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"Smile more"

Me: I am

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Everyday Struggle

Me when I go out and see humans mingling:

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Hug?

You feeling kinda huggy?

WELL I'M FEELING KINDA STABBY

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What Didn't Kill Me

will hopefully try again

with better skill and luck

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Oop

It might look like I have everything under control but I guarantee you I want to just fucking d!e already

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if I be myself I'll probably end up in mental asylum

"Be yourself" is not a good advice cus some people's themselves isn't worth being.

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validated 👍

Am I the only one who has a voice for the people I talk with in text only?

C'mon Tumblr. Validate me.

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Yes, and my parents act surprised when I do 'reckless' things

their fault for not knowing 'fun'

My name is Emmeline Eurus Holmes

WTF my parents didn't even know about you

So basically you are my role model

Just saying.

Oh? How.. intriguing. I’m presuming that your first name is after the suffragette, Emmeline Pankhurst? Two women labelled as unfit for society. How telling.

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Eeeh my brother participated in IMO and I have his study books so whenever I got bored I asked (irritated, he says) him about the theorems described there. But I am not as good as him :(

Fellas, fellianas, and fellows, I come with a math query:

In the square numbers, there is a pattern in the ones place that goes: 0, 1,4,9,6,5,6,9,4,1,0 — essential it’s 0, 1,4,9,6,5, read to the right then to the left .

In the tens place (and all higher places), the pattern is a sum of changing rates

0+0+0+0+1+1+1+1+2+2+2+2+2+2+3+3+3+3+4+…

Every 3 or 7 changes the rates (5+-2) likely to due with these numbers correlating to a nine in the ones place mentioned before.

Example: 04-> 09->16->25->36->49->64->81

Square numbers can be written recursive using these two tricks or with floor functions (this problem is one I made a couple of years ago so idk where the formula is in my many desmos files)

The question at hand is: could you do the opposite? Could you find a function recognizes a pattern and spits out a function?

My best guess is that a Bernoulli number approximation taken in length determined by a base 10 log checker will be needed or is atleast a possible answer. Medical issues have restricted me for a long time so I’m hoping one of yall can help me with this.

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boredom does wonders to a human being.

though I should tell you, I am not a professional mathematician.

I'm an amateur who is turning sophomore just next year.

You should check the logic before using it. :/

Fellas, fellianas, and fellows, I come with a math query:

In the square numbers, there is a pattern in the ones place that goes: 0, 1,4,9,6,5,6,9,4,1,0 — essential it’s 0, 1,4,9,6,5, read to the right then to the left .

In the tens place (and all higher places), the pattern is a sum of changing rates

0+0+0+0+1+1+1+1+2+2+2+2+2+2+3+3+3+3+4+…

Every 3 or 7 changes the rates (5+-2) likely to due with these numbers correlating to a nine in the ones place mentioned before.

Example: 04-> 09->16->25->36->49->64->81

Square numbers can be written recursive using these two tricks or with floor functions (this problem is one I made a couple of years ago so idk where the formula is in my many desmos files)

The question at hand is: could you do the opposite? Could you find a function recognizes a pattern and spits out a function?

My best guess is that a Bernoulli number approximation taken in length determined by a base 10 log checker will be needed or is atleast a possible answer. Medical issues have restricted me for a long time so I’m hoping one of yall can help me with this.

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this works, I guess: d₁(n) = [d₁(n - 1) + (2n - 1)] mod 10

But as you noticed, that doesn’t describe just the digit behaviour — it’s more about modular residue cycles.

Yes, you can build functions for patterns like this — but they'll be modular, recursive, or digit-wise, not “pretty closed forms.”

but for this problem, I’d say Bernoulli approximations are adjacent, not central. The recursive relation is more powerful here than Bernoulli per se. So Bernoulli polynomials won’t directly help unless you’re looking at sum behaviour, not individual digit cycles.

Fellas, fellianas, and fellows, I come with a math query:

In the square numbers, there is a pattern in the ones place that goes: 0, 1,4,9,6,5,6,9,4,1,0 — essential it’s 0, 1,4,9,6,5, read to the right then to the left .

In the tens place (and all higher places), the pattern is a sum of changing rates

0+0+0+0+1+1+1+1+2+2+2+2+2+2+3+3+3+3+4+…

Every 3 or 7 changes the rates (5+-2) likely to due with these numbers correlating to a nine in the ones place mentioned before.

Example: 04-> 09->16->25->36->49->64->81

Square numbers can be written recursive using these two tricks or with floor functions (this problem is one I made a couple of years ago so idk where the formula is in my many desmos files)

The question at hand is: could you do the opposite? Could you find a function recognizes a pattern and spits out a function?

My best guess is that a Bernoulli number approximation taken in length determined by a base 10 log checker will be needed or is atleast a possible answer. Medical issues have restricted me for a long time so I’m hoping one of yall can help me with this.

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have you ever had a crush?

a crush? What an odd question.

I don't believe in 'love at first sight'

No, no, no, let's say I don't believe in 'love' itself.

Love, to me, is just a chemical imbalance that makes you illogical, therefore dangerous. No wonder there is a song 'Die for you'

So no. Never had a crush.

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hi Emma!!

you look so cute in real life!!!! MARRY ME 3

WHO THE FOUCK ARE YEW

HOW DID YOU FIND MY TUMBLR

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INTJ Struggle

For the last time,

I AM NOT NONCHALANT

I am chill, yes,

but MYSTERIOUS? NONCHALANT?

HELL NO

I'm high-masking AUTISTIC

I'm just AWKWARD

Unfortunately I'm not attractive like House or Sherlock

BUT

BUT

I can be a LOT talkative once I trust you to listen without complaining

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What Is The Best Thing You Can Do?

Me: insulting someone by just looking at them

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I sure do love my genius drug addicts.

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thank you @oxythemoronbutbetter

I quite enjoyed this

@autistobrat I think you'll like this