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sometimes I wonder if everything feels heavy because I'm such a loner and if that's going to be this way for the rest of my life cause honestly is oh so hard to even think about sharing when you're used to a life of being invisible

I keep wondering if my life would be lighter with unconditional love or if is just me that need to unconditionally love myself lmao I blame the shit out of me for literally everything

it's just so tiring living like this....

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hi! sorry this might be random but how exactly do you get to know/learn about the dpr ian lore? like i’ve loved his music but never knew about this part of it and i’m so curious about it. thank you!! xx

hi omg!! watching his lives is a must. that is where you will get all of the base info from. imma attach the lore lives!

if you don’t watch any other lives, you must watch the lives he did after mito and miito dropped.

this is the mito live, which isn’t as lore heavy + a lot of this stuff has nothing else to connect it to until you know the miito lore (the whole dope lovers storyline, as i call it, is expanded on way more in miito in my opinion)

these are the miito lives (it’s one live but when he was playing calico it cut off 😭😭 so he had to go live again)

in this one he goes into the lore just a little, basically just recapping the mito origin story

this stationhead session he did is another go round at the two part live, basically. he just explains song by song and gives out more information. its very very VERY lore heavy!!

watch this interview! (two parter)

read this interview pls omg it was so good to me when all the lore was coming out

and finally this live does not have MUCH lore in it but he still does discuss the album a little. it’s less important than all the other ones.

now during and after watching these lives you get to do the fun part, which is making theories! i have a whole theory abt the situation described in dope lovers, nerves, miss understood, merry go, ribbon and avalon 🤭 i hope this helps friend and if you have any and i mean ANY questions PLEASE ask me bcs i could write an essay on his lore.

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crying

For the love of god stop

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i believe this is the perfect place to post this

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guilty as sin | baeksoo

tags: studentxprofessor, smut, rom-com

Kyungsoo always thought art criticism would be boring. That was until Professor Byun Baekhyun, with his almond-scented hair and goth aesthetic, walked into his life. Obsessed, Kyungsoo tries everything to get Baekhyun’s attention. Amid art classes and stolen glances, Kyungsoo finds himself in a dangerous game of seduction and forbidden desire. With a mix of boldness and charm, he’ll do whatever it takes to break down the barriers between student and teacher.

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man since twitter is now unavailable in Brazil having a socmed with just brazilians again (majority) like bluesky is so funny lololololol last time this happened was in the year 2000 with Orkut and now it's a awn shit here we go again moment

I guess fuck the CEO for thinking he's above the law lolololol

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Light answers a tough question

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he loves to cook, he loves to eat | baeksoo

tags: fluff, domestic, smut;

Do Kyungsoo is just an amateur cooking lover who does anything to show his passion for food online. If only he had someone who could taste his loving meals, maybe his food could be even more meaningful.

— or the one where Kyungsoo loves to cook but hasn't had anyone to eat it until he meets Baekhyun, his new neighbor.

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experiencing asexuality is actually a really plural experience

like I've been dealing with the spectrum since my teenage years and now as an adult, I feel really great about myself... but I also can't quite relate to what people think asexuality means

especially because... I feel like sex means nothing to me

like... it's just like I'm seeing someone eating an apple, or dancing or running in a marathon

I don't feel anything towards the sexual activity

And because I don't feel anything, I actually find it funny to write about, or read about (especially BDSM dynamics) and it's like a social experience where I'm discovering how people's mind feels about something that I myself don't feel anything about it

Does that make sense...? lol

I don't only consume erotic media but I enjoy reading it sometimes as if I'm reading about the life of a profession I never heard of, or another culture very distant from mine or else like fantasy

the problem is that sometimes I do feel less asexual because of it and It makes me sad to feel that way even though I know we're not supposed to...

