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I'm like a doll

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I WANT ATTENTION OH MY GOD WHY IS MY FRIEND IGNORING MEEEEEE

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My best friend has been ignoring me for days :333

Makes me feel totally normal :333333

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I may not show it but I'm THIS CLOSE to start starving myself due my dysphoria lol

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It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

It will get worse

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Want someone who could manipulate me... please... abuse me 'til I carve your name into my skin...

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I'm feeling conflicted. Therapy hasn't been going well for me, to keep it shortly: parents are annoyed that I'm not fixed istantly, and I feel like my therapist doesn’t care about my problems at all.

A while ago I vented about how I can’t handle social interactions --- I was specifically talking about this episode of how I almost broke down in tears because the activity I had to do required social interraction and she dimissed the whole thing and went "Well, you just have to socialize". Ok but how???

I'm seriously considering stopping.

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Sorry for lack of posts; am forced to stay clean by my parents. All I can give are scars photos

(Styr0 + c4tscratches scars)

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I have lost counts for how many blogs I've made now. Stop annoying me, I need a space to talk about self harm without getting stalked, thanks!

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Intro:

-Call me Ketel;

-I use He/They pronouses

-This is a random blog for me to talk about anything nasty, block me if anything triggers you. I'll mostly use it for vents.

Massive warning for talk about s3lf h4rm and similar topics.