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Passion

I want our love to be a tragedy

I want waves and flames crushing and burning everything around us

Break my heart, shatter me, drown into my tears and then come back to me

I need to feel alive again and for that I think that I must be destroyed

So love me, kiss me like I'm oxygen, and then ruin everything with me love

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He extended his hand and said.

Hello

I can fix it anything and everything

I’m nothing like the rest

Everything in you, about you, and around you will never be the same

I’m here to save your day.

I extended mine took a deep breath and said

Hello I am trauma

I have ex issues

Daddy issues

Mommy issues

Trust issues and

Childhood issues

I am anxiety

I am depression

I am ptsd

I am damaged

I have broken more and more with each risk I take

I keep swearing to myself that I’m not doing it again

Yet here we are

Here is my Hello

He smiles at me and says

Yes I know

I been here all along

I have never stepped away

Im here to save you

I stood there with tears running and said

Jesus Take it

Take it all please

I can’t hold this any longer

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I will follow you all the way down into the depths of your darkness if that’s what it takes to save you.

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I remember I had better days. Now, it feels hard to even exist.

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𝗡𝗢 𝗥𝗘𝗚𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗦 🌻 Live your life with no regrets. Count you blessings. You deserve to be happy and content. 🌷 fionadiaries.com/2022/09/12/noregrets/ ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° https://www.instagram.com/p/Ciaj_l7hXJb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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💋 𝙛𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨.𝙘𝙤𝙢 “O mighty survivor of all odds, that life constantly stacks up against you! I hope you are reading this.... You have been through so much. I have been through so much! And we all got to believe that it means something. Something better for a better future. Don’t just fear of the possibilities of bad things, but think about all those more breaths, more memories, more experiences, more laughter, more delicious foods, more lovemakings, much more of all kinds of great things too. After everything that we went through to reach here : We deserve it.” — Excerpts of: '𝘐 𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴...' © 𝗙𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮 𝗖𝗿𝘆𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹 @fionadiaries • Nov 3, 2021 11:39 AM ▪︎ All rights reserved 🔗Blog Link: fionadiaries.com/2021/11/03/survivor/ 𝗙𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗔 𝗗𝗜𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗦 — '𝙃𝙀𝘼𝙍𝙏𝘽𝙀𝘼𝙏𝙎 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙎' ™ . . . . . #fionadiaries #healingjourney #strongwomenquotes #strongwomen #traumainformed #survivor #genderequity #thisgoddess #traumarecovery #ptsdawareness #traumaresponse #itgetsbetter #ptsd #wordporn #wordpornoftheday #spilledink #wolfwomen #youmatter #healingquotes #empoweringwomen #empoweredwomen #poetsofig #genderequality #healing #goddesswomen #warriorwomen #traumasurvivor #trauma https://www.instagram.com/p/CW3BOJ-hpJP/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I got up and, realized that I have lost the will to live. All the emotions of sadness, abandonment, grief, hopelessness, despair and so much more are building up and boiling inside me. And yet my heart! My heart feels numb. It's as if a great weight has been put on my chest, and I am sinking in the deep ocean of darkness. It's an overwhelming feeling of detachment from life and this world. An urgency to separate from all this Maya. I have never felt this tired of living. I wonder...is this how one feels before they finally succumb and give up? Maybe this too shall pass! . . . . #worldmentalhealthday #worldmentalhealthday2021 #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthday #depression #depressionhelp #fionadiaries #wordporn #sad #sadquote #depressionquotes #wordporn #darkthoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/CU2rBVWgVZq/?utm_medium=tumblr

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💋 𝙛𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨.𝙘𝙤𝙢 "Every breakdown was just a step forward into your becoming. Once you acknowledge your experience, you will experience the true knowledge." — '𝘛𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦' © 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 @fionadiaries • June 8 2019 ▪︎ All rights reserved 𝗙𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗔 𝗗𝗜𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗦 — '𝙃𝙀𝘼𝙍𝙏𝘽𝙀𝘼𝙏𝙎 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙎' ™ https://www.instagram.com/p/CUZtUzwANjX/?utm_medium=tumblr

