Me, trying to fight my executive dysfunction and clinical depression like:
Manifesting
Brushing your teeth is hot, brushing your teeth is hot, brushing your teeth is hot, brushing your teeth is h-
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“What are these scars from?” she asked.
“They’re battle wounds,” I replied.
“Who were you battling?”
“Myself.”
- Laurie Halse Anderson // Wintergirls
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I wanna cvt but I don't wanna get outta beddddd ugh
What side is my depression on!!!!!!!!
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breathing used to be easy
something i did naturally
didn’t even had to concentrate
now it’s all i can focus on
because everything is fucking suffocating me
i have hands around my throat
invisible hands
squeezing it
choking me
fucking choking me
and i
can’t
breathe
every plus task
every time i have to leave my room
makes the hands even tighter
more suffocating
day
after
day
and i just want it to
end
i just want to fucking
breath
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Even my therapist told me I couldn’t do it.
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Using my disassociate low as a motivation to not eat… I literally feel nothing but emptiness right now, it’s such a sad numb feeling though if that makes any sense.
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I've done it for almost 23 years..
Staying alive i mean
Like..
I literally don't know how to handle this all a little longer......
:(
I can't
I just can't anymore
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“You’d think,
that when we took a blade to our skin
we’d be in a panic;
crying, hyperventilating, sobbing uncontrollably.
But really,
when we feel our skin split
in two
is when we feel
the most calm.”
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It’s true, I feel like a monster sometimes. I really do. Look at how I hurt people. Look at what I do.
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why do I keep making all these bad decisions?
why can’t I stop? (I don’t really want to)
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i just can’t fucking do it anymore
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Hello guys, gals and non-binary pals. I am so sorry that you have found yourself on these tags. If you need a hug, here you go.
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being depressed for so many years that there is nothing even left of you
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