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I think i'm getting my period (after 60 days) because im gaining so much weight out of nowhere and im crying over everything this last two days. If it's not my period i'm going to kms because everything is wrong

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i'm such a wannarexic, like seriously idk what happened with me last week but i need to lock in because wtf

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ughhh i have been having so many binges this week, today was the worst.

anyone has any tips ??

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true

If I don't lose weight this month it's literally homophobic

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yesterday i was at 57,5 and i could have reached 57,0 by today or tomorrow but instead i had the worst binge of my life 🤪

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i had fucking 4000 cals, im not even exaggerating 😫😫😫

everything hurts

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i don't know if it is because i have been eating like shit but i haven't got my period in over 45 days...

mind you i'm not skinny, my bmi is like 21.3 soo idk what is happening

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serving severe wannarexic

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uggggh

i was doing so good today, i only ate 300 cals and had already burned 400. but then i had a math class and my teacher that's super nice offered me a cookie, i said no but he insisted so i ate it. i truly tried to hide it or to drop it but he was so focused watching me eat

it was a big cookie so probably 300-400 cals

😭😭😭😭😭

what punishment should i do ???

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sooo, today I didn't weight myself because I had a big test and it would absolutely ruin my mood, but I ate even more 😭😭😭

i'm such a wannarexic

today i woke up at 57.8 kg, but sadly i kinds of ate a lot so tomorrow i will probably be back to 58 🥲🥲🥲

anyways, tomorrow is going to be a new day

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today i woke up at 57.8 kg, but sadly i kinds of ate a lot so tomorrow i will probably be back to 58 🥲🥲🥲

anyways, tomorrow is going to be a new day

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i'm really hopping I can get to 57 on June 10th

rn I'm at 58,7... do you guys think it's possible ??

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I don't know what to do because I h4te myself so much. It's not even only about my appearance anymore, I hate everything and it has started to affect my relationship with my friends and family.

I feel so miserable

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-2kg this week 🔮

-2kg this week 🔮

-2kg this week 🔮

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today I woke up at 58,3 !!!!

yesterday I literally started crying because I ate chocolate and then I woke up with 1kg less wth

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i'm scared to weight myself tomorrow, I ate so much.

why am I like this

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