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Well God I trusted your plan and it didn't work.

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I need a real balance. A balance.

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Maybe I read it all wrong

Maybe you really are

Just a bad guy

And all of those things

That I saw and pointed out

And then ignored

Were reasons to push me away

Because you couldn’t sit

With the truth

Your truth

Or, maybe you just found

Someone else

Someone shiny and new

Someone who hasn’t seen

The real you

I’m not even sure I have

That’s the thing with avoidants, you can spend years with them, and never really know who they are.

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Nothing about this is good for me. See when someone interrupts a whole cycle, you have to realize they will continue to interrupt the cycle.

History does not justify chaos, does not represent suffering. History is simply History, a lesson to learn.

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Some people express love out loud. If you know that's the type of person you want, don't lie to yourself and settle for everything else.

You're whole life can be different in a year or two. Don't use the kids, don't use the money, and don't use your health. Staying will cause you more mentally and spirtually, than anything else!!!!

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It's being free, having the freedom to buy what everyone needs, and the freedom to go anywhere I want. The freedom of being me again.

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"Focus on your goals. Trust me, it's worth it."

— raw honey bliss

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You can tell when someone has lost faith in you and what you're capable of. You can tell when the fire is out, when the passion is gone, when the mind is no longer stimulated or the bond is no longer there.

My desire is for everything I will have and to never take it for granted again. From the moments they find me interesting, to the moments they enjoy being around me, the years I get to understand their mind, their dreams, and the times they will take to inspire me.

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Time for a dopamine detox. A major dopamine detox. Ugh!!

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𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮?

In what context ?

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“You have to meet people where they are, and sometimes you have to leave them there.”

— Iyanla Vanzant