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This changed and nourished me. Whatever level you're at in your devotion to your calling there will be something important for you here, guaranteed. 💐 let their voices speak to your soul; let it fill the nooks and crannies you've longed to touch. amen.

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For the befuddled wizard- pivot, rebrand, and always choose the 3rd secret way ✨

Blessings upon you weary magik users.

How we find ourselves in such strange times, once again. But you are the initiated. You are the war worn; you have been cast in bronze for these times to emerge a monolith of courage.

No, the hero usually doesn't want any of that. Sorry. But bronze made you sturdy and persevering. Though inside you are a soft, warm, cuddly baby... A paradox of course. How else could magik be?

Take rest for a moment. This is the cycle. To battle and prepare and fortify and sharpen your skills, weapons, tools and strategies. Only to rest and repeat. Sometimes you win, sometimes at a loss, if you still breathe and rest in the warmth of blankets and choice of food/ clean water- you are well endowed, to soon fight again.

We are ever evolving ( though it may not feel or look like it). You are, they are, we are, I am; so mote it be.

The sane must go mad with a rush of furry to be born again to the possibilities of all we desire. That is the conditioning of Samsara.

With Love light, darkness and acceptance of wholeness. I initiate you- once again to fortify and resolve your shape. There is new ground to create from, new opportunities, new ideas, new inventions awaiting your plucky yet soft and brazen hands. ✨

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FULL moon in Pisces, Solar Eclipse pt. 2

Today I write simply because I feel like writing, which I will attribute to this beautiful lunar event * Cue Virgo clarity. The moon has always had a striking effect on me. One of fascination and utter awe....

As a child, I didn't muse on how the moon does it's thing... just that it had the feeling of a great old, ancient grandmother-ish love, far, far, away and still close enough to see me. I didn't linger on how- I would have thought the moon glowed from within, like a lamp, emitting it's own beautiful energy from itself.

Now, I "know" it's rather a lifeless rock reflecting the radiance of the sun. How belittled my masculine logic tries to paint her. But she makes a way for me to see the sun's radiance and not lose my eyes. She creates the symbolism of an ever present unconscious. She holds our dreams, wishes, and secrets. She literally shines in the dark and throws light on things we can't usually see without the sun ( things that only come out at night). This gentle, though sometimes searing intensity luring us into the unknown. Still throwing shadows in an unfamiliar way for our human eyes. My psyche runs over the sensations she stirs, like one tongues at a cut in the mouth, rubs ached muscles, scratches itches and stretches sore limbs.

As a Pisces Sun native in my late thirties ( whom has graduated varying degrees of emotional maturity thanks to therapy, self compassion, hope, faith, and love in the re-learning of self); Neptune no longer drowns me. Though to tell the truth drowning was never my issue as much as knowing what to do in the depths. I dare say, sometimes now we ride waves like dolphins made for the sport. And when the tide goes out, that is when I must flex my adaptability: gills, scales, and fins to be landlocked and alive. The little mermaid figuring out what legs are & how to find her voice. All while thinking like a fish.

That is a an appropriate metaphor for spiritual beings in physical world. Almost like the poles themselves ( yes another masculine feminine/ jung reference, since it is all I am reading these days). We still want to say you can be in one world but not the other at the same time. Which more and more is untrue, rather changing, rather shifting. Whales are mammals!!!

Did you know whales evolved from land mammals and are more closely related to humans than fish??

And every time I see whales I get the same sensation, they illicit the same sensations as grandmother moon.

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How deep is your pleasure

Inspired exploration by Sabrina Lynn's work. (Find her on youtube, IG, Facebook, etc.). I also listened to Ethereal Astrology, Brittany (also on youtube) while I wrote this to remind myself of the sensations I've been processing.

Full Moon Lunar eclipse in Pisces + Venus opposing Chiron

A lot of resistance is coming up for me around expression. I have had several epiphanies about being addicted to self healing and having the realization that the brain will create whatever you focus on.

Personally doing ( physical action) anything has been very difficult. My mind wants to be terribly distracted. I am also seeing how much I am addicted to consuming: food, content, information, education, well being, style, fashion, aesthetics, the list goes on and on.

