such a strong hold 

but if i may say something a little bit bold

that it's true, yeah i fell in love with you.

all my life i thought i deserved what i was getting

so many lost loves that weren't even fitting

you're the missing puzzle piece, but we aren't together

i'd still choose you over the sunniest weather

my friend, my dear friend. 

i don't need your touch in the morning

but please lemme give you a bit of a warning

when he pulls me in close while half asleep

it's because, like you, he makes my heart leap

though it's true, i have fallen in love with you. 

yeah it's true. i have fallen hard over you. 

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(2002)

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Woman writing, 1863, Edouard Manet

Medium: ink,paper

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