I guess that itodd we sure are very plural beings

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i needed to hear this today thank u very much

an old drunk man told me to enjoy my life and have fun because I’m only 24 and I have so many years and so much life ahead of me and then he went “and you know what? in ten years when you’re 34 you’ll still be young and have your whole life ahead of you” and it was really comforting to me

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srsly this site still is the best side of the internet why the hell did I run to the dark side (X)

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meeee

Sad lonely gengar

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lmao

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I never knew what it would be like to love without any expectations It's the kind of pull that makes you fly high smudging limitations I wake up with a smile on my face The sun is shining above me like every other day But it's the first time I actually see the light They say yellow is the color of joy But they could never painted my blue heart for you If I once thought that love was pain, I was mistaken Love is nothing more than two strangers Fighting hard to make each other valid Through the eyes of this strange pull That brings your soul closer to mine I wish I could scream for the world to hear How much I wait for this happen to me And how much I'm willing to enjoy

the longing

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i feel like I cannot have a meaning relationship with anybody and this is stressing me ouuutttttt

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I'm soon to get my degree and still, I'm not happy with my life lol I'm literally having a blast, but I feel like I'm falling so much when it comes to my own self-image idk I just want to be somebody else I want to live somebody else life and I want to be somebody else I feel like me is not enough in anything and I fucking KNOW it's a lie, however I still feel like that Like I'll never be enough for anything

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Remembering You

A legend older than the universe says that there is no force in the world that can separate two souls made of the same cosmos. Noah did not understand what was happening to him. Every time he left his house, he sees the boy in a denim jacket standing in the middle of the street. When he was at work, an image of him appeared in the reflections of every mirror. He thought that all the hallucinations had to do with the fact that he was going crazy. The reality was already starting to blend, and Noah no longer knew which one he was actually living in. What if all that is just an illusion of his head?

The Unusual Connection That Shook Both Worlds

"I could hear Chadwick's voice calling me over the phone, but nothing held my attention towards the boy finally appearing to me. The mirror was wide, and it took up much of the wall. It seemed that we were looking at each other this time and that mirror was the only barrier. He came over, and I did the same. The boy in the denim jacket had black hair, but was straight and undercut. He was well-dressed as if he had left a private office in the city center. He breathed as anxiously as I did, but unlike me, he didn't look scared. He seemed to know what was going on.

He raised his left hand, showing his little finger to me. He was showing it because he also wanted me to do the same. And when I finally did, in the same second, the world seemed to collapse. The lights of the bathroom started to blink and exploded, the floor was shaking, and the mirrors suddenly break all at once."

Uncovering Hidden Memories and Secrets...

“You are very determined. You really intend to go to the end of this process” he gave a sad smile, “It’s not like I didn’t expect. You were always like that.”

“What ... who are you?”

He shrugged, walking around my room as if he already knew every point of that place. He smiled when he saw the radio, and the music he was playing.

“I thought you hated Korean ballads” he smiled wide at me, amused.

I looked at the red radio playing the song on repeat. I didn't remember not liking that song. In fact, I remember that I spent hours studying and listening to it for many days when I went to take the entrance exam for college. I did that because most of the time it calmed me down to think about this song. I just didn't know why.

“I don't hate Korean ballads. I just…”

“I just hadn't found the right one before, and this one is incredible!” the boy said, completing my thoughts.

I was speechless because he got it right. It was exactly what I was going to say.

“How did you know I was about to say this?”

“Because of what you told me when I first introduced you to this song.”

He was serious. I realized this because the expression on his face was one of pain as if he had also felt everything I had just been through.

“Who are you?”

He shook his head.

“I cannot say. This can complicate things even more” he moved around my room, letting his gaze pass directly over the wall without posters.

He stared there, arms crossed. He analyzed all the other areas that I had just checked: the missing photos, some papers that had been torn from the bulletin board, and even the post-it note that I had left crumpled on the floor. He bent down, picking up the neon pink paper the second he saw it, and smirked when he read the numbers. 12 01 93. He had some lonely tears in his eyes when he crumpled the paper again himself, stuffing it in his jeans jacket pocket."

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