Even given that, I do feel a need to move something out of me- like these thoughts. I have been becoming aware of an old, ingrained, conditioned mindset ( solidifying more the last 3 months) that has been the imaginary chains I've had on myself for probably my whole life. This is so interesting as I have been digesting a lot of Jung's work on the anima/animus. This has provided a lot of experiential context in relation to myself in my relationships. The invisible chains being certain thoughts, feelings ( as sensations) and emotions.

For me this was identified as Jung's animus- the masculine partner a woman has that is the unconscious aspect of her mind, if she is unaware of it. I do believe that because of my experience with parts work ( IFS) and my own previous education through polarity consciousness in spiritual circles ( an actual somatic class I took with Jennifer Joseph, naturalmagics on instagram) I already had a bit of an awareness to him. I had conceived some ideas of him like going through someone's belongings in their house and making up narratives of what they might be like. The belongings, one could say, made me believe perhaps more than one masculine being resided there. I went down a rabbit hole and should write the story of Cowboy and Shaman someday.

Of course being abstract concepts of our mind, they are not actual people. Though I could see their projections in my life in different people I'd known at one point or another. Now, according to Jung, if the animus is maladapted he actually has his own anima ( which makes sense to me now, why cowboy was Gay & why he was kinda evil). These figures seem to be going through a transformation process with the awareness I've gleaned about them. Like the tail end of THE dragon. Careful now, you know what they say about chasing THE dragon.

Anyhow, He (my animus) seems to be getting clearer... almost like he's still a ghost haunting ( more like a scuddle these days) the house but he goes in and out of being something more jello-like than ether and even though he's still wearing a sheet around- I am very aware of him. Perhaps his speech is less OOOOooooooooh like and more coherent as grunts and uh huhs and mmm's. Far less cryptic, not scary and mostly frustrating if not comical or annoying.

Which brings me to Sabrina's prompt about pleasure. Imagine not being able to interface with your lover in a way that was pleasant? Just thoughts and ideas about what that should look like, and then using stand in's to kill time, subs to get experience? Not understanding your animus is like playing charades with someone from another planet. You don't speak the same language, cannot translate, you have no context, and you have no way to relate. This of course will not stop anyone from existing, it just makes your inner workings complicated, confusing, conflicted, and hard to understand. From that point of view it is difficult to allow pleasure to be alive in your life. Some aspect of you is always on the defensive for how you will mishandle it, because historically denying it is all you have done. Painful, suffering, uncomfortable existence, anxiety are normal. Which makes sense to me why addiction to substance is so palpable. To finally get some pleasure through immobilizing those deafening, defensive rigid parts, just long enough to have some relief in pleasure... makes too much sense. I did that a lot in my life.

So now, knowing the jello-ghost animus is on his way to have a Beauty and the Beast like transformation is quite exciting. I'm still reading up on how it works ( which is why he's in a chrysalis stage).

Looking more at exploring aspects of pleasure for myself and being able to dialogue with him looks like it will take some time. But can't help but imagine my own little Helen Keller genius making waves soon.

Visual meditation:

In the middle of writing this I did a 10 min heart centered meditation because I felt compelled to for some time and saw a corridor between a narrow stretch in a mountain like chasm. The ground was covered in a soft spongey moss and I was barefoot. As I moved forward I couldn't see anything in front of me, it was all thick mist. A few yards in and I start seeing colors peeking through of different colorful flowering plants. I walk past dense flowering blooms and looked down when I noticed the ground seemed to be more wet. Blood, intermixed with water covering the moss.

Moving forward it appears there is what looks like body parts of something strewn about. The mist is receding to reveal a vast field. It looks like a war has just occurred, but is over now. A river is rushing ahead and it is clearing this field of the blood and parts. I also see being's I don't have descriptions for... they seem to be ever changing in shape of creatures I do not recognize. It also appears these are what was in parts in the bloodied field. They are also carrying off the parts; like ants away from the field. I watch them. Very quickly they seem to be building structures. A tree house structure forms ahead of me, they build other tree/vine like bridges and other structures near the river... I move towards it with feelings of excitement and well being. The meditation ends*

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Visions of coming home: Dream pool party

...but it's just different versions of myself through my life past, present, and future.

so much to talk about so many questions. so many memories, dreams, nightmares, regrets and possibilities. nostalgia and all the protective energy of a big family i never had. 🥹

everyone all at once singing the same old song, "turn it up" all in unison.

