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it’s never ending 🥲

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I am feeling so lonely

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Everybody wants to be somebody

But, nobody wants to be themselves.

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It all feels so temporary

There are things that I want to do, people i aspire to be. But, I then look down on myself, like I'm watching a fish swim in circles around a fishbowl. Then I realize, this is all so temporary, any joy I feel, any victories I win will be short lived. Some say that is what makes a lifetime so beautiful, those fleeting moments.

But personally,

I think the dead ends of life are bleak and most of all, painful.

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Why do I struggle to remember?

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“Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.”

— Sylvia Plath

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Oh, to belong.

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This is how I can verbally explain my trauma.

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Sorry for the inactivity <3

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Always the fool

With the slowest heart.

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An apology doesn't excuse the pain you made.

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Leg bruises >>>

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I have been fighting an eight year battle

I have tried it all, and I can not win

I beg to lay down my weapons and surrender

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What's your favorite movie/book genre?

I think.....FEMALE HYSTERIA