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Happy pride month to everyone who's trans, bi, gay, Les, non binary, straight, queer, out, closeted, pan, Demi, aro, ace, fem, masc, pink, blue, black, white, Christian, Muslim, atheist, red, white, royal blue, leans, greens, potatoes, tomatoes, chicken, curry, turkey, honey, because we're all human and the only place on earth where everyone is exactly the same is a pack of sardines.

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I hope your bed itches, I hope you get headlice, I hope your cat dies, I hope your phone cracks and I hope you get bad luck this month 😇

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Evil Dead Rise

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posting this here because I cried watching it and it needs to reach a wider audience

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Day 1 Of my creative design journey 💕

I'm embarking on a 10 creativity challenge for my design whatever. It definitely isn't going to be 10 consecutive days but I will do 10 things to push my boundaries and step out of my comfort zone. Here's a cute video presentation whatever they call it I made for a beauty brand I'm obsessed with. 💕💕

constructive criticism is most welcome I'd like to know how I can be better 😇

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if you like the persona of this selfish dumb blonde twat. I question your sense of morality

m currently reading the books and she's pissing me off on every page. and the worst part, is there a version of the series where she sees the error of her selfish ways. and she's so nice and weird that everyone loves her. Ugh

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I just checked and there seems to be no communities for Everskies ✨✨

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This cannot be adulthood 🌴

I just turned 21, formatted my phone last week so I've lost my diary app and I can't get my Google account so I'm ranting here cause I'm not using Google Docs either (eww where's the aesthetic is that).

I hate my existence. I'm fucking up uni one semester at a time might do an extra year. Umm I don't fit in anywhere. 🍃🌼

I used to be an introvert when I was younger, like 15 cause I had a massive inferiority complex and then around 17 I became this sparkly bubbly funny type of person. Now I'm blank. I'm not sure what I am anymore and I think that's fine.🌫 Even though it's tough having to find yourself again at an age where everybody expects you to have already figured everything out. This is supposed to be the doing decade not the drawing board one, that was last year.... Right? 😩

I feel like a fairy. A wingless fairy, like Elina from Fairytopia or Rani from Pixie Hollow. Like I had my wings cut off and was banished to Earth and I've lived amongst humans so long I've forgotten I was a fairy. Now I realize I'm not like the rest of the humans around me.

I'm especially not doing things girls my age are supposed to be doing. I'm not in the club every weekend, I'm supposed to have a boyfriend that pays for everything and buys me the latest iPhone (Oh Please🙄), I'm supposed to run a small but successful beauty brand, I'm supposed to have a 3.5 cgpa, I'm supposed to go on dates, I'm supposed to know what I'm doing. I'm supposed to own a Stanley cup and buy a birkin. At the same time I'm supposed to be a strong Christian woman in the ushering department (I'd rather shave my head), I'm supposed to know how to cook perfectly (I do a bit), I'm supposed to be married with 4 kids next year (I don't even know whether I want children). Most of all I'm supposed to be happy and content cause I have parents and my sisters and I'm not out on the streets. WELL I'M SORRY NKECHI, HUMANS WERE BORN TO COMPLAIN. 🙄😩

And worst of all last year I lost my faith, got into too much philosophy and over thinking and really started to unlearn everything I was ever told, now everything I thought I knew about existing feels like a lie. I was raised in a Christian family went to church every Sunday for 18 years and all of a sudden I realize some things about everything I learned just weren't sounding right. I mean angels?,😩 one true religion?, a man died on the cross to forgive my wrong doings ?, I'm going to hell for making not so bad choices?.... It doesn't make it less annoying that I lost that faith. I feel stupid and lied to.🙄 and now everyone looks at me weird when I don't want to go to church ugh.

I went through my snap story archives. I used to be happy. Life still wasn't perfect but I was happy, finding joy in the tiny things and moments. Vlogging everything like I had a million subscribers (I don't even have a channel). I was content with 5k in my account and 3 good friends and a cute boy I had a crush on in class. I was happy.

All of a sudden it's 2025 and it's like I just woke up. Like what's going on did the party start without me. I suddenly have no plans, I used to plan everything all the time and I loved it. Now I just wake up and go back to sleep and rot in bed. I was doing that last year but it didn't feel as bad as it does now. I used to encourage everyone to find peace and joy in their own little existence but now look at me. Questioning the point of existence every hour.

Don't get me started on the homophobia. "gay people are disgusting and unnatural " HAVE YOU SEEN NICK FRIGGING NELSON. Oh please😩💕. Like I'm suddenly the weird one cause I don't believe all queer and trans people should be burned at the stake. Well I am sorry but I pay for my data subscriptions and they aren't cheap so I will watch men kiss as long as this obsession lasts😊

I feel like a fairy that just realized she is one. Maybe I'll never get my wings but it doesn't mean I'll be human either. Am I delusional?, yes. Do I love it?, absolutely. 💕🌼

This is going to be in my drafts for a long time. 🎀🌼

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Obsessed ✨

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White Rabbit was a Nazi who owned prison camps and experimented on demons he claimed he stood for. Also he was pro-genocide. He sucks.

Y'all will take things too far. The white rabbit was abandoned and mistreated by everyone he knew. He found a world and in it found a family. Unfortunately the world he found was flawed and inhabitable for its own species, he watched helplessly as those he loved perished and he could do nothing. He thought he could give his family a home, he thought he could help them. Apparently his memory was short, he forgot how humans were or perhaps he thought they had changed overtime, or he knew they couldn't all be the same, he thought he could keep his family safe. HE WAS WRONG. He realized too late that he couldn't have both a safe home and a family. He had to sacrifice one for the other at every turn, upon the realization he lost himself. The White Rabbit's villain arc was one of revenge on the people that took his family.

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Tea is God's gift to whimsy girls like me doomed to exist in this baneful universe

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typing from a computer is so difficult when ur used to a phone. like where's the auto correct, why do i have to put the capital letters myself. This is easier said than done.

most impotantly, WHERE ARE THE EMOJIS

(insert cryimg emojis)

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Reblog if you're also going to be judging outfits from your bed in an old t shirt

so excited 😇😇

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Aye come look at this

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Mon Cher

this should've been titled Sinners

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Safe to say : Gayyyyyy

Was going to use a worse word but sensitivity

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OOPS MY BAD 😩