"try this one, you'll like it" from versions of me i do not yet know. i trust, i believe, i have so much faith in. big hugs, kisses and long sighs of relief; tears of joy, sadness and some of sheer disbelief.

my oldest and youngest parts of me the ones the rest of me seem to hold in such reverence. and my current self basking in the glory of it all.

not sure which transit ( its cancer season) is to thank for this occasion , but it was the best thought experiment. 💦 Of course I didn't have time to dwell on any inner drama. And then there is THAT.

So here is where some shadow work can come into play. Although I don't have the juice for that today, I'll file it under " times I have energy to be productive, brave, tolerant, whatever, etc".

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Solstice Portal

Portals, hidden rooms, worm holes, time warps, trap doors, secrets.

Cancer szn for me is about experiential creation.

Build your own house. Make its existence undeniable and clear in your expression and being. Fill it with things you love. Make room for things you hate. So that you can see all of yourself clearly and without obstacle. A gallery for pet peeves. A library for cringe. A bubble padded room for self judgements and criticisms with good lighting and cameras to review later as entertaining ego drama you can easily turn off, pause, view with unattached beliefs, but NEVER denied or ignored. Never thrown away or abused. Quite on display actually, quite ordinary and cozy even, one could say.

The green house has a claw foot bath tub with an always ready sudsy, bubbly clean bath awaiting you. There is music in the walls. The temperature is always whatever you want, whatever you need.

Everything appears at your command. And when something seems wrong also ask what's right?

It's all just you experimenting. Summer Solstice shining brightly here today.

What is happening in your house?

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The day before Summer Solstice

I started an initiation on June 1st- to work on being perceived.

A month before, I started to read " Women Who Run With The Wolves" on mother's day, May 12th.

I will start to commit to share a process- on here, today.

Start at any time, at anywhere- just start. And if you leave enough breadcrumbs you can be wildly thrown off course and you can start to see that as if "just for fun" - you can find your way back. The things you can pick up again and gain momentum in are especially for you... the one's you can't are not. ( at least for now)

Officially it is never about completing a masterpiece but starting to uncover the one that was hiding under all of your indoctrinations, conditioning, and cloaks of unacceptance all along. Just start with one little corner today, more tomorrow and so on. Get lost, forget, pretend to be less than, remember, forget, pretend to be someone else/ something else, and come back again- A lot. No rush, no agenda. And the world will mirror your grace. It will fractal in unimaginable ways. It will morph in sometimes nightmarish/ creepy ways, and if you're like me at all- you might kinda get off on that...

And if you're not, you're alright- but take it easy and very very slow.

Just start.

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Siddhartha's tree

i went to the lake to meditate

in the sunset reflecting on the water

i asked over and over again

who am i ?

for a long time

no clear answer arose

but over and over

i let the question rise

and fall over the lakes tides

eventually like a whisper

the answer was there

like an ant surfacing

from under its hill:

I am nature

to my dismay, I didn't balk at this

but joined in:

i am the sun

i am the wind

i am the earth

i am the birds singing

the insects, busy

i am the grass and the water

in the lake

I am nature

and i am perfectly evolved

i am perfectly evolving

as my seasons change with the times

i am nature and i am perfect

and there is nothing i need do

save, what i want

Eventually i realized a very clear message i have been receiving. That i need to do nothing for a time, but receive. That i need to sit on my hands and just be. wait. feel.

that i am like a tree in this dimension.

my purpose is like that of a tree

we give shade from the harshness

of the weather

we offer solace in the heat

we give oxygen for your carbon dioxide

which i receive from your breathe

from conversations

and i am a living record

i am an organic record system.

i am supported by the construct.

i am siddhartha's tree.

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The exogenous part of ourselves, or Soma, by contrast, is all about direct, unmediated, nonconceptual experience. It beholds things exactly as they are without any judgment, evaluation, without even any filtering whatsoever. It receives reality as it is in all its diversity, color, and multiplicity without comment. Moreover, it beholds things as wholes, not through the limiting eyes of preconception, hope and fear, or ambition and agenda. It sees people as they are, in all their uniqueness and individuality, and in all their fullness and their totality, with everything included. And what it sees, it loves. It feels the utter sacredness of the earth, of each person, animal, cloud, and star in the sky. It loves and it appreciates. It also sees the connections and the communions that bind us all in one vast cosmic reality. For the Soma, strict and separationist personal boundaries do not exist; what is clear and compelling are our connections with each other, our links and bonds, the natural communion that our deepest self—our Soma—has with everything that is. The Soma’s way of being, it seems, is to see the totality of what is and to love and appreciate it all, simply because it is.

Reginald Ray, a teaching on somatic spirituality

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Human Love

What does that phrase bring up for you?

I was surprised to find that the phrase grossed me out, that it was full of narratives about how awful and messed up people are.

This morning I had a scenario unfold for me that allowed me to witness myself and a long held pattern of mine.

side note: In relation to my own domestic partnership and a lot of the things we have learned in couples therapy I was able to see some of these behaviors objectively. Especially through the intimate knowledge of witnessing my own lover and his core patterns. Without judgement I was able to witness how his pattern unfolds as a blueprint for how mine does.

It is Venus RX after all and the themes of this one have been powerful and dynamic for me.

I am also witnessing the breaking down of a life, as someone within my circle is losing the love of their life... as they are dying.

An awful realization that helped me to pinpoint what the wounds I have incurred around "human love" are.

(I have experienced betrayal most in my mind and in my actions to others, as I've rushed to commit the sin before it could reach me. All the while betraying myself first...)

I have three celestial bodies in my 11th house of the collective and partnerships: Moon, Chiron, and Lilith. Which are all in Gemini.

I used to write these off as repressed expression, abandonment, and rejection. But of course they are so much deeper, wider, and more visceral than that.

*My wounding in Chiron is fear of loving others because we are all going to die. And the nihilist in me cannot understand the sheer suffering I will willfully incur, the work, the pain and all the effort to love someone that will yield in nothingness... And of course that perspective is hollow and painful.

Shifting to the feeling state of "enoughness" and gratitude alters the meaning of the privilege of loving someone. To drop deeply into the nowness of the genuine feeling of giving love freely to someone you feel something for. And how beautiful it is to feel and experience anything but especially love.

*My Lilith wound is the deep anger and resent I've held onto for all of the things I've taken personally. (The core pattern I had revealed to me this morning). I've read the 4 agreements and it did change my life, but the pattern will persist if we are not diligent and creative in transforming it. This wound has made it difficult to receive love, as she looks for all the ways to find the faults and unravel the work love has been building for me. Yet it goes on like busy bees, repairing, and trying over and over again, as it will forever, no matter how many holes she rips into it thinking she's protecting me.

This wound shows me that I have to actively ask myself if I am taking something someone is doing/not doing/ saying- personally? And zoom out to find the ways I am making a story out of people's unawareness. That has nothing to do with me. And how when I do that I become unreceptive to love.

The reason being receptive to love is so important to me is because this has been conditioned into me to "make my purpose". That I be loveable, likeable, wanted.

There is nothing wrong with this but it made me realize I don't even know if I want that anymore...

I thought all I wanted was Love. Ironically all the while I've developed coping strategies keeping love at bay ( from others).

I think what I've actually been wanting and realizing all this while is if it is LOVE that I want, it is to love myself unconditionally. To be able to give and receive the depths of love from self. My human love to my human self. The wounds have externalized projections so that I can see them.

The collective is love. Human love is a journey inward. While the hive goes on about always repairing itself, robotically, no matter how individuals thrash about in fits and fevers of self loathing. In the illusion of separation and fear.

Don't be afraid. You are in everything and everyone around you. Zoom out. You're amazing. Human love is not one person, it's everyone and everything in our known and unknown omniverse.

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Mercury Rx-Virgo Szn

The theme for me energetically right now is an in depth processing of divine relationships.

Meaning both parties have an awareness of their accountability to themselves and how they project/ use their energy to manifest in the container of relationship to/ with the other... and themselves.

Venus RX in Leo has been lazer focused on cutting the seems of identities and masks used to protect myself in my life that no longer serve the longevity of my evolution.

It is to laugh that what I thought I wanted was to be more attractive, rich, famous, and have transcendental sex with my soul mate... when the truth of my heart is that what I want is to unconditionally love and accept myself for all that I am, and am not.

To allow the depth of my selves to express, create, and undulate in ways I have never conceived.

At the end of the day when I go down the line of what the point of divine relationships are ( not just romantic, plutonic and within your family) maybe even with a perfect "stranger"... it is to experience unconditional love and acceptance for what is.

If you have this for something, you're already ahead of the game. To only imagine that everyone was your unconditional beloved....to firstly treat yourself in such a manner. And if you don't, imagine what it's like and pretend. Over and over till the feeling state is familiar.

How do you practice unconditional love?

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New Moon in Leo 8/16- Disruptor

my shadows walk beside me

we prowl in 3's, 6's, and maybe 9's

all my cumulative parts

now undulating

into more assortments

of themselves

(chaos, but functional, like cats standing on each others shoulders in a trench coat, ordering coffee)

tribes gather

set about to some unknown battle

we are amassing

the energy building

till someone whispers

"you aren't here to fight

my warriors -but to build...."

all groan, in anguish and confusion

"but all we know is fighting..."

and here in comes

the tireless struggle to change

evolve, again; in disruption

until it's normal to transform

so many times,

I may finally come to expect it.

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Meditation 003- partswork

This morning I got up, did a little yoga and decided to do a little 10 min. guided mediation that popped up after the yoga on youtube.

The meditation was centered around letting go and the narrator took you on a journey of discovering the next version of you that was prepared to let go of you current attachments, hang ups, obstacles, patterns, etc. and step into this embodied version of yourself that was "next level".

My next level being was a giant woman, made of light, who had to turn herself blue so that I could look at her. She was super human, more like an avatar being, radiant, larger than life, alien, and too much for me to comprehend. I finished the meditation confused. The rest of the morning irked me. I felt uneasy and awkward in everything I did.

I decided to sit with my parts

( from IFS and parts work I've established) and ask them how they felt about this experience?

My inner child was terrified of letting go of anything, even though she eventually did. She was entirely confused about what happened. I think she felt rejected and "not good enough".

I talked with her about other parts of the journey that were fun and how the blue woman was smiling and kind in the meditation.

My inner teen scoffed at the otherworldly embodiment avatar at first, and how completely different the embodied self was from my current self. She felt like it was too big of a difference from who/ what I currently am. " That person can't even exist in this world".

I sat and talked with her about expansion, and not looking like that here. Not looking like that, but harnessing something completely new and different in energy. She eventually said" I think it's cool and I'll try it, but I need to process more".

My inner young adult, agreed with inner teen, but she said she understood why it was so different... because it's something entirely new I haven't experienced before. And she gets why its lofty and that the need to process is important.

My inner divine feminine loved the idea of expanding our capacity, ushering in alien/ avatar energy. She said she felt safer and more expansive in this energy for her to express. She expressed confidence and inner support for all the other parts w/ this newfound energetic.

My inner masculine said he was frustrated and agreed with inner teen most at first. " It's an extremely abstract concept", he said it is difficult to be there more and more especially when " we are still in the same body, life, and time space...he understands it's going to be hard to to grasp. "It's becoming so normal for things to not make sense. As long as we are happy and healthy". He is only focused on moving in the direction of wholeness because "that has been what has been the most satisfying in our life so far". He understands we have to usher in " larger than life, alien concepts" to "usher in new faculties, new neural pathways, in order to evolve.... Evolution IS new neural pathways... It's very unsettling, the unknown can be scary".

Suffice it to say, after that I felt a lot better and all of my parts were grateful for the awareness I've developed to untangle my inner dialogues. I can actually feel all of myself get on the same page and my energy coming into alignment. I move, think, breathe and act as one instead of the unconscious aspects of myself doing, thinking and acting in counterproductive, or conflicting ways.

When I got to work I realized I unconsciously wore a dress that was the shade of blue as my blue woman. 🥹💙

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Shadow dance

VenusRX conjunct Lilith& 8/8

" On Lion's Gate, Venus conjuncts Lilith at 23 degrees Leo and a few hours later Venus squares Uranus at 22 degrees Taurus."- Astro Butterfly

Energetics for me have become heavy AF. I wallowed in them all weekend and realized this morning something that felt like a wound healing in my body w/ an achy soreness in my mid back. This morning I realized an old skin was slowly molting off ( spiritually), that this is painful and uncomfortable as I have outgrown it, with some lingering attachments that will rip and scab. Could I have went softer and slower with this process? I wondered but the energetics coming in with Lilith are angry and rageful. I'm rushing to run with it, least I be dragged... Lion's gate will amplify the feelings you are focused on.

There is powerful potential to alchemize your longstanding patterns.

My old body is heavy and wilting still. This morning I alchemized the dark feminine with embodied movements. She wanted to stomp and jump and move the heaviness of her rage. A random song, I have never heard came on with the title of "Lions" came on. I changed my mind about 8/8... I woke up this morning thinking it was bullshit.

I heard in my mind's eye:

"Shadow work is- Getting it out before it let's itself out". ( sideways)

Knowing the truth of yourself, your range, and your expressions in real time and honoring your bodies need to move through it is not only cathartic and healing it is wholeness. Goddess bless my somatic guides, who taught me how to move again.

Black Moon Lilith will bring messages for everyone. She is stirring in your most repressed expression. If you can face her without judgement , 8/8 will transmute beautifully.

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Jealousy, is a messenger

to where you aren't watering yourself.

Meditation 002

Since a very young age I remember experiencing intense emotions of jealousy. No one ever talked to me about this emotion, the way it made me feel, and what to do with it.

As I've gotten older and worked through a lot of my shadows and the versions of myself that had unprocessed traumas, I can finally hold her in what the fullness of her purpose is: To show me where I desire to be watered by my-self.

( This used to be the sole job of others: care givers, friends, lovers.)

My Longing is: To see my full hearts desire without self judgement.

I had to be triggered again by a reoccurring situation to finally, intentionally sit with this in a meditation session focused on summoning my jealousy:

Jealousy, Jealousy, Jealousy! ( I called)

In the mediation I went into my heart where I could feel an old pain has resided, one that is extremely familiar. Once avoided my whole life and branded as ugly & uncomfortable. She shuffled into the space of a green lit, cave like room. She was hobbled over, creaturesque in a dark hooded robe. We walked over to a raised pool and gazed in. Holograms of the images of who, what, when, and why I am jealous...

I saw that Jealousy is the thing you want, she is you with those attributes only maimed, contorted, abused, neglected, tortured and tormented by the thoughts & beliefs that she isn't, and can't be.

Those injuries have debilitated and transformed her into what she is. The gnawing sensation that you chose to focus on lack. That you chose to hold yourself as less than. That you gave your power to ( your mind's version of) someone else to reflect value and worth to you. Albeit unconsciously, through conditioning and ignorance.

It's painful. But I stayed there. I saw what I had done to her.

Together we went naked into the water. Where we merged and floated deeply into the ocean. Falling/ Sinking so fast it was scary until I remembered I always have me. I trust this.

Mermaid like beings eventually surrounded us and large bubbles encapsulated me. Something like the fish you put in the tank to clean it, went all around me and was "shaving" layers down till I saw the being of myself like a baby glowing in the green light.

Eventually I was catapulted upwards in jets of bubbles, accompanied by dolphins and as I rose the body grew into a full grown woman.

I knew I was aware of her( Jealousy) and how we have transformed. How when I see her, I can choose to continue to harm her & myself or I can invite her to show me where I need to water myself with love.

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Currently on Earth

I think it's important to be vigilant of what our elders and fellow conditioned humans believe...

Aquarius for me has been a deluge of info and innumerable options for how our time space reality can fluctuate.

The important thing is to have your own back in your belief system. Our ancestors did not know shit about our nervous systems...

Most of our families and friends, teachers, and people we listen to on the news don't know shit about our nervous system either. But people who want to exploit you DO.

Learn about bio hacking from esteemed scientists and doctors. Educate yourself on how the human brain functions. We are a lot like bio machines, programmable, and resilient with proper care. Or programmable and easily manipulated with dis-ease.

Our nervous systems are beautifully designed to keep us alive, but society in the modern era is NOT. Everything from the food, to our water, to the air, to how we take care of ourselves hygienically is rife with misinformation, marketing ploys, and actual poison. That isn't even the worst part. The worst part is that the old way of doing things, or the way "we've always done things" is already severely outdated. The every day ritual of society, government and religion is severely outdated for human evolution.

But this isn't an alarm of fear. That isn't necessary or helpful. I believe a lot of us already know all of that and have been in transition for some time. A lot of us are ready for the shift that will inevitably happen, just like switching on a light. You may wake up one day and find just like when the world shut down due to the pandemic, everything has changed.

Change is neutral, it's not good or bad. Just like life and death and the cycles of nature it is apart of our blueprint. The stories we tell about these things amount to the feelings/ emotions we have about them. But it is in the perception of the individual and the way they are either conscious (responding) or unconscious (reacting) to it that will determine whether it is "good" or "bad".

For me, change is good.

( what if earth is the only place where all vibrations exist simultaneously?)