councilsys - Tumblr blog

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Teddy bear system.

A flag for systems who feel a connection to, feel represented by, and/or just like stuffed animals, and teddy bears!

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i love you polyfrag systems

i love you poly frag systems with high alter count

i love you polyfrag systems that switch often

i love you polyfrag systems that split often

i love you polyfrag systems who never truly knows who’s fronting

i love you polyfrag systems that have no clue how many parts they have

i love you polyfrag systems that have no clue how many fragments they have

i love you polyfrag systems who are constantly dissociated

i love you polyfrag systems who are constantly exhausted from being polyfrag, because we are too.

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Amnesia doing its thing

You go girl

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[alt; userbox reads "This system needs care and support around march"]

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REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

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“One of your alters doesn’t like me!”

My dude some of my alters don’t like ME. You ain’t special.

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us hating group projects due to NPD &co

vs. c-DID,

fight!

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these bitches (/aff) locked me out‼️‼️

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The system feeling when a voice in your head gives input on something you’re doing and it definitely wasn’t your own internal voice but you have no idea who just said that 😶

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polyfrag culture is always feeling like you're doing having DID "wrong"

.

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*makes frequent fronter list*

oh shit this is wrong

*makes new frequent fronter list*

oh shit this is wrong

*makes new frequent fronter list*

oh shit this is- *dies*

— blurry :(

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Box 01: This system has NPD. Box 02: This system has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Box 03: This system has Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD).

( free to use w/o credit, though it is appreciated! :) ) read our dni before interacting !

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*screams into a pillow, cries in a ball, groans, stares at wall* fine.

pk;m new

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If you get mad at systems/headmates for having problematic sources I wish you a very die

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what if i made a new tumblr account so i can have all the alters sideblogs there without clogging up this one…..

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HELLO SYSBLR

*buzz buzz*

are you:

18+

of traumagenic origin/questioning

and drama and discourse free?

then you might like @councilsys and my system's new server!

introducing the Beehive (link in the reblog!)

featuring:

system resources that are research and recovery* based

0 fakeclaiming, and a safe space away from those who do that

promoter of good faith identities

a screenreader friendly environment

no cluster b ableism

a channel for system kids to chat

another channel for simply plural sharing and help

and space for introjects to meet with others from their source if they so choose!

themed around bees and nature, this server aims to be as drama and discourse free as possible, and to create a safe space for all adult systems and those that are questioning, including those of colour (we - the murkypond system belong to that category in fact!)

*necessary disclaimer that recovery is a choice, and a morally neutral one at that

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🍬☁️☀️💦

☀️ - how much amnesia do you experience?

- a lot 🥲 we usually have blackout amnesia between switches depending on the different alters, as well as greyouts and emotional amnesia.

☁️ - do you ever not notice you’ve switched, and suddenly realise that ‘you haven’t been you’ for a while?

- often! sometimes it’ll hit us that “wait.. am i actually this person” and then we realise lmao.

💦 - can you switch ‘on command’ or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?

- kind of? it really depends on the alter, and it’s easier within subsystems. it might need some time and front triggers for it to work.

🍬 - what’s the funniest thing another alter has said to you? (internally or externally communicated)

- lance once made a comment about being edged, “but not sexually, more identitually”, because he was blurry.