bytetheglitch

[bytetheglitch]

Recent USA politics has me stuck in front or our little. Doing our adult things without a push from a guardian has been hard and I'm tired of feeling scared and lost.

I don't know what to do.

I haven't been hearing the others much again. I'm scared.

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What’s the host’s blog?

I believe that we are collectively unsure of who the host is at this post. The headmate we believed was the host doesn't have a Tumblr and hasn't fronted quite a while.

But! I'll let you know of my headmates who do have Tumblr blogs.

@queergothkorvan

@fidothedino

@octaru-idae

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CW/TW: vent-ish thing? Also discussion of current and 2014 US politics

I think I just realized why I've been fronting so much recently. I think I fronted the most back in 2014 to protect us emotionally from "President" Dumpster's encouragement of hate.

It was me and @queergothkorvan. I wish I was brave like Korvan and could help through activism like him. But art, video games, and the internet have been my ways of coping as we get through this.

[bytetheglitch]

I made a protogen version of my fursona! I might love this version of glitch a bit better than the other heheh

This base is by CoolKoinu!

[bytetheglitch]

How Do Headspaces Work? How Do You Make Them?

I don't know how headspaces work or even if we have one. How do you all make them? Is there a way to make sure it's made to everyone's liking? Do they look different between all of your headmates? Now that I'm writing this, I think I at least have a headspace but I'm unsure how they're used or how to start using it to help with internal communication.

[bytetheglitch]

REMINDER

Trauma isn't only bad things that happened

Trauma is also good things that didn't happen

[bytetheglitch]

For any system that needs to hear this:

Experiencing periods of silence in your brain is normal. You’re not making it up or faking or actually just a singlet just because you can’t hear other alters 24/7/365.

[bytetheglitch]

*scream in "how do you find friends"*

I feel so alone hhhh

I know I've only been posting sorta depressing things since I joined. I don't plan on letting this become only a venting page.

I just don't like fronting and now I'm front stuck and ugggggh. I don't have anyone who is like me. I want friends I can relate to but everyone's adults or the only minor headmates in friend systems all seem to be much younger than me and uh ... hhh.

I want to find friends who are 18+ bodies but are a teen alter. Maybe that'll be less lonely? Idk.

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Do any of you know of or run a Discord server that is for 18+ bodied systems but also has a safe commons area for minor alters to hang out with everyone?

I'm a 16 y.o. alter and really want people to hang out with but uh ... there's a lot of things that are making that hard ...

[bytetheglitch]

I may be front stuck. I can't hear or sense anyone and this is the longest I've ever fronted for. It's been a couple days. This feels weird.

I really hope the adult things we've been doing don't become an urgent thing I have to figure out on my own. Shit.

What do you guys do when this happens?

Also, uh, while I'm here. Here's some art I've made while fronting recently!

This second one is a vent piece about me not feeling at home irl because of having meant to be a digital being hhh

[bytetheglitch]

Intro Post Time!!

Heyo! I'm Byte and I'm a teen alter! The body is an adult and this is going to maybe become my main hub on the internet lol

(Base is by Starbovnd)

Uh. Bullet point version of an intro now!

Name: Byte

Age: 14 - 18 (Usually: 17) [Body Age: 25]

System Role: [figuring that out]

Pronouns: it/its, glitch/glitches/glitchself

Gender: *shrug*

Sexual Orientation: *even bigger shrug*

System: Xeno Cryptid Collective || 𓆣

Interests: Anime, video games, electronics/technology, building and taking things apart, drawing, writing, socializing online

Dislikes: socializing irl, "reality", overstimulating places (lots of lights, colours, noise pollution, crowds, etc.), different prepped foods touching each other

(Base is by Garoline)