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💋 𝙛𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨.𝙘𝙤𝙢 "Every breakdown was just a step forward into your becoming. Once you acknowledge your experience, you will experience the true knowledge." — '𝘛𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦' © 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 @fionadiaries • June 8 2019 ▪︎ All rights reserved 𝗙𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗔 𝗗𝗜𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗦 — '𝙃𝙀𝘼𝙍𝙏𝘽𝙀𝘼𝙏𝙎 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝘿 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙎' ™ https://www.instagram.com/p/CUZqk7UAae-/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Dedicated to everyone on my Social Media who shares good memes. ❤ Thank You! Ya'll keep feeling my meme hoarding so much so that I now have over 3k memes stored in my phone 🤣🥴 May you be blessed by the universe for all your good work. Keep Memeing. Life is much eaaier to cope with them funny Memes 🔥👀 . . . . #fionadiaries #fiona #fionacrystal #memes #meme #memes😂 #memesdaily #funnymemes #funnymeme #funnymemesdaily #funnyquotes #funnymemepage #memeporn #wordporn #memesofinstagram #memesoftheday #originalmemes #originalmeme #funny https://www.instagram.com/p/CQ5ewOIANKu/?utm_medium=tumblr

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"We were always here, we were always angry, resistant, and persistent. We are just more louder, more fierce, and we no longer have any patience left. We no longer care about what you think of us, because we have learned that our self worth as a human being doesn't need your stamp of approval. We are unbent, unashamed, unperturbed by your sexist nasty labels. We are not here to seek permission, request compassion for our kind. We are here to take back this society, rule it with equity and equality. We will hit the grounds with our boots faster, thump our chests louder, raise our voices higher, until...the patriarchy shatters." — R e s i s t a n c e © 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 | @fionadiaries • ✏ Art by @crystaljadevaughan Jan 7, 2020 10:04 AM | All rights reserved 𝐅𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 — '𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒' .. . . . #fionadiaries #womensday #timesup #resistance #feminism #strongwomenquotes #strongwomen #womensplaceisintheresistance #nastywomen #genderequity #thisgoddess #internationalwomensday #patriarchy #dontchangeforanyone #feministart #wordporn #wordpornoftheday #spilledink #wolfwomen #smashthepatriarchy #freewomen #empoweredwomenempowerwomen #empoweringwomen #empoweredwomen #poetsofig #genderequality #smashthepatriarchy #goddesswomen #warriorwomen #feminismquotes https://www.instagram.com/p/CMJjvSeHzW6/?igshid=6zj4fjiyjn68

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𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐈𝐎 💌 E x c e r p t : "Show me the real you, the broken you, the flawed you, the hurting you, the tired you… And I will show you mine. And together we shall rise up, and walk this road to recovery. Slowly but surely. And if you want to sit down and take a pause, I will support you. [...more]" (Read full post on fionadiaries.com) — '𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕄𝕖 𝕋𝕙𝕖 ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕐𝕠𝕦' © 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 @fionadiaries • Oct 31, 2019 01:20 PM | All rights reserved URL: fionadiaries.com/2021/01/16/realyou/ 𝐅𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 — '𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒' . . . . #fionadiaries #youareperfect #heartbeats #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #supportsystem #supporteachother #acceptance #acceptyourself #selfacceptance #truelove #soulmates #soulmate #lovequotes #mylovefromthestars #wordporn #wordpornoftheday #inkstains #writersofinstagrampoetry #poetsofig #wordsofwisdom #wisewords #wisewordsoftheday #wisequotes #iloveyou #flawedandfabulous #youmatter #twinflame #togetherforever #foreverkindoflove https://www.instagram.com/p/CKHGiIelg-t/?igshid=nr8kzz4xz3g3

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𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐘 — 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧. ❤🙏 https://www.instagram.com/p/CJbPAwMFjYV/?igshid=14m4aq25nm8xe

