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It doesn't like it used to anymore, I'm even hair for her, tbh, but it did hurt for quite some time. I hope I come across someone again where I feel like the way I felt when I was with her. I'm not sure if it'll ever find that kind of connection ever again but I hope I do.

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I love that they put this in the comic, about LGBT community and knowing that kyoshi is bi is a plus from me❤️❤️

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Pain

I feel so empty and alone some nights. Just missing that person that used to be my everything and I know I should move on but it's so hard letting go. I wish I didn't have to but I do, for my own self. A part of me wishes we never ended and that if we powered through the hardship, we may have survived to at least try again from the beginning but taking it slow this time... But at the same time, although it wasn't for me, I know the break up was the best thing for her at this moment in her life. I just miss her so much. She was my person, she was the person I could talk to whenever I was feeling really down knowing I wouldn't be judged no matter what and would help me through the darkness and I would always do my best to do the same for her. Every time I start feeling down, I get the urge to talk to her because she always helped me through like no other, and for a brief moment, I forget we're not together anymore and all I imagine is remembering just cuddling with her and her telling me everything was going to be okay and wouldn't let go until I was, and then I'm suddenly brought back to my present reality and realize that she's no longer in my life and I'm simply not anywhere close to wanting to be just friends with her because I want more than just a platonic friendship with her. A part of me still honestly believes she's the one for me and due to the fact that we just meet at the wrong time and ending up breaking up, I feel like I lost my shot at what true love is supposed to be. I've started talking to someone new and I really like her, she's really sweet and cute and I can talk to her for hours, but the spark I felt when I first met L and during our entire relationship, I'm not feeling it with this new person and a part of me is really scared that I'll never find what I had with her ever again. To feel that passion and caring and love and friendship and intimacy with another person on such a high level, I've only ever feel that with L. I don't know if life will ever give us another chance to try being together again, but if it does, I'm going to do my best to fight for us so I may never lose her again, because I feel so shattered and lost without my princess. And if we don't, well, she'll always have a special place in my heart and I hope that we may both find happiness and peace in our lives and that we may find someone again that gave us the feeling euphoria we gave each other once in our overlapping past.

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We are appalled by President Trump’s tweets about banning transgender people from military service. There are an estimated 15,000 transgender people already working in the Department of Defense, putting their lives on the line to protect our nation and its values. Those values do not include the heartlessness exhibited by Mr. Trump this morning. Discrimination has no place in our government, in our workplaces, our schools, or anywhere else in our lives.

While it’s still unclear what the actual policy ramifications of these tweets will be, we recommend keeping up with (and, if you can, donating to) the ACLU and the Transgender Legal Defense and Education Fund. 

You can also directly tell the president how unacceptable his attack on American servicepersons is by using this form provided by the @transgenderfreedomproject.

We know there will be plenty of conversation about this on Tumblr in the coming days, and we urge you to take this moment to support and educate each other in whatever ways you can. And if you just need someone to talk to right now, there are people here to listen, 24 hours a day, seven days a week:

Trans Lifeline: A crisis hotline by and for the transgender community. 877-565-8860

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

Crisis Text Line: Text START to 741741

The Trevor Lifeline (@thetrevorproject​): Confidential hotline for LGBTQ+ young people. 1-866-488-7386

The GLBT National Help Center: Free and confidential peer support for the LGBTQ+ community at 1-888-843-4564. Youth Talkline: 1-800-246-7743

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Surreal

It's been nearly a week since we broke up and it still doesn't feel real. I know what she said but I'm having trouble processing and understanding. I gave her space when she asked for it. I gave her options we could take like taking things slow because she was realizing she wasn't ready for a serious relationship but I didn't want to give up on us either try she took the way route and chose to give up on us and walk away. And a part of me thinks it might be because she was cheating on me with someone else towards the end of our relationship and it's currently with that person. Even going as far as hurting me by putting it on Snapchat. I feel so much anger and rage and hurt. She promised she'd never hurt me like this, yet she does.... Yet I don't have the strength to remove her from my Snapchat. I don't know what to do. I feel so lost and hurt. I loved this woman with all my heart and now I feel abandoned. I don't regret spending those 6 months with her but my anxiety keeps making me feel like I also wasted that time with someone who really didn't want me... I know that's most likely untrue but it's becoming increasingly difficult to dismiss those feelings

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I've always felt really connected to their music, always feeling it almost on a personal level, but this song is hitting so hard right now, not busy close to home but right on the dot and I'm busy blasting it in my car, feeling the music in my bones, and it's making me feel a lot better ❤️

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I feel so broken. I fell inlove with her, and still love her so much, but lately I’ve been feeling so hurt, and now, I even feel betrayed. The situation might be exactly what I think it is, it might not. The thing is, I don’t know because she won’t FUCKING TALK TO ME. She asked for a bit of space because her life was getting highly stressful, and I understood and gave that to her. She said she still wanted to talk regularly and even hang out from time to time, and I took her word for it and continued talking to her but with a less romantic feel as to not have her feel pressured. But then, out of no where with no clear communication, she tells me that she thought that I understood and slowly stops talking to me and I don’t understand why and I feel so hurt and so lost.

I’ve been with her for about half a year now and still have such deep and strong feelings for her and I’m so afraid of losing her, the woman that I love so much and hold dearly and so close to my heart.

And if she really doesn’t want to be with me anymore, I wish she would just tell me…. It would hurt more than anything in the world but at least I'd know rather than continuing to wonder if she will loves me or not, because I can’t stand being ignored.

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You fall in love with the little things about someone, like the sound of their laugh and the way they smile.

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Can I have someone who will look at me like Lena look at Kara please

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Google review of Collectibles by Stephanie Pérez

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Peace And Balance

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Little husky kisses.

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The “Really does care but sucks at showing it” squad

Gemini, VIRGO, SCORPIO, Sagittarius, CAPRICORN, Aquarius