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henry spent the majority of his time in high school hiding from the basketball coach who kept trying to make him join the team for his height

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lets just all treat eachother as human and let it all fall into place

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the moral obligation to be politically conscious in order to build a healthier society

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Human kindness is lost under bureaucracy

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miss possessive but its me gatekeeping myself

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just thinking abt me n francis ogling cute guys playing tennis from his penthouse apartment in boston

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ugh everyone is in love with me :(( ilyt but im for my future husband only im sorry

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richard eating two boiled eggs once a month to fulfil his monthly quota of actual food so that he can go back to surviving on pills and alcohol

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happy men's mental health month to all guys except richard papen. please get worse.

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HELP ALEXANDER THE GREAT IS ON MY COUCH AND HE REALLY WANTS TO FUCK ME

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tsh from henrys perspective please and thank you donna

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i dont wana take the easy road i wana take the path that is covered in greenery and i trip over the brush and climb up trees cuz its more fun

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on brainrot;

im walking through the city and i found a branch and im fidgeting with it, feeling the grooves and knots of the tree that it was grown and torn off from. and i do this and i think "woah, there's so much to be learned from simply touching things." because recently I have had the idea of running a psychological experiment on people who have problems with texture and touch (the neurodivergent) because for myself once I started making new associations with textures in the form of understanding where what I am eating comes from (in the context of cleaning, wet food off of dinner plates because ugghhh) I'm suddenly not scared or repulsed by it. I find myself wanting to work with ginger and turmeric, even though turmeric always stains my hands yellow. I find myself wanting to dig my finger fingers into the dirt and get it under my nails, so I have a sense of where I came from and what I should honor.

But our brains get so bogged down and used to straightforward ways of learning that don't connect you to your soul on an intuitive level; because of this process of streamlining information, we have just started to overload our brains with stimulation, thinking that it will insight some kind of elation related to learning. But it won't. And it never does. It is a lie and an illusion made by the people who make money off of your inattention.

Capitalism is so so evil and to those who don't have to participate in it simply because they choose not to or because they have the opportunity I applaud you, and I am on my way to you, because to me money is no object. It is a tool. It is an instrument for happiness, for meaning, but you cannot find meaning within it. And capitalism tries to trick you into believing that there is an inherent meaning in money. Maybe there is but it is not for me to see or find out. And in a world which uses capitalism as a way to hurt people, I cannot spend the energy trying to--at least in this moment--when my goal is to heal people and bring them closer to the meaning of their lives.

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darling, dearest, back from the dead

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I had this idea for an alternate book cover in my head for MONTHS. I’m so happy I finally finished it and I’m super proud of how it came out. I know I have a very small audience, but I hope whoever sees this enjoys! If you’re a fellow The Secret History or Donna Tartt nerd, consider maybe reposting and helping an artist out!! xx

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update my dad is zeus which makes things awkward (still wana kill my dad but i wont cuz ion wana go to jail) but i am actually pretty chill w zeus cuz he sends me rain and warmth. when i had my trip on the new moon i kept seeing spiderwebs and s/zs and my last name starts w an s so....yk patterns

writing love balades to hades

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why would anything bad ever happen to you, my love? All these things are here to teach you something unforgettable so you learn joy and elation to their natural and absolute extent. you are so worthy of it, you know, even if you quality yourself as a "petulant" insect. my love for you is worthless because its infinite, yet endless and abundant, because i am here, in the ether, and you are there, alive and vibrant and human. Oh, my love, don't fret, this too shall pass.

- Aphrodite