conqueringnight

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✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.

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people don't care about your mental health until you're on the verge of killing yourself

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Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

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Being h0rny and wanting to kys ar the same time is an interesting combination, like what do you mean I wanna f*ck a pretty boy until he whimpers underneath me and at the same time I wanna bl33d out, best thing would be both things at the same time...bl00d and s3x and the same time are amazing🤭

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The urge to kms is huge, but I have events I wanna go to this year, but I hate everything in my life rn...why is everything so unfair...just take me out of this shit already...

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i don’t think i’m ever gonna make something of myself. i’m scared i’m stuck with these thoughts inside me forever, i just have so much to say but can never find the words.

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Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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sh culture is hating yourself for cvtting and hating yourself even more for not doing it

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fuck this recovery bullshit. IM NOT DOING THIS SHIT ANYMORE AND NOBODY CAN FUCKING MAKE ME!!!

Its my fucking life and I’ll fuck it up however I want to.

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Hi I'm still alive and somehow doing ok...

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I don't think I can ever make you happy.

I can't

And it's not on purpose.

It's more like I try, and I try, and I try endlessly, wear myself out, run out of all the tricks, jokes and money.

But, you're never happy.

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it’s sad when your intuition is right

i always knew i was never actually important

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"You need to relax"

Best I can do is dissociate

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I’m very tired of having to beg everyone to stay

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Tbh in my case 14...

My life was supposed to end at 16

Idk what im doing now

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"but being skinny won't solve your problems" being fat IS my problem what are you talking about

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Currently at work and gosh are my cvttŝ from last night are burning...not the ones on my ankle, but the ones on my thigh...work will be fun...btw I can't wear bandages under my work trousers...