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Handy Man

How did you not see my heart

In my eyes when you walked in

Every. Damn. Delusional. Time.

What a fool I've been

So full of longing i would burst

Wishing to be scooped up

Riveted by your sturdy hands

Steady gaze sawing in two

Yet looking right through me

You didn't ask me to want you

Maybe you aren't worth this aching

Dammit you still have my attention

I'm yours for the taking

...But i won't mention it

Leave it untouched

Like these open hands

Like the messages you never read

And I'll go on pretending

It doesn't hurt like hell

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Caved in

Over thinking again

Doing too much until i break

Tired of losing the race

Then it's not enough

Lost in the dank dark

Sharp objects jutting

Closer than they appear

Until I'm stuck through

Too open, too free

Or stuck-up frigid bitch

There is no in-between

I cry, lord knows i try

But i don't like

Being me

Inspired by this prompt

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Prompt:

thoughts lingering past stalagmites and stalactites

Sorry i disappeared again, work and life in general leave me little time and energy for anything else. But i love the prompt, thank you so so much for sending it to me! I will be posting the poem it inspired next 😊

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The heat is on

Radiating from every surface

Waves undulating seductively

Whimsical mirages meant to be

Chased, wasting wishes on

Stars we can almost reach

High enough to breathe

Believing in dreams

Moonshine swimming

Soaking up starbeams

Hand in hand

Skin to sweating skin

Finally finding time

To live again

Prompt by @classystudentclown : hope for the summer

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Another season to slide

Away from who i ever was

There is no here, here

Still heat rises from cracked asphalt

Storms blow through in bursts

Drops threatening to drown growth

Flowering followed soon by decay

Sunburnt and shriveled dry

Fruit fermenting on the vine

When all this time it was needing

To be held and picked

Prompt by @maxpower86 : the start of summer

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Prompts, pretty please

I really need to get back into writing (my sanity probably depends on it...pms is no joke) and my muses have fled a long time ago now. Some prompts may be helpful to get the creative juices flowing again, at least i hope so 🙏 💜

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Dressed up for my niece's Hello Kitty birthday party (thus the shoes), feel kinda like a princess in this dress. Think i should find occasions to wear it more often 😁

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This is beautiful, you are even more beautiful. Thank you for loving me as you do, unconditionally and through all of life's ups and downs 💜😘

"friends don't look at each other like that" well okay you coward you do whatever you want however i WILL look at my friends like they're the most important thing in the world. i love them with my whole heart and i will hold their hand and stare at the stars not because i wanna fuck them but because they mean the world to me and i care about them. fuck you

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You know you're the sun in my sky, always, through all things ☀️

silly girl, you almost forgot that you're the sun.

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Mythologized

Lonely unicorn

Only hunted and hated, never held

Lost among water lilies

Weighed down with poison darts

Will the blood ever wash all away?

I know nothing gold can stay

Shimmer and shine dazzles and blinds

Canis major has a frosty bite

Sharpened teeth on brittle bones

Sucking me dry to the tune of calliope song

Carefree carousel ride long forgotten

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"Tell me all that you dread." And her fears spoke louder than anything ever said...

I dread the dead of night

When dreams seem like truth

Hyper reality suffocating me

Alone and cold, stiff as stone

Yet too soft to hold

Even when awake I'm still gone

Far off into a foggy unknown

How do you breathe easy and free

When inside you feel limboed

In some tainted twisted

Twilight zone?

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50s inspired Halloween look 🍒😉

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🎊happy birthday!!!!!🎊sending lots of love and a big hug on your way!!! 🦭❤️

Thank you so much, lots of love back to you! 💜❤️

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Felt like dressing up for my birthday. Just for work but still needed a pick me up. It definitely boosted my confidence 🤭

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Cherry on Top

Ocean between head and heart

Bermuda Triangle says hi

Nimbostratus on the horizon

I floss my smile while being tossed

Amid the surf's soothing sussurus

Lulled to dream and find myself

Lost in a paradise made for two

I become the cherry on top

Moonlight lambada

Keeping perfect time

Strange magic through line

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(C)raving

I could spend a month of Sundays

Studying the constellations on your skin

Bathing in the lavender of your baritone

While you giddily storm my shores

Reciting poetry most quixotic

Feeding me pomegranate without seeds

No hide and seek, we're olly olly oxen free

Being who we are without restraint

I only feel at home whenever you're near

Wrap me in warmth to wickedly whisper

"We're all mad here"

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one time i was having sex and i was going “i’m yours i’m yours i’m yours” and then my partner stopped all of a sudden and said “can we talk about new kinks before we introduce them during sex” and i was like yeah what but it turned out she thought i was saying im a horse im a horse im a horse

Ah so you have jokes huh? 😅 how about this?

A horse walks into a bar and says, "hey bartender, make me a haymaker...heavy on the hay"