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"All you have to do is break my heart ONCE. And I will start loving you less from then on. You think you are the only one who can fake 'love'. Two can play this game, and I will make it more fun. I will wait to see how long you can keep up the act. Now go kiss "good night" to your 'side chicks', hun. Don't 'cha fuck wit' me." #BoyBye — 'B o y B y e' © 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 @fionadiaries • . May 21 2019, 9:08 PM | All rights reserved 𝐅𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 — '𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒' . . . . . #fuckbois #youhurtme #youruinme #youbrokemyheart #dishonest #heartbroken #sad #iambroken #insomnia #brokenheart #unfaithful #fionadiaries #spilledink #liar #broken💔 #heartbreak #badliar #gaslightingawareness #emotionalabuse #youareenough #trustissues #battlingdemons #battlingdepression #feelingbroken #itsnotyourfault #youbrokemyheart #wordporn #gaslighting https://www.instagram.com/p/CIVs698nT4D/?igshid=mc7bhmx282lh

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— 'Y o u, A l w a y s' © 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 @fionadiaries . Nov 04, 2020 09:01 AM | All rights reserved 𝐅𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 — '𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒' . . . . #loveletters #iwrotethisforyou #fionadiaries #lovestory #lovequotes #love #soulmate #alwaysus #wordporn #twinflames #xoxo #iloveyou #foreverlove #heartbeatsandwildthings #mylover #mylove #mylovefromthestar #truelove #foreverkindoflove #heartbeats #poetsofinstagram #youalways #inlove #withyou #poetsofinsta #wordporn #cantlivewithoutyou #foreverandever #you #alwaysyou https://www.instagram.com/p/CHJ2XgmnC2o/?igshid=4febllzhyayu

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A WILD WORDWITCH GODDESS… I write about Heartbeats and Wild Things. I am a nefelibata with a wanderlust, looking for my smultroställe. I want to make resfeber numinous memories or die. In a quest for love, soulful music, spiritual experience, writing a best-selling novel, getting a Ph.D, contributing positive things in society, and lead a meaningful life. Alone, I find my soul spinning words of heartbeats and lucid dreams of wild things. If you haven't followed me yet on my blog, do go and visit 😊 I also do commissions/projects on req for content, advise, and tarot card readings !!! ● Here is the link you can visit, so you can know more about the process, and what I take comissions requests for: fionadiaries.com/tarot/ ● You can know more things about me here: fionadiaries.com/fiona/ . . . . #fionacrystal #fionadiaries #heartbeatsandwildthings #writersofig #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #writer #poetry #poet #blogger #bloggersofinstagram #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarot #tarotcards #oraclereadersofinstagram #oraclecards #poetsofinstagram #freelancewriter #wordporn #smut #iwrite #iwritesins #lifestyleblogger #writersofindia #writersofinstagrampoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/CGnZKLDnz91/?igshid=1vwqv4ovoo2fv

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𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐈𝐎 💌 E x c e r p t : "You dragged me to hell, and I am ruling it now. I am not begging you to come and, rescue me. I know you wonder why. The devil calls me — “Goddess”. He calls me — “Queen” ♡ [....read full post on : fionadiaries.com] — 'I O w n H e l l' © 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 | @fionadiaries • • Sept 29, 2019 02:49 PM | All rights reserved ➡ URL: fionadiaries.com/2020/10/10/hell/ 𝐅𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 — '𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒' . . . . . #hell #fionadiaries #fionacrystal #heartbeatsandwildthings #poet #poetry #devil #wolfwoman #wordporn #sinful #traumarecovery #empoweredwoman #wildwoman #poetsofig #callmequeen #poetsofinstagram #wildthings #wildthing #redheels #iwillgetthere #longing #badasswoman #goddess #xoxo #iamstrong #myheart❤️ #superwoman #abusiverelationship #mydevil #wordporn https://www.instagram.com/p/CGJukPCHUbQ/?igshid=16k6364pvlzfy