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I binged on 2 bagels last night

I feel like shit

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I want to be extra good for the next 3 weeks cuz i want to feast on my birthday

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NEW VIDEO

I did so bad in this one i hate myself

But I’m planning on making a new one where i eat as little as possible

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I just found out that eds and bipolar disorder are connected

IM DOUBLE FUCKED

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The only thing that’s good about living in a big city is that nothing closes early

I just got an expensive manicure at 1:30am

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Maybe I wasn’t ready to start lowering my dosage

I’ve been in such bad mood all day

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The only downside to mood elevators is that I can’t cry even if i wanted to

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I wanna get my hair done right NOW

But i have to wait for 3 weeks

Uuuggghhhh

I think i wanna go blonde for my birthday

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I went to a glutes class at the gym for the first time today

It was kinda hard but i got through it

I’m so proud of myself

Because i REALLY hate squats

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I just know my teeth will fall out soon from throwing up so much

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I threw up

I guess there is something i can do

I ordered food

I hate myself so much rn

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Im gonna do extra good tomorrow

Count every calorie

Plan out everything i eat

This can’t set me back

I’ve come a long way to give up rn

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I ate so much

I regret every bite

I hate this

I got nothing to do but do better tomorrow

I ordered food

I hate myself so much rn

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I ordered food

I hate myself so much rn

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I want a big cheeseburger so baaaaad

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I think i wanna go blonde